The Clear Head Club

In this episode I talk honestly about relapse. I share my own experiences before I got sober this time and what I believe was really going on underneath it all. I also open up about a moment five years into sobriety where I came very close to relapsing and what helped me get through it.I break down why relapse can happen, what it can teach you if you are willing to look at it, and what I have put in place to support myself so I do not go back there again.This episode is for anyone. Whether you are newly sober, years in, or just thinking about making a change, it will help strengthen your sobriety and give you a better understanding of relapse.I also share a bit about what I have been up to recently including my ADHD diagnosis, the sober retreats I run, and my monthly membership over at www.theclearheadclub.co.uk.

In this episode of The Clear Head Club, I share how gratitude became the foundation for my sobriety and how manifestation helped me rebuild a life I genuinely love waking up to. This is not just mindset talk. I go into the science behind it, including how alcohol impacts the brain and how practices like gratitude can begin to rewire your neural pathways and shift your emotional baseline.I open up about my own journey and the moments where I had to choose differently, even when it felt uncomfortable. I talk about the energetic side too, how what we focus on expands, and how learning to direct that focus can change everything. This episode blends psychology, chemistry, and spirituality in a way that is simple, real, and actually usable.There are also practical exercises you can follow along with, from gratitude practices that ground you in the present moment to visualisation techniques that help you start creating a future you feel excited about. If you are on a sober journey or thinking about starting one, this episode will show you that you are not stuck. You are one decision away from a completely different life.This is about taking your power back, shifting your perspective, and realising that a peaceful, happy, alcohol free life is not only possible, it is waiting for you.

In this episode of The Clearhead Club Podcast, we take a real and honest look at addiction. How it starts, how it slowly builds, and how it can take hold of your life before you even realise what is happening.I talk about the early stages that can feel harmless, how patterns begin to form, and how addiction can quietly grow into something much bigger. We also explore the impact it has not just on you, but on the people around you and the ripple effect it creates in relationships, family life and emotional wellbeing.I also asked you, my audience, to share your own experiences with addiction on Instagram. Your responses bring a deeper understanding to this conversation and highlight something important that addiction does not look the same for everyone. There is no one size fits all, and hearing real stories helps us see the full picture.This episode is about awareness, honesty and understanding so that we can start having more open conversations and begin to break free from the patterns that keep us stuck.

In this episode of The Clearhead Club, I take you inside my unpublished book, The Clearhead Club: The No Bullshit Guide to Living a Life You Love, and read from a few chapters while talking through them in real time.The book is built on my eight years of sobriety. It’s my experiences, the mistakes I made, what helped, what didn’t, and the nine steps I’ve put together based on what actually worked for me.If you’re sober, trying to get sober, or interested in how real change actually happens over time, this episode gives you a proper feel for the book before it’s published.

Eight years ago, I was in Thailand preparing to get sober.The last time I ever drank was on the plane home to England.This Christmas, I returned to Thailand eight years sober, and it felt like my life came full circle.In this episode, I talk about who I was back then, the horror, the chaos, and the moment I knew something had to change. I reflect on the hard times in sobriety and celebrate the good times.This is not a perfect sobriety story. It is a real one. An honest look at what happens when you stop drinking and start living.If you are sober, questioning your relationship with alcohol, or simply curious about what is possible on the other side, this episode is for you.

In this episode of The Clearhead Club I dive into the hangovers from hell that so many of us know far too well. I share some of my most embarrassing hangover moments along with the wild, honest and painfully relatable stories sent in by listeners. We explore the anxiety that hits you the morning after, the emotional crash that makes everything feel ten times worse and the way alcohol and drug use can send your mind and body into absolute chaos.I also break down the science of what a hangover actually is, why it feels so brutal and why the anxiety that comes with it is not your fault. If you want to laugh, cringe and understand your body a whole lot more, this episode is for you.Perfect for anyone who has ever woken up thinking that their life is over when really they are just horrifically hungover.

In this episode of the Clear head Club podcast I dive into the drinking stories we never forget. The ones that make us cringe the ones that make us laugh and the ones that remind us exactly why we chose a different path. I share some of my own embarrassing moments from my drinking days, the messy nights that eventually pushed me toward sobriety. I also read out stories sent in by listeners that are honest raw and surprisingly funny. This episode is all about connection truth telling and remembering how far we have come. Whether you are sober sober curious or just here for the chaos you will feel right at home.

In this episode of The Clear Head Club I’m answering your real and unfiltered questions about sobriety. I’m keeping it completely honest. No filters, no bs, just me sharing what I’ve learned from seven years sober and still figuring it out.Whether you’re sober curious, just starting out or deep into your own journey, this one’s for you. Grab a coffee, get comfy and let’s talk about what it really takes to live with a clear head and a happy heart.

Bonus Episode: AffirmationsThis special bonus episode is here to lift you up whenever you need it most. Affirmations are a powerful way to rewire your thoughts, strengthen your mindset, and keep you focused on your sober journey. These affirmations are universal. They’ll resonate with our sober community and with anyone who just needs a reminder of their strength.Listen first thing in the morning to set the tone for your day, or at night to remind yourself how strong you are. These affirmations are short, powerful, and designed to keep you clear-headed, proud, and connected to your why.Press play whenever you need a boost and let these words remind you that you are stronger than any craving, and you’re creating a life you don’t want to escape from.

Episode: Back to Ibiza – Sober & FreeAfter seven weeks off, The Clear Head Club is back! In this episode, I share what I got up to this summer, including a trip to Ibiza with my daughter. The last time I set foot on the island was nine years ago, when drink & drugs were still part of my life. Going back sober was a completely different experience…. one filled with clarity, joy, and gratitude.I talk about the contrast between escaping through alcohol and truly living, how sobriety gives you the freedom to create a life you love (and never want to run away from), and why manifesting your dream life starts with changing how you think and feel today.If you’ve ever wondered what’s waiting for you on the other side of alcohol, this episode is for you.

In this raw and honest episode of The Clear Head Club, I dive into the wild world of dating drunk vs. sober. From blurry hookups to conscious connections, I explore how alcohol changes the way we date, relate, and give (or don’t give) consent. I open up about my own hilarious & horrific past experiences of dating, sex & relationships. When lines were crossed and consent wasn’t present and why so many women wake up unsure of what really happened the night before. This episode is for anyone who’s ever questioned their choices, felt pressured, or wondered what healthy, empowered, sober dating actually looks like. We talk about sex, relationships, boundaries, attraction, and how sobriety has transformed the way I show up for love, pleasure, and connection. Trigger warning: This episode includes discussion of sex without consent and may be difficult for some listeners.

Rock Bottom – The Catalyst for Change In this powerful and emotional episode, I open up about my own rock bottom the moment everything fell apart and how it became the catalyst for the biggest and best change in my life. It’s the moment that led me to get sober, rebuild my life, and become who I am today. But here’s the truth: you don’t have to wait for a rock bottom to change your life. You don’t have to lose everything before you decide to build a life you truly love. Whether you’re questioning your relationship with alcohol, feeling stuck, or searching for hope, this episode is for you. It’s a reminder that your lowest moments can become your greatest turning points and that you are never too far gone to change.

You Are Unstoppable | Guided MeditationThis meditation is a gift from me to you, a bonus episode created to help you start living the life of your dreams now.In this guided meditation, you will:​ Wake up in a world where you cannot fail​ Visualise your strongest, most radiant self​ Anchor in feelings of confidence, joy, and freedom​ Affirm your worth, your capability, and your alignment with a life you truly loveThis is more than a meditation; it is a powerful energetic shift to help you step into the unstoppable version of yourself. Whether you are starting your morning or resetting your mindset during the day, let this practice guide you into living the life you desire, one breath at a time.Press play when you are ready, and step into your power.

Is sober life actually boring, or is that just what we’ve been conditioned to believe? In this episode, we dive into drunk life vs. sober life and unpack the science behind why alcohol makes boring situations feel exciting — and why it’s all a trick of dopamine.You’ll learn:✨ How alcohol hijacks your brain’s reward system✨ Why the “fun” you feel while drinking isn’t real fun✨ Healthy, sustainable ways to boost dopamine naturally in sobrietyIf you’re worried that life without alcohol will feel dull, this episode will give you a fresh perspective and practical tools to help you find real joy, real fun, and real freedom in your sober life.

In this episode, I’m laying it all out. The truth about what life was really like when I was drinking — from birthdays to mornings to a painfully embarrassing train story I’ll never forget — compared to what it’s like now that I’m sober.It’s not just about the big things, it’s the little everyday moments that really show the difference. I hope this episode makes you laugh, makes you think, and most of all, makes you feel inspired.At the end, I’ve included a little exercise you can try for yourself — one that helped me realise just how far I’ve come, and how much better life feels on this side of sobriety.Let’s get honest, let’s get real — and let’s get free.

In this episode, we’re getting honest — like, really honest. If you’re stuck blaming everyone else for your problems, it’s time to stop. We’re talking about owning your actions, your choices, and even the chaos you’ve caused — not to beat yourself up, but to take your power back.Whether it’s sobriety, relationships, or just life not going the way you want, taking accountability is the game-changer. When you stop pointing fingers and start looking inward, that’s when transformation begins.This one’s for anyone ready to drop the excuses and finally move forward. Sober, happy, free — it starts here.

In this episode of The Clear Head Club, we explore how one powerful shift—from “I can’t” to “I can”—can transform your entire life. I open up about how changing my mindset was the first step toward getting sober, building self-belief, and finally living with joy, purpose, and freedom. Whether you’re struggling with addiction, self-doubt, or just feeling stuck, this episode is a reminder that your thoughts shape your reality—and you have the power to rewrite the story.Tune in and discover how choosing a new mindset can be the beginning of everything.

In this episode, I’m sharing the six things that helped me get sober and stay sober. This isn’t a guide or a set of rules — it’s simply what worked for me, in the hope that it might help or inspire you wherever you are on your journey.Whether you’re sober, sober-curious, or just looking to reconnect with yourself and live with more presence, this episode is for you.

In this very first episode, I’m opening the doors to The Clear Head Club and sharing a little bit of my story — who I am, why I stopped drinking, and how I’ve spent the last 7 years building a life I love. This podcast is for anyone who's sober, sober curious, or just wants more joy, presence, and realness in their life.This is a space for honesty, growth, healing and a good laugh along the way — and I’m so grateful you’re here.