Not dead yet

In this episode, Laura, Jen, and Maeghan have an honest conversation about the fear of relapse, the mental toll of chronic illness, and the struggle of being perceived as "better" when you're still dealing with long-term effects. They open up about how illness reshapes identity, the frustrations of advocating for yourself in the medical system, and the emotional weight of grieving the life you thought you'd have.Topics Covered:Jen reflects on life post-cancer, managing chemical menopause, and the struggle of people assuming she’s "back to normal."Laura discusses the ongoing battle with pain, recovery setbacks, and how chronic illness forces you to be hyper-aware of your body.Maeghan shares the challenges of dealing with medical gaslighting, the anger that comes with watching others live "normal" lives, and the guilt of feeling that way.The fear of relapse—knowing how hard recovery is and wondering if you have the energy to go through it all again.The emotional toll of losing the future you envisioned for yourself and adjusting to a new reality.Notable Moments:💬 “You think you're fine… until you start to feel better. And then you realize just how sick you actually were.” – Laura on how illness slowly becomes your new normal.💬 “I was more afraid of chemo than I was of dying.” – Jen on the toll of cancer treatment.💬 “I had a panic attack about not owning a recliner… because if I relapsed, where would I sleep?” – Maeghan on how chronic illness changes the way you think about even the smallest things.Takeaways:🔹 Just because someone looks better doesn’t mean they aren’t still struggling.🔹 Chronic illness comes with waves of grief—not just for your health, but for the version of yourself you thought you'd be.🔹 Talking about difficult emotions—like anger, fear, and resentment—helps break the isolation of being invisibly ill.Get in Touch:We’d love to hear from you! If this episode resonated with you, email us at [email protected] is a space for crying, laughing, and fart jokes—because sometimes, you just have to keep it real. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.