THE RAMBLINGS OF A CABLE GUY

I think I finally found something I been chasing most of my life... peace of mind... self-love... maybe even happiness. I'm just a lil lonely

Thinking about my last relationship Trying to find peace with how it ended.  Realizing relationships are mirrors.  Sometimes you don’t like the reflection looking back at you.  Hindsight is always 20/20.  I used to keep replaying the past… wishing I had done things differently.Now I’m learning the past is supposed to be tools for the present, not a prison. I wish I wasn’t such a slow learner sometimes. But I’m still figuring it out… and honestly, that’s okay

Just a reintroductionPlease listen!

Listened to an old podcast, I think I overshared. Yikes! The growth is realBeing a lil lonely is a the price for peaceStill learning to let go of painDating wants and Dating needs are different

Back from a podcast sabbaticalLearning how to be aloneLearning how to forgiveExploring my mommy issuesReconnecting with my motherTalking to my inner child

This ramble goes off the rails, lol Forgive yourself I'm in my feelings, so Emo Don't stop, nothing is easy Being unconfortable is the best thing for me We are more alike

Throwback from Sept 16th 2020 I Touched on the latest Verzuz with Icons Gladys Knight & Patti Labelle. And also talked about Quarantine depression and weight gain. And I explained Why Men Really Cheat.

This was recorded during the last election cycle 2020

I'm in a hEadspacE I don't want to be in Being happy takes practices Being alone is good for my mental health Imma keep pushing through the BS to get to my golds

My apologies Queen New Intro song at the end

My take on the Olympics Everybody speak a different english Still Relationship Detoxing Co-worker called me a crazy person Getting emo again

My take on 2024 Presidental Election I use AI to help with my relationship detox I'm learning to love myself My reading out loud is getting better lost control of my emotional at work, explained

Trying to get back to center Time to get out the house I'm sorry for being an asshole Being aware of your BS is a gift and a curse Have some regrets Why love Trader Joe's

Talked about Tyler Perry's latest movie "Divorce In The Black" Quentin Tarantino's "Hateful Eight" and a few other movies and shows I watched that used the n-word while managing depression and going through relationship detox

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Send us a Text Message.Recounting more childhood traumaLooking at my parents relationship It's hard but I'm pushing throughThe reach back is realNormalizing bad behavior

Send us a Text Message.I talk about my break-up in more detail that I spoke about in episode 8 "Who Hurt You Bruh"

Send us a Text Message.I get right to it sharing childhood traumaI'm single againI chime in about the Kenrick and Drake rap battle

Send us a Text Message.Club Shy Shy is at it again. Mo'Nique, a stand-up comedian and actress is on the CouchI read the You Tube commments and they are eye openingAnd a lil bit a Black comedy histroy

Send us a Text Message.Rapper Killer Mike swept the Grammys and GenZ and Y are upset

Send us a Text Message.I rambled about Vince McManhon stepping down as CEO and why. Talking about my love for wrestling as child. I talked about VonErich bio pic, about a Texas wrestling family that was big in the 80's listen to the end....Enjoy

Send us a Text Message.Katt Willams club shay shay interviewEmotional IntelligenceMental Health

Send us a Text Message.Kim K and Pete Davidson break up after 9 months, shocker. Can you say "Rebound". My spelling is getting betterDonald Trump's Mar-a-Lago home was raided by the FBI

Send us a Text Message.Deshaun Watson's towel trickThe NFLVictim blamingDon't hate the player, hate corporate greedWill Smith's apology to Chris RockI'm becoming a better reader

Send us a Text Message.Being more self awareAnger IssuesI can be pettyEmotional selfishTherapy helped meIt's hard to let

Send us a Text Message.My Mother is my superheroParental relationshipsMy anger sonAnger is a wasted emotionForgiveness is for You not for the person you feel wronged youI just want to be Happy

Send us a Text Message.Why are Relationships so hardMental Health I got COVID 2x's in 2021Where I've beenI rediscovered one of my favorite rap goups from the 90's X -Clan in the middle of recordingI can't stop and I won't stop

Send us a Text Message.I talk about Dave Chappelle and his opinion on LGBTQ community My love for Tik TokI'm enjoying my self discovery

Send us a Text Message.Crime Is a mental health issueNiki Minaj's cousin's friends balls are swollen were caused by the vaccine

Send us a Text Message.I ramble about trying to combat my anxietyI was inspired by Alex Smith's E:60 on ESPNI will not get in this crazy housing marketI'm hooked on Tik TokScottie Pippen was trending for calling Phil Jackson a racistLarry Bird was the King of Shit talking in the 80'sSha'carri Richardson breaks a world record in the 100m dash on WEEDThe Feds (the Dems) to try and legalize WEED by 4/20/22I'm Vaxxed and no more masks, but I feel it's a lil to early for me to be so close to Stran...

Send us a Text Message.I ramble about Naomi Osaka's mental healthMy Pandemic hangoverLife is a puzzle and sometimes you need help putting it togetherAMC stock priceCyber Money how does it work

Send us a Text Message.Call "Them" what they want to be calledWomen are Just better

Send us a Text Message.Be PositiveEnjoy Life's JourneyWith Age comes Wisdom

Send us a Text Message.Few stories about my run ends with the Police (12) A man called me stupid at a lightWe are all Works in processWork on your own self

Send us a Text Message.R.I.P. Dark Man X aka DMXI wanted to celebrate the life of Earl Simmons aka DMX the man and his musicI DO NOT OWN THE RIGHTS TO THIS MUSIC I'm a crazy Hip-Hop HeadDMX you will be missed

Send us a Text Message.You got your Stimi CheckWhat the gov'ment puts in billsWe were not given February as BHM we chose itThe History Months; Someone is feeling guilty positive vibes

Send us a Text Message.Divorce Is Hard and it's even harder after being separated 12 years. Yikes!We are all "Works In Progress" We have to allow our partners to be theirselves and not try and turn them into who we want them to be. Still learning this thing called life at 49 and I'm ok with that. I believe most relationships can be fixed if the partners are willing to be open and vulnerable,

Send us a Text Message.Give yourself permisson to be happyMen can cry, a Lil sometimesWe are still in a pandemic peopleTherapy is a good thingI'm a very sensitive Black ManTrying to stay fitI will be getting vaccinated, I really miss going places Thanks for listening :)

Send us a Text Message.I'm working on being a Procrastinator. I don't believe in New Year's Resolutions, yet I made a few.I'm watching too much TVTrying do better.Mourning the death of my Grandfather

Send us a Text Message."Warning" This was recorded in January 2021 and I had some technical difficulties with the audio, but I wanted to post this so please enjoy if you can stand it.My opinion on religionDon't blame others for your damageI'm just a "Work In Progress"My first experince with racismKids don't come with a handbookChange is scaryDisrespect will not be tolerate

Send us a Text Message.2020 is Outta Here. Hello 2021!!Took a Personality Quiz online and I have "Severe" Narissistic tendencies (that quiz didn't tell me anything I didn't already know, but ok I see more therapy sessions in 2021 LOL!)Only fans pages are vitual strip clubs, I don't live in Atlanta I need my fix.

Send us a Text Message.It has been a hell of year, 2020 can not leave here fast enough! "Man up", this was something I really needed to hear. I am continuing to learn how to a better person and to acknowledging my faults and flaws. No more blaming others for my issues. Why do I take stuff so personalI'm a man child, working to be betterI Need stop being pettyIt's not all about me I'm working on reading out loud

Send us a Text Message.Life has it's struggles and with this pandemic it has made it much harder. Try not to let this troubled time dictate the rest of your life. We are all works in progress. The struggle is real, but don't allow it contol you or bring you down. Help is on the way.

Send us a Text Message.I don't understand cancel culture and counter protests. I got deep in the "weeds" about politics. Our entire political systems should be revamped. And I figured out lighting and angles whiles taking pictures. My Abs will be poppin' any time I want. LOL!!!

Send us a Text Message.Rambled on about how hard it is for people to change. And you can't change nobody they have to be willing and open to changing themsevles.

Send us a Text Message.It's election DAY! My funny take on Election Day and Our flawed and broken Election Process.

Send us a Text Message.Just had a birthday so It's Libra season! "Ever forward", means look forward to life don't look back and dwell on the past. Positive vibes only worring about the bad past life issue only drags you down. Focus on the good not the bad in life. And I tell my story of going to county Jail.