An Unfaded Fire

Why do I just tear things apart Piece by piece till I reach your heart Words i said that i never meant Hurting you just breaks my heart it wasnt my intentI watch as you run away from all the damage done I knew i should of closed my mouth cuz now it tastes the gunMy self infliction burnsClouds of darker skies arrive with hope that she returnsThe fault is only mine for why she ran awayShe'll probably run till she can find a place where she can stay to heal all the painI'll just lie inside of this grave Closed inside i have to be brave I deserve to choke to my death So no more words hurting you come out of my breathCant watch as you run away from all the damage done I knew i should of closed my mouth cuz now it tastes the gunMy self infliction burns Clouds of darker skies arrive with hope that she returned The fault is only mine for why she ran away She'll probably run till she can find a place where she can stay to heal all the painPerpetrate the fraud, im such a better man If this gets any worse, ill burn right where i am Jealousy will mask, the truth in its disguise Finally I ask, to reach a compromiseAll you deserve, is all you gave Bad or for worse, i hope that you forgave Thoughts of regret, never will end All that i said just to stay your friend Burnt every bridge, that led to her love All that i have, are these storms above My rage now returns, pain sets in place And all my concerns i will finally faceLosing it all, destroyed once again A beckoning call, i need this to end Feeling the blood, spill from my heart Once again, my dreams fall apart

Look how fast we can change in a momentSpoken words of us not really trueStay true within yourselves so you own itDont let their false perceptions hurt youLive your life, with honor and the courage not to run and hide awayWho are they to burn your name They just wish they were the sameYou will fight through this vendettaStronger now than when you cameVicious cycles of how you dismiss themAll for nothing but fixing yourselfNever listen to bullshit againThank them then tell them how good you have beenGive your life, the fuel your fire needs to grow inside, ignite the flameWho are they to burn your name They just wish they were the sameYou will fight through this vendettaStronger now than when you cameIts all about who you are, its not about who you knowIts all about who youll be, with actions applied you will growWho are they to burn your nameThey just wish they were the sameYou will fight through this vendettaStronger now than when you cameCatastophic consequencesWith atomic loss of painThis disaster holds pretensesRage will overcome your brain