Motherhood Ain’t $h!t

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate my comeback after being diagnosed with an auto-immune disease. Laughing at the ways we all have coped. Smiling through the pain. More life $h!t cause we stay having adventures. Let’s not forget back-to-school and trying to make it through the first week. Come sit and listen. It’s been a minute.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I vent my ass off because my oldest pissed me off. Yes, on those not so easy days I vent/rant/talk my $H!T to help process my emotions. Foul $H!T is said but at least I keep it to myself right? We listen and we don’t judge, right? Took me weeks to even decide to post but I’m just being as authentic as possible about what helps me. Come sit and listen cause baby did he have me HEATED!!!!!!

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I do exactly that….Mumbo jumbo $h!t mumbling through the pain processing the feels. Damned, connecting dots and making other $h!t make sense. So in essence of all things motherhood, I just want my mum but no contact, woe is me. This $H!T ain’t easy

*Vulgar Language warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate convos I wasn’t expecting and thoughts that sure as hell surprised us & also some slight ***TRIGGER WARNINGS***since I bring up comparisons from my POV & y’all know how that goes. Come sit and listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate one helluva morning with the kids. What the F**K is even that? We do the same thing every morning how is it not so simple? It’s okay, we’re learning to master it round here. Come listen, laugh, judge, whatever the hell this my life !

* Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with us THATS right US as we discuss some real $h!t with our 8 year old Z1. He’s getting older and understands more and it’s just really nice talking with him sometimes when he’s not being a little $h!t. Come sit and listen as we get REAL.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I hear from my partners POV what motherhood looks like for her, feels for her, and how she sees herself as a mother. Cause that’s what she is A MUVAAAAA all blessings to US !

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I discuss snow days, upcoming warm weather, and the act of selling myself and hitting mamas/papas/parents with a “WATCH OUT IM READY FOR ANYTHING” cause ya gurl got BUSINESS CARDS YALL ! Coming soon to locations near you. Grab one while you can.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I speak affirmations into myself as a little reminder that I am THAT GURRRRL and a bit broken and that’s okay. Come listen and a virtual hug to my broken girlies. We still need love. 💕

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I discuss the same crazy morning $h!t that I look at from a different angle. Learning things while teaching things is the hardest ever. BIGGEST plus, as I do better, we are BETTER! Come sit and listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me. I know, I know, so original but you should anyway. I’m back after a lonnnnnnnng hiatus that was more or less well needed. Somewhat chaotic, a bit problematic and a lack of THC. Did I forget to mention there was a snowstorm at the end of break and the kids in total spent about 3 weeks at home! It was a blast 😅y’all just gone have to TAP in! Come listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate using your village. The importance of tough conversations with your kids and holding space for their emotions and feelings as well. Come sit and listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate sleepless nights, tantrums, & choosing my rest even when I want to be productive. $h!t, I’m really just tired majority of the time. ALOF of the time, hence the 2 week gap. Enjoy y’all!

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I learn my own love languages, discuss my children’s, and how it all plays a part into the way we love each other. Mainly how I love myself and how I use the tools I’m learning to assist them with their own feelings. Sit and listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* WARNING ⚠️ SA is briefly mentioned in this episode. Dive deep with me as I navigate some triggering a$$ trauma that I did not realize I needed to process for character development. Come sit and listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I discuss our trip this year and how much fun it was. Crazy $h!t happens when you’re in the woods.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate fun on the weekend and what happens when things go unexpected. Sometimes we just get the $h!t end of the stick!

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I take a much needed break that wasn’t really a break in the world of mothering but CLOSE enough. I also share random facts about the kids. I’m really out here raising y’all kids. 😂

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I discuss the day I had with the boys while WFH & a convo of other $h!t. Come sit & listen

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I discuss my year and the $h!t that has come and gone and unexpectedly turned into what is now my life. How intentional I live and the happiness I feel. Ain’t $h!t stopping me now.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I realize I’m still young and turnt just working to remove the recklessness of it all. Listen to me talk about self realization, acceptance, and learning to regulate in healthier ways.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I cry my way through old expectations. Loving the person I am now and accepting the person I used to be. She’s still here. She’s cheering me on too. We gots this ! 💪🏽

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I thank those and myself along the journey of motherhood and how that may look different for others but all in the same, motherhood just ain’t $h!t.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I work my way through my camera roll. One failed friendship, life experience, and changed perspective at a time. It’s always something.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me & my soulmate again as we have some wild a$$ conversations about boundaries, a hoe-ing good time, and things we wish we only knew. It’s a windy ass vibe while I thug around the house.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with us, yes I said “us” the LOML sat down with me and barely touched the surface on who we are our history and how that plays into our mothering roles. There’s so much more to come. Come listen to our vibe.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate the realities of healing but not completely healed. Striving towards being a better person, mom, friend, partner and what that looks like for me.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I basically rant about what it is to live my life and those that aren’t accepting can fuck off ! Oh, and I talk about my booooo ALOT 🤣🤷🏽‍♀️oh well again, $h!t, this my life.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate what co-parenting w/a non-biological parent looks like. Unlearning and re-training myself to move in motion of my family and not just my individual gain. What it looks like taking the time and patience to do so. Shadow work nasty asf and I’ve barely just begun.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate what that feels like for me. What I believe. How can I make myself feel this way on a bad day, let alone a good one? Intentionally creating and receiving my own energy to heal self. Come listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate the waters of my past self, my faults, my reality; and the undeniable state of delusion we choose to live in sometimes. I get a lil emotional; weird sometimes; still navigating what that looks like, processing the me of who I am now. Ever evolving. Come listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I fester in my sadness, thug ass kids and gentle parenting don’t mix, and meanwhile I’m consistently reminded I’m a mean mom for LITERALLY doing my job ☺️😅oh yeah, I miss my friend and my lover. 🥰Darned Adulting !

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate surprises, unexpected feelings, and the baffling reality that people forever do wtf they want & that’s okay. I do what I want.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as a lot of “F” words go flying while I rant my a$$ off about DEMANDING my peace. If you aren’t going to condone or support the message please GTFO my face.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep as I navigate a new year and think back to past mistakes and new beginnings. Navigating my way once again w/back & forth daddies, 50/50 $h!t, and the hopes of change this new year brings 🎊

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate my evolution and the evolution of my friends/family around me. How we consistently work to do be better sometimes that $h!t is hard, cause it’s easier to be the villain, but it’s all about the effort, right? Pokémon references and I may have fudged one up, it’s been a minute alright? Come listen.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I yawn my way through 50/50 split, holidays or lack thereof, relationship dynamics, free at LAST ! Free at last !!!! Also, 50th EPISODE ! What a hoot !!!

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep as I bare my soul yet again to the point of tears because this was not in the contract of parenthood, or was it? Either way, I’m tired of it and I just want my “ME TIME” without passing out in the process. Maybe one weekend sleeping in would be nice, who knows? Wishing on a star at this point !

*VULGAR language warning* Dive deep with me as I shed the light on some real vulnerable mom $h!t. Rants galore & daddies annoying me more & more. It just sucks sometimes.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate triggers in a more healthy light and working my way through it. Listen as I brag on someone special and jokes on them, the kids will be alright.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep as my homegirl describes her journey into motherhood while balancing being a wife, mother and full-time worker as well. Join us as we laugh cry and all the good things in between. We got some $h!t to say.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate the insecurity I struggle with the most. Is Motherhood For Me? One night, one test, one decision and a few pushes later made all the difference in my young adulthood. Changed the course of my life.

*Vulgar language & Sexual Content Warning* Dive deep with me as I discuss what it means to know how to please self so your partner/jump off can help you reach the “BIG O” learn to love your body and get your rocks off & socks KNOCKED off.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I navigate the trials & tribulations the universe throws my way. Testing me on the playground while my kids are meant to play. Yep! That rhymed 😅 #freepalestine

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep as I navigate the realistic changes that occur to a life you once thought you would have. The unwanted advice amongst the plenty and that annoying ass BD #2 of mines.

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep with me as I go over those moments when you fall down. Just make sure you get back up. Also, I’m not always the best mum but I give myself the grace to do better the next day, or at least that’s what I tell myself.

*Vulgar Language Warning * Dive deep into knowing yourself and your triggers. Looking past the past and finding who you are now outside of those whack ass baby daddies! Do what’s best for you and yours! They ain’t stopping $h!t!

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep as I interview Nadira aka Aria Daze and ask her what it is to be a mother and all the things that follow. Listen as we discuss the love, laughter, and loss that occurs in motherhood and how you just keep swimming. Punny joke in the title, she absolutely hates this motivational quote. Check out her work. I’ll share the link on my Motherhood Aint $h!t page.

*Vulgar language warning* Dive deep as I navigate being the primary parent and showing up in the face of adversity. Participating as a parent in your children’s interests and finding yo VILLAGE, baby! Where’s yours?

*Vulgar Language Warning* Dive deep as I get real and discuss how life seems to always kick your ass when you’re down. Fucked up family and BD’s alike.