WTF is Wrong With Me? - Working Through Fear

Most people who find their way here have already tried a lot of things. Tests, specialists, treatments — and they're still not better. This first episode is about why that happens. And I know, because I've lived it.This is my real story. The rugby injury, the marriage I almost didn't survive, the back pain, the panic attacks, the two suicide attempts, and the slow realization that my body had been trying to tell me something for most of my life. I'm sharing it because it might sound familiar — not in the details, but in the feeling.What We CoverWhat NERDS stands for — and why WTF means more than one thing around hereFear as the common thread in all chronic symptoms — and why it doesn't always look like fearMy childhood, emotional neglect, and what that does to a developing nervous systemA rugby injury, a concussion, and the beginning of 25 years of anxietyA marriage where I felt unheard and alone — and two suicide attempts I've never spoken about publiclyThe back pain that consumed five years of my life and kept me off the playground with my kidsDeadlifts, exposure therapy, and what I now believe actually healed my painThe seesaw between physical and emotional pain — and why tattoos were part of my storyFinding mindfulness and the moment things genuinely started to shiftWhat neuroplastic symptoms actually are — and why "it's all in your head" completely misses the pointReal examples from my own history: anaphylaxis, IBS, knee pain, and ankle surgery with almost no post-op painKey TakeawaysFear drives chronic symptoms — but it usually looks like fixing, avoiding, or frustration, not obvious fearThe story matters more than the symptomsNeuroplastic symptoms are real and physical — and they're not your faultSymptoms that shift and move are giving you information, not punishing youWork With ScottyIf something in this episode resonated with you, the best next step is a free 15-minute consultation. It's a no-pressure conversation — you share what's going on, I share how I work, and we figure out together whether it's a good fit.👉 Book a free consult at mindbodystrength.caConnect🌐 mindbodystrength.ca📧 [email protected] this episode was useful, please subscribe, leave a review, or share it with someone who might need to hear it. It genuinely helps more people find the show.📝 A note on this episode: This episode contains an honest discussion of suicide attempts, depression, anxiety, and childhood trauma. If you're currently struggling, please reach out to a mental health professional or contact a crisis line in your area.