body dysmorphia

Growing up I didn't know what body dysmorphia was until one of my favorite Youtubers talked about their story. I feel like my bad eating habits were influenced by the people I hung around with and society's beauty standards. Living in a household where talking about someone's weight was considered small talk was also toxic. I knew it was getting bad when I forgot the last time I ate, losing a lot of hair and weight that my family started to notice.