The Truth Behind My Divorce: The Full Story I’ve Never Shared

THE REAL COSMIC JOKE IS BACK!!And this time… I’m with my girl Amy. 🤍🔥This episode is one I’ve been waiting to share - not because I was hiding, but because I wanted to speak from a grounded place. I kept waking up with a full-body knowing that it was finally time to share the rest of my story… and let whatever needed to come through, come through.This is the whole truth after the blog post... the pain, the patterns, the awakening, the somatic unraveling, and the woman I’m becoming because of it.For the last eight weeks, I’ve been moving through the deepest grief, the biggest triggers, and one of the most profound personal rebirths of my life.And what I share in this episode is the part I haven’t talked about publicly -the nervous system withdrawal, the trauma loops, the “man-hater era,” the victim language, the accountability, the sexual shutdown and safety themes, the channeling session that cracked me open… and the exact moment I realized:This was always going to happen.And it was always going to happen now.Amy has been front-row for all of it - holding, witnessing, calling me forward, and helping me see the difference between pain… and truth. She’s also a somatic relationship coach and the co-creator of Wild Ren, our new women’s community that just launched!In this episode we talk about:✨ What actually happened behind the scenes✨ Why my body shut down long before my mind caught up✨ The “relationship detox” rewiring my entire system✨ Why grief feels like withdrawal✨ Childhood wounds, being “unchosen,” and the mirror of partnership✨ Safety, sexuality, and embodiment — and what they really mean✨ Why community is the medicine most women don’t know they need✨ And how this entire initiation led us to create Wild Ren CollectiveThis episode is messy, honest, emotional, and transformative.If you're walking through endings, heartbreak, identity loss, or a massive season of becoming, this conversation might be the permission slip you need.Check out Wild Ren here:⁠https://stan.store/ErthSchool/p/-wildren-collective-⁠Follow Amy on Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/amylorraine.iam?igsh=dGhhMTA5MWlhcWxr