𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒙 ☆ @deadsox

Lyrics: I can feel the walls closing in Staring at the key to my demise You're the reason I see the light You're an angel in disguise I want to be your victim The definition of wisdom The reason I exist Codependency, you're on the top of my list Yeah! Codependency, you're on the top of my list Blend in with the shadows (blend in with the shadows) Turn my soul into ashes You screaming for my name (screaming for my name) Makes me feel special (makes me feel special) Blend in with the shadows Hide myself from everyone You screaming for my name Makes me feel special (makes me feel special) I don't want to be your victim (I don't want to be your victim) I'm so tired of the symptoms (I'm so tired of the symptoms) Started to gamble with my life Only to satisfy you I'm in need of assistance I hate to admit that I'm dependent on you I can feel the walls closing in Make me feel special Make me feel special (make- make- make me feel special) Make me feel special (make me feel special) Make me feel special (make me feel special) Make me feel special (make me feel) Turned my life around, and still you're the only thing I miss Turned my back to you, still you're the only thing I miss Turned my back to you, still you're the only thing I miss

Time is just a concept Cause when reality hits I have nowhere to go I'm here all by myself Doing the impossible Avoiding all the obstacles Here I go again, wandering around Like I'm lost, let's be honest When am I not? Sometimes things don't change It all just feels the same (yeah) If I believed in something I might've been less destructive There's a construction in my mind What makes me restless for life The dark clouds in the sky Relates to my heart (my heart) Like a part of my body Unexpectedly stopped I find it hard to accept that it's gonna be this way Forever, never better Praying it's gon' be okay Take the orders of my maker Put my feelings in a shaker, shake it Put them in a bottle save it for later Til' I'm past my limit Take the orders of my maker Put my feelings in a shaker, shake it Put them in a bottle save it for later Take the orders of my maker Put my feelings in a shaker, shake it Put them in a bottle save it for later Time is just a concept Cause when reality hits I have nowhere to go I'm here all by myself Doing the impossible Avoiding all the obstacles Here I go again, wandering around Like I'm lost, let's be honest When am I not? Sometimes things don't change It all just feels the same If I believed in something

Lyrics: The fear of failure is paralyzing So I try to crop the bigger picture The fear of failure is paralyzing So I try to crop the bigger picture Stopped trying to fit in cause I'll never fit description (yeah) I make dumb decisions, when I feel like no one listens One day I'll go extinct Watch my life flash by with one blink A lone wolf in a sheeps skin, yeah Said you knew a spot Then you took me to the lowest point of my life I could use a pint then take a flight to have the time of my life I'm scared to close my eyes, cause what happens If I won't wake up? Who'll take care of me, I won't give up! Hoping to get to know what comes after this When the end is near Hope to get rid off my flaws, my fears and my head to be clear Shoes lasting longer from the miles I've been walking (ay) Getting to my destination as promised (ay) And not to grief 'bout any losses, because The fear of failure is paralyzing So I try to crop the bigger picture Stopped trying to fit in cause I never fit description (yeah) I make dumb decisions, when I feel like no one listens The fear of failure is paralyzing So I try to crop the bigger picture Stopped trying to fit in cause I never fit description (yeah) I make dumb decisions, when I feel like no one listens One day I'll go extinct Watching my life flash by with one blink A lone wolf in a sheeps skin

Lyrics: Can you see me, or am I dreaming? I know you want me to go, but I'm not leaving I'm ahead of my time, still I'm stuck in the past Creating a sound, I'm sure won't last To me, I'm your shadow, I will leave if you ask No place to call home, nowhere I could rest I'm not saying that I'm feeling useless again But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me Stop haunting me down, I find it scary Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy They want me to leave, but I'm not ready I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me Stop stalking me, I find it very scary Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry They want me to leave, but I'm not ready I'm a friend waiting for someone to call me I'll be high up with the clouds if you're wondering Thoughts keep overlapping, I find it exhausting You can keep on laughing, keep on causing damage I went in too deep, forgot what my age was Am I too young or have I lived enough? I'm convinced that they want me to go, but I can't go So I'll be buried for the season under the snow To me, I'm your shadow, I will leave if you ask No place to call home, nowhere I could rest I'm not saying that I'm feeling useless again But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me Stop haunting me down, I find it scary Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy They want me to leave, but I'm not ready I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me Stop stalking me, I find it very scary Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry They want me to leave, but I'm not ready I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me Stop haunting me down, I find it scary Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy They want me to leave, but I'm not ready I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me Stop stalking me, I find it very scary Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry They want me to leave, but I'm not ready

Lyrics: Here I go again, waking up in the same state Like I was before, I'm confused, I feel played Turn on your television, time to catch up, I'm amazed When I read my name with a date, but I'm still here? Why does it feel like I did my time on this earth Though I'm only 21, I'm tired of feeling hurt I got blood on my hands and on my t-shirt Tried to escape but it only keeps getting worse I want to feel like I'm needed (needed) Sleepless nights, overthinking for no reason I can't lie, I should be the one you're seeing (seeing) I can't take it anymore, I think I'm leaving I want to feel like I'm needed Sleepless nights, overthinking for no reason I can't lie, I should be the one you're seeing I can't take it anymore, I think I'm leaving Here I go again, waking up in the same state Like I was before, I'm exhausted, I need a break Surprised I made it out, still got a lot on my plate It's all getting to my head, I need someone to explain Here I go again, waking up in the same state Like I was before, I'm confused, I feel played Turn on your television, time to catch up, I'm amazed When I read my name with a date, but I'm still here? I want to feel like I'm needed Sleepless nights, overthinking for no reason I can't lie, I should be the one you're seeing I can't take it anymore, I think I'm leaving I want to feel like I'm needed Sleepless nights, overthinking for no reason I can't lie, I should be the one you're seeing I can't take it anymore, I think I'm leaving

Lyrics: Where is the bright side, when all I see is darkness of the time? Please show me a genuine smile, I'm tired of being polite Where is the bright side, when all I see is darkness of the time? Please show me a genuine smile, I'm tired of being polite It seems like I'm making it harder than it used to be before I don't really know if I can do this anymore From my point of view, life is nothing but a game I can't undo the damage, I can't reverse what happened You got me sanctioned and then took away my talent I've been absent, I know I've been trapped in my own memory I wish I knew better than running and forgetting Where is the bright side, when all I see is darkness of the time? Please show me a genuine smile, I'm tired of being polite Where is the bright side, when all I see is darkness of the time? Please show me a genuine smile, I'm tired of being polite (tired of being polite) Where is the bright side?

Lyrics: Demon, tell me can you see me? Trying to escape, but the way be too misleading Phone on DND, I'm elevating, breathing In my own space, I'll be, I'll be, yeah I'll be busy counting Pesos, Dollars, Euros Still in my head it feels like a Warzone Heartbeat so heavy, man I can't seem to let go Life is like a race to death and I can feel it coming Life is like a race to death and I can feel it coming I should've seen it coming Knew you was onto something Knowing all your tricks, your ways, got me thinking I'm bugging (buggin'!) Knew you was onto something Knew you was onto something Tortured by your so-called wisdom (wisdom!) Tried to break free but got stuck in your rhythm (yeah, yeah) I never wanted to be your victim (never, never) Laying in my bed wishing it all be fiction Demon, tell me can you see me? Trying to escape, but the way be too misleading Phone on DND, I'm elevating, Breathing In my own space, I'll be, I'll be, yeah I'll be busy counting Pesos, Dollars, Euros Still in my head it feels like a Warzone Heartbeat so heavy, man I can't seem to let go (to let go) Life is like a race to death and I can feel it coming I can feel it coming, I can feel it coming I can feel it coming, I can feel it coming Demon, tell me can you see me? Trying to escape, but the way be too misleading? Yeah, I can feel it coming, I can feel it coming, ay I can feel it coming, I can feel it coming, ay I can feel it, haha Cut it off!

Lyrics: Yeah, yeah What's the word What's the word Can you match my energy? Got a mix of both worlds but where do I belong I can't stop seeking validation from strangers I always long for a change in my appearance And I distance myself from opinions Sometimes I care too much and that's the fucking issue I want a miracle to happen but nothing ever changes I keep on losing games of chess with the devil Want to be like me? Trust me it's a struggle Lone wolf in the woods, lonely bird in the desert Lonely ape in the jungle, with my vision trembled I want to fight it, where's my sword? It's a battle I know I can't afford I want to be better but I cannot keep my word Finally achieved something and then you pull the plug Like a bug in my system, addicted to me like a drug Obsessed with my image, don't you think it's enough What's the word, what's the word? Are you down to earth? Can you match my energy? What's the word, what's the word? Are you down to earth? Can you match my energy? Yeah, yeah Are you down to earth? Can you match my energy? What's the word, what's the word? Are you down to earth? Can you match my energy? What's the word, what's the word? Are you down to earth? Can you match my energy? Are you down to earth? Can you match my energy?

Lyrics: Tried to ignore the light from afar Tried- Tried to ignore the light from afar Tried- Tried to ignore the light from afar Tried- Tried to ignore, to ignore, to ignore, ignore I tried to ignore the light from afar Then it started to pique my interest again (and again, and again, and again, and again) How much I want it to get closer (get closer, yeah) I just stand there hoping it goes away Scare me away, but promise to chase me Daily check up on me, so I won't leave this place Laying in my bed, I'm patiently waiting Scared to fall asleep and thoughts are racing Silently suffering and I keep wondering If something is chasing me, trying to leave me behind Why does it go like that all of the time? It's all in my head I keep making up scenarios on the regular Just one more chance I will do better, I promise you I'll change my way but I just don't know how I've been reminiscing, overthinking I'm aware that it's all in my head I've been stalling cause I feel like I won't come any further, but It's too soon to call it quits, yeah Hiding what hurts, hiding what causes the pain Hiding the tears by going out when it rains Trying to find a clue, I'm trying to find a way, but I can't get through you in any way Scare me away, but promise to chase me Daily check up on me, so I won't leave this place Laying in my bed, I'm patiently waiting Scared to fall asleep and thoughts are racing Silently suffering and I keep wondering If something is chasing me, trying to leave me behind Why does it go like that all of the time? It's all in my head (I've been making up scenarios on the re-) Just give me one more chance (it's all in my head) It's all in my head I keep making up scenarios on the regular Just one more chance I will do better, I promise you I'll change my way but I just don't know how

Lyrics: Yeah All I ever wanted is for you to acknowledge me Instead I'm stuck in this loop for eternity Tried to get rid of the snakes, failed miserably Everyday I feel like I'm bleeding internally The snakes multiply, can't keep myself occupied Overqualified for this life, where do I resign I should've seen the signs, shoulda seen it coming I was busy trying to stay focused Think I lost it, damn And I've been wanting to get help Cause I've been talking to myself Think I lost it, damn And I've been wanting to get help Cause I've been talking to myself My memories be so twisted It changes the way I see things The way I breathe, my perspective I'm feeling helpless, I think I lost it, shit But I won't talk about it I'd rather hide then them to feel sorry I won't talk about it I'd rather hide then them to feel sorry Think I lost it, damn And I've been wanting to get help Cause I've been talking to myself Think I lost it, damn And I've been wanting to get help Cause I've been talking to myself Think I lost it, damn And I've been wanting to get help Cause I've been talking to myself Think I lost it, damn And I've been wanting to get help Cause I've been talking to myself

DEMON! by deadsox

@deadsox To me it's all the same (yeah) To me it's all the same To me it's all the same (to me it's all the, yeah, to me it's all the same The toxicity, the complications That I'm living with Any dollar I find I make sure I'm spending it Need to know my limit Before it's too late again Cause I'm my only friend I'm having troubles blending in How can I stay optimistic When I'm convinced I'm left? With nothing else other than crying for help? And if it's all a phase Then should we go the ways Cause I won't play, just please take me back Cause I'm done running, I need comfort Tired of the blisters, my feet are sore Covered in roses, no love in sight All-All- All I see is strangers and cracking smiles (yeah) All-All- All I see is strangers and cracking smiles (yeah) To me it's all the same To me it's all the same (to me it's all the, yeah, to me it's all the same) To me it's all the same To me it's all the same To me it's all the same (to me it's all the, yeah, to me it's all the same)

@deadsox I won't even lie, I'm battling with tears in my eyes I'm aware I'm not alright, but I just don't want to show no signs I'm open for surprises, excluding heartbreaks Hope you feel relieved knowing I suffer from the heartaches Anxiety's getting the best of me, but don't you worry I'll be just fine I'm looking for no handout, I'm fine with me myself and I Honestly, I hate you with all my heart, but I can't stop loving you Here I am, trying to catch I high, that I feel stupid to do What did you do? It's so hard to live without you Fake my death and change my name, hoping you'd feel something too What did you do? It's so hard to live without you Fake my death and change my name, hoping you'd feel something too Why did I ever fall for you? Why did I ever fall for you? Why did I ever fall for you? Why did I ever fall for you?

@deadsox Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about Playa shit, Frayser shit, Playa shit, Frayser shit, That's what pimpin's all about, That's what pimpin's, frayser shit Chains around my neck Dead roses on the stairs It feels like you've left But I still feel your here My body's on fire Waiting for the sun to set Spiders crawling 'round my head Don't know what to expect You're trying to reach me, But for what? I see I piqued your interest How come? Lookin' at the mirror Thinking what have I become Evil spirits trying to get to me But I'm afraid to run Rapidly going downhill Hoping it's a phase I keep using my trust On something that'll go away Tried dialing your number But Instead I'm M.I.A. You're trying to reach me But I'll be far away I keep on seeing faces Not the ones I want to see Be me for a day and you'll feel How I feel I'm slowly going under Trying to numb it when it rains It is getting harder I'm aware that I'm not safe here Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about That's what pimpin's all about Playa shit, Frayser shit, Playa shit, Frayser shit, That's what pimpin's all about, That's what pimpin's, frayser shit Chains around my neck Dead roses on the stairs It feels like you've left But I still feel your here My body's on fire Waiting for the sun to set

@deadsox Long enough, and I've been waiting Long enough, I've been waiting Long enough, and I've been waiting Long enough, I've been waiting Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough Long enough, and I've been waiting Long enough, and I've been waiting Long enough, I've been waiting Long enough I'm trying to gain access but the entry's closed Quiet in a corner, In my own world Unable to articulate, desperate for space A hand reaches out me, try not to be amazed I'd kill to be seen, to appear in your dream Desperately in need for a new fantasy Read me like a book, but don't walk over me Quiet in a corner, hope for you to notice me The sun is shining through the window Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough You could read me like book but don't walk over me Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough I want to go home Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough I want to go home Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough In the forest, is where I belong Sitting in a treehouse writing my songs Patiently waiting for you to come To pick me up, don't leave me alone In the forest, is where I belong Sitting in a treehouse writing my songs Patiently waiting for you to come To pick me up, don't leave me alone I want to go home Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough I want to go home Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough Long enough, and I've been waiting Long enough, I've been waiting Long enough, and I've been waiting Long enough, I've been waiting Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough (Please pick me up)

@deadsox Guide me through your life Make me scream in pain Put me in your bag And send me far away He doesn't know what's coming She doesn't know he cries at night They both don't know their values They take advantage of each other Don't stay Run far away Don't stay Run far away What's the point of talking When no one listens? When the only thing that you think of Is to run away What's the point of talking When no one listens? When the only thing that you think of Is to run away Is to run away To run away When the only thing that you think of Is to run away Don't stay Run far away Don't stay Run far away Don't stay Run far away Don't stay Run far away

http://www.instagram.com/deadsox Lyrics: Can you see me? Or am I dreaming? I know you want me to go, but I'm not leaving, I'm ahead of my time, still I'm stuck in the past, Creating a sound, I'm sure wont last Chorus: To me I am your shadow, I would leave if you'd ask, No place to call home, nowhere I could rest, I'm not saying that I'm feeling useless again, But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend, Hook: I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me, Stop haunting me down, I find it scary, Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy, They want me to leave, but I'm not ready, I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me, Stop stalking me, I find it very scary, Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry, They want me to leave, but I'm not ready, Intermission: I'm a friend waiting for someone to call me, I'll be high up with the clouds if you're wondering, Thoughts keep overlapping, I find it exhausting You can keep on laughing, keep on causing damage, Verse 2: I went in too deep, forgot what my age was, Am I too young or have I lived enough, I'm convinced that they want me to go, but I can't go, So I'll be buried for the season under the snow, Pre-Chorus: To me I am your shadow, I'd go if you'd ask, No place to call home, nowhere I could rest, I'm not saying that I'm useless again, But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend, Pre-Hook: I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me, Stop haunting me down, I find it scary, Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy, They want me to leave, but I'm not ready, I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me, Stop haunting me down, I find it scary, Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry, They want me to leave, but I'm not ready, Hook: I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me, Stop haunting me down, I find it scary, Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy, They want me to leave, but I'm not ready, I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me, Stop haunting me down, I find it scary, Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry, They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

@deadsox Verse 1: The time is ticking, It's the only thing I hear, I thought it got rid off it, cause I want to dissapear, But then you came into my life, And you showed me what to do, I'm non existing, I'm just in it here for you, Chorus (2x): I stay, I break, I'm walking without shoes, On needles and on some fruits, cause I'm in love with you, (8x) And I see pictures, (2x) I stay, I break, I'm walking without shoes, On needles and on some fruits, Cause I'm in love with you, Verse 2: I thought that I was bleeding, but it's the visuals, The planet looks much different than when i grew up, I'm underwater, still reaching for your hand, I'm starting to feel different, i want this to end, And I wanna make a band, leave a legacy behind, that's prolly not gonna come, cause i say it all the time, And I'm standing in front of the mirror, And I see pictures, And I see pictures And I see pictures, and I see pictures, and I see pictures, I stay, I break, I'm walking without shoes, I stay, I break I'm walking without shoes, I stay, I break, break, break And I see pictures, and I see pictures, (2x) I stay, I break, I'm walking without shoes, On needles and on some fruits, cause I'm in love with you, Cause I'm in love with you, Cause I'm in love with you, And I see pictures, and I see pictures

NOISE (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

@deadsox So many texts that I can't finish cause I'm writing lyrics When I'm getting in my feelings I can't continue with a heart that's been torn apart And with people thinking I'm seeking for attention when I'm obviously not When I'm obviously not It is hard to find the light when you're constantly in the past With a history of abuse and people treating you like trash But it's okay cause we will meet another life Since I'm planning on finding a place Where I can rest Days, weeks, and months go by I really had my fun Now I'm back home Enjoyed the moments we had But I really just wanna go back to you Days, weeks, and months went by I'm sitting here in my room all alone Reminiscing about the moments we had I just really wanna be with you again It is hard to find the light when you're constantly in the past With a history of abuse and people treating you like trash But it's okay cause we will meet another life Since I'm planning on finding a place Where I can rest Where I can rest Where I can rest It is hard to find the light when you're constantly in the past With a history of abuse and people treating you like trash But it's okay cause we will meet another life Since I'm planning on finding a place Where I can rest

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prod by paro paro: @paro666 twitter.com/paro666 www.instagram.com/skatepit deadsox ☆: www.twitter.com/deadsox_ www.instagram.com/deadsox verse 1 [paro]: tell me i’m not worth it, tell me i’m not worth your time, spent all my life, locked inside my mind, all alone I cry, without you i die, and all i can ask myself is, why you left me behind, hook: who did i became, i wanna die, i feel like i'm insane, can someone please explain who did i became, i wanna die, i feel like i’m insane, can someone please explain Verse 2 (deadsox): lights shining through the trees in a foreign forest, i’m a dark cloud, still searching for a purpose, keep having my hopes up, there's nothing i can do, except for isolating myself in my damn bedroom, imaginary of myself lying in a casket, surrounded by people that never cared ‘bout my feelings, my problems in a bottle and i'm drinking without a limit, i’ll keep on singing, but all i can ask myself Is: hook: who did i became, i wanna die, i feel like i'm insane, can someone please explain who did i became, i wanna die, i feel like i’m insane, can someone please explain

@deadsox Verse 1: I’m locked inside my mind, becoming friends with the stars, My vision turned all black, now I’m sitting in the dark, I think I’m dying inside, rain is falling down, I’m an invisible cloud, Derealization hit me hard, I’m falling down again, I only go outside when it’s dark and when I feel like it, cause You don’t even know me, so keep your mouth shut, Now you went ghost left me alone in the dust, And I know that I’m nothing to you, But at least show me some love I beg you, I thought you were someone that I could trust and rely on, Think I was tripping cause these thoughts are gone now, Verse 2: Silence is what you get from me, cause I don’t really speak, I’m too busy overthinking, please do not mind me, I know that I’m just another soul walking around, Cause you don’t seem to care when I’m crying for help, Pre Chorus: When I’m crying for help, There’s something that’s been on my mind all the time, Because there’s something I need to tell you, But you don’t give me the chance to do it, so what do we do now? Chorus (2x): Guess It’s all about you now, Guess It’s all about you now, Guess It’s all about you huh, Girl, It’s all about you now, Outro: Guess It’s all about you now, Guess It’s all about you now, Guess It’s all about you huh,

@deadsox Hook: Laying on the pavement with broken teeth, Falling with the stars, I lost track of reality, I’m falling again, faster than a GTR, I’m higher than the stars, I don’t think I’ll make it far, Falling with the stars, faster than a GTR, Living in a nightmare, I won’t wake up, I’m a dead man walking, looking for a star, I should go to hell, cause I feel like that’s where I belong, Verse: Crystals falling from the sky, tears turned into ice, I’m stuck in a trance, living in a paradise, Thoughts of suicide, letters written with style, I betrayed myself and it’s hard to rewind, my life has gone to waste and my brain has already died, I took the midnight train just to make you smile, Now it’s hard for you to pick up when I try to dial, Could you leave me alone? You’ve been in my body for way too long, Even when I try to sleep, you’re visiting me, You keep appearing in my dreams, I can remember it so vividly, I wanna know why you switched up on me, Could you hear me out, or is it too much to ask? I’ve been patient way too long just for a callback, I’ve been trying so hard just to not make you sad, Finding out it wasn’t worth it is even more bad, Hook: Laying on the pavement with broken teeth, Falling with the stars, I lost track of reality, I’m falling again, faster than a GTR, I’m higher than the stars, I don’t think I’ll make it far, Falling with the stars, faster than a GTR, Living in a nightmare, I won’t wake up, I’m a dead man walking, looking for a star, I should go to hell, cause I feel like that’s where I belong,

intro to infinity

01062018 (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

you (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

love & hate (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

stuck inside my feelings (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

intermission (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

lying pt. 2 (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

running away (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

long time (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

outro (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

http://www.instagram.com/deadsox http://www.twitter.com/deadsox_ Lyrics : Hook: Roaming around the city on a friday night, Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed, Stop in an alley just to put on my mask, So that I look less sad, Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change, Walking 'round the city with a mask on my face, Razor blade aiming towards my veins, Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change, Verse: I wish that I could change my ways and I wish that you changed, Got me thinking that this feeling for you was a fucking phase, I barely eat and I barely sleep, That is basically my routine, I’m trying to get better but my past keeps haunting me, When I was feeling down you never wanted to hear me out, I’m stuck inside this town, trying my best to get out, I was living a big lie but now it’s alright, And I’m looking at our pictures, realizing I wasted my time, Hook: Roaming around the city on a friday night, Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed, Stop in an alley just to put on my mask, So that I look less sad, Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change, Walking round the city with a mask on my face, Razor blade aiming towards my veins, Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change, Verse 2: My depression is killing me and I’m losing creativity, I don’t know what is best for me, I can not get some rest, I’m trying to get better but can’t get the stuff off my chest, Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed, Put on my mask so I look less sad, Everyday is the same and I wish that that could change, And I’m walking around the city with a mask on my face, Everyday is the same, everyday is the same, And I wish that that could change, and I wish that I could change, Hook: Roaming around the city on a friday night, Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed, Stop in an alley just to put on my mask, So that I look less sad, Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change, Walking round the city with a mask on my face, Razor blade aiming towards my veins, Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change

www.instagram.com/deadsox www.twitter.com/deadsox_ Lyrics: Hook: I truly can’t resist the things I’m going through, Long days, short nights might end my life soon, and My emotions are dependant on the weather, Toxic smoke up in my lungs, I’ll live forever Verse: I’m Lost in the streets, now I’m lost in a dream, I’ve been working on an album with a very dark theme, Everything I keep thinking about seems so extreme, Someday I’ll get old, but I’ll still stay a teen, Now back to everything that happened in the past, Thought I wouldn’t last, But now look where I am, I might not be okay, but I shouldn’t die fast, I will be forever young, pack of cigarettes in my hand, Days go by, making music all night, All these lonely nights, thinking about my demise, I know I can’t take my life, but I got a twisted mind Dark circles under my eyes, trying my best to strive, I’m Trying to be nice, but you disappoint me at times, Everything that I do, doesn’t seem good to you, I can never seem to escape from the cage that I’m trapped in, Tried to numb the pain, but found myself in bad trips, I wanna take a ride and disappear like magic, Catch me playing ouija in a castle with Casper, Lost in the streets, now I’m lost in a dream, Lost myself in you, lost myself in me, Nice to see you happy but how about me? Someday I’ll get old, but I’ll still stay a teen, Hook: I truly can’t resist the things I’m going through, Long days, short nights might end my life soon, and My emotions are dependant on the weather, Toxic smoke up in my lungs, I’ll live forever

www.twitter.com/deadsox_ www.instagram.com/deadsox_ Lyrics: Verse 1: When the moon passes between the sun and earth, It’s shadow will cover us, It’s just me and you tonight, what do you wanna do? I’m awake, but I can’t to move, I fucking hate it, Different city, weird faces, I feel deranged, walking in The Dark World, I wanna escape, with roses on my body, Would you try to find me when I’m lost, would you cry when I’m gone? I’m in the background, no one noticed me, Smoking blunts with Loki, that’s the fucking homie, But I gotta keep it lowkey, nobody can see me, I’m illegal in this city, aye Hook 4x: Evil smoke in my body, my visions way too foggy, I’m scared for the future, I wanna hide from everybody, Verse 2: Evil smoke in my body, my visions way too foggy, I’m scared for the future, I wanna hide from everybody, I’m riding around the city in Mazi, Plus I’m sippin’ on Bacardi while I’m bumping Carti, All these led lights on me, faces all around me, I be in the crowd, tears falling down, 47 elements, Long Live Steelo, High hopes for a living, just like Panic! at the Disco All these led lights on me, faces all around me, I be in the crowd, tears falling down, 47 elements, Long Live Steelo, High hopes for a living, just like Panic! at the Disco Hook 4x: Evil smoke in my body, my visions way too foggy, I’m scared for the future, I wanna hide from everybody,

prod by sad/reality deadsox ☆: http://www.twitter.com/deadsox_ http://www.instagram.com/deadsox_ ​sad/reality: http://www.soundcloud.com/savingtiago https://twitter.com/savingxtiago http://www.instagram.com/tixgo lyrics: [⛧sad/reality⛧] Verse 1: Falling from the sky Continue the high Explain to me why I wanna die My brain is messed up and I wanna know why I wanna know why I don’t wanna die I don’t want more lies I just want the truth Look me in my eyes And tell me why Please tell me why Why do I always wanna die Hook: Hiding under the shadows Made me feel so hollow I don’t want you I just wanna kill my sorrow [deadsox ☆] Evil shadows hunting me down, scared of my own thoughts Sacrificing everything, can’t even trust my own soul It really be like that, just need to hold down Nike decades, White matress, White Blanket over my face now I’m trying to relief from emotional pain I still cope with it all day, but my mind won’t change I’m trying to relief from emotional pain I still cope with it all day, but my mind won’t change [⛧sad/reality⛧] Hook: Hiding under the shadows Made me feel so hollow I don’t want you I just wanna kill my sorrow

Hook: City on fire, cruising through the city, I’m covered in barbwire and needles sticking in me, People all around me, watching me dying, Life seems so crucial, but that’s because I’m dreaming, I’m flying, flying through the night to catch a vibe and I’m crying, crying about the fact I lost you last year, City on fire, cruising through the city, City on fire, I’m dreaming, Verse: Playing on a SNES, escaping reality real fast, Playing on a Nintendo DS, bringing these memories back, Nascar, bitch I’m drifting in the sunset, Happiness, don’t know how long thats gon’ last, I just wanna feel like I’ll be missed when I start missing, I’m guessing this journey is never ever coming to an end, I keep getting sad and I don’t know how to cope with that, But besides that, I just wanna live my life without problems, Cause I don’t know how to solve them, My life is like a broken puzzle, Feeling like I’m trying to climb the top, but I keep falling off, I guess that just how life goes, and I blame myself for that, Hook: City on fire, cruising through the city, I’m covered in barbwire and needles sticking in me, People all around me, watching me dying, Life seems so crucial, but that’s because I’m dreaming, I’m flying, flying through the night to catch a vibe and I’m crying, crying about the fact I lost you last year, City on fire, cruising through the city, City on fire, I’m dreaming,

Verse: Smoke around my head and freezes in the falling Closed my eyes, I’m facing the darkness A lot of stars but I’m the one falling I’m falling, I’m falling Sitting on a balcony with an amazing view Red hair, piercings on my face, and my jacket navy-blue I’ve been trying to avoid all of the shit from the past I’m tryna be unique, don’t wanna sound like the rest Picturing myself, falling down through the clouds I feel like there is no reason to live, without a doubt In the night time I get no sleep I’m so lost in the trees, need a church that fit our needs Chorus: I’m laying on the ground, looking at the stars Six bars in my stomach, Feeling like I’m on mars Been a couple weeks since I added scars on my arms Looking for the lonely star, but I know it isn’t that hard And I’ve been trying and crying, all the time I’m so tired, I’m so tired, it doesn’t feel right Children choir in the church, taking LSD, seeing colors My account with no numbers, sweatshirt different colors Black Nikes, ripped bottoms I’ve been running, and running and running and running (Black nikes, ripped bottoms I’ve been running, and running and running and running) Hook 3x Sipping on a bottle, yeah I’m feeling fine Will this be the time of my life? Or do I wanna die? Lifes driving me crazy, I’m finna lose my mind Lifes driving me crazy, I’m finna lose my mind But I’m okay you should believe me, or do you want me to lie? I’m trying to be the best I can, I swear I keep on trying I’m just a lost teen in the 21st century I talk a lot bout my feelings, cause this shits like therapy

Hook: Still questioning where my mind go I wanna take this ride with my eyes closed I don't wanna spend this night alone, but thats just how life goes Why you acting like I never ever met you though? Why you treat me like ghost, like I’m a shadow? I don't know where i'm at but ima take it slow I don’t wanna feel alone, but thats how my life goes Verse: Seven in the morning, haven't slept all night Straight through an all nighter, so my shit will sound tight Pushing myself to the limit, is this shit still fun? I wanna get some new piercings and some tattoos done Recorded 4 songs last week, yeah I'm on my grind I'm still chasing my dreams, I'm still chasing my dreams I got a lot of people, that barely fuck with me I do everything on my own, I really wanna succeed Hook: Still questioning where my mind go I wanna take this ride with my eyes closed I don't wanna spend this night alone, but thats just how life goes Why you acting like I never ever met you though? Why you treat me like ghost, like I'm a shadow? I don't know where i’m at but ima take it slow I don’t wanna feel alone, but thats how my life goes