How I Fucked My Way Into Therapy

Sometimes the path to healing looks nothing like you expect.Mine looked like a series of spectacularly dysfunctional relationships that got so bad, I finally had to ask the question every addict eventually asks:Why do I keep choosing this?This episode is about how rock bottom can be a gift. How fucking up repeatedly is sometimes the only way to finally wake up.How sometimes you have to break every bone in your soul before you're willing to learn how to walk differently.I didn't fuck my way into therapy because I was smart.I did it because I finally ran out of other options.Content warnings: This podcast contains discussions of childhood sexual abuse, addiction, violence, death, and trauma. But it also full of profound love, transformation, and hope. Listener discretion advised.