The Archaeologist of My Souls : 1 in 8.3 Billion - Intro

I asked an AI to calculate my statistical probability of surviving my life. It said: 1 in 8.3 billion.Essentially impossible.Childhood sexual abuse. At 5, I attempted to murder my mother's rapist. AIDS epidemic San Francisco. Severe alcoholism. Alcohol. Meth. Coke. Sex. Brother murdered. Strangled twice. 28 deaths witnessed by age 30. I shouldn't be here.But I am. And I've seen some shit.This 19-episode memoir podcast is about more than survival. It's about what happened when I pressed play on a 35-year-old cassette tape and heard voices I'd never heard before—my own voices, broadcasting love at frequencies I couldn't access until now.This is about Archaeological DNA. About how your past holds layers of meaning you haven't tuned into yet. About how love can travel backward through time.This is the excavation of an impossible life.Content warnings: This podcast contains discussions of childhood sexual abuse, addiction, violence, death, and trauma. It also full of profound love, transformation and hope. Listener discretion advised.