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EPISODE · Mar 17, 2026 · 14 MIN

When Weed Stops Working: My 20-year Wake-Up Call

from Coming Back Online · host Derek

For over 20 years, weed was a constant part of my life.In this episode, I share why I finally decided to walk away from it — and the surprising backlash I’ve received online for talking openly about my experience.Some people have reached out with gratitude, saying they feel the same way and want their clarity back. Others have gotten defensive or angry. And that reaction made me realize something important: people are often afraid to have honest conversations about weed.Let me be clear — I’m not against cannabis, and I’m not judging anyone who uses it. I’m simply sharing my personal story.For me, weed became a way to numb emotions, avoid deeper issues, and disconnect from my own life. When I finally stopped after two decades of daily use, I began noticing changes in my nervous system, my emotions, and my sense of presence.In this episode, I talk about:• Why weed today is very different from the cannabis of the past• The rise of high-potency THC• Cannabis Hyperemesis Syndrome (CHS) and other physical effects some long-term users experience• The emotional and psychological side of dependency• What it means to “come back online” and face life fully presentIf you’ve ever wondered whether weed is still serving you, this conversation might resonate.This isn’t about judgment — it’s about honesty.And maybe starting a conversation we’re long overdue to have.cannabis, quitting weed, cannabis dependency, sobriety journey, CHS, cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome, mental health, addiction recovery, personal growthComing Back Online is about honesty, healing, and personal responsibility.I share my lived experience — not medical advice, not judgments, and not instructions for anyone else.

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For over 20 years, weed was a constant part of my life.In this episode, I share why I finally decided to walk away from it — and the surprising backlash I’ve received online for talking openly about my experience.Some people have reached out with...

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