All the Young Dudes - Sirius's Perspective

Sirius and Regulus break my heart every time they interact... Sirius being angry at Slytherins because they attacked Remus? Cute.Sorry for the long time no see :( my life got busier and I completely forgot about this podcast for a while, I'm going to try to get one episode out every week but no promises...

90% Sirius having a crush and being stressed about it, 10% career talk.Song at the beginning is "Bennie and the jets" by Elton JohnSorry for not uploading in a week (ish?) I have decided to just go with the flow for now and see when i feel like doing a chapter :) as often as possible I hope!

13 minutes of Sirius being stressed, enjoy!Sirius is literally overthinking EVERYTHING and rightfully so, just a shame he is making all the absolute wrong conclusions lol.

OMG OMG they kissed hihi. I'm literally so excited for everything that's to come :)At least Sirius now knows why Remus has been distant, right?...Right...?!Sorry for the bad sound quality in this one, no idea what's up with that...

A prank! And an awkward moment in a cupboard :)Remus is so uncomfortable lmao, he's literally like "Please don't talk about girls. Also please really don't talk to me at all, my life is very hard rn" Poor him, he's going through it.Not Remus scooting further and further away in that cupboard, he was not having a good time.I will forever wonder what Sirius was gonna ask "Are you..." Are you what?! Please tell me. Song at the beginning is "No Moon At All" the 1962 version by Ella Fitzgerald :)Sorry for not updating in a while... I will try to get back into it, alright luv you guys <3

Songs are written sung and punished... Poor James. (He kinda had it coming.) Not Sirius convincing Remus to go on a date with Marlene FOR HIM omg.And Remus?! 'He was asking me out' damn boy. Sirius was freaking the fuck out hihi.Remus of on his little secret errand. (We see you Grant)All in all this is quite cute, the little monny-doesn't-like-me-angst is killing me haha, No Sirius, he wants you, there's a difference...Sorry for the late upload, I had a busy week, I will try to get an episode out Thursday but I might really not succeed. Alr Kisses :)

TW: Kissing (Mary and Sirius, a shirt gets unbuttoned)The earring, the begging?!!! Poor Remus was barely keeping it together lol.And then Mary and Sirius... (I'm still waiting for this to pass...)I'm also dying at Sirius being stressed out over the word 'tits' haha.Song at the Beginning is "Cracked Actor" by Bowie!And! It was my birthday friday :) yey happy birthday to me!

TW: References to Sirius' torture.Dumbledore...A hard chapter, I think. But at least Remus is cute?...

TW: Torture, Cruciatus Curse and references to child abuse.Phew, I was kind of nervous for this one, the first part is very heavy obviously, but I feel like the second half is almost sweet and cute? Like, under circumstances?...Be mindful of yourself and I luvv you guys <3

TW: Very not good parenting (no torture curse just yet, but Walpurga is doing some legilimency and there's a lot of shouting)The beginning was full of hope... and then...I'm kind of nervous for the next one, which'll be very heavy, but this one too...

TW: There's kissing in this chapter, nothing really graphic though.Mary <3 and Remus <3 That's basically this chapter lol.Song at the beginning is "Lola" by yhe Kinks (I love it so much, the live version really is the best tbh)

Sirius' birthday :) supercute.Still sighing (and I will be for a while) bcs of Mary and Sirius... it's such torture that he IS LOOKING at Moony sooo much and doesn't do anything! Kill me. The songs are "Children of the Revolution" by T-Rex and "Wishin' and Hopin'", the Dusty Springfield version.

Sirius dating Mary... The Dream...Cute but lowkey sad with everything we know.The Dream?!! Damn Sirius :)

Animagi!! Animagi!! The first moon together ahw <3'You were beautiful' omgIt's only in the original ATYD but Remus overthinking that is so relatable.

They're animagi, they're animagi aahh.(I'm excited)I hope you won't be able to tell but my throat really hurts from carnival a week ago... previous chapter were recorded before that because I did have some foresight but omg.Anyways hihi I love this chapter <3Song from the beginning is ''Dancing in the Moonlight'' by Harvest King.

TW: uhm well, this chapter is about pain, so blood and scars and open wounds and stuff, and some homophobia (quite light).Sirius, Sirius, Sirius... Poor boy, James wanting to help but really not doing much good 😭. Remus running away when Sirius takes of his pants?! Help that's so funny hahah.

Fifth year is starting aaah! They're animagi omg omg! Poor Remus and the silver prefect pin...

TW: Homophobia and child abuse (described, it's very heavy)Wow okay. Reggie wanting to be around Sirius is cute, and Sirius is an animagus! Yay. But then... Such heavy things. Sirius not accepting his own feelings, auch. And Walpurga should have never been a mother in the first place... Regulus telling her to stop. I will sob.Mind yourselves and let's get into year five next chapter :)

Year four is DONE omg! On to year five (very exciting to me).Mary burning her letters and the little moment she and Sirius have :) I love Wolfstar to the moon and back but Mary and Sirius also get a special place in my heart, they are so innocently cute.Anyways! Thank you all so so much for listening and commenting and everything, I luv u guys <3 (I love comments guys you have no idea, I smile everytime I get a notification from them.)The song is (ofcourse this is mentioned but still) Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds by the Beatles.

Sirius reading the future, exams being over, Lily Evans and a heartbroken Mary.Anyone notice that when Sirius read James' hand it was soo accurate... I'll cry. Also Sirius saying he and Mary should give it another shot...? Get ur shit together Black.

100% Sirius worrying. About girls. About his friends being Swots. About Reggie...I am so looking forward to Sirius maybe realizing some stuff about himself omfg.

Remus' birthday!!! Such a cute little chapter that I honestly adore.This is like 80% just Sirius adoring Remus for everything he does and I'm here for it.The 'Crazy Lace Boots' lol.The song in de beginning is Prettiest Star by Bowie (<3) and the one in the middle is Cum on Feel the Noize by Slade

TW: descriptions of scars and references to child abuse A lot of feelings in this one...Oh how I hate Walpurga showing up... why does she have to do that :( Regulus' letter! I love him. Remus and Sirius are such cuties in the end though

Oh poor Remus... But good for him, telling the girls off.Not Remus being so so DONE with all the boy/girl stuff , he is an icon and I love him.Sirius using the silencing charm and the eycontact with Regulus... Oh the pain :(Then the match! Sirius untucking strands from his hair is so real omg. But him hitting Regulus..? That's really rough, like really really rough.Anyways! hope u guys enjoy :)ALSO I have some great news in my opinion, I'll be updating this 3 times a week for a while omg (I'm so happy hihi), it'll be Sunday, Tuesday and then Thursday.

Sirius brooding and worrying, Remus going on a date..? And poor James...Sirius' feelings in this chapters are so complex and what I love about this fic is that we get to know so much about them. The house of Black is such a big concept with so many parts and pieces to it that are so so important to understand Sirius' character. Also his relationship with Regulus, who is his brother mind you. We don't get a whole lot of that in this fic, but them together is soo special to me (Read Crimson Rivers omg).And Remus being on a date without knowing it is so funny, he did NOT want to be there lol, James is James so he's hurt and all that, he'll get over it though.

TW: Disciptions of kissing.A muggle family gets murdered, not described but still.Merry Christmas! (ish) I love the snogging bet thing being over (though I also enjoy a grumpy Remus) Also! Not Sirius disliking his kiss lol. And then the second part of this chapter... Look, war is getting closer and we all know it...I'm not a big fan of war. In general. I'm very much a fluff lover haha. But time passing in this fic also means getting closer to all the pining that is also going to be happening and THAT's good. So yeah, I guess the good comes with the bad and such.

Sirius accrues an entourage.Sirius and his entourage of girls is so funny to me lol, Mary being sweet, James noticing Lily's tongue?! Sirius noticing Remus' hand smelling like ink :). These boys...The song from the beginning is Watch That Man by (once again) David Bowie

Time!!! Very very exciting chapter if you'd ask me, I just love the chaos in this and the nature of this prank. :)Honorable mention to Peter not actually telling anyone about the bet (Remus...) and an honorable mention to Sirius always wanting moreand more chaos. AND him and James being so unashamedly proud of their work. <3Also! I think I kind of figured out a little bit of a pattern for myself with uploading a new chapter every Sunday and Wednesday..? Might go back to only one a week after a while, but for now this is fine :)

Quidditch time! Sirius being so so happy :) (and in denial about Remus but we don't talk about that) Loove Remus, my favourite character of all time, thinking of a prank and (finally) being invited to the late night parties James and Sirius have been having. <3 The song/poem that I did recite the lines from is (of course) by David Bowie, Future Legend and the first two lines from Diamond Dogs

Quidditch! And Remus getting a really great prank idea, my favorite prank of all tbh.I looove Sirius making the team :) i mean we all know what'll happen in fifth year but I'm still so happy for him!Also! So happy to be back and I'll really try to update more frequently and more importantly, more often. <3

Classes begin, Divination! And a (maybe not so) fun bet. And a classic Lily prank in the end :)SO SO sorry I was gone for so long :( I just didn't get arround to posting lately, and then I had some problems with my (really ancient) laptop and almost lost all the episodes so that was very fun. Anyhow! I'm here now :)

The beginning of a new year, a Moonyless feast, some old newspaper articles, an early morning, talk about snogging and a late-night talk... Remus' life is so hard I think, every time it's like 'Oh, yeah, your're a werewolf and let's fuck up your life with that fact a little bit more.' ALSO, Sirius not wanting anything to do with girls is still so iconic to me :) There is an eeny miny reference to Remus' dads suicide, be safe! <3

The end of the summer!! I love love love Thug-Remus <3. Also, do we remember Remus's box from the original ATYD? Because Remus opened it and stuff happened..!

The Summer! Sirius' home is so sad... The Potters are great though! And the war may be something to worry about in the future my dear boys :( There's a really small reference to child abuse in here, but it's really really small, you might miss it :)

Packing for the summer!! James could have handled the Remus situation a bit better whoops, and potion-plans!! (let's be honest Sirius is soo gay here) The song is 'Rock 'n' Roll Suicide' by David Bowie!!

Revision stress, a little something between Sirius and Regulus and Remus being weird about his summer plans :) Sorry for how messy this chapter is, I dont know what happened :(

A trigger warning for references to child abuse that come out of nowhere, and there is just a lot of blood being described. Take care of yourselves <3 They're doing de animagus-thing!! And Remus is again (or still?) going trough a rough patch, but life is not so easy on him right... But friends are friends and they help each other :)

I literally can&#39;t wait for Sirius to realize a few things about himself, he&#39;s so cute though. Also Remus is sitting with something here, the poor boy :(

More Christmas vibes!! with Andromeda :) she&#39;s had a bit of a hard time but we luv her &lt;3 Remus&#39; hand(!!) if you know you know :) (I can&#39;t wait until we get to that part of this story!) The songs here are &#39;I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday&#39; by Wizzard and &#39;Merry Xmas Everybody&#39; by Slade

Christmas!! (I know it&#39;s summer but still, the vibes are there)

Mary! Omg! but let&#39;s be serious (haha), Sirius has no idea what he&#39;s doing + (spoiler) he&#39;s gay (omg) Andd the animagus stuff! Poor Remus is totally overwhelmed but they&#39;re all just so sweet :) Oh and I will be responding to questions and stuff through the comments from now on, it&#39;ll be much more ordened and practical (hopefully).

Well happy birthday to Sirius!! So much is happening in this chapter, I mean, first all the word-changing with the slytherins, but mostly it&#39;s just Sirius stressing because of Mary and that is just so funny to me. And we get a nice birthday party (and no birthday tea, which Sirius is secretly sad about).

Such a funny chapter :) I lovee James being the way he is here &lt;3 Sorry for being out for so long guys, i&#39;ll try to post more from now on, I finished high school so I do have a lottt of free time on my hands.

A nice (??) little party... :) Remus not being impressed by Lily here is so funny to me, also James en Sirius just can&#39;t take anything seriously :) And to James, pranks ARE in fact, more important than Lily Evans. There is one mention of child abuse here, but it is really short, you might even miss it :)

Sirius having a hard time, some quidditch, a prank idea and some slytherin bullying. Happy New year everyone!! Sirius neeeds to realize his feelings for Remus here😭 it is really sweet how Remus and Sirius are interacting in this chapter though :) Also it is so obvious what Mary is doing hahah. ALSO Regulus in this fic is making me cry I want him to be a sweet little angel, not a mean little shit. the song is &#39;All the Madmen&#39; bij David Bowie :)

Hogsmeade!! A bit of a scare for Remus in this one, but first there is some nice shopping, and we end with Sirius being quite mature :) just as James said!

Ungodly hours, worries for werewolves and a hospital visit. A little moment about child abuse in here. I really like Sirius waking up here and just worrying about Remus, my heart &lt;3

Classes, Quidditch and some research

Back to Hogwarts! With some worries in the ending... The song is &#39;Saviour Machine&#39; from David Bowie! Quite a nice chapter :)

A depressing summer with a good betrothal :) Keep gaslighting yourself Sirius..! So happy to be back!! There is stuff about the Black way of bringing up children, a mention of child abuse.