Artipod - a poem's journey

Share Your Thoughts With Me.I walk slowly behind themThey clearly don’t see meI creep closer at about an arms lengthReady to say hi to now a public enemy. Something triggers on my mindI can’t talk, can’t whisperCan’t click….i can’t mixMy life story with ghostsof another breed, another timeAnother risk. So i retreat back to mySafe hajvenThis mission seriously jinxed The armslength becomes a state It’s today alreadyIt’s another fate I think daily aboutHow i want to hurt you so badI think about you dailyEven though that gets me so madAmidst all the files Amidst all the corruption All I see is similarities of arroganceA fox in female clothesA lady trying to show her bad sideEven though ignorant Tale as old as timeI have to pay you back Dime to dimeWith the same painWith the same thought With the same hopeI don’t know why,Just to leave track Of a public enemythat hurt me so bad I still want the world to knowNever cared what you call itI have to be respectful about it allTo my belongings  I walk the streets, in others shoesAllies aimed at you, All driving forceThe main culprit is my cueThe main man, the main ladyAnother fate, serving already Another mix, another ghostMoves slowly in the apartment This time to him is not a hoaxI hope he decides to face the darkI hope he knows to play the part. I walk new streets, a seaside breeze Once a cutting wind, now a warm hug I look forward to a last blow though Hoping endlessly that it will break a pastand start a futureAlways against the gradientI knew there would be an end to the tortureWritten, voiced and edited by Besart Cani