The Question Of Not Enough

From the blog http://www.blissanddrumming.com, Cl…

An episode of the Bliss and Drumming: The Slow Enlightenment of the Hard Rock Drummer podcast, hosted by Bliss and Drumming, titled "The Question Of Not Enough" was published on March 11, 2021 and runs 15 minutes.

March 11, 2021 ·15m · Bliss and Drumming: The Slow Enlightenment of the Hard Rock Drummer

Summary

From the blog http://www.blissanddrumming.com, Clementine reads this piece. http://blissanddrumming.com/2021/03/the-question-of-not-enough/ ‎ *** I settled into life without the scramble of the constant travel of my music career. In the new stillness, I recognized within me a welling up, a kind of panic of not doing enough, not getting enough done. Without shows on the horizon, some mornings I woke in a kind of confused spin. Then, I noticed that in this confusion was a feeling of futility. I will never get enough done, so I might as well not even start. To witness this was a gift. Maybe there has always been this pushing, punishing dread of not doing enough, of not being enough. Maybe this has driven all my moments, and my impression of who I am. If I am not doing enough, then fundamentally, I am not enough. That’s a terrible feeling.

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