Saved Lives by Day — Destroyed His Own by Night

Thanks Hims. Start your free online visit today at https://www.Hims.com/PATCHEDIn this powerful episode, Jason Logan (former Hells Angel) and Justin “Mooch” DeLoretto (former Mongol) sit down with an extraordinary guest: Fire Captain Chris Howe. Chris opens up about his harrowing descent into substance addiction from an early age and battling inner demons in the shadows of one of the most demanding professions. Chris describes the chaos of addiction, the secrecy behind the badge, and the moment everything almost came crashing down. But this isn’t just a story of struggle—it’s one of grit, growth, and ultimate transformation. Now clean, sober, and thriving, Chris serves not only as a fire captain but also as a certified addiction counselor. He shares how he rebuilt his life from the ground up—mentally, physically, and spiritually—and how he's helping others do the same. This episode is raw, real, and deeply human—an unfiltered look at the path from rock bottom to redemption.