Too Much, Not Enough, and Still Showing Up

Send a textWhat if the part of you that’s exhausted, code-switching, and quietly unraveling… isn’t broken? What if it’s the part of you that’s telling the truth?In this episode, I share something deeply personal — not just mine, but something I hear in the unspoken fears and late-night confessions of women and non-binary leaders in tech. This is the story so many of us carry but rarely say out loud. You’ll hear an AI voice narrate a monologue generated by Claude AI, written from the perspective of someone who’s spent decades succeeding in male-dominated STEM environments — someone who’s mastered emotional labor, navigated unspoken bias, and is quietly wondering how much longer she can keep going like this. It’s startling in its accuracy. Brutal in its honesty. And if you hear yourself in it, know this: you’re not alone.This story is:For the woman who gets praised for grace under pressure while screaming inside.For the leader who’s afraid that healing means losing her edge.For the high-achiever wondering if her brokenness is part of her brilliance — and if letting go of that pain might make her ordinary.After the story, I come back to offer my perspective — not as a voice of authority, but as someone who’s lived this too. I talk about what it means to build sustainable, values-aligned leadership without losing the depth, fire, and edge that make you powerful.This is more than a podcast episode. It’s a mirror. And maybe, just maybe, it’s your permission slip to stop surviving and start becoming who you were always meant to be.If this resonates, book your clarity call at BefriendingDragons.com. You don’t need to be “ready.” You just need to be honest.Content warning: Topics include burnout, identity-based stress, internalized self-doubt, trauma-informed leadership, and systems of oppression. Listener discretion advised if you’re in a vulnerable emotional state.Written and produced by Cindy GrossHost: Cindy GrossVoiced by AI (Claude + Descript)All words generated or curated by a human with care.Support the showLet’s talk! Book a call at BefriendingDragons.com and start your journey. Roar with dragonfire warmth and enduring wisdom! Cindy Gross, Leadership Culture Coach and CEO at Befriending Dragons