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Dawnless Encounter by Stepping Out Records

LIMBO (i'm) i'm suspended here motionless with no concept of where i am up is down, black is white i can't move forward without going back (here) here, i don't feel safe but there's no threat this feels like home yet it's unfamiliar i'm not happy, but i'm not sad i wanna leave but i'm content (and now) i, i dont feel alive 'cos these walls they give me a place to hide a world that needs this obscurity i'll find reality no more i'll find reality no more i'll find reality here no more in this place in this empty space where i'm content that i know so well but i dont recognise myself here anymore so i wait using any means to procrastinate this is the fate i choose (and now) i, i dont feel alive 'cos these walls they give me a place to hide a world that needs this obscurity i'll find reality no more reality? reality? no more

ENTITY penetrate, establish my hold locked in, now i'm in control disarm, enable your guard repeat for me goodbye day, goodbye night, goodbye health, goodbye love, goodbye life yes i'm a part of you now panic stricken, you fight as we embrace (i wrap my arms tight round you) disease ridden, you take on another shape (and i envelope you) you feel a pull beneath your skin you feel a drag from deep within you feel normality slipping away but there's nothing you can do or say so here we are, top of the descent (i'll clear a path for you) hold on and we'll be at the end (and i'll be all that's left of you) you cannot fight against your fate you cannot kill what you create we are both one and the same so you have only got yourself to blame now look at you in all your glory you are a nurtured creation, a masterpiece but dont think the end is coming soon you'll know when i'm through with you your just one step away (from a world that is damned) your just one step away (come and take my hand) increasing pace, descending perpetual motion (we're bound by desolation) your a tidal wave with purpose of mass destruction (and total annihilation) you keep the faith but time will show that there are no more stops at the end of this road and don't ever think that i'm letting go i'm more inside than you'll ever know now look at you in all your glory you are an impaired design, a catastrophe but don't think the end is coming soon you'll know when i'm through with you your just one step away come and take my hand now look at you in all your glory you are a nurtured creation, a masterpiece but don't think the end is coming soon i'm staying here right beside you now look at you in all your glory you are an impaired design, a catastrophe but don't think the end is coming soon you'll know when i'm through with (i've got so much more to give) you'll know when i'm through with you

Deep Are The Oceans by Stepping Out Records

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THE HOLE bottomless the hole with no end in sight i reach out grabbing for all aids each handfull crumbles, turns into dust without slowing my descent the air's so thin i can't catch my breath i'm losing all my bodily controls i close my eyes, accept my fate i fall deeper in to this hole decreasing my senses reducing perception i have nothing anymore and i am nothing pupils sense light, lips taste the air and i awake from dreams that seem real hand over hand i claw back up to the top only to find there's no way out time escapes, days turn to weeks in this cage built for eternity i'm not living here i only exist i'm just another prisoner inside this hole exercise my demons scratch away at this life 'till there's nothing anymore and i am nothing is there a way out from this hole that brings me down and eats inside you until there's nothing i don't care what this does to me i don't care what this does to me now i don't care what this does to me i don't care what this does to me now spat out' the mouth of the abyss i stare, looking up at the stars from rock bottom suddenly the ground begins to move bodies appear everywhere to stand with me, sayin' you are not alone you are not alone now

STILLBORN i never thought this could happen thought the drop was bottomless but now to my regret i've hit rock bottom i don't remember much these days exept promises i've failed to keep and places, faces, names that i've forgotten keeps me from sleep nightmares don't talk to me i'm an expert, well at least i've had my share but it's the days that kill how can every day be filled with nothing at all i never dreamt this could happen lived each day like it's the last lived superfast, saw yesterday turn rotten but stillborn ambitions fade raindrops bleed across my windshield i think i'm driving too fast again depression creeps nightmares don't talk to me i'm an expert, well at least i've had my share but it's the days that kill how can every day be filled with nothing at all

MONSTER somethings taken over me not what i used to be i can feel this coursing throughout in every cell defences wearing thin pulls me deeper in establishing its hold to guide and run my life i'm slowly changing, innovating, rearranging everything i knew this is what it's fated, animated, motivated me to do take a look at what it's done you see what i've become the host to a volitile fierce entity tear deep into my skin show me what lives within the monster that has come to exist inside of me i feel i'm shaping, alternating, elevating into something new this is what it's aided, stimulated, liberated me to do this is what i want and need to be i'm now one with what's inside of me take it all away everything that's ever torn me apart release new life into me so i can shed and discard my own take it all away everything that's ever torn me apart release new life into me so i can shed and discard my own and underneath every little thing i ever knew something waited patiently and there it grew into what i've become this is what i want and need to be i'm now one with whats inside of me take it all away everything that's ever torn me apart release new life into me so i can shed and discard my own take it all away everything that's ever torn me apart release new life into me so i can shed and discard my own

IN HELL in the u.k over 5000 people end their lives each year from a disorder that will affect everyone within their lives. it is estimated over 450 million people suffer worldwide and is what causesd most relationships to be destroyed i don't like it here it's dark and lonely and the only sound is muffled voices echoing unclear inside my own thoughts, i'm outside everyone, everything there's not much left to see there's only parts of me (apathy) so i disguise myself with pills that harm me there's not much left to see there's only parts of me (anxiety) a war inside myself same old story all good withers and dies just let me sleep, try, lose myself from things i despise bottle up my rage giving me the ability to randomely lash out at you there's not much left to see there's only parts of me (apathy) so i disguise myself with pills that harm me there's not much left to see there's only parts of me (anxiety) a war inside myself same old story just leave me in hell alone i'm my own worst enemy (god help me) descend to an all time low where i'm only existing there's a world which i've misplaced something wrong with me something wrong with you something wrong with everyone you meet deep under the skin, breaking through something wrong with me something wrong with you something wrong with everyone you meet deep under the skin, breaking through there's not much left to see there's only parts of me (apathy) so i disguise myself with pills that harm me there's not much left to see there's only parts of me (anxiety) a war inside myself same old story just leave me in hell alone i'm my own worst enemy (god help me) descend to an all time low where i'm only existing there's a world which i've misplaced

HALF A LIFE sometimes it's like i live only with half of my life why do you exacerbate how i feel inside my own self image distorts there's something i cannot hide if you don't like what's left of me just leave me behind and why is it always my fault must i shoulder the blame try see things through my eyes you may feel the same and why is it i only care to you it's all superficial there's nothing i need anymore than this to be real it's like you never cared like you want us to fail is there nothing for you 'cos i bled too much to watch us die out now i am no innocent but i'm not the problem now feel frustrated, how can you disavow deny and reject any part of this you can try and forget, protagonist silence, isolation and all of your twisted games sit inside and slowly eat me away you drag my name down into the dirt but as long as your safe, fuck who you hurt my mind is my prison and this is where i am bound build me up just so you can break me down throw all we've worked for back in my face and burn and discard it, every trace then when you've finished, when nothing is left of me just a void and dark painful memories i hope your happy with what you've done now come finish off what you begun it's like you never cared like you want us to fail is there nothing for you 'cos i've bled too much to watch us die out now sometimes it's like i live only with half a life why'd you exacerbate how i feel inside it's like you never cared like you want us to fail is there nothing for you 'cos i've bled too much to watch us die out now it's like you never cared like you want us to fail is there nothing for you 'cos i've bled too much to watch us die out now

END OF DAYS darkness clouds over and blocks out the light the eyes re adjust as days become night the edges of all life begin to decay come watch on in despair as they fall away and everything you love will be erased (the warmth from the sun, the clear blue skies) and all of that beauty will be replaced (by shadow silhouettes of disfigured shapes) and everything you love goes away black tainted sunsets in skies of grey ominous heavens are all that remain in this new found existance in this world that's reborn come watch this unfold through the eye of the storm and everything you love will be erased (the warmth from the sun, the clear blue skies) and all of that beauty will be replaced (by shadow silhouettes of disfigured shapes) and everything you love goes away and everything you love will be erased (the warmth from the sun, the clear blue skies) and all of that beauty will be replaced (by shadow silhouettes of disfigured shapes) and everything you love and all of heavens above and everything you love goes away

DARWINIAN guess i know my fate nothing's in my way exept walls of my own making each stone set in place by my own hand and i know the way all self respect fades i'm rolling, rattling, shaking each and every day make no more plans the line between love and hate blurrs more everyday these shackles aint for breaking the price i have to pay to understand gotta bottle up all emotions sell 'em when i'm out on the road tired of writing the rulebook of being low it's breaking my soul of being low misjudged every bend and lost a lot of friends but friends wern't meant for keeping it makes perfect common sense darwinian gotta bottle up all emotions sell 'em when i'm out on the road tired of writing the rulebook of being low it's breaking my soul of being low

BEST OF ME (regress) back to this place i must belong god please tell me where i'm going wrong (posessed) this thing that sleeps inside of me has reared its ugly head and now this is where i can be (persistance) these feelings always come and go and it's useless fighting them again i know (existance) reflection staring back at me is a shadow of the man i used to see please don't tell me this is it there must be more to life than this (i tried my best to) i tried my best to break these chains but still this gets the best of me (dissaray) my lack of clear rational thoughts stem from the times emotions have been scarred (astray) no path, guide or direction i'm awol without a shield or protection (callus) scar tissue forms around the wounds keeps me numb to all of lifes issues (mallum) effects from this i cannot shake i'm unsure how much more i can take please don't tell me this is it there must be more to life than this (i tried my best to) i tried my best to break these chains but still this gets the best of me i live in a world where i really dont belong fine lines exist between heaven, hell,right or wrong i hold on in spite of everything waiting on an impossible dream i'm so close i can touch it i need this to set me free (this time) i will not take this lying down i will keep both feet firmly on the ground (this time) i am headstrong and stand tall i will overcome things i didn't before (this time) i will not take this lying down i will keep both feet firmly on the ground (this time) i am headstrong and stand tall i will overcome things i didn't before wake me up please don't tell me this is it there must be more to life than this (i tried my best to) i tried my best to break these chains but still this gets the best of me i live in a world where i really dont belong fine lines exist between heaven, hell, right or wrong i hold on in spite of everything waiting on an impossible dream i'm so close i can touch it i need this to set me free

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