I want to die — 2

Episode 2 of the X Story Series podcast, hosted by Mr. Cuddles, titled "I want to die — 2" was published on February 19, 2021 and runs 7 minutes.

February 19, 2021 ·7m · X Story Series

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Summary

I finish off the dark red bottle, my second for the night (purchased yesterday, on special, at CVS). I need to piss. I wonder what cocaine feels like. I wonder what acid does. Heroin . . . fuck, that feels like it would be blissful, right? Like getting carried away on clouds by angels, instead making myself cum tiny pathetic amounts of spooge so neatly only on my hand…? But I don’t know how to get that shit. I got all this money, doing nothing. And I’m too much of a fuckup to even use it the way I want. Doesn’t matter, I guess.

Episode Description

I finish off the dark red bottle, my second for the night (purchased yesterday, on special, at CVS). I need to piss. I wonder what cocaine feels like. I wonder what acid does. Heroin . . . fuck, that feels like it would be blissful, right? Like getting carried away on clouds by angels, instead making myself cum tiny pathetic amounts of spooge so neatly only on my hand…?

But I don’t know how to get that shit. I got all this money, doing nothing. And I’m too much of a fuckup to even use it the way I want.

Doesn’t matter, I guess.

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