Buzzsprout First Podcast---Seeking Support

My “Battle of the Bulge”My "Battle of the Bulge"...A final attempt to make a significant change in social determinants for my posterity. I have a story to tell and a testimony of God's presence through it all. I can't do this alone. I need others in the BODY OF CHRIST to rise and stand against what's happening to the most vulnerable amongst us. The devil took mine! And, I will go into the depths of hell or die trying to let my children know Who's they are. If not me then who? It is said Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) occurs when we encounter trauma BEYOND OUR ABILITY TO COPE. My children were ages 5 and 7. They had no coping skills or language to make sense of what they were experiencing. I, on the other-hand, has been a child of God since my youth. I have yet to have reached such a threshold (trauma beyond my ability to cope). I understand this attack has never been against me BUT THE SPIRIT IN ME. The world can't help our young 25-20 when they are beat-down by our failures to protect them from the dark spirits here to claim their souls. We need to lead them to see OUR GOD OF YORE...not the new-fangled modern god of this era. If I survive this spiritual warfare and have the means and resources, I vow to use what I've gleaned through these tribulations to effect changes in systems and other entities so that our family courts are not weaponized are easily pandered. Our children bear the burden across time for these warring elders. I don't know if God will present His miracle working powers to affect this situation and bring me through to the other side. But, what I do know, is that I am NOT a "passenger" or "spectator" in my own life. There's nothing about my life, discipline, or training that would suggest that I should be. Our children are lost...not just mine. I don't know if my children are dead-or-alive; incarcerated-or-free; doing well-or-struggling in these trying times but what I do know is that they are living beneath their privilege and have the albatross of Adverse Childhood Experiences weighing them down. Jesus weeps not just for the overt Cross my children has to bear of no fault of their own but also for those who "think" they're doing well building and collecting life practices outside of Faith teachings. They have little understanding of Who's they are due to no fault of their own...we are becoming more-and-more of a pagan nation day-by-day. And our children are building on the sands of those out-of-alignment worldly experiences. I repeat, the devil took mine! And, I will go into the depths of hell or die trying to let my children know Who's they are. I use the term, "my children" loosely and merely as a form of communication but those I bore has NOT been "mine" for a very long time. Just as God's love for me is everlasting, my love for my children is everlasting and unconditional!