Bearli Doing Stuff : Now with WORDS

⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️ Listening to this may make your insecurities flare up.

As the racist fascist regime continues to move towards the darker and darker hour, we are preparing for some of the worst battles this country has faced yet. and that's saying something. when whit america finally just in and sops providing the US with labor and replacement bodies. we might actually change and become more of a community. until then forks out. eat rich and fatty meats. I'm vegan but my garden would love it 🪏🪏🪏If you wanna watch head to YouTube or tiktok

this one is about dating and my condition with it lol

haha. I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. If you've made it this far in your expression I am grateful but, why are you there? What are you doing there and why? What feel safe about what you are doing? what makes you choose complacency?

I woke up and thought of how I want to be perceived in this lifetime and the consistency that I have walked with is being all of me on the surface at the same time. Being told I think too much, I am acting, I am faking XYZ etc. All of my share are insight into who I am currently during the recording. How long that will maintain is unknown even to myself since change is the constant.

Season 5 is start out a bit different this year. Episode 1 we are diving into my experience with grief. I in all 36 years haven't had the space to grieve. I have had much time to process loss, and disappointment, but rarely any time to feel it. Today's episode could very well turn into a series as this year is my change to moirn all that has happened to me and all I wished to have happen. Take a walk on to what will call whining, remorse and even victimization. Sit with me in the rawest form. Listen to my sorrows for pleasure as I walk through countless experiences that created the the person Bearli doing stuff : now with words ...

Bearli Doing Stuff now with words episode 3 of season 3 (even though I say 4)

Bearli Doing Stuff: Now With WORDS EP. 2 Given how my March went I wanted to finish off with a resserected approach to what I feel is a simple yet direct concept. There is no one more powerful than you. All I hope to do is show you with what I do.

Bearli Doing Stuff Now with Words Episode 1, Season 3 In this episode, there are some repeated processes and ideas. All aptly enjoyable to say in the least. Who are you to those around you? Why do you choose the display you choose? What do you get from choosing this characterization? Thank you for always tuning in to listen to my process. I always, above all other things, I hope that I can inspire learning and growth in your own situation.

Running on low as this was made 10 days ago and I hadn't published it. Walk with me through how I feel when the idea of "perfection" is brought up.

It's one thing to say, "All is well. Always, all ways. Even when I don't enjoy it". It's another in its entirety to live through it faithfully. While I have a deeply rooted knowledge that everything will always, in all ways takes its appointed course in the macro and microcosm, it does not make it hurt any less to ingest what happens here. Listen to my mulling over sheer hardship amidst the unrelenting cheer.

To say we are beings of light who delight in the night is to sell ourselves short. You are all of what you believe you can do and more. Explorations is how you find out what's in store.

When are you not you? What defines you? What is authentic to you? Today explore my unfurled unfiltered thoughts on the matter. I am sure to revisit this as my boarders continue to expand.

Theses detail boxes always conflict me. There is enough space to write a bit, but not enought to convey my full perspective. There comes a time when with great power comes the opportunity to get shocked 😲. It's what you do with said power that has me locked, loaded and highly motivated. I hope you as always enjoy Bearli: Doing Stuff Now With Words. Thanks for listening to my composted thoughts and ideas. I continue to believe that if we can communicate directly and earnestly we can achieve mutual understand rather than mutual destruction. All is well, always, all ways. I love you. 🙏🏿

I stumbled through this one and round my way back to a point it was well noted that I was seeking direction for not only myself but that of my future. Thanks for stopping back to listen to my thoughts this week.

Brought the new year in and having a much clear time coming through the thickets. With all my cylinders wide open, hears hoping that I'll reach the opening to dispose of things

This year has amount to a great many growths. I am appreciative for your listening ear as I find balance in this career.

Having had a continued experience life, the fortitude I have been gifted through continuously effort constantly shows up in my life as strength. I recently told a friend that "we all are putting on a show. I have been trained to relax when uncomfortable." As always I look forward to my story inspiring another. If it does great if not. Thank you for taking time to listen. Episode 4 season 2 of Bearli Doing Stuff: Now with words.

TRIGGER WARNING I spent a great deal of time simply existing like each uncomfortable scenario and situation I had experienced was my fault. I never prior to this last year would have given any blame to my abusers for their behavior. I was taught that what happen to me was my fault. that if I was experiencing pain or unpleasantness from anyone, I was the root of the disturbance. it took going to jail and seeing people in the world of my make up (brown, men, amab, Poc) share their stories to even realize what I have been through. Whether by initial choice or through emotional manipulation. my causing other pain in order to defend myself isn't bad. it just is. their causing me pain isn't bad it just is. This is what remain. I am what grew from the pain. Thank you for listening to my podcast. I do hope it helps you discover all of you in your path forward. Light. Dark. it's all the same when you operate from a feeling center. Whether we enjoy it or not is completely different. You can find the video of this recording at my YouTube channel LiteAsANecesity thank you!

As usual through the filter of my life discuss with me the differences of hope and faith. Walk through my processes muddle with memories that no longer hold power but that have shaped me. As memories often do. Season 2 episode 2 can be watched on YouTube under LiteAsANecesity. Thank you for listening!

Taking an eclectic look at my life stories to explore the theory that we as a traumatized people take those abusive tendency and then turn them into a source of power when used in defense of an attack. For the video check LiteAsANecesity on YouTube. I rebranded for tiktok and instagram

Final episode of season one. Been a wild ride this year. Going into next year I'll be making videos and have the audio back loaded to create twice as much content. Looking forward chatting in some zoom classes you all be great when and where you want to.

This was recorded Nov 21th but I had a hard time getting it posted. 😪

I have it in my heart to steward those in need of safety. So many are used to trauma and being on guard that this idea continues to slip away. Recorded July 29th 2021 saffron Don and bear chat. (Mostly bear). An interview.

Change is constant. Change is coming. Change is upon us.

It's more freeing to think I don't have to choose to let you go or lose out on energy invested. I am grateful you could would or will remove yourself from my life on your own accord. It's takes no time to realize what is for me this in this balance. I wouldn't have it any other way( I mean, it's not like I could decide that for you 😏)

All the information to make the tree already exist within the seed.

Every atom that make you was here before there was a you. A,e,i,o,u and abruptly y. You are such a complex being, but all your complexities are tangled in the obscurity which is your individual experience. Just because someone came before you, doesn't hinder your coming. Be all of you with no fear. All of what could be said about has been said before.

This episode I walk through what I consider the power of self. We as humans for some reason don't have this in my experience. I too suffered from the thought of comparing/ comparison. I have attempted to live in a space where the ideas of someone else didn't bleed into my space but it wasn't until I had stablility outside of my interaction that I was able to actually determine the root of the issue. I hope that I can give you a foundation to step into what I feel is a widely known but rarely practiced super power.

We all get to walk our own footsteps down our own paths. No on answer is more right than another. We all end up back united when the vessel expires. Let's let those behind us climb higher.

Really really. We all woke up. That is more than many get to say daily. I love being able to see life in the eyes. The porcelain of a smile. The tears often of sadness but sometimes of happiness. Either way we spin it you and I survived.

I smidgen of my history as I process how and the why I don't think these labels apply. Thanks always for listening to me thoughts.

Today's episode was just a little catch up and quick note on an upgrade I want to continue with. Thanks for checking out my thoughts!

I talk a lot and fast. I am passionate. I'm trying heal and be real. If you got better skills then use them to heal.