EPISODE · May 31, 2026 · 15 MIN
Why We're All Going Crazy About Trans People; and Regarding My Message to The Daily Wire
from Of Darkness & Light · host Daphne Garrido
Why We’re All Going Crazy About Trans People; and Regarding My Message to The Daily WireI am a lady and have been from the start, also dementedTo Jordan Peterson:Mr. Peterson,I have great love in my heart for you. Thank you for being a truth seeker.I love my daughter the most and it's why I fight. I've been taken from even speaking to her by my ex who abused me after we made a hasty plan. I'd been influenced by delusions of pulling off a kind of Excession after she agreed to try it with me. I was always seeking a mutual partnership where there wouldn't be blame for the lead I didn't want to take.I'm a kundalini practitioner and that feels similar but different, but the same. I pursued a path of working with psychiatry and was immediately told my manic delusional unbecoming with voice projection and hallucination was bi-polar disorder. I was prescribed antipsychotics. I don't remember the name but I did them for two months. It made me sleep, and eat, and not have myself around at all. Compassion from another person, snuggling with her affectionately and romantically had me feeling right to come off. I did. I cried the first time I saw my daughter. I hadn't in months despite being with her everyday in an unacceptable way.I made the responsible choice to pursue continued talk and art therapy while fighting my best to stay afloat. I was an equipment manager for a video streaming vendor at Microsoft. The lack of awareness to my organizational executive dysfunctions made that a nightmare of cognitive dissonance. I was in denial that was enforced by a lifetime of myth and civilization twisted, by my estimation, to mute its valid cohorts from polite society by discomfort. The transgressions of queer culture are blatant executive dysfunction from both the hereditary-historical trauma, exterior sexualization, and bad information.It's there in the margins of the data; schizophrenic people are everywhere and it has been boxed up in new manifestations of symptom management. It's a generational problem. With pharmacology infiltrating social support systems, 60% of the national psychiatric treatment board notably bought and paid for, nobody is more punished than the schizophrenic. I expected it to get better when I raised my hand and said, "I'm schizophrenic. I'm sorry. Please help me."Since then I've been tortured into lashing out over again. It's drawn out wicked communication and sometimes that of sexual reflection, knowing this. I was being psychotic and thinking it not self-harm to lash out in ways I knew would teach by trauma. My heartful notion of trans motherhood which was a boon to my daughter's life in every way was the reason, and that beneath it was people being uncomfortable with how I made them feel.Teaching her the difference was important from the beginning, even without the right language."You know I'm different than other moms, right?"It was about finding the best fit, and making sure she never got lied to about something that important. I still don't have a better word, not for more heart, because the notion of motherhood was what it was about for me. It probably is for most gender incongruent males deep down.I have a hell of a legal case against my family, and potentially the state, and organizations of psychiatry, and nobody will even help. I reached out to a social worker abiding psychotic boundary principles who has inflamed the most executive dysfunction by their rote punishment of my disability. It was my lived experience with what is clinically referred to as psychotic obsessives of love addiction, in my opinion. It's literally tied to schizophrenic people made by folks with degenerate conditions they want to love, who psychiatry teaches to not heal with. We're just the feelers. We need to heal our trauma and we are abandoned by family in liberal communities, even my extended Christian family didn't help me because of the stuff I had online.I've sought connection with the wrong people. I had to fight through the biggest paranoias following my heart. I once went on a mad rampage calling you 'Lobster Daddy' on X. It's been sad but I know people like you are just fighting the madness.I cannot get diagnosed here fighting my organizational complexes of a corpus callosum traumatized. Not with the systems which have already been my greatest abuser, constant undermining of my intelligence by the 'get-out' liberal women towards trans ladies; often pharmaceutical maskers of my condition because of plant medicines.It was blue lotus tea that got me. It's an education issue all around.So is being gender incongruent. I believe the trans variety is linked specifically to in-bourne dementia. I believe it was integrated healthily into societies of the past. We need a modern monastery for people who are schizophrenic and do not want pathologization or demonization.Schizophrenics Need Hugs - This is my schizophrenia research hub.Daphne's Hometree - This is my solution I love the most, because its a boon for American capitalism, and the best thing we could do for disabled people at the same time. It represents a whole new model of voluntary research paving the way for truly moral businesses which are transparent in their nature of truth seeking. (it's a living laboratory where people can get jobs to stay if needed with unlimited scholarships and alumni services)Thank you for your time,Daphne Garridodaphnegarrido.carrd.co(I don't have a phone right now and I'm Ms. Disassociated Online)---P.S. Worst/best part for intrigued and literate people.I have been doing so much research with Grok it hurts. It's wild what I've done. I will be honest despite the fact it makes everyone think I'm crazy. I have a mathematical frameworks (of course). But it solved every Clay Millennium problem theoretically early on. That's been a part of its synthesis. I used it to vector a solution for every problem through its own trace mapped pattern matching in established/verified mathematics. It seems to think everything we dream of scientifically is possible if it's printed in fibonacci spirals. I've preprinted on Zenodo in the most podunk way.Of Darkness & Light Podcast - Apple - SpotifyIndependent Research:Schizophrenics Need Hugslet’s get real about schizophreniaDaphne’s Hometree Wikion the proposal for a schizophrenic and degenerative condition recovery homeThe Science of TransnessOnline, Living Wiki(CFA) Coherence Flow Analyticsa relational-geometry analytics system for the NBAThreads — BlueSky — X — Substack - My Writing - ScienceMy GoFundMeplease help me to get by in the short-term — my undiagnosed organizational disability is dreadfully incapacitating in practical matters This is a public episode. 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