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EPISODE · Apr 30, 2026 · 16 MIN

I was never anyone's first choice... and it messed with me.

from Allegedly · host The Source

I didn’t realize how much this affected me… until I started looking back.For a long time, I felt like I was never anyone’s first choice…and I thought that meant something was wrong with me.In this episode, I’m sharing the friendships that shaped me—from high school to my twenties—and the moments that made me question everything about who I was.But this isn’t just about losing people…it’s about what happens when you finally realize you were never the problem.If you’ve ever felt like you were “too much” or not enough at the same time, this one’s for you.Have a story you want featured on the podcast?Submit it here: www.allegedlyts.comThis is Allegedly.I’m The Source.

I didn’t realize how much this affected me… until I started looking back.For a long time, I felt like I was never anyone’s first choice…and I thought that meant something was wrong with me.In this episode, I’m sharing the friendships that shaped me—from high school to my twenties—and the moments that made me question everything about who I was.But this isn’t just about losing people…it’s about what happens when you finally realize you were never the problem.If you’ve ever felt like you were “too much” or not enough at the same time, this one’s for you.Have a story you want featured on the podcast?Submit it here: www.allegedlyts.comThis is Allegedly.I’m The Source.

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