Feel, Deal, Heal Pt 1

Do I even want to feel feelings again? Right now? At all?Too many ppl become okay masking “ I’m okay” or “ I’m over it”… if you aren’t… okay. if is okay to feel ya feelings, because if not now when? When are you gonna address what you need to come to terms with?How did you come up with this?Hurting peopleGetting hurt & feeling how others have feltGetting sick of myself Having a daughterRealizing that men don’t have “safe spaces” to heal... My best was reserved and locked tf away. PRESERVES!!!!What did we realize? The Inner Fight: Do I even wanna get better just to try this bs again?Will I know when to pull out faster next time!?! Short answer no. Long answer: ain’t no short cuts in real bonding with ppl. Either you try or you die never knowing. #theoriginsoflovingus#afterthebreakup #nocontact#toolu @chanbepoddin /IG/ TwitterChanbepoddin.com@therealwillray Twitter@willraycomedy TT/IG