Bipole Moment

A spooky song, by Craig A. Peters Artwork by aristaresident.tumblr.com

Artwork by justin1909.tumblr.com Lyrics: You used to say “don’t be trash, don’t be a fool.” But ever since with the crash, I am so cool. Flying around, Cannot breathe, I’m hard to see. I know you need time to grieve, but look at me! Look through me (you can do that now) I’m in this tree (and I don’t know how) I can feel! (they’re all crying, wow) What’s the deal? (That I can’t allow) Every person’s going on, they’re sad, but don’t you see I’m not gone, it’s not that bad?? I give a wave, acting odd, you wipe your face. Am I not here? Oh my God, what is this place? Look through me (you can do that now) I’m in this tree (and I don’t know how) I can feel! (they’re all crying, wow) What’s the deal? (That I can’t allow)

Art by mylameinternethome.tumblr.com Lyrics: Across this Earth is naught but filth and greed. There’s only one direction it careens: a single hot solution that we need, a guardian we know that cooks and cleans. Oh Sun! Oh Sun! I can make you soon expand, and stop the gross putrescence that inhabits all our land! I pray the day away for you to grow beyond compare, to purge this wretched planet of its people, sky, and air. And with your great explosion, rid the Earth of scum that’s filling it. The Sun is dying and I’m killing it. I see no better irony in place: it was the Sun that gave us life, and yet there is no better way to end our race than have the Sun for one last moment set. Oh Sun! Oh Sun! Can you please engulf us soon? Feel free to take the sea and rock, the animals and Moon. Please take my words not as command, but guidance for the best (and if you want to do it now, well, you can be my guest). I’ve tried to give the human race a chance but there’s no willing it. The Sun is dying and I’m killing it.

Lyrics: Are you angry? Are you upset? What has happened? Are you fine yet? Tell me when you're okay so that I can be aware of that. I'll let my guard down so that later we can chit-chat. Baby, tell me what can I do? I should listen closer to you. I know I'm not attentive and I have a real bad habit to pay attention like an over-stimulated rabbit. My apologies, you know I'll try my best to be a better person and help you not be so stressed. Maybe someday soon, I'll remember to go through all the things that I'm supposed to do, and until then what should I do? I've been waiting; it's been a while. I'll try to not be very hostile. I should have noticed what was wrong and been a bit more aware, what with me and so much else, we really were unfair. I'm so sorry, it's been a rough few, but I believe in a strong and tough you. Please know your anger's valid; you're more than allowed, but you're going through it and I am so proud My apologies, you know I'll try my best to be a better person and help you not be so stressed. Maybe someday soon, I'll remember to go through all the things that I'm supposed to do, and until then what should I do? (What should I do?)

My head hurts so bad but I wanted to do a song today so I'm making a song anyway --LYRICS-- My senses are numbing & my eyeballs are buzzing. I'm done I'm done I'm done I'm done, I'm so completely done. My fingers are rubbing at my temples for running at a thousand miles for half a day, a day before my break's begun. Before you disassemble someone else's program, please know what you are doing, 'cause otherwise you will take forever learning. You'll likely have to go and find another person who has a bit more skill. I spent my time rushing & way too much fussing to find the things I had to find in two days worth of time. My headache is humming 'cause I sat right here judging how these bits and bytes can coalesce into a paradigm. Before you sit and wonder how to even go about it, try attacking and surveying from a circuit's point of view. You'll see so many pathways, and in the moment doubt it, but just keep on observing, you'll learn more than you knew.

It's been a while. I need to break this funk, so I dug out an old scrap of a song to see if I could bring it to some conclusion.