xangel

why dont u call..?

miles away from you...

alone.

n u m b . . . FOLLOW @jazmynn-grounds

sinners like me dont get to be happy...

Please explain this feeling That makes me loose my mind Emotions grow old and My sins begin to rise My life is out of time My life was never mine My soul was just your bargain To fill a pride I can’t suffice A sinner going though all of these dark changes You were never there you faked it A love I thought was gold decaying I was dumb to think that you would save me Why you always lie For real A broken state of mind. For real A sinners always caged in For real All of these games your playing For real Why you always lie A condescending fright I am losing all my patients It takes me yelling to realize I forget how to say goodbye I forget how to piece my mind My walls are caving in There’s no room left for you to hide A sinner going though all of these dark changes You were never there you faked it A love I thought was gold decaying I was dumb to think that you would save me Why you always lie For real A broken state of mind. For real Why you always lie For real A broken state of mind. For real A sinners always caged in For real All of these games your playing For real Why you always lie.

Find my mind it's callin Find my ego fallin Find myself at rest Detox my mind violent Smoke a few backs to ease up The taste of yeah lips don't ease me Not even when I see yeah Do I really feel like I need you No I can't do this no more These demons won't let me go I can't believe I let myself fall in love with this dark soul You demons feed off judgement That's why your mouth keep running That's why you straight flex stunnin On friends who spot your nonsense oh Im so tired, I'm so cold, I'm so done I'm so blinded, I'm so young, I'm so dumb This ain't right, this ain't good, let's be done This the end, thats the new, this my start Funny how you lie, funny how you talk, funny how you love Funny how my mind isn't the way you got it hun Running from love, running from light, running from dark Running from a sea of despair I was meant to rot in They didn't tell me That I was too gone yeah They didn't tell me That you weren't alone yeah Deceiving missed stature Your mind ain't too well yeah They rewind my envisions just to stoop to my side yeah Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow Why you gotta act like that Why you gotta walk that that Why you gotta smile like that Doesn't make you look that bad Baby dont leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows State of my mind ain't ready State of yo mind be petty Said it 5 times I'm done Said it five times I leaving Said it 6 times I'm gone Said I wasn't ready for no love girl Said I wasn't ready to move on girl You pushed it beyond what wrong girl That's why you felt so alone girl I can admit I was never the best but I promise I top all of the rest How you be up on your feels Knowin you couldn't be real Knowin you never would heal You cover it up with your Prada Whippin ya daddy's versada Mask your ego at Sephora Drowning along and you know it Emptiness tempt as we're floatin I was too gone yeah They didn't tell me That you weren't alone yeah Deceiving missed stature Your mind ain't too well yeah They rewind my envisions just to stoop to my side yeah Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow Why you gotta act like that Why you gotta walk that that Why you gotta smile like that Doesn't make you that look bad Baby dont leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows (Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows)x2