how?/tanya

a poem by me (siir bana aittir💗) --How how could you ive been waiting for you but you were already gone when i realized you left me there it was dark and filthy you left me there i wanted to cry so bad but i couldnt how could you it was so black that i couldnt even saw anything, even myself i tried to push myself to the outside. but i couldnt. in that moment i wanted your hands so bad. maybe they would reach to mines maybe you could save me then, but it was dark and i was so scared i waited for you. i tried to stay alive, so you would be happy when you come back. but you were already on your own way. you were gone. and i was the stupid. you were the brutal. how could you you are still the brutal and i would have never done this to you -tanya