Hidden Wisdom

What if a faith crisis isn’t the end of belief — but the beginning of spiritual transformation?In this profound conversation, Megan Farner sits down with Tucker Boyle, founder of Harmony Road Retreats and former LDS Seminary teacher, to explore faith deconstruction, nervous system regulation, meditation, spiritual awakening, and the deeper path of inner harmony. Tucker shares his deeply personal story of questioning long-held beliefs while pursuing a PhD focused on Joseph Smith, and how that painful process ultimately opened the door to spiritual rebirth, embodied faith, and direct experiences with God.00:00 – Introduction  02:23 – Tucker's Faith Journey 09:49 – Mystical experiences, divine love & inner peace 12:00 – Meditation, harmony & healing 13:10 – Why faith crises can become spiritual rebirths 15:04 – Fear, doubt, and inherited religious conditioning 17:38 – Stages of faith 20:10 – Suffering, transformation & the gift inside discomfort 22:50 – “Christ at the edge of the map”  25:47 – Triggers, repentance & emotional healing 28:06 – How to navigate a faith crisis in a healthy way 32:00 – The Nervous System's Role in Faith Expansion 41:11 – Panic attacks, conditioning & Internal Family Systems (IFS) 44:17 – “You are not your thoughts” and witnessing consciousness 46:31 – Meditation & grounding practices for nervous system regulation 51:05 – Guided embodiment exercise for processing emotional triggers 55:53 – Healing through awareness, curiosity & surrender 58:05 – Descending before ascending: spiritual death and rebirth 01:00:34 – Final reflectionsTucker Boyle is a former LDS Seminary and Institute teacher with more than two decades of experience teaching Christian scripture and supporting spiritual development. He is the founder of Harmony Road Retreats, a nonprofit organization that creates compassionate spaces for individuals navigating faith shifts, spiritual awakening, and personal transformation. Through meditation, retreat experiences, nervous system regulation practices, and community dialogue, Tucker helps people move through faith crisis toward greater inner harmony, spiritual maturity, and embodied connection with God. He lives in Utah with his wife Katie and their five children. Harmony Road Retreats: https://harmonyroadretreats.comResources & References Thomas McConkie — Navigating Mormon Faith Crisis David Ostler — Bridges Eckhart Tolle — The Power of Now Richard Schwartz — No Bad Parts Richard Schwartz — You Are the One You’ve Been Waiting ForAll Together You (Christian IFS resource mentioned in discussion)  If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

What if early Christianity was far more mystical, diverse, and spiritually empowering than we’ve been taught?In this profound conversation, Megan Farner sits down with historian, theologian, and mystic Maxine Hanks to explore the hidden streams of early Christianity, Gnosticism, Sophia wisdom traditions, Mary Magdalene, the divine feminine, and the teachings of the resurrected Christ. Together they discuss the Nag Hammadi texts, the Gospel of Thomas, the Gospel of Mary, Valentinian Christianity, and the idea of gnosis as direct experiential knowledge of God.00:00 – Community updates & retreat 02:20 – Introducing Maxine Hanks 05:52 – Maxine’s spiritual journey 10:09 – Mysticism vs. institutional religion 12:04 – What is Gnosticism? 14:09 – Early Christianity after Jesus 16:10 – The teachings of the resurrected Christ 19:27 – The Gospel of Thomas 23:02 – Jesus, women & the disciples 26:13 – Different early Christian movements 27:40 – The Council of Nicaea 29:44 – The Nag Hammadi discovery 33:00 – Mary Magdalene’s role 36:25 – Core Gnostic beliefs 40:29 – Megan’s rediscovery of Gnosticism 44:00 – Reading scripture mystically 48:51 – The Pleroma & divine fullness 50:15 – The inner church vs. outer church 53:00 – Recommended books & texts 55:21 – The Hymn of the Pearl 58:43 – Reconciling Christian traditions 01:00:18 – Why Gnostic teachings were suppressed 01:02:43 – Direct connection to God 01:05:37 – Ritual, sacraments & transformation 01:09:11 – Archons, archetypes & discernment 01:13:26 – Sophia & divine wisdom 01:18:24 – The Gnostic resurrection 01:20:39 – Symbols, rituals & spiritual maturityMaxine Hanks is a historian and theologian specializing in gender in religion, Mormon studies, Christian liturgy, mysticism, and feminist theology. She is the editor of Women and Authority: Re-emerging Mormon Feminism and has spent decades studying early Christianity, Gnostic traditions, sacramental theology, and the divine feminine.Books, texts, and Scholars Referenced:Women and Authority: Re-emerging Mormon Feminism — Maxine Hanks The Wisdom Jesus — Cynthia Bourgeault The Meaning of Mary Magdalene — Cynthia Bourgeault The Jesus Dynasty — James Tabor  Gospels of Thomas, Philip, Mary, Judas, the Savior Pistis Sophia  Apocryphons of James and John Acts of Thomas  The Hymn of the Pearl  Thunder Perfect Mind  Karen King  Elaine Pagels  Carl Jung  Philo of Alexandria  Valentinus  If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

Want to make prayer more meaningful, powerful, and spiritually alive? In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Megan Farner explores a deeper approach to prayer centered on divine alignment, receptivity, healing, and co-creation with God. If prayer has felt repetitive, dry, or unanswered, this conversation offers a transformative new lens.Learn how posture, gratitude, visualization, asking better questions, spiritual gifts, and meditative stillness can help you receive clearer answers and a stronger connection to the divine. Megan also explores symbolism in the prayer circle, faith as creation, repentance as healing, and how to move beyond checklist prayers into a living spiritual practice.Whether you’re seeking answers, peace, healing, or a closer relationship with God, this episode offers practical tools to deepen your prayer life.#prayer #howtopray #spiritualgrowth #faith #christianpodcast #meditation #healing #divineguidance #personaldevelopment #hiddenwisdomTimestamps00:00 Introduction to Hidden Wisdom 00:58 Why this episode on prayer matters 01:59 How to make prayer more meaningful 06:31 Entering divine presence through prayer 07:21 Traditional prayer vs spiritually mature prayer 08:19 Prayer as alignment with God 09:29 Faith, creation, masculine & feminine energy 11:25 Repentance as healing false beliefs 13:07 Prayer as a womb space for transformation 14:16 Does prayer require a certain posture? 18:11 Why closing your eyes can deepen prayer 22:54 “Enter into thy closet” symbolism explained 25:21 Rethinking how we address God 27:22 Correct understanding of God & faith 29:48 A powerful alternative Lord’s Prayer 33:30 Activities you can do during prayer 35:51 Gratitude as spiritual frequency 40:40 Asking better questions in prayer 44:12 Self-forgiveness and healing 47:52 Ask, seek, knock explained 49:38 How answers to prayer actually come 51:35 Spiritual gifts and receiving revelation 54:06 Should we pray for others? 58:07 Symbolism of the prayer circle 01:02:14 Building a meditative prayer practice 01:04:25 Prayer transforms your inner world 01:07:28 Final encouragementReceive $100 off Parting the Veil registration with code MOTHER100 Subscribe to the Hidden Wisdom App for $9 with code MOTHER100 Navigating the Church Q&A Event: May 14th, 7 PM Mountain Time  If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this final episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen conclude the course by sharing three essential keys for becoming a living temple of God and applying the principles of spiritual transformation in everyday life.Building on the example of the Brother of Jared and the temple pattern explored throughout the series, this lesson focuses on how seekers can actively engage revelation, discern truth from deception, and patiently walk the lifelong path of spiritual growth with Jesus Christ.You’ll learn:✨ Why seeking personal revelation is essential for spiritual transformation ✨ How God teaches individuals uniquely and personally ✨ How to discern Satan’s half-truths and avoid spiritual deception ✨ Why scripture patterns protect against confusion and false guidance ✨ How spiritual growth unfolds through seasons, patience, and trust ✨ Why becoming a temple is a lifelong process, not a one-time event ✨ How relationship with Christ anchors all spiritual development ✨ Why grace and effort work together in real discipleship ✨ How to remain faithful, hopeful, and grounded during spiritual maturationThis episode also offers personal testimony, practical counsel, and encouragement for seekers who desire deeper intimacy with God, greater discernment, and authentic spiritual embodiment. If you’ve ever wondered how to move beyond spiritual theory into lived transformation, how to walk daily with Christ, or how to become a dwelling place for God’s presence, this closing lesson offers clarity, reassurance, and inspiration.🌿 This episode concludes a 17-week course exploring the symbolic and transformational meaning of the temple. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

How do you break free from scarcity mindset, self-sabotage, and limiting beliefs? In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Megan Farner sits down with Greg Denning to explore abundance, agency, alignment, family leadership, spiritual maturity, and what it truly means to live an extraordinary life.Greg shares his journey from poverty and hardship at age 16 to building a thriving family, business, and life of freedom. Together they unpack how false identities keep people stuck, why results don’t lie, how words shape reality, and what God may truly want for us beyond blind obedience.If you’ve ever felt trapped, limited, spiritually frustrated, or ready for more—this conversation will challenge and inspire you.Timestamps00:00 Introduction to Greg Denning01:30 Greg’s difficult childhood and leaving home at 1603:15 A life-changing encounter with God04:42 Mission experience and discovering purpose through teaching05:43 God, abundance, and breaking scarcity beliefs07:30 How victim mentality keeps people poor and stuck10:16 Why money isn’t evil—and why abundance matters11:30 How scarcity mindset gets programmed into us15:27 Identity, ego, and false beliefs17:37 Nothing changes until you change20:06 Alignment: the secret to getting what you want23:50 Why hypocrisy blocks spiritual growth27:02 Start here: do what you say you’ll do30:22 The power of words to shape reality33:29 Why conformity kills courage35:26 God exists outside the boxes40:27 Facing the abyss and spiritual maturity43:03 Does God really want obedience?46:28 Becoming who you truly are48:08 Results don’t lie: the fruit of alignment52:08 Practical steps to build an abundant life55:06 Where to connect with Greg57:53 The “upper fringe” idea and spiritual special forces01:00:19 Closing thoughtsGreg Denning is a family lifestyle and business consultant, speaker, coach, and author focused on helping parents and entrepreneurs build extraordinary family lives. He and his wife Rachel have been married for 25 years, raised seven children, traveled to over 60 countries, and built a location-independent business. Greg is the founder of Formidable Family Man and co-creator of Extraordinary Family Life.Formidable Family Men: FormidableFamilyMen.comExtraordinary Family Life: ExtraordinaryFamilyLife.comGreg’s Podcast: Formidable Family ManGreg & Rachel’s Podcast: Extraordinary Family LifeResources & ReferencesBooks Mentioned:Outwitting the Devil — Napoleon HillThe Science of Getting Rich — Wallace D. WattlesReligionless Christianity — Eric MetaxasLetter to the American Church — Eric MetaxasMy Descent Into DeathThe Genius of JesusThinkers Mentioned:Carl JungWayne DyerFrancis BaconHenry David ThoreauDietrich Bonhoeffer If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the Brother of Jared as a powerful scriptural archetype for what it truly means to become a living temple of God.Drawing from the Book of Ether, this lesson reveals how the Brother of Jared’s life mirrors the temple pattern of spiritual progression, covenant relationship, revelation, repentance, sacrifice, faith, and ultimately piercing the veil to encounter Jesus Christ.Viewers are invited to see scripture not merely as history, but as a living map for spiritual transformation and divine intimacy.You’ll learn:✨ Why becoming the temple goes far beyond outward religious behavior ✨ How the Brother of Jared’s journey mirrors the temple endowment pattern ✨ How discernment, intercession, repentance, and obedience shape spiritual maturity ✨ Why revelation requires initiative, asking, seeking, and knocking ✨ How faith grows through real spiritual wrestling and trust ✨ What it means to pierce the veil of unbelief ✨ How divine light transforms the soul from within ✨ Why Christ reveals Himself to those who pursue Him ✨ How your own life story reflects sacred spiritual archetypesThis episode also explores how the Book of Mormon functions as a temple text and why the stories preserved in scripture invite every seeker into personal encounter, transformation, and embodied discipleship. AScripturalArchetype_TheBrother…If you’ve ever wondered how scripture connects to your spiritual journey, what it means to become a temple, or how to experience deeper personal revelation and intimacy with Christ, this lesson offers profound insight and encouragement.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

Can you really hear messages from God, angels, or spirit guides? In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Michael McAdams shares powerful experiences of spiritual communication, intuitive guidance, and messages received from beyond the physical realm.Explore how intuition works, how to discern divine guidance from your own thoughts, and how anyone can develop the ability to receive spiritual insight. From real-life stories to practical tools, this conversation bridges faith, intuition, and direct spiritual experience.If you've ever felt guided, protected, or nudged by something greater—this episode will help you understand and trust it.Timestamps00:00 Introduction to Michael McAdams 01:19 Spiritual Upbringing & Early Questions 03:05 Discovering Intuition & Psychic Abilities 04:58 Learning to Trust Spiritual Guidance 05:48 His Mother’s Spiritual Gift & Messages 08:44 How to Receive Messages (Practical Method) 10:12 Protection, Intention & Discernment 11:14 Distinguishing Your Thoughts vs. Incoming Guidance 13:35 The Spiritual Realm Explained 14:21 Powerful Message from Spirit (Confirmation) 17:44 Why These Messages Feel Personal 20:27 Message from Higher Spirit Teachers 21:08 Surrender, Trust & Letting Go 23:19 Who Are Spirit Guides? 24:12 The Structure of the Spiritual Realm 25:51 Belief vs. Knowing (Spiritual Authority) 26:55 Wisdom Through Experience 28:42 The Power of Intention 29:01 Do We All Have Spirit Guides? 31:20 Real-Life Example of Divine Guidance 32:31 How Spirit Guides Interact with Us 34:49 Rethinking Heaven, Hell & Judgment 37:22 Recommended Spiritual Resources 40:05 What Makes This Message Unique 41:02 Learning to Trust Yourself 43:29 Walking with God Through Life 45:12 “Greatness in Spirit” Message 49:08 What God’s Voice Feels Like 50:10 How to Start Receiving Guidance 52:48 Final Thoughts & Where to Find MichaelMichael McAdams is a lifelong spiritual seeker and author of An Angel Told Me So, a collection of messages received through his mother over more than two decades. Raised in a deeply religious Pentecostal environment, Michael’s journey led him to explore broader spiritual truths, intuitive development, and communication with spirit teachers. Through his work, he aims to help others awaken their own ability to receive guidance and deepen their connection with the divine.Links: Spirit Speaks Website  Book: An Angel Told Me So (available via website)#SpiritualAwakening #DivineGuidance #SpiritGuides #Intuition #FaithJourney #HearGod #SpiritualGrowth #HiddenWisdom #Angels #Consciousness #InnerVoice #SpiritualTruth #EnergyHealing If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore Jesus Christ as the King of Kings and how temple symbolism testifies of the immeasurable price He paid to redeem humanity.This lesson examines the ancient concept of the “king’s ransom,” covenant accountability, and how former temple penalties symbolically testified of Christ’s suffering, sacrifice, mercy, and ultimate triumph over spiritual and physical death.Viewers are invited to see covenant not only as blessing and responsibility, but also as a sacred system that reveals the cost of redemption and the depth of Christ’s love.You’ll learn:✨ What the “king’s ransom” reveals about Christ’s atoning sacrifice ✨ How covenant penalties symbolized justice, accountability, and mercy ✨ The spiritual meaning of Christ suffering both physical and spiritual death ✨ Why mercy can only extend after justice is fulfilled ✨ How the absence of final penalties symbolizes victory and exaltation ✨ The deeper symbolism of garment marks and covenant wounds ✨ How justice and mercy are reconciled through Christ’s sacrifice ✨ The balance of divine masculine and feminine in covenant theology ✨ How the veil represents reconciliation, healing, and union with ChristThis episode also explores how the marks of the garment and veil can be understood as symbols of Christ’s wounds, covenant union, and the transformative embrace of the Atonement. If you’ve ever wondered how the temple testifies of Jesus Christ, what covenant symbolism truly means, or how Christ’s sacrifice operates spiritually in your own life, this lesson offers deep clarity, reverence, and spiritual insight.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

What if the Beatitudes aren’t just a list of virtues—but a roadmap for spiritual transformation?In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Megan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the Beatitudes as a powerful pattern of ascension—moving from spiritual awakening, through transformation, and ultimately into union with God. This conversation reveals how Christ’s teachings outline a step-by-step inner journey: emptying the false, receiving truth, becoming whole, and embodying divine love.You’ll learn how concepts like being “poor in spirit,” “meek,” and “pure in heart” are not just moral ideals—but stages in a deeply transformative process. Plus, a profound discussion on what it really means to become a peacemaker—and why that can only happen after inner healing and alignment.If you’ve ever felt like there’s more depth to Jesus’ teachings than you’ve been taught, this episode will open your eyes.00:00 Introduction & Retreat Announcement 02:50 Reframing the Beatitudes: More Than Virtues 05:30 The Pattern of Ascension in Scripture 09:20 Internal Transformation vs Religious Busyness 11:30 Poor in Spirit: Awakening to Need 14:30 Mourning & Reconnection with God 18:45 Meekness: Surrendering Control 20:50 The Three Stages of Transformation Explained 21:00 Hungering for Righteousness 23:30 Receiving & Extending Mercy 26:50 Pure in Heart: Inner Unity & Integrity 28:40 Becoming a Peacemaker (What It REALLY Means) 31:30 Can You Skip Steps to Be a Peacemaker? 33:00 Heart at War vs Heart at Peace 34:20 Seeing Others Through God’s Eyes 37:20 Persecution & Spiritual Mission 41:20 Temple Symbolism & Ascension Pattern 46:00 Beatitudes vs Jacob’s “Woes” (Contrast Pattern) 56:40 The Two Paths: Ascension vs Descent 58:30 Ask, Seek, Knock: The Invitation to All 01:00:00 The Journey Never EndsResources & ReferencesThe Wisdom Jesus by Cynthia Bourgeault The Anatomy of Peace by The Arbinger Institute  The Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5–7)  2 Nephi 9 (Jacob’s discourse comparison) If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the temple endowment as a symbolic coronation of Jesus Christ — revealing how every element of the ceremony testifies of Christ’s divine kingship, sacrificial descent, and redemptive mission.This lesson reframes kingship not as worldly power or domination, but as servant leadership, humility, sacrifice, and love. Viewers are invited to see the endowment not only as a map of their own spiritual journey, but also as a sacred witness of Christ’s path of condescension, atonement, and exaltation as Eternal King.You’ll learn:✨ Why all temple symbolism ultimately bears record of Jesus Christ ✨ How the endowment reflects Christ’s coronation as King of Kings ✨ The spiritual meaning of royal emblems including the scepter, orb, sword, robe, and crown ✨ How Christ’s descent below all things enabled humanity’s ascent ✨ Why true kingship is expressed through service, humility, and sacrifice ✨ How temple symbols reveal Christ’s role as Redeemer, Mediator, and Bridegroom ✨ What it means to become joint-heirs and co-creators with Christ ✨ How masculine and feminine spiritual paths complement one another in divine ascensionThis episode also explores how everyday life, parenting, service, and sacrifice become sacred pathways for embodying Christlike kingship and queenship in lived discipleship. If you’ve ever wondered how the temple testifies of Jesus Christ, what royal symbolism truly represents, or how divine kingship transforms ordinary life, this lesson offers profound spiritual insight and reverent clarity.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

What did Jesus really teach about attachment, identity, and suffering? In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, we explore the deeper meaning behind Christ’s teachings on non-attachment and how they align with ancient spiritual traditions.Discover how attachment to possessions, identity, relationships, and outcomes creates suffering—and how the “Yoga of Christ” offers a path to freedom, wholeness, and divine connection. This conversation unpacks powerful insights on ego, spiritual maturity, and what it truly means to live in union with God.If you're seeking a deeper, more transformative relationship with Christ beyond surface-level belief, this episode will challenge and expand your perspective.Timestamps00:00 Introduction to Hidden Wisdom & Part 2 Overview 01:49 The Two Paths: Communion with God & Non-Attachment 04:00 Why Attachment Causes Suffering 08:25 The Rich Young Ruler & Letting Go 11:30 Did Jesus Teach Non-Attachment? 13:00 Letting Go of Possessions & Material Identity 15:22 Non-Attachment to the Future & Outcomes 17:04 Living in Present Union with God 18:30 Releasing the Past & Emotional Burdens 20:39 Letting Go of Judgment & Comparison 23:18 Family Attachments & Identity Explained 26:15 What Defines Your Identity? 30:49 How Attachments Shift During Awakening 32:27 Relationships Without Dependency 38:50 Real-Life Example: Letting Go of Fear in Marriage 42:07 You Don’t Have to Give Up Everything 46:59 Ego, the Fall, and Spiritual Rebirth 49:28 Losing the False Self to Find the True Self 53:43 Spiritual Experiences vs. Lasting Transformation 56:18 The “Natural Man” & True Divine Identity 59:48 Becoming Like a Child (Spiritual Meaning) 01:02:34 The Practice: Communion + Non-Attachment 01:03:23 Final Thoughts & Integration#YogaOfChrist #SpiritualAwakening #NonAttachment #TeachingsOfJesus #ChristianMysticism #FaithExpansion #SpiritualGrowth #EgoDeath #DivineIdentity #HiddenWisdom #LetGoAndGrow #InnerTransformation #ChristConsciousness If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore how the Atonement of Jesus Christ is revealed within the temple endowment — and how temple ordinances are designed to facilitate real spiritual transformation rather than symbolic performance alone.This lesson explains the three essential components of every ordinance: a physical sign, a covenant commitment, and a spiritual token or gift of grace. Viewers will learn how these elements unfold through the Aaronic and Melchizedek ordinances and how they represent a progressive journey back into the presence of God.You’ll learn:✨ How signs symbolize willingness to enter covenant relationship with Christ ✨ Why covenants represent lived discipleship rather than checklist obedience ✨ How tokens symbolize real spiritual manifestations and gifts of grace ✨ The difference between Aaronic and Melchizedek ordinances ✨ How baptism, initiatory, marriage, and consecration fit into spiritual progression ✨ What calling and election, the second comforter, and divine presence represent ✨ How light increases through obedience, sanctification, and revelation ✨ Why ordinances must be lived — not merely performed — to transform the soul ✨ How grace and works function together in spiritual maturationThis episode also addresses common misunderstandings about works-based salvation and clarifies how the endowment teaches reliance on Christ’s grace to complete the soul’s transformation and return to divine presence. FindingtheAtonementintheEndowme…If you’ve ever wondered where the Atonement appears in temple worship, what signs and tokens truly symbolize, or how spiritual gifts unfold in lived experience, this lesson offers profound clarity and spiritual depth.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

What if the most important thing Jesus ever did wasn’t to die—but to live?In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, we explore a radically different perspective on Christ’s mission, the atonement, and what it really means to follow Him. Instead of focusing solely on His death, this conversation dives into the idea that Jesus came to reveal the true nature of God—and the true nature of YOU.We unpack concepts like the kingdom of heaven within, spiritual transformation, Christ consciousness, and the path of becoming fully human and fully divine. If you’ve ever felt tension with traditional atonement teachings or sensed there’s something deeper, this episode will challenge and expand your understanding.This is not about abandoning faith—it’s about deepening it.Timestamps00:00 Introduction to Hidden Wisdom 00:57 Easter reflection & purpose of the episode 01:29 Questioning traditional views of Christ 03:05 Are we overemphasizing Jesus’ death? 04:19 Christ’s true mission: revealing God & humanity 05:25 Nonviolent atonement explained 07:08 Why traditional atonement can feel heavy 09:06 What is the atonement really about? 11:33 Two frameworks: Soteriology vs Sophiology 15:30 Who was Jesus, really? 18:05 Esoteric traditions & hidden history of Christ 22:06 What did Jesus actually teach? 25:01 The central message: the kingdom is within you 29:12 The kingdom as a seed of divine potential 34:12 The hidden treasure: your true identity 37:16 Awakening vs becoming 38:01 Divine union & oneness with God 43:32 Why seeking the kingdom is essential 44:20 The doctrine of Christ as a transformation pattern 49:10 The path: transformation → union 50:40 The Beatitudes as a map of consciousness 53:49 Awakening & the dark night of the soul 57:27 Spiritual awakening & divine connection 59:19 Christ consciousness explained 01:03:07 Becoming a peacemaker (true meaning) 01:05:00 Cycles of death and rebirth 01:06:23 What it really means to believe Christ 01:08:28 Why this path is harder—but worth it 01:10:41 Final testimony & closing thoughts If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

Is the divine feminine a deception, or have we been taught to fear something sacred? In this episode, we explore Heavenly Mother, feminine wisdom in scripture, the “Queen of Heaven” debate, and why discernment matters more than fear.Meghan responds to arguments that connect the divine feminine with deception, idolatry, and false light. She examines scriptural symbolism, the role of feminine wisdom in Proverbs and the Tree of Life, questions around 1 Enoch 42, and the historical suppression of feminine imagery in religious tradition. This conversation also dives into discernment, personal revelation, spiritual autonomy, and the relationship between divine masculine and divine feminine as part of becoming whole.In this episode: The real issue with lumping all “divine feminine” ideas together  Heavenly Mother, scripture, and feminine symbolism  Why fear is not the same as wisdom  How discernment differs from blanket rejection  1 Enoch, Proverbs, Jeremiah, and competing interpretations  The role of intuition, revelation, and spiritual maturity  Why integration of masculine and feminine matters Whether you are curious about Heavenly Mother, wrestling with concerns about deception, or studying the divine feminine through a Christian lens, this episode offers a thoughtful framework for seeking truth without fear.Resources & References“Destroying the Divine Feminine” with Dave Butler — Heavenly Mother in the Hebrew temple. "The Word of God, By Humans: Contextualizing the Bible and Tips for Study" — mentioned as an earlier episode explaining how the Bible was written, curated, translated, and transmitted. Daniel C. Peterson, “Nephi and his Asherah” — mentioned in relation to Tree of Life symbolism and Asherah. Available in Hidden Wisdom app. Sherry and Victor Wirth, Mother in Heaven — 500+ page resource on the divine feminine in scripture, apocrypha, and extra-biblical texts. Available in Hidden Wisdom App. Margaret Barker, “What Did King Josiah Reform?” — historical context on Josiah’s reforms. Available in Hidden Wisdom app. Gospel of Thomas — mentioned in relation to integrating male and female into one. Gospel of Philip — referenced in connection with Adam, Eve, and reunion overcoming death. If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the temple endowment as a living pattern of spiritual progression — revealing how the ancient story of Creation, Fall, and Atonement mirrors the literary Hero’s Journey and the soul’s path of transformation back to God.This lesson reframes the endowment not as repetitive ceremony, but as a sacred roadmap for ascension, spiritual maturity, and returning to the presence of Jesus Christ — even in mortality.You’ll learn:✨ How the Hero’s Journey reflects eternal spiritual patterns ✨ Why the endowment teaches a cycle of Creation, Fall, and Atonement ✨ How personal transformation requires crossing into the unknown ✨ Why spiritual growth includes struggle, death of the old self, and rebirth ✨ How atonement represents reconciliation, synthesis, and divine integration ✨ Why returning to God “in the flesh” is a real spiritual invitation ✨ How the temple functions as a blueprint rather than a performance ✨ How to apply this pattern to faith transitions, relationships, identity, and growthThis episode also explores examples from scripture, literature, physics, and lived spiritual experience, helping viewers recognize this universal pattern operating in both micro and macro dimensions of life. If you’ve ever felt called toward deeper spiritual maturity, wondered why transformation often requires discomfort, or sensed that the temple holds a hidden roadmap for ascension, this lesson offers profound clarity and hope.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

What if the burnout so many women experience isn’t a personal failure—but a result of living against their natural rhythms?In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Megan Watson joins us to explore the forgotten wisdom of cyclical living, feminine energy, and reconnecting with the body’s natural rhythms. Together we explore the power of menstrual cycles, moon phases, feminine archetypes, and intuitive body wisdom. Megan shares how modern culture often pushes women into linear productivity patterns that ignore the natural rhythms of the feminine body—and how reclaiming cyclical living can bring healing, balance, and deeper spiritual connection.Timestamps00:00 Introduction to Megan  01:05 Megan’s Journey  02:20 Masculine vs Feminine Energy Explained 03:30 Burnout & Chronic Fatigue as a Wake-Up Call 04:30 Living in Harmony With Cycles & Seasons 05:55 Productivity Culture & the Loss of Presence 07:40 Why New Year’s Goals Often Fail 10:15 Reclaiming Personal Authority Through Intuition 12:00 The Cycles of a Woman’s Life 13:40 The Missing “Matriarch” Archetype 16:10 Cultural Narratives Around Aging Women 17:00 Healing the Menstruation Wound 18:30 Shame Around the Menstrual Cycle 20:15 Women Living in a Linear Society 21:25 The Four Phases of the Menstrual Cycle 24:30 Cycles Reflected in Pregnancy & Birth 27:00 The Moon as a Feminine Symbol 28:30 Moon Phases & Feminine Cycles 31:40 Reclaiming Ancient Feminine Wisdom 33:20 A Healing Walk with the Divine Mother 35:00 Processing Pain Around the Divine Feminine 37:45 Healing the Connection to the Divine Mother 38:50 Why Cyclical Living Matters 41:00 Listening to the Wisdom of the Body 44:30 Tools for Understanding Body Signals 47:00 Healing the Body Wound & Feminine Shame 49:00 Reclaiming the Sacredness of the Body 50:00 Where to Find Megan Megan Watson is an intuitive energy coach, certified EFT practitioner, women’s circle facilitator, author, and artist. She is the founder of Mother’s Healing Circle, where she helps women reconnect with womb wisdom, heal feminine wounds, and deepen their connection to the Divine Feminine. Megan is also the author of A Healing Walk with the Divine Mother and Sacred Inner Seasons of the Childbearing Year, which explore feminine spirituality, cyclical living, and healing through connection with divine feminine wisdom. Website: https://mothershealingcircle.org Instagram: Mother’s Healing Circle Books: Available on Amazon (search Megan Zabriskie Watson) If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the symbolic meaning of the Initiatory ceremony and how it represents spiritual rebirth, divine identity, and preparation to enter increasingly sacred space in our journey back to God.This lesson reveals how the Initiatory completes the symbolism of baptism by mirroring the elements of physical birth — washing, anointing, clothing, naming, and blessing — and how these sacred actions teach the soul how հոդված of becoming kings and priests, queens and priestesses in the divine order of God.You’ll learn:✨ Why the Initiatory symbolizes the completion of spiritual rebirth✨ How washing and anointing prepare the soul for holiness and sanctification✨ The deeper symbolism of the Garment as “putting on Christ”✨ How garment marks connect to covenant, sacrifice, and divine identity✨ Why olive oil symbolizes the Holy Ghost and spiritual fullness✨ How ancient tabernacle and priesthood rituals inform modern temple worship✨ What it means to be initiated into the Holy Order after the Son of God✨ How the Initiatory prepares the soul for the Endowment and spiritual ascensionThis episode also explores biblical patterns from Exodus, Leviticus, Doctrine & Covenants, and Eden symbolism, helping viewers understand how temple worship forms identity, embodiment, and divine maturation. If you’ve ever wondered what the Initiatory ceremony truly represents, how the garment functions spiritually, or how temple ordinances support inner transformation, this lesson offers deep clarity and reverent insight.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube.🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app. meghanfarner.com/app⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

There is a hidden story—preserved in ancient Jewish and early Christian tradition—that reveals one of the most profound maps of feminine spiritual transformation.The story of Joseph and Asenath is not simply about marriage.It is about the turning of the soul.In this episode, we explore Asenath as an archetype of the divine feminine in exile—living in a tower of beauty, sovereignty, and separation—and her descent into Metanoia: the sacred reversal of the heart.Through symbols like:The tower (feminine sanctuary turned fortress)The casting out of idols (release of the false self)The seven days of descent (sacred feminine alchemy)The honeycomb (divine wisdom and inner communion)And her transformation into a City of Refuge…we uncover a path of transformation that is as relevant now as it was then.We also explore the deeper esoteric dimension of Metanoia—not just repentance, but a living feminine force that restores alignment, softens the heart, and leads the soul back into union with God.This episode is for anyone who feels:Guarded, self-reliant, or disconnectedReady to soften without losing sovereigntyCalled into deeper embodiment of the divine feminineThis is not about becoming someone new.It is about returning to what you were always meant to be:A living sanctuary. A place of divine indwelling. A soul prepared for union.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

What if healing the body requires more than medicine? What if trauma, beliefs, and energetic frequencies all play a role in health?In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Jenna Miller shares her remarkable journey from chemical engineer to quantum healing practitioner. After battling a mysterious chronic illness later diagnosed as Lyme disease, Jenna began exploring the intersection of science, consciousness, and frequency-based healing. Her recovery led her to develop a multidimensional healing protocol that addresses physical illness, emotional trauma, and subconscious belief systems.00:00 Introduction to Jenna Miller 00:48 From Chemical Engineer to Healing Practitioner 01:50 Chronic Illness, Addiction & the Path to Recovery 03:20 Spiritual Awakening Through the 12-Step Process 04:20 Lyme Disease Diagnosis After 8 Years 05:00 Frequency Healing & the Science Behind It 07:10 Life Path, Spiritual Planning & Soul Lessons 09:40 Self-Judgment, Illness & Learning Self-Advocacy 11:20 Jenna’s Spiritual Awakening Experience 15:50 Integrating Science and Spirituality 18:00 Learning Through Healing Modalities & Practitioners 20:10 Discovering Intentional Frequency Healing 22:50 Science, Intuition & Co-Creating With Spirit 24:20 How Frequencies Work in the Body 26:40 The “Layers” of Healing Explained 30:00 Trauma Release During Frequency Healing 31:10 How Jenna Selects Healing Frequencies 33:20 Physical vs Emotional Healing in Clients 33:50 Autoimmune Mapping & Hidden Beliefs 35:00 Healing Through Mindset & Mantras 36:20 Jesus as an Archetype for Healing 40:30 The Connection Between Self-Love and Healing 43:00 Learning Self-Love Through Recovery 46:00 The Future of Healing & Quantum Frequencies 47:00 Creating an “Owner’s Manual” for Yourself 47:40 How to Work With Jenna Miller 48:10 Feminine Energy & Allowing HealingJenna Miller is the founder of Quantum Body Alchemy and the Good Vibes Healing Collective. Originally trained as a chemical engineer, Jenna’s life took a dramatic turn after she developed a chronic illness later diagnosed as Lyme disease. Her recovery journey led her to explore the intersection of science, energy healing, and consciousness. Today, she helps clients clear physical, emotional, and energetic blockages using frequency-based healing methods designed to support alignment, vitality, and authentic self-expression. Website: https://quantumbodyalchemy.com Instagram: https://instagram.com/quantumbodyalchemy If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the five modern temple covenants and what they truly require beyond surface-level religious compliance.This lesson reframes temple covenants as a progressive spiritual ladder rather than a checklist — revealing how each covenant builds upon the last and invites deeper levels of personal revelation, sacrifice, embodiment, transformation, and Christ-centered living.The five covenants explored include:✨ The Law of Obedience — learning to follow God through personal revelation ✨ The Law of Sacrifice — offering a broken heart and contrite spirit ✨ The Law of the Gospel — embodying Christlike character and lived discipleship ✨ The Law of Chastity — integrating body, desire, identity, and faithfulness ✨ The Law of Consecration — offering one’s life in service to God and othersViewers will learn how these covenants operate as a developmental pathway rather than rigid rules, how personal revelation guides individual spiritual growth, and how covenant living prepares the soul for spiritual maturity and divine partnership with Jesus Christ.This episode also explores how these covenants connect to ancient covenant structures, how they unfold through a lifelong process of sanctification, and how they shape identity, purpose, and spiritual stewardship. If you’ve ever wondered what the temple covenants truly mean, how to live them authentically, or how they shape real spiritual transformation, this lesson provides deep clarity and practical spiritual insight.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment. If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner sits down with spiritual teacher and former military chaplain Phil McLemore to explore the profound idea that Jesus’ teachings reflect the same principles found in the ancient yoga traditions. This conversation examines meditation, divine nature, Christ consciousness, and the difference between a “deficiency model” and a “wholeness model” of spiritual growth.You’ll learn:Why yoga is far more than physical posturesThe difference between religion about Christ and union with ChristWhat “Christ consciousness” really meansWhy Jesus may have practiced deep contemplative prayer or meditationThe four classic yogic paths and how Jesus embodied themHow spiritual rebirth differs from guilt-based repentanceThis conversation invites listeners to rediscover a mystical dimension of Christianity that focuses less on shame and more on awakening to the divine nature within.If you’re interested in Christian mysticism, meditation, Christ consciousness, and spiritual awakening within a Christ-centered framework, this episode will expand your perspective.Timestamps00:00 – Introduction to the episode and Phil McLemore 02:40 – Why this conversation is about “The Yoga of Christ” 03:45 – Phil’s spiritual crisis and health journey 05:30 – Discovering meditation and yoga for healing 07:00 – The identity crisis: Christian or yogi? 08:20 – A prophetic blessing that shaped Phil’s path 10:40 – The dilemma of two different views of Jesus 13:10 – Authentic Christianity as relationship with the living Christ 15:30 – Repentance as transformation of mind and heart 17:00 – Seeking truth across spiritual traditions 18:30 – The insight: “Take my yoke” and the meaning of yoga 21:00 – Christ consciousness and spiritual rebirth 23:30 – Two models of salvation: deficiency vs wholeness 26:30 – Why shame-based spirituality struggles to transform people 28:00 – The pearl of great price and our divine nature 30:00 – Rediscovering the lost mysticism of Christianity 33:00 – The question: What is the yoga of Jesus? 34:30 – The four classical paths of yoga explained 35:00 – Bhakti Yoga: the path of love and devotion 36:20 – Karma Yoga: the path of selfless service 37:30 – Jnana Yoga: the path of wisdom and knowledge 38:30 – Raja Yoga: the path of meditation 39:30 – Why Jesus embodied all four yogic paths 41:00 – Did Jesus practice meditation? 42:30 – Communion with God and the practice of non-attachment If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore three major covenant structures found throughout scripture — the Sinai covenant, the Davidic covenant, and the Abrahamic covenant — and how all three operate within what is called the “new and everlasting covenant.”This lesson reveals how God mercifully extends covenant relationships to humanity through multiple structures: collective covenants with nations and communities, intercessory covenants through proxy saviors, and personal covenants with individuals and their posterity. Together, these patterns reveal a divine system designed to bless, gather, protect, and spiritually mature God’s children across generations.You’ll learn:✨ What the Sinai covenant teaches about collective covenant responsibility✨ How the Davidic covenant reveals intercession, proxy leadership, and spiritual stewardship✨ Why Jesus Christ is the ultimate intercessor and covenant mediator✨ How the Abrahamic covenant demonstrates personal covenant relationship and divine promise✨ Why God honors covenant across time, nations, and generations✨ How covenant structures support spiritual ascension and becoming✨ What the “new and everlasting covenant” truly meansThis episode also explores biblical examples including Moses, David, Hezekiah, Abraham, Joseph Smith, the Book of Mormon covenant tradition, and how covenant structures may continue to unfold in modern spiritual development. If you’ve ever wondered how covenants operate beyond individual belief, how intercession functions spiritually, or how God organizes collective spiritual growth, this lesson offers deep insight and spiritual coherence.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube.🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app - meghanfarner.com/app⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner unpacks one of the most mysterious visions in scripture: Jacob’s Ladder (Genesis 28).Far from a story about life after death, Jacob’s Ladder is revealed as a living blueprint for spiritual embodiment — the pattern of descending into matter and reascending into divine awareness while still in the flesh.Drawing connections across ancient traditions, Kabbalah, alchemy, astrology, Gnostic cosmology, Egyptian initiation, and Christian mysticism, Meghan explores:The seven (and eighth) rungs of spiritual ascentThe process of overcoming the natural manShame, pride, attachment, fear, and spiritual authorityEmotional regulation and embodied wisdomPersonal sovereignty vs. outsourcing authorityIntegration of heaven and earth within the selfMary Magdalene’s ascent vision as a parallel ladderWhat it means to encounter Christ withinThis episode reframes Jacob’s declaration — “This is the gate of heaven” — as an inward revelation: the temple is you.If you are studying the Old Testament, exploring esoteric Christianity, or walking the path of spiritual initiation, this episode offers a grounded yet expansive lens on the ladder that exists within your own anatomy, psychology, and soul.TIMESTAMPS00:00 Introduction & app announcements 04:22 Genesis 28: Jacob’s vision 07:13 The ladder across ancient traditions 09:15 The law of correspondence (“as above, so below”) 10:58 Descension into matter & reascension 12:42 The cyclical, chiastic nature of the ladderThe Seven Rungs18:27 Rung 1 – From shame to purification 22:47 Rung 2 – From intellectual pride to embodied wisdom 25:55 Rung 3 – Attachment to emotional regulation 30:02 Rung 4 – Fear to courage (center of the chiasm) 34:24 Rung 5 – Aggression to clarity & truth 37:57 Rung 6 – External authority to spiritual sovereignty 39:59 Rung 7 – Integration & joy 41:51 Rung 8 – Encountering Christ44:58 Mary Magdalene’s ascent vision 55:41 “The house of God is within you” 57:19 Invitation into spiritual educationResources: The Ascent Vision of Mary Magdalene If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore covenants not as legal contracts or religious checklists, but as sacred relationships of love, union, and spiritual transformation with God.This lesson reframes covenant as an invitation into intimate relationship — the merging of identity, loyalty, and purpose between God and the soul. Drawing from biblical symbolism, ancient covenant patterns, and temple theology, the discussion reveals why covenant is ultimately relational rather than transactional.You’ll learn:✨ Why covenant means relationship, not merely agreement ✨ How ancient covenants symbolized the merging of identity and unity of heart ✨ Why pride and spiritual superiority undermine covenant consciousness ✨ The three components of covenant: initiation, obligations, and blessings ✨ How Christ is revealed in scripture as the Bridegroom ✨ The spiritual meaning of sacred marriage symbolism ✨ The Hebrew concept of hesed (covenant love and loving-kindness) ✨ How covenant deepens personal intimacy with GodThis episode also explores how covenant relationships evolve through spiritual growth, how divine mercy supports the learning process, and why God’s desire is union rather than compliance. Viewers are invited to reconsider their relationship with Christ as one of devotion, trust, love, and becoming. If you’ve ever felt that faith has become overly transactional, rigid, or institutional, this lesson offers a healing and expansive vision of covenant as sacred relationship and divine intimacy.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this heartfelt and expansive episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by Shayna Persad, yoga teacher, womb healer, astrologer, and creator of Healing with Shayna, for a powerful conversation on conscious motherhood as a path of spiritual awakening.Shayna shares her journey from a Catholic upbringing into divine feminine embodiment, womb wisdom, and conscious parenting—exploring how children act as mirrors for unhealed wounds, nervous system dysregulation, and inherited patterns. Together, Meghan and Shayna unpack the difference between conscious parenting and permissive parenting, the role of boundaries, and why many “good” children are actually responding to trauma rather than safety.This episode weaves together spirituality, psychology, astrology, and motherhood to reframe parenting not as control or hierarchy, but as partnership, guidance, and soul-level remembrance. They also explore how our views of parenting shape our views of God, authority, and agency—and why healing the “bad mom” wound is essential for feminine wholeness.00:00 | Introduction to Shayna Persad & conscious motherhood01:05 | Shayna’s spiritual roots: Catholicism, angels, and the divine feminine05:55 | Yoga, Bali, and awakening into feminine spirituality08:10 | Bridging religion and spirituality12:30 | Astrology and surrender vs control15:20 | Growing up without feminine models16:40 | Healing the mother wound through motherhood19:30 | What conscious motherhood really means21:35 | Children as mirrors for inner healing23:10 | Why “good” children may not feel safe25:25 | Parenting, God, and rethinking authority29:10 | Healing isn’t linear31:20 | Working with triggers in daily parenting32:50 | Journaling, meditation, and nervous system regulation35:45 | Children sharing the mother’s energetic field37:00 | Using astrology to understand your child40:35 | How awareness heals trauma43:40 | Healing comes from within, not outside authority47:30 | Conscious vs permissive parenting49:30 | Modeling behavior over control50:45 | Acceptance and allowing children to be who they are53:20 | The “bad mom” wound55:25 | Why good moms question themselves56:35 | Repair, apology, and conscious parenting in practice If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore what “saving ordinances” truly mean — and challenge the common assumption that symbolic rituals are salvific in and of themselves.This lesson reframes temple ordinances not as spiritual hall passes or automatic guarantees of salvation, but as symbolic invitations into real spiritual transformation, covenant relationship, and lived discipleship through the grace of Jesus Christ.Using a well-known quote from Brigham Young as a starting point, the discussion unpacks why memorizing signs, tokens, or participating in ceremonies alone cannot save a person — and how those symbols instead point toward deeper spiritual realities that must be experienced, embodied, and received through grace.You’ll learn:✨ Why ordinances are a means, not an end✨ How symbols represent real spiritual experiences and gifts of grace✨ The danger of reducing temple worship to performance or compliance✨ Why God is interested in who we are becoming, not just what we are doing✨ How ancient Israel struggled with the same misunderstanding✨ How the Book of Mormon functions as a temple text✨ What it means to “see beyond the symbol” into spiritual realityThis episode invites viewers to move beyond surface-level religious participation into conscious spiritual growth, discernment, and personal transformation in Christ. If you’ve ever wondered whether ordinances alone can save you, how grace actually works, or how temple symbolism connects to lived spiritual experience, this lesson provides clarity and depth.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube.🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this expansive episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by theologian and author Michelle Wiener to explore the hidden feminine thread within the Abrahamic tradition.Drawing from Michelle’s book Return to Mamre: Recovering the Melchizedek Mysteries Beneath the Sacred Groves, this conversation reframes Abraham and Sarah not merely as patriarch and matriarch, but as participants in a sacred matrimonial priesthood order — a divine pairing of priest and priestess rooted in ancient sacred groves, temple imagery, and cosmic symbolism.Together, they explore:Sarah as possible high priestessThe Mamre Order as a template for Melchizedek priesthoodHenotheism vs. monotheism and the divine councilThe role of Heavenly Mother in healing Abrahamic divisionAstrology, archetypes, and the constellations as priesthood patternsThe mother/daughter (virgin/“harlot”) archetype in scriptureThe sacred feminine as key to reconciliation among Judaism, Christianity, and IslamThis episode invites listeners into deeper discernment, symbolic literacy, and spiritual maturity — reclaiming a balanced priesthood of partnership rather than hierarchy.If you’ve ever wondered whether the sacred feminine was truly erased from scripture — and how to recover her — this conversation will expand your lens.00:00 Introduction + Michelle’s academic background04:00 Southern Baptist roots & fear-based theology08:40 Discovering the mystical & divine feminine15:30 Introducing Return to Mamre16:20 Abraham & Sarah’s journey to Mamre20:00 Was Sarah initiated alongside Abraham?23:00 Sacred groves, Asherah, and priestesshood29:00 Bread, libations, and feminine temple ritual34:00 Monotheism, henotheism, and the divine council38:30 The “Most High God and Goddess”45:00 Avoiding goddess conflation & discernment50:15 Astrology, archetypes, and the Maseroth55:30 The maiden–mother–crone pattern in the stars1:02:00 Sarah & Hagar: mother/daughter archetypes1:07:00 Solar vs lunar symbolism & degrees of glory1:10:00 Healing Abrahamic division through the feminine1:11:30 Final reflections on sacred partnershipIf you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this special bonus episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan and McKay Farner share the talks they delivered in sacrament meeting on the greatest commandment: to "love thy neighbor as thyself." Meghan explores the often-overlooked doctrine of self-love through the lens of agape—the unconditional love that God is. She unpacks false beliefs (“unbelief”) that keep us stuck in shame and natural-man identity, reframing repentance as healing rather than punishment. Drawing from Mosiah 3:19, Doctrine & Covenants 93, Moroni 7, and the teachings of President David O. McKay, she invites listeners to see themselves as the “pearl of great price”—already worthy of divine love.McKay then shares a powerful mission story that forever changed his understanding of loving your neighbor. Through personal experience—including stepping away from church activity—he reflects on charity without ulterior motive and what it truly means to love as Christ loves.Together, these talks offer a message of hope, grace, and spiritual maturity:You cannot hate yourself into holiness.You cannot give a gift you have not received.And love is not kindness with a destination attached.00:00 Introduction & purpose of the message00:33 The Great Commandment (Matthew 22)01:19 Agape: the unconditional love God is02:35 False beliefs (“unbelief”) about self-love04:24 Natural man vs. true eternal identity07:23 Repentance as healing, not punishment09:26 Shame, fear, and perfect love10:16 Rest, worthiness, and grace11:50 Meditation as communion with God12:42 The pearl of great price13:52 McKay’s mission story begins15:47 What love is not17:13 “Love is not kindness with a destination attached”20:10 Charity defined (Moroni 7)22:27 Princess & sacrificial love23:40 “Greater love hath no man…”24:16 Stepping away from church activity24:48 “It’s what Jesus would do.”25:02 Final testimony & invitationIf you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore what ordinances truly are, why they matter spiritually, and how they function as the bridge between human effort and the saving power of Jesus Christ’s Atonement.This lesson introduces a transformational framework for understanding ordinances as having three essential components: a physical action, a symbolic spiritual teaching, and a real spiritual manifestation or gift of grace. Using baptism as a primary example, the discussion reveals how ordinances are not merely symbolic rituals, but divinely designed pathways for spiritual rebirth, covenant relationship, and inner transformation.You’ll learn:✨ Why ordinances are the means by which we access the power of Christ’s Atonement ✨ The three essential components of every saving ordinance ✨ How baptism teaches death, rebirth, surrender, and resurrection ✨ What baptism of fire and the Holy Ghost truly represents ✨ Why ordinances are incomplete without spiritual manifestation ✨ How temple ordinances mirror these same spiritual patterns ✨ The meaning of signs, tokens, and covenant exchangeThis episode invites viewers to move beyond automatic or surface-level participation in ordinances and toward lived spiritual experience, discernment, and conscious covenant relationship. If you’ve ever wondered why ordinances matter, how they actually change us, or how temple rituals connect to real spiritual growth, this lesson provides essential clarity and spiritual depth.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community conversation, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this expansive episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by returning guest Phil McLemore for a deep, practical teaching on meditation as the highest form of prayer. Phil presents meditation as an ancient practice of awareness, union with God, and transformation.Together, they explore the difference between mindfulness and transcendental (yoga) meditation, why stillness is essential for spiritual perception, and how meditation aligns with Jesus’ own teachings on prayer, the inner kingdom, and becoming “one” with God. Phil offers step-by-step guidance on posture, breath, mantra, handling distractions, and receiving meditation as a feminine, receptive flow of grace rather than a forced effort.This episode also addresses common fears around meditation, ego resistance, spiritual ego, emotional release, and discernment—grounding the practice firmly in Christ-centered theology, embodiment, and character transformation. For anyone seeking a deeper experience of God, inner healing, and true at-one-ment, this episode serves as both teaching and invitation.00:00 | Introduction & why meditation matters for spiritual growth03:00 | Phil’s background & discovering meditation through pain06:10 | Meditation as prayer, not self-improvement07:20 | God in the present moment & spiritual awareness09:00 | Mindfulness vs transcendental (God-centered) meditation12:50 | Jesus’ model of prayer & the Aramaic meaning of “pray”16:30 | Awareness of awareness & inner stillness19:00 | Yoga, atonement, and union with God23:00 | Still mind, pure heart, and scriptural foundations29:40 | Preparing for meditation: time, place, posture34:00 | Harmonizing the body & devotional intent43:10 | “Don’t pray to God—pray in God”46:20 | Breath as the gateway to Spirit52:35 | Diaphragmatic breathing & nervous system safety56:00 | Mantra meditation & examples (“Be Still,” “Peace, Be Still”)01:05:30 | Handling intrusive thoughts & ego resistance01:11:50 | Concentration vs meditation: receiving grace01:15:40 | Oneness, transformation, and Christ-consciousness01:23:30 | Obstacles, emotional release, and patience01:31:30 | Discernment, symbolism, and avoiding spiritual ego01:33:30 | Character transformation as the true fruit01:37:15 | Closing reflections & invitation to practice If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore ancient covenant ceremonies and what covenants truly meant in biblical and Israelite culture — far beyond the modern idea of a simple two-way promise.Using the story of David and Jonathan as a primary archetype, this lesson reveals how ancient covenants involved the merging of identity, shared inheritance, protection, loyalty, sacrifice, and sacred relationship. These covenant patterns illuminate how God relates to humanity and what it means to enter a covenant relationship with Jesus Christ.You’ll learn:✨ Why ancient covenants were relational, not contractual ✨ How covenant ceremonies symbolized shared identity, strength, and inheritance ✨ The spiritual meaning of robes, weapons, and sacred exchanges ✨ How covenant blood symbolism points to Christ’s atonement ✨ Why God identifies Himself as One who keeps covenant and shows mercy ✨ How covenant blessings extend across generations ✨ What covenant faithfulness, justice, and mercy look like in real lifeThis episode also explores the story of the Gibeonites, the seriousness of covenant obligations, and how God honors covenant relationships even across centuries. Viewers are invited to reconsider temple covenants as sacred relationships of transformation rather than mere ritual compliance. If you’ve ever wondered what temple covenants truly mean, how God relates to covenant partners, or how ancient practices illuminate modern worship, this lesson provides essential spiritual foundations.🌿 This episode is part of a 17-week course releasing weekly on YouTube. 🌿 For guided reflection, journaling tools, deeper study resources, and community discussion, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this in-depth episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner shares five core practices that accelerate spiritual growth, drawn from her own lived experience of awakening, healing, and deepened relationship with God.Moving beyond passive obedience and performative religion, this episode invites listeners into spiritual adulthood—where personal accountability, direct revelation, embodied healing, and courage replace fear-based faith. Meghan explores what it truly means to inquire of the Lord, pursue spiritual rebirth, reframe repentance as healing, and release the subtle fears that keep us spiritually stalled.Grounded in scripture, personal revelation, and esoteric Christian wisdom, this conversation is for seekers who want a lived experience of the divine, not just belief—without dismantling family, community, or faith. If you’re longing for faster growth, deeper discernment, and a more embodied connection to God, this episode offers a clear and compassionate path forward.00:00 – 02:30 | Introduction, context, and why spiritual growth can accelerate02:30 – 05:20 | Why faith expansion doesn’t require burning everything down05:20 – 07:30 | Why Meghan reflects on growth, timing, and spiritual maturity07:30 – 15:35 | Practice 1: Personal accountability & reclaiming spiritual authority15:35 – 24:40 | Practice 2: Inquiring of the Lord & direct revelation24:40 – 25:40 | Asking courageous questions & trusting God will answer25:40 – 31:40 | Practice 3: Spiritual rebirth, awakening, and sanctification31:40 – 34:50 | Awakening vs justification vs sanctification34:50 – 40:45 | Practice 4: Repentance as healing, integration, and remission40:45 – 46:10 | Eternal law, embodiment, and becoming a pure vessel46:10 – 51:50 | Practice 5: Releasing fear (deception, isolation, the body, God)51:50 – 54:30 | Bonus: Why seekers get stuck—and how to keep going54:30 – 56:50 | Dark nights, integration, and growing grace for grace56:50 – 58:20 | Final invitation: sanctification, embodiment, and continuing the journey If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore the ancient tabernacle of Moses and how its layout, symbols, and ordinances reveal a powerful pattern of spiritual ascension and preparation to enter the presence of God.This lesson examines how the tabernacle functioned as sacred space, divided into increasing degrees of holiness, and how those divisions mirror the doctrine of Christ, the three degrees of glory, and the journey of spiritual transformation in mortality.You’ll learn:✨ How the ancient tabernacle was designed as a symbolic map of the spiritual journey✨ The meaning of the outer court, holy place, and holy of holies✨ How the tabernacle reflects justification, sanctification, and exaltation✨ The symbolic meaning of the veil, including Christ, creation, sacrifice, and divine embodiment✨ How the law of Moses and ancient ordinances were designed to prepare Israel to receive Christ✨ Why ancient temple rituals still matter for modern temple worship and spiritual growthThis episode also explores the Day of Atonement, the mercy seat, the ark of the covenant, sacred color symbolism, and how ancient temple practices foreshadow the life, atonement, and mission of Jesus Christ.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan sits down with Nelson Whiting—bestselling author of Your Problem Isn’t Pornography, certified clinical hypnotherapist, and founder of No Limits Hypnotherapy—for a grounded, expansive conversation about hypnotherapy as a form of deep repentance: getting beneath behavior to the belief systems that drive shame cycles, anxiety, compulsions, and spiritual disconnection.Nelson explains how real change happens when the conscious and subconscious mind come into agreement, why “time heals” is often a myth, and how prayer, meditation, and clinical hypnosis can help quiet survival mode, restore inner safety, and create rapid transformation through new perspective and new choices. They explore the spiritual implications of inner work, the role of agency, and why healing often requires moving from self-criticism into self-love—so you can reconnect with God, truth, and your highest identity.You’ll also hear discussion on spiritual discernment (including “false spirits”), the balance of masculine and feminine within healing, and a powerful closing reflection on being “born again” as a spiritual rebirth—held in what Meghan calls the cosmic womb.Learn more about Nelson: NoLimitsHypnotherapy.com (sessions + resources)0:00 Meet Nelson Whiting + what this episode covers1:50 Nelson’s story: seminary teaching → illness → calling to hypnotherapy4:00 Early hypnosis experience + the power of the mind6:05 Training with Dennis Parker: “gospel foundation” + adversarial protocols9:04 Faith as decision-making; bringing subconscious online12:21 “Your Problem Isn’t Pornography”: why behavior isn’t the root13:22 How lust patterns form: imagination → memory → emotion → action17:41 Why common “solutions” are slow (support groups, blockers, confession)20:49 Repentance as inner work: thoughts → emotions → beliefs22:37 Repentance = learning; freedom to get it wrong (baseball study)27:54 Prayer as therapy: “be still and know” + intention behind stillness30:55 Survival mode, the amygdala, and rapid change through neuroplasticity32:01 Synaptic pruning: creating “space” between you and temptation36:19 Spiritual impact: self-criticism, energy depletion, separation from God41:12 Anxiety/depression as thought-patterns; perspective changes everything45:38 Hypnotherapy vs guided meditation (why customization matters)52:24 Nonlinear change: “you can jump to the new self”54:56 Agency: why “God take it away” can keep people powerless57:35 Masculine/feminine balance: heart leads, mind executes1:03:04 Heart vs brain polarity; the unknown as the creative womb of faith1:04:47 Born again: Nicodemus, th If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen explore how to interpret temple symbols and why symbolic language is central to spiritual growth, revelation, and scripture study.This lesson introduces a foundational principle of temple worship: symbols are layered, multidimensional, and designed to teach us throughout our entire lifetime. Rather than limiting symbols to one fixed meaning, viewers are invited to approach temple imagery, scripture, and sacred ritual with spiritual curiosity, humility, and discernment.You’ll learn:✨ Why all scripture can be viewed as temple text ✨ How symbols operate on micro and macro levels of meaning ✨ Why spiritual stagnation happens when symbols are interpreted too narrowly ✨ Multiple symbolic interpretations of the veil — including Christ, creation, protection, unbelief, and the divine feminine ✨ How to let the Spirit expand your understanding over time ✨ Practical ways to study and apply symbolism in your personal worship and scripture studyThis episode also explores examples from Doctrine & Covenants 109, Hebrews 10, the Sermon on the Mount, and the Book of Mormon, showing how temple symbolism weaves throughout sacred text.If you’ve ever felt that the temple holds deeper meaning than you were taught — or if you desire a more experiential relationship with God — this lesson offers tools to begin seeing with spiritual eyes.🌿 New episodes release weekly as part of this 17-part course. 🌿 For reflection tools, guided study, journaling, and community conversations, explore the Hidden Wisdom app (link below).⚠️ This content reflects personal spiritual study and interpretation. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this profound episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by Nekesha Burrell, who shares how her near-death experience (NDE) transformed her relationship with God, fear, and consciousness itself.Raised in a strict Christian environment and exposed to multiple faith traditions, Nekesha describes the journey from religious fear and survival mode into direct knowing of God beyond limitation. She explores breath as consciousness, intuition as divine guidance, and why peace—not fear—is the true signal of alignment with God.Together, Meghan and Nekesha discuss religious conditioning, spiritual gifts, embodiment, feminine wisdom, emotional regulation, and why spiritual evolution is not rebellion—but expansion. This episode invites listeners to release fear-based faith, trust their inner knowing, and experience God as an ever-expanding presence rather than a confined doctrine.00:00 – 01:45 | Welcome and introduction to Nekesha Burrell01:45 – 03:35 | Nekesha describes life before her NDE: fear, survival mode, and hypervigilance03:35 – 06:05 | Growing up Christian across many denominations and faith traditions06:05 – 08:20 | Fear of God, fear of hell, and religious judgment in childhood08:20 – 09:55 | “I wasn’t rebelling—I was evolving”: leaving limitation, not God09:55 – 12:40 | Graduating from believing in God to knowing God12:40 – 14:55 | God as an ocean, humans as vessels — the water bottle analogy14:55 – 17:15 | Intuition, peace, and living without spiritual gatekeepers17:15 – 20:10 | Trusting God through chaos: waves, surrender, and fear20:10 – 22:30 | God doesn’t choose sides; humans are meant to add light22:30 – 25:15 | Breath as consciousness and spiritual responsibility25:15 – 27:40 | “We practice dying every night”: sleep as surrender27:40 – 29:50 | Nekesha’s NDE: creation space, manifestation, and returning to the body29:50 – 32:20 | “I am not a body with a soul—I am a soul in a body”32:20 – 34:20 | Expansiveness of the soul and intuitive nudges34:20 – 36:20 | Spiritual gifts, fear of deception, and religious conditioning36:20 – 38:40 | How fear blocks spiritual perception38:40 – 42:15 | Mind vs body: emotions as truth signals42:15 – 45:00 | Healing trauma through feeling, choice, and self-love45:00 – 47:10 | Boundaries, truth-telling, and reclaiming personal power47:10 – 49:40 | Feminine wisdom, intuition, and embodiment49:40 – 52:15 | Choosing peace over fear and expanding without guilt52:15 – 55:30 | Closing reflections: evolution, quiet revolution, and embodied love If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this first episode of House of Learning: Understanding the Doctrine of the Temple, Meghan Farner and Cory Jensen introduce five powerful paradigm shifts that radically transform how we understand temple worship, spiritual growth, and our relationship with Jesus Christ.This episode explores:✨ Why you are literally meant to become the temple of God✨ How the temple endowment is not historical reenactment, but a symbolic map of your own spiritual journey✨ Why ordinances are symbolic of real spiritual experiences of grace and transformation✨ How every element of the temple ultimately testifies of Christ✨ The profound possibility of returning to the presence of Jesus Christ in mortalityRather than approaching the temple as a checklist of religious compliance, this course invites you into a living, experiential relationship with God — where the temple becomes a blueprint for spiritual maturity, identity, embodiment, and divine intimacy.If you’ve ever felt that the temple holds deeper meaning than you were taught…If you desire a more personal relationship with Christ…If you are ready to engage scripture and symbolism with spiritual discernment…This series is for you.New episodes release weekly for 17 weeks.🌿 For deeper study tools, guided reflections, journaling, and community, explore the Hidden Wisdom app: meghanfarner.com/app⚠️ This content represents spiritual interpretation and lived experience. Viewers are encouraged to seek personal revelation, honor sacred covenants, and engage with discernment.If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this expansive episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner is joined by Phil McLemore for a deep exploration of the Perennial Philosophy—the timeless spiritual truth underlying all authentic religious traditions. Together, they discuss Christ not only as a historical figure, but as a universal pattern of consciousness revealed across mysticism, scripture, and lived spiritual experience.This conversation bridges Christianity, Eastern wisdom, esoteric theology, and personal revelation, inviting listeners to move beyond dogma and into direct knowing. Phil and Meghan explore awakening, symbolic language, the limits of literalism, and what it means to truly “have eyes to see and ears to hear” in the modern spiritual journey.This episode is for seekers who feel called to unity, depth, and spiritual maturity, and who sense that truth is larger—and more beautiful remembering—than any single tradition.00:00 – 02:10 | Opening reflections and introduction to the episode’s theme02:10 – 04:30 | Introducing Phil McLemore and his background in perennial wisdom04:30 – 07:45 | What is the Perennial Philosophy? One truth, many expressions07:45 – 11:20 | Why religions differ on the surface but agree at the mystical core11:20 – 14:40 | Christ as a pattern of consciousness, not only a historical figure14:40 – 18:05 | Symbolism vs. literalism in scripture and spiritual language18:05 – 21:30 | “Eyes to see, ears to hear” — awakening beyond the ego mind21:30 – 25:10 | Mysticism across traditions: Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism, and more25:10 – 28:40 | Why fear-based religion resists mystical knowing28:40 – 32:20 | The role of ego, identity, and surrender in spiritual awakening32:20 – 36:00 | The Christ path as transformation, death, and rebirth36:00 – 39:30 | Unity consciousness and the illusion of separation39:30 – 43:10 | How perennial wisdom heals religious trauma and division43:10 – 46:45 | Moving from belief to embodied knowing46:45 – 50:20 | Practical integration: living from awakened awareness50:20 – 53:00 | Final reflections on truth, humility, and spiritual maturity53:00 – 54:30 | Closing thoughts and invitation to deeper inquiry If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this first episode of Hidden Wisdom for 2026, Meghan introduces the core framework behind the podcast’s direction: living the mysteries. Drawing from ancient traditions, Christian mysticism, symbolism, archetype, and scripture, this episode explains the difference between exoteric religion and esoteric wisdom, and why both are essential for true spiritual maturity.Meghan explores the soul’s journey as a process of repeated death and rebirth, the movement from head knowledge to embodied wisdom, and the transformation that occurs when inner false identities are released. This episode addresses spiritual development, deconstruction, shadow work, repentance, grace, and theosis, all framed within a Christ-centered path.Listeners are invited to develop “eyes to see,” reclaim personal spiritual authority, and understand how religion can prepare us for deeper, inward communion with God rather than replace it.This foundational episode sets the tone for Hidden Wisdom in 2026 and offers a grounded, Christ-rooted approach to esoteric spirituality, divine law, and living a transformed life.Specific Timestamps00:00–03:20 | Welcome to 2026 and the purpose of the episode 03:20–06:50 | Defining “Living the Mysteries” and hidden wisdom 06:50–10:45 | Exoteric knowledge: structure, law, and spiritual childhood 10:45–14:20 | Esoteric wisdom: heart knowledge, embodiment, and maturity 14:20–17:55 | The soul’s journey as sanctification and transformation 17:55–21:40 | Theosis, remembering the true self, and unity with God 21:40–25:10 | Asking real questions and beginning spiritual awakening 25:10–28:20 | Death, deconstruction, shadow work, and ego surrender 28:20–33:30 | Grace, rebirth, spiritual gifts, and ancient mystery traditions 33:30–37:25 | Religion vs. spirituality: the bullseye model of truth 37:25–41:20 | Masculine and feminine dynamics in religion and mysticism 41:20–44:50 | Why the esoteric feels dangerous and misunderstood 44:50–48:15 | Pendulum swings, spiritual ego, and imbalance 48:15–51:35 | Light and dark sides of spiritual distortion 51:35–55:40 | Christ as anchor, guide, and archetype of the journey 55:40–59:35 | Introducing esoteric Mormonism 59:35–01:02:55 | Scripture, authority, embodiment, and personal revelation 01:02:55–01:06:55 | Divine feminine, polarity, and perennial wisdom 01:06:55–01:10:10 | Practical steps to begin living the mysteries 01:10:10–End | Direction of Hidden Wisdom in 2026 and closing invitation If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this extended episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner offers a courageous and deeply grounded exploration of what it truly means to call the Bible “the Word of God.” Drawing from history, theology, mysticism, and personal discernment, Meghan invites listeners to approach scripture—especially the Old Testament—not as an inerrant divine transcript, but as a profoundly human record of humanity wrestling with God.This episode examines biblical authorship, political and cultural influences, polytheism in ancient Israel, the suppression of the divine feminine, and the role of ego, power, and hierarchy in shaping scripture. Meghan introduces the four levels of Hebrew interpretation, demonstrates how symbolic and mystical readings restore depth and coherence, and reframes troubling biblical narratives as invitations to inner transformation rather than external obedience.Ultimately, this episode is a call to spiritual maturity: to trust Christ, cultivate discernment, and allow God—not institutions—to be your primary tutor. For anyone studying the Bible this year, navigating faith transitions, or seeking a lived experience of the Divine beyond fear, this conversation offers clarity, permission, and profound hope.00:00 – 02:40 | Introduction and why this topic matters now02:40 – 04:00 | Why the Old Testament creates tension and confusion04:00 – 06:45 | Personal discernment and direct relationship with God06:45 – 09:45 | Projection, ego, and humans creating God in their image09:45 – 12:45 | The Bible as a human record—not divine dictation12:45 – 15:30 | Violence, fear, and misattributed divine commands15:30 – 18:15 | Ancient Israel’s polytheism and the divine council18:15 – 21:40 | Spiritual evolution and changing views of God21:40 – 24:45 | Political power, Rome, and biblical curation24:45 – 27:30 | Loss of feminine wisdom and oral tradition27:30 – 30:45 | Asherah, goddess suppression, and missing feminine imagery30:45 – 34:15 | Excluded texts and erased mystical traditions34:15 – 37:00 | Four levels of Hebrew interpretation37:00 – 40:15 | Symbolism as the language of scripture40:15 – 43:00 | Cain and Abel as inner allegory43:00 – 46:30 | Discernment, humility, and spiritual maturity46:30 – 50:45 | Translation bias and priesthood hierarchy50:45 – 55:30 | Christ revealing the true character of God If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this final episode of 2025, Meghan reflects on her four-year journey through second coming prophecy, symbolism, and the rediscovery of the Divine Feminine. What began as a study of last-days events has evolved into a deeper realization: Zion’s redemption and the rise of the Divine Feminine are inseparable.Drawing from LDS canon, apocryphal texts like The Gospel of the Beloved Companion, ancient traditions, temple symbolism, and universal archetypes, Meghan shows how the feminine principles of intuition, relationship, heart-centered wisdom, and spiritual authority have always been woven into prophecy.She explores Mary Magdalene as “the tower,” Zion as the bride, the birthing symbolism of the new heaven and new earth, and the ways masculine and feminine partnership create the spiritual maturity required for Christ’s return.This episode dives deep into: • the parable of the tower • the true meaning of Magdalene • the feminine role in death, rebirth, and the millennium • Zion as a feminine state of being • the partnership of masculine and feminine energies • global prophetic traditions pointing to feminine renewalA powerful close to the year and an invitation to reclaim the feminine in your own spiritual path.Timestamps00:00–02:00 | Closing the year and reflecting on the podcast journey 02:00–05:00 | Moving from prophecy study into the Divine Feminine 05:00–07:00 | Asking deep spiritual questions before you’re ready 07:00–12:00 | Parable of the Tower and its prophetic meaning 12:00–15:00 | Magdalene as “the tower” and her true identity 15:00–18:30 | The tower as feminine presence and spiritual being 18:30–23:00 | Two feminine archetypes: virgin and fallen daughter 23:00–25:00 | Feminine principles as prerequisites for Zion 25:00–30:00 | Zion, Jerusalem, and the Bride symbolism 30:00–33:00 | Birthing the new heaven and new earth 33:00–39:00 | Isaiah’s five birth metaphors 39:00–43:00 | Zion as unified heart and mind 43:00–50:00 | Global traditions confirming the feminine archetype 50:00–56:00 | How to rebuild the tower within ourselves 56:00–60:00 | Zion as a state of being and the return of Enoch 60:00–End | Closing reflection and blessing for the new year If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this special Christmas episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan is joined by scholar and author Donna Nielsen for a breathtaking exploration of Mother Mary’s true identity, her lineage, her temple upbringing, and the ancient traditions that honor her far beyond the biblical text.Drawing from Christian apocrypha, Islamic scripture, German folktales, early temple traditions, Renaissance iconography, and Middle Eastern lineage records, Donna reveals a side of Mary rarely talked about. This is a beautiful, expansive, and deeply reverent journey into Mary’s life and mission—the perfect Christmas episode for anyone wanting deeper spiritual understanding.Timestamps 00:00–04:00 | Introduction 04:00–06:00 | Protestant vs. Catholic Mary 06:00–13:00 | How stories honor real people without always being factual 13:00–16:00 | Maternal lineage 16:00–27:00 | Prophecy of the tree, branch, flower, and fruit of light 27:00–29:00 | Story of Anna and Joachim 29:00–32:00 | Early childhood portrayals of Mary 32:00–35:00 | Temple customs, Mary’s purity traditions, and symbolic upbringing 35:00–38:00 | Presentation of Mary at the temple: Christian and Muslim narratives 38:00–40:00 | Mary’s weaving 40:00–43:00 | Annunciation symbolism 43:00–46:00 | Women at wells 46:00–48:00 | Mary entering the Holy of Holies 48:00–50:00 | Oldest image of Mary 50:00–53:00 | Mary in Islam 53:00–56:00 | Islamic art and symbolism 56:00–59:00 | Mary the New Eve 59:00–01:03:00 | Nativity traditions 01:03:00–01:06:00 | The three Marys 01:06:00–01:10:00 | Dormition, Assumption, and ancient beliefs about Mary’s death 01:10:00–01:12:00 | Mary in Latter-day Saint tradition and limited portrayal 01:12:00–01:16:00 | Mary as the Virgin in the Book of Mormon 01:16:00–01:19:00 | Virgin: meanings beyond sexuality 01:19:00–01:23:00 | Colors, flowers, fruits, and symbolic art of Mary 01:23:00–01:28:00 | Shell and pearl symbolism 01:28:00–01:32:00 | Medieval chants and Mary’s collaborative role with Christ 01:32:00–End | Closing symbolism: milk, blood, tears, and divine compassionAdditional Resources: The Protoevangelium of James - Reading by Meghan FarnerHoly Child Jesus by Donna NielsenLearn more at donna-connections.blogspot.com If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan sits down with author and educator Jocelyn Pedersen to explore her groundbreaking new book All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness.Timestamps with Short Descriptions00:00–01:30 | Introduction and Jocelyn’s background 01:30–03:00 | Jocelyn’s new book and its long journey 03:00–05:00 | How her book builds on deeper mysteries of the gospel 05:00–07:00 | Why fears and veils block spiritual expansion 07:00–09:50 | Bridging individual spirituality and collective religion 09:50–11:10 | Christ’s use of global traditions and symbols 11:10–13:00 | Why symbolic and esoteric learning matters 13:00–16:00 | Addressing fear, deception, and misconceptions about “going off the deep end” 16:00–19:20 | Rethinking sin, repentance, and constant course correction 19:20–23:00 | How distrust and fear relate to the Divine Feminine 23:00–25:20 | Pentagram, symbolism, and the feminine archetype 25:20–27:20 | Trauma-based fears and why we cling to boxes 27:20–29:30 | The parable of the talents as an invitation to seek truth 29:30–31:40 | Fear categories: power, control, esteem, safety 31:40–34:20 | The illusion of control and the feminine unknown 34:20–36:40 | True feminine courage: surrender, trust, and letting go 36:40–39:20 | Jocelyn’s personal story of healing and surrender 39:20–41:40 | The feminine principle of trust and divine heldness 41:40–44:59 | Role of the Divine Masculine and partnership 44:59–48:40 | Structural masculine vs. fluid feminine: finding balance 48:40–52:20 | “Ladies first” and the biblical pattern of feminine condescension 52:20–53:40 | Learning the dance of masculine and feminine within 53:40–56:10 | Why we fear women—and why that must heal 56:10–57:30 | Jocelyn’s women’s event and book release 57:30–End | Closing thoughts and upcoming gatheringGet Jocelyn's new book "All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness" on Amazon today! If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner sits down with Steve Pynakker, creator of Mormon Book Reviews and one of the most unique bridge-builders in the religious landscape. Steve shares his lifelong fascination with the Restoration, his journey through evangelical Christianity, atheism, and back into a reconstructed faith, and the spiritual insights he’s gained across traditions.Together, Meghan and Steve explore the feminine and masculine elements of religion, personal revelation, the role of mystical experience, faith crises, and why genuine connection with God often requires stepping outside institutional boundaries. They dive into the tension between apologetics and Christlike love, the dangers of zeal without compassion, and the shared work of healing religious division.This heartfelt and challenging conversation invites listeners to seek God beyond labels, recognize the divine image in every person, and cultivate a faith centered on love, humility, and spiritual authenticity.Timestamps & Episode Structure00:00–02:10 | Introduction02:10–07:30 | How Steve Entered the Mormon World07:30–13:00 | Faith Deconstruction and Atheism13:00–16:20 | Looking for Christ Instead of Faults16:20–22:10 | The Ego Death of Faith Crisis22:10–28:00 | Masculine and Feminine in Religion28:00–33:20 | Toxicity, Power, and the Danger of Misused Zeal33:20–38:00 | Responsibility as a Public Voice38:00–44:40 | Where Apologetics Goes Wrong44:40–52:30 | The Mirror: Calling Communities to Repentance52:30–56:40 | The Three Questions That Transform Dialogue56:40–59:00 | Closing Reflections: Love as the Center If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this profound episode, Meghan Farner and McKenna Woolley explore sacred sexuality—how pleasure, creativity, and divine connection are intertwined. They discuss healing sexual shame, restoring feminine energy, and finding God through embodiment, love, and conscious partnership.🕰️ Timestamps of Key Conversation Points00:00–03:14 — Announcements & Updates Meghan shares gratitude for donors, introduces the new Hidden Wisdom Academy, and details upcoming courses on symbolism, the temple, and divine feminine teachings.03:14–05:29 — Guest Introduction: McKenna Woolley McKenna introduces herself as a mother of five, artist, and holistic practitioner whose spiritual awakening deepened after the loss of her child.05:29–08:20 — Holistic Healing & Spiritual Growth McKenna shares how motherhood led her into holistic health, herbalism, and sound healing—discovering spirituality through the body.08:20–11:53 — Awakening Sacred Sexuality The conversation turns to sacred sexuality: Meghan notes how women are often disconnected from their bodies, and McKenna describes her healing journey through pleasure, grief, and surrender.11:53–16:10 — Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energy in Marriage McKenna explains how letting go of control and allowing her husband to step into his masculine role transformed their relationship and intimacy.16:10–18:57 — Sexuality, Creativity, and Manifestation She connects sexuality to creativity, abundance, and spiritual manifestation, explaining the role of the sacral chakra as a center of creation and joy.18:57–23:10 — Understanding the Sacral Chakra McKenna describes the body’s energetic system and how sexual energy fuels creativity, relationships, and connection with the divine.23:10–27:24 — Polarity and Feminine Design Meghan and McKenna discuss the importance of masculine–feminine polarity in relationships and the spiritual design behind gendered energy.27:24–34:39 — Healing Shame and Redefining Sexuality They examine inherited beliefs from religious conditioning—how “good girl” programming and misinterpretation of scripture create sexual shame—and how reclaiming pleasure restores holiness.34:39–40:49 — Sex as a Spiritual Practice Exploration of tantric principles, sacred intimacy, and how vulnerability and confession open deeper connection to God and spouse.40:49–46:50 — Pleasure as Creative Power McKenna shares how awakening her sensuality unlocked creativity, finances, and faith—linking pleasure to divine creation and manifestation.46:50–52:56 — Healing Through the Body and Mirror Work Discussion of body acceptance, postpartum healing, and viewing the body as sacred art—a covenant partner with the spirit.52:56–58:17 — Resources and Next Steps McKenna shares safe ways to learn about sacred sex If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this revealing episode, Meghan Farner and guest Michelle Stone explore the roots of polygamy in Latter-day Saint history, asking whether it truly originated with God or with men. Together they uncover scriptural context, historical distortions, and the divine truth about feminine worth.🕰️ Timestamps00:01–03:18 — Meghan introduces the episode, explains why it was delayed, and contextualizes her earlier conversations with Michelle Stone and Cheryl Bruno on the topic.03:18–05:33 — Meghan shares her personal struggle with Section 132 and her spiritual experience seeking God’s confirmation about polygamy.05:33–10:44 — Discussion on discernment: shifting from “Did Joseph practice polygamy?” to “Is polygamy of the Most High God?” and understanding scripture as a reflection of humanity’s interaction with God.10:44–18:03 — Meghan unpacks temple symbolism, eternal sealing, and the divine masculine–feminine union as a spiritual metaphor rather than literal marital hierarchy.18:03–21:35 — Transition to Michelle Stone’s portion: “Myth-busting” begins. Meghan invites listeners to listen with openness and spiritual discernment.21:35–25:53 — Michelle describes how her research began, confronting pro-polygamy scholars, and addressing the “raise up seed” justification from Jacob 2.25:53–43:26 — Michelle and Meghan discuss how scripture has been misread to justify polygamy, the mistreatment of women, and the corruptions in early Utah history.43:26–47:14 — Addressing biblical examples (Abraham, Jacob, David) as cautionary tales rather than divine endorsements of plural marriage.47:14–1:06:07 — Historical evidence: Joseph Smith’s consistent opposition to polygamy; discussion of altered journals and fraudulent Utah-era edits.1:06:07–1:13:03 — Examination of Brigham Young’s revisions, accusations against Emma Smith, and the unreliable affidavits created after Joseph’s death.1:13:03–1:17:00 — Michelle and Meghan discuss middle ground—staying spiritually anchored without idolizing or vilifying leaders.1:17:00–1:20:00 — Michelle explains how the earliest affidavits emerged decades later and were not written by the women themselves, exposing historical manipulation.1:20:00–1:25:00 — Closing reflections on discernment, the importance of anchoring in Christ, and invitations to personal revelation rather than institutional narratives.Additional Resources: Seeking the Truth about Polygamy, Part 1 with Michelle Stone - https://youtu.be/ekv_TZkU0Zo?si=sxUPmdFImT3-FgIlSeeking the Truth about Polygamy, Part 2 with Cheryl Bruno - https://youtu.be/067Q9HiUae0?si=B8PLIych0xaBDMO7Gwendolyn Wyne - https://www.youtube.com/@gwendolynwyneStill Mormon Podcast - https://www.youtube.com/@StillMormon  If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner and guest Ryan Carnahan explore the modern man’s path from shame and addiction to strength, wholeness, and divine leadership. Ryan shares his personal transformation—how overcoming isolation, emotional suppression, and false independence led him to create The King’s Core, a movement helping men reclaim clarity, ownership, resilience, and execution in their lives. Together, Meghan and Ryan unpack masculine healing, the hero’s journey, and how men can preside with love, protection, and spiritual alignment.Timestamps & Key Discussion Points00:00 – 02:00 | Introduction: welcoming Ryan and the continuing series on divine masculinity02:00 – 04:00 | Ryan’s early life: loneliness, insecurity, and early exposure to addiction04:00 – 07:00 | Struggles with hiding, shame, and the roots of self-worth07:00 – 10:00 | Discovering that pornography and addiction are emotional—not moral—issues10:00 – 12:00 | Healing begins with emotional awareness and connection12:00 – 14:30 | Meghan’s insights on repentance as integration and feminine inner work15:00 – 17:00 | The hero’s journey, Christ as the archetype, and transformation through suffering18:00 – 21:00 | Choosing into life experiences and reclaiming personal accountability21:00 – 23:00 | Agency, ownership, and co-creating change from within23:00 – 26:30 | Why men resist inner work and the illusion of independence26:30 – 28:30 | The pencil analogy: discovering connection through interdependence and gratitude29:00 – 31:00 | God as partnership—not domination—and divine interconnection32:00 – 36:00 | Breaking the “doom cycle” of burnout, shame, and disconnection36:00 – 39:00 | Emotional regulation, self-mastery, and protecting through presence39:00 – 41:00 | The balance of danger and safety in divine masculinity41:00 – 44:00 | Becoming the true protector through healing inner shadows44:00 – 46:30 | The King’s Core: building inner frameworks for leadership and discipline46:30 – 49:30 | Medieval symbolism and the hero’s archetype in Ryan’s program49:30 – 51:30 | Redefining addiction as misdirected coping and returning to alignment52:00 – 53:30 | Final reflections: healing, leadership, and grounded divine masculinity If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

Was Halloween part of the ancient sacred tradition? In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner uncovers the forgotten roots of All Hallow’s Eve — from the Festival of the Dead to its connections with the Pleiades, divine feminine archetypes, and global flood myths. Explore how cultures across the world once honored death, rebirth, and ancestral connection at this sacred time of year. Learn how to reclaim the holy essence of Halloween through intention, gratitude, and light-filled observance.Timestamps & Key Discussion Points00:00 – 01:14 | Opening reflections and gratitude to Hidden Wisdom supporters01:14 – 02:05 | Why Meghan felt inspired to speak on Halloween and its controversy02:28 – 03:24 | Addressing misconceptions: Is Halloween demonic or meaningless?03:42 – 04:17 | Introducing the deeper purpose of exploring ancient origins04:32 – 05:26 | Quote from History of Halloween — witches, symbolism, and folklore05:26 – 06:53 | Global “Festival of the Dead” traditions across cultures and eras07:06 – 09:32 | Parallel celebrations: Celtic Samhain, Egyptian Osiris, Mayan, Persian, and Polynesian rites09:48 – 10:22 | The Pleiades constellation, comets, and the heavenly signs of the season10:46 – 12:41 | The Flood connection — how ancient trauma unified human remembrance13:57 – 15:15 | Death and rebirth as a universal cycle; spiritual implications15:32 – 17:10 | Feminine symbols in Halloween: Hathor, Isis, the flood, and the Seven Sisters17:28 – 18:30 | The misunderstood witch: wise women, midwives, and ancient wisdom18:46 – 20:28 | Modern misconceptions and redeeming the spiritual roots of the holiday20:51 – 22:13 | Reclaiming intention — celebrating with light, love, and purpose22:33 – 23:37 | Family traditions: “Switch Witch,” ancestral remembrance, and seasonal rituals23:54 – 25:33 | Honoring ancestors, creating altars, and feasting in gratitude25:33 – 26:44 | Reflection rituals: letting go of the old and writing a year’s-end blessing26:44 – 27:10 | Avoiding fear and judgment — reclaiming joy in spiritual discernment27:40 – 28:49 | Closing blessings: seeing light, abundance, and love in all observanceIf you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this heartfelt episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan explores the shift from spiritual childhood to divine adulthood—learning to co-create with God instead of simply obeying. She reflects on agency, accountability, and the difference between submission and partnership in our relationship with the Divine. Through personal insights on obligation, desire, and parenting, Meghan invites listeners to reclaim their creative power and see God as a loving collaborator rather than a distant commander.Timestamps & Key Discussion Points00:00 – 02:27 | Opening reflections: updates, transparency about marketing and money, and a heartfelt ask for community support03:04 – 04:38 | Hidden Wisdom’s purpose and a discussion on authenticity and sustainability in spiritual work05:01 – 06:33 | Introducing today’s theme: obligation, agency, and partnership with God06:55 – 07:57 | Realizing God doesn’t want forced obedience but genuine, self-directed choice08:16 – 10:08 | The difference between submission and co-creation — growing from spiritual child to spiritual adult10:38 – 11:27 | How God invites us to lead, decide, and create in collaboration11:51 – 14:04 | God grants according to our desires: understanding divine support through free will14:25 – 16:08 | Learning to set the destination and surrender the process — the essence of co-creation16:33 – 17:59 | Real-life examples of co-creating with God in decision-making and family life18:27 – 19:41 | Parallels between parenting and divine partnership: rethinking spiritual authority20:03 – 22:30 | Moving beyond “obedient child” paradigms into spiritual maturity and equality22:49 – 23:35 | God’s glory and our glory are one — ascension as mutual evolution23:52 – 24:18 | Closing gratitude, community reflection, and shared journeyIf you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan

In this follow-up conversation on Hidden Wisdom, Meghan and Kyson Kidd explore the deeper layers of divine masculinity—courage, faith, resilience, and surrender. Kyson shares insights on identity, healing, and authentic connection with God as he continues to walk the path of transformation.Timestamps & Key Discussion Points00:00 – 02:15 | Opening thoughts and welcoming Kyson back03:04 – 07:20 | What divine masculinity looks like in daily life08:05 – 12:50 | Identity, courage, and choosing authenticity over ego13:22 – 17:40 | Healing the masculine heart through surrender and faith18:15 – 22:33 | Balancing strength with humility and compassion23:05 – 27:44 | Walking with God as a man of courage and integrity28:12 – 32:18 | Divine masculinity as a path of service and stewardship33:01 – 36:45 | Kyson’s reflections on resilience, agency, and spiritual leadership37:22 – 39:30 | Closing insights and encouragement for men and women If you’re ready to move from understanding into lived experience, join me for Parting the Veil Women's Retreat this June near Paragonah. Hidden Wisdom initiates truth-seekers into the Mysteries, guiding listeners toward a lived experience of the Divine that awakens and transforms faith—without dismantling family or community. Pursue your Journey: ✨ Hidden Wisdom App – Join for FREE and enjoy pathway programs, community, expansive library, and more! 🌱 Return to the Garden, + the Priestess Path Programs 🪷  Connect with Meghan