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EPISODE · Feb 19, 2021 · 7 MIN

I want to die — 2

from X Story Series · host Mr. Cuddles

I finish off the dark red bottle, my second for the night (purchased yesterday, on special, at CVS). I need to piss. I wonder what cocaine feels like. I wonder what acid does. Heroin . . . fuck, that feels like it would be blissful, right? Like getting carried away on clouds by angels, instead making myself cum tiny pathetic amounts of spooge so neatly only on my hand…? But I don’t know how to get that shit. I got all this money, doing nothing. And I’m too much of a fuckup to even use it the way I want. Doesn’t matter, I guess.

I finish off the dark red bottle, my second for the night (purchased yesterday, on special, at CVS). I need to piss. I wonder what cocaine feels like. I wonder what acid does. Heroin . . . fuck, that feels like it would be blissful, right? Like getting carried away on clouds by angels, instead making myself cum tiny pathetic amounts of spooge so neatly only on my hand…? But I don’t know how to get that shit. I got all this money, doing nothing. And I’m too much of a fuckup to even use it the way I want. Doesn’t matter, I guess.

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