The Night My Faith Fell Apart

In this deeply personal episode, we return to the night my childhood faith collapsed. At twelve years old, grieving the sudden loss of my grandmother, I stood under a dark sky and screamed at God, daring to ask for a sign.This isn’t a story of losing belief. It’s about what happens when grief dismantles what we thought was solid… and a shooting star in the silence becomes the beginning of a new kind of trust.In this episode, I explore:* How grief can undo even the most cherished childhood ideas of God* Why “rules” and tidy theology often fail us when our world falls apart* The difference between the God we’re taught and the One we meet in our most vulnerable moments* Why the cracks in our faith may actually be invitations* The quiet power of presence over answers* James Fowler’s Stages of Faith and how rupture can lead to resilient spiritual growth📖 Read the Full Post:Visit: []Referenced in this episode:* Leonard Cohen’s Anthem → []* James Fowler’s Stages of Faith → [click here]🌿 Connect with Whispers and Wonders:If this resonated with you, consider subscribing on Substack to receive future episodes and reflections. I’d love to hear your story. Comment on the full post and share how your faith has broken, changed, or deepened.Whispers and Wonders is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Get full access to Whispers and Wonders at garrettjandrew.substack.com/subscribe