let’s talk about becoming the woman i promised myself i’d be | AITL?! EP 63

It’s the 6 month mark of the year and, PODD FAM… we need to talk. not in a “my life is falling apart” way, but in a “wait, am i actually becoming the person i keep saying i want to become?” way. this episode is about growth, limbo, discipline, disappointment, ambition, self-love, and the very rude realization that being busy is not the same thing as being aligned. i talk about feeling like i’m growing in multiple areas of my life at once, why that feels so uncomfortable, what i thought this year would look like, what it actually looks like, and how i’m trying to stop romanticizing my potential and start becoming her for real. ENJOY :) 00:00 IT'S ALREADY JUNE?! 03:19 Life Updates: Apartment Hunting & Almost a Year Without a Home 04:48 Six Month Reality Check: Am I Living My Dream Life? 18:11 Trigger Warning: Feeling Suicidal & Mental Health Check-In 20:16 Regulating Your Emotions & Making Your Thoughts Reality 23:10 My 45% Performance Rating: Breaking Down My 2026 Goals 26:31 Fitness & Health: Running Three Times a Week & My Struggles 34:10 Career & Social Media: The Things I'm NOT Doing 35:58 Busy Does NOT Mean Aligned: The Hard Truth 37:13 Passive Living vs Active Living: Choosing Your Life 39:47 Self-Love is Discipline: Following Through on Promises to Yourself 40:31 Your Dream Life Needs Boring Structure 46:19 Freedom Without Structure is Chaos: What I've Learned 47:15 I Want to Win: Choosing Myself & Prioritizing Me First 51:28 Starting Over at the Six Month Mark & Birthday Month Plans LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE If you haven’t already, subscribe to AM I TOO LOUD?! with The Odditty 👇🏽 YouTube: https://bit.ly/SubscribeToAmITooLoud Spotify: https://bit.ly/AmITooLoudOnSpotify Apple Podcasts: https://bit.ly/AmITooLoudOnApplePodcasts 🌐 STAY TUNED: https://www.amitooloud.com/ JOIN THE POD FAM Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/amitooloudpod Twitter (X): https://x.com/amitooloudpod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@amitooloudpod JOIN THE ODD FAM Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/the_odditty Twitter (X): https://x.com/the_odditty TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@the_odditty MORE FROM THE ODDITTY The Odditty Tv Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@TheOdditty/videos The Odditty Diaries Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@TheOddittyDiaries HASHTAGS #AmITooLoud #TheOdditty #AmITooLoudSofi #AmITooLoudPod #SoloEpisode #PersonalGrowth #MentalHealth #Reflection