I am turning cynical of this world...

( I recorded this a while ago but just published it today, I’m in a healthier space than I was but it’s still a struggle.)So..here's some honesty. I've been struggling with putting my trust in the system, the governments, and the world today. With everything that’s been going on politically, I’m at the brink of losing all my faith in humanity mostly, men. The social media and the news add to it and maybe I need to cut some ties. Why does it feel like the world is on fire ? And it probably is… but in all honesty….It’s hard to find the light at the end of the tunnel when everywhere seems pitch dark. So excuse my words of cynicism. For today I don’t have the will to be positive. Maybe tomorrow is a better day but today, I rage.