Chapter 7 - In Search for Healing

Chapter 7: In Search of Healing In this chapter, I take you inside my time at the eating disorder clinic—a place I had hoped would finally give me the breakthrough I so desperately needed. I walked in thinking this was my chance to regain control, to finally fix what felt so broken inside me. But instead, I found myself surrounded by a system that treated the symptoms without addressing the deeper wounds.I share what it was like to be there, the ways it helped, and the ways it didn’t. The weight checks, the structured meals, the therapy sessions—they were all meant to heal me, yet something was still missing. I was following all the rules, doing everything I was told, but I still felt trapped in the same cycle of shame and self-destruction.This chapter is about coming face to face with the reality that healing isn’t just about behavior change—it’s about something deeper. And it’s the beginning of me realizing that the answer wasn’t going to come from another program or another attempt at control. Something greater had to intervene.you can get a physical copy of the book here https://a.co/d/5zCp8wR