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Let Me Explain..

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04/22/2019

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Going as far back as I can remember Ive wanted to be free. Not from an oppressive household or overbearing parents but from the fears and frustration of constantly thinking I was going to die or my parents were going to be killed in a car accident. I talk about how real the fear was and what I did or didn’t do to get over the fear or to at least push it away long enough to see Springsteen in concert.

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I Finally Got My Independence! Now, Can I Give It Back?

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