11 Speedos Later I Found My Love Language

Puerto Vallarta. A gay pool party. Eleven speedos tried on in the span of an afternoon.And somewhere between speedo #7 and #11, something shifted.For the first time in my life, I said the words out loud: "I am happy."It felt like a confession. Like admitting to a crime I didn't know I was allowed to commit.This episode is about the moment survival stopped being enough. The moment I decided I deserved more than just "not dead yet."The moment I chose joy.Content warnings: This podcast contains discussions of childhood sexual abuse, addiction, violence, death, and trauma. But it also full of profound love, transformation, and hope. Listener discretion advised.