"crast-hesit" (Ep. 9)

While you were waiting, I was trying to figure out when I had the gusto to be so undefinably ready to talk a whole hour on.. where I practically fell asleep to fore this episodes production, its time to. Without the errors, toward the sense in our upbringings guiding us to get what we need to in (before our many deadlines), we wouldn't see that as we plan our successes we are also planning our failures! Rest aveiled, this week I further explored a revelation in my approach here, to find myself realizing a new operatic normal of everyday issue--by the present negative-auric veil in the detesting of "procrastinators" into the trials of a more faithfully-acknowledged "hesitation." I saw that with an observation of a decision state more cleverly defined than at present, we might help bring conscious refinement to all the instances we organize priority function & seek the holding of ample nerve enough to be actually birthin'.