IsitOverNow? Lost Archive Files

In this episode, I discuss my introduction to the gay hookup culture in Philadelphia. The additional groom and the community's influence over the stigma shaped my reality. I also touch on topics like mental health and the risks of trusting a community or individual people with an inexperienced mind.

In this chapter I open up about my heart condition and the day that lead up to me being diagnosed and treated at the age of 13-14 years old. The battle was a rough one but what the outcome left was it a positive experience or a negative experience? Grab a chair and coffee you might wanna hear this one.

This episode is a thank you to each person who helped me recover from my dark past—welcoming me with open arms and love. Each person has shown me or given me a reason to keep pushing forward, no matter how dark each turn might get. Each thank-you letter is different, even though they might sound alike; each person left an imprint on me that I will carry for many years to come. Thank you mi isla del encanto.

In this ep. Entering the enemy's lair, I speak on the physical abuse I endured during 2008. I how turned on my family, how I developed an addiction to porn, and the details that led to the encounter with my monster. Grab a tissie, a chair, and a hug. Is this abuse over?

In Chapter 4, I provide a brief recap of the first three chapters; however, in Pending Doom or Life Lessons. I started this episode at 8 Years old and spoke on my own Innocence, how my innocence was corrupted and tainted by grown men. Also, I touch on my own reality, not being good enough for me. At this age, I started questioning everything, but the actions I was taking for others.

In this episode, episode 3, I recall the moments I meet people who will play a role in the future in discovering myself. From strangers to family or from family to strangers, I want you to look back in your life and remember when you first noticed how your family dynamic is or how you fit into your dynamic. From family to loneliness to addiction. What can happen, right?

In this second episode, I discuss how I gained consciousness around the age of five. I also talk about the moments i had with my cousins after moving back to the States. However, this episode also contains moments in my life that will soon play a key role in my actions and view on life. Roll a blunt pull a chair and let’s get real personal.

In this Episode Entering Reality. I start with a topic like memories because I want to touch on the topic of memory loss when faced with trauma at such a young age. This is just a taste of the start. I know as the older I get my memory will not be the same as it is now. I want to speak to myself in the future by creating this podcast that tells a story. A story of a strong latino man facing many battles but the battle worth saving is mind and self. This is my way of preserving my truth and stories of life. If you really want to go on a trip and laugh and cry with me, Grab a chair and listen.

Ep O is an introduction episode in which I start a new journey. Want to join me? If so, grab a chair and let's look at the topics