Yorick

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Crushing, feeling, underneath your skin Stuck beneath the red mask of your sin lying, smiling, keep yourself insane Drugging yourself to ignore the pain! Delusion, stronger than the sun Keeping yourself far from everyone Trying, hard to, control everything Burning, others, saying that they'll sing! Seeking, to destroy their way of life Certain, that your side is truly right You go, you're gone, you fly away Making, another person pay Little, voice deep inside of your head Telling, you to paint them all in red They'll go, they'll fly, and they'll die They'll find no God's love in the sky! Meet your, lover, underneath the tree Tell yourself, everything's as you see Force your, viewpoint, onto every soul its a Hard drug to lose control You know, you could, fix them all Mindbreak, and take them off the wall, They've been, brainwashed by the modern age Let's force, their thoughts and change their ways! creeping, feeling, that you've done it lying, in, a catatonic cockpit newspeak, so bleak, thats the way we run Cause when the screen goes, shoot your gun Newthink, to sink, force your way of life to Convert, invert, flesh of young Remake, rebreak, fake the world they know Tell them their world would never flow Slurring, cursing, driving them insane Forcing, them to take the pain Certain that you know what's best for them You think, that they won't cry again Sucking, G03C out their veins Thinking, that they're feigning all their pain Confident that you're always, always right Stuck in, an endless cave of night! Meet your, lover, underneath the tree Tell yourself, everything's as you see Force your, viewpoint, onto every soul its a Hard drug to lose control You know, you could, fix them all Mindbreak, and take them off the wall, They've been, brainwashed by the modern age Let's force, their thoughts and change their ways!

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? The CIA spies Left me all blind We're gonna run it back, This, keeping of facts, its an attack Smoke crack, think fast We're, mkultra Wavelength spectra Touch, receipts fluoride haven You're, you're all I got it's clear to me With you I'll climb through the trees Sick of being treated like I'm a joke Sick of living like I'm broke The voice told me who to believe Now I'll make you all truly see I know they're always spying on me, The birds are watching through the trees Just like everyone I know I'll show em and be born anew Now, our innocence, its all torn out Life is a class I'm a pawn Oxy till my brain pops out my skull I must be right, I know I'm right My, head buzzes, with noise and life The wires keep me alive Faded, stay with me, want you to see Oh baby, pray with me Sick of being treated like I'm a joke Sick of living like I'm broke The voice told me who to believe Now I'll make you all truly see I know they're always spying on me, The birds are watching through the trees Just like everyone I knew I'll show em and be born anew

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Say goodbye to the party waking up was never this hard so Hold your breath now inside fall into the deep dark down below Wish God's children goodnight waking up on the other side of the light Oh don't fear what we'll do now rest for an eternity in night Welcome to your rebirth take a seat if you can take the heat Can you handle eternity no I think you meet the beat It's okay, cause nothing ever mattered anyways Feels good, a happy rest after a happy test oh It feels so rough inside, but we know deep down that it's alright It feels too tough to bide, but we'll keep our lights bright up in spite Kiss you under the stars, if you don't mind that I'll die one day How can I accept death, when we try so hard to keep our breath Hold your hand down to the banks all the way to the the left side of the tank No room for regrets just say goodbye, just give it up and try Have you made your mark cause I wanna go down deep below tonight Do you have what it takes to give it up and never start again Slamming flesh together forgetting all our woes and misery Maybe if we smoke enough then we'll meet right down by the tree Giving up our sorrow taking the last train ride home tonight Giving our simulations one last fight, we made it so bright It feels so rough inside, but we know that it's right It feels too tough to bide, but we'll keep our lights up in spite Kiss you under the stars, if you don't mind that I'll die How can I accept death, when we try so hard to have breath It feels so rough inside, but we know that it's right It feels too tough to bide, but we'll keep our lights up in spite Kiss you under the stars, if you don't mind that I'll die How can I accept death, when we try so hard to have breath

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Well, we're falling out the door Out on the floor Could've been more But we act like we're four It's all such a shame, Ourselves are to blame Every day is the same Full of agonizing pain I'm sorry that you saw the bones on my straw Lying on the claw licking juice in my jaw I lived through it all, but with it I fall, Stall and crawl and bawl down the hall Oh I'm falling off the world I'll be dead when it uncurls I Procrastinate away Lost my will to care anyway Cause I'm dead while drunk im square I'm such a fuckin waste Oh I could've been great This bad day Is unfair I slaved away so long Working till the dawn Little did I know I was always a pawn I'm sorry that I lied Truthfully I tried I wanted to be great, Now it's all passed away The time has come for me, I just want you to see That you could really be, The perfect family I lived through it all, but with it I fall, Stall and crawl and bawl down the hall Oh I'm falling off the world I'll be dead when it uncurls I Procrastinate away Lost my will to care anyway Cause I'm dead while drunk im square I'm such a fuckin waste Oh I could've been great This bad day Is unfair

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? I wanna live in a cyberpunk world i'd have fun every day No school to boss me around I'd just go outside and play The machines and the bots would save me from my own thoughts I'd ride my bike out the lot and try to ignore the spots At home I'd have a dog he could take away all the fog Whenever I'd get down a hologram could be found And when I go online there's so much I could do tonight Bright stars hugging me tight holding me under the light Take, me away, from this old, rustic place Breaking, away, from this cubicle rat race Falling into, a place that's more my pace Running to, the stars that blink in space Neon lights lining the darkened night Colored flashing glowing oh so bright Neon lights lining the darkened night Colored flashing glowing oh so bright I wanna ride downtown in my car it'd fly and go oh so far It'd go all the way to mars and kiss the clouds in my arms And I'd have so many cool friends we'd meet up on the weekends We'd do crazy new stuff cause our world would have enough It'd be so fun and new I'd be free from this age's glue This sickening beige age I'll flip the page to a new stage Where the people are alive and the world thrives at night We hold each other tight until the stars dim like lights Take, me away, from this old, rustic place Breaking, away, from this cubicle rat race Falling into, a place that's more my pace Running to, the stars that blink in space I wanna run away from the world, on the path where we once twirled It felt like I could die, when you were by my side And I wanted that to last, but time passed so fast So I ran away from the pen, pretended I could start again

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Paid for the, right to breathe, that's how they cut you to bleed Cause noone, wants to hear, I'm sorry you won't get there It seems they, all act blind, to hold their throne in the sky Above you, they crush you, just give it up and be a slave You're sweating, you're letting, the hours tick and roll by It's bleak its, pathetic, your worthless effort you sigh A weekend, it's bleak end, you burn the midnight oil The wall is, a concrete, you pound all day with your bare fists They tell you, that you're effort isnt true That it's all, for, you, cause they just wanna abuse Your liberty, captivity, they dominate everyone's love They'll tear your heart, tear it apart, cause all artists they fall apart Agonize, your mind fries, black smog inside of your lungs It's painful, it's shameful, the dead look inside your eyes Their diamonds, their shine is, a manufactured smile No future, you're neutered, Throw yourself, institute her I've taken, the blackpill, abandon hope and stand still Work dead end, have no friends, give it all up for my dream I express, my regrets, my deepest cries of my heart I stand still, under hill, grasping at straws to make you see I, I die alone Noone to hold Noone to praise me I Un fold, I lose control I lose my soul All that I've tried I'm still un Loved, i crave their joy I'm just a toy I wanna be their golden Boy, I'd be the one, To hold the sun, I'd give you all my fun and Then, I'd fall away I'd have to pay But I'd still be king for a day

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? I'm lacking air to think straight Fuck the world and the state I'm a rat slave boy Smoke until I find joy Kick you till you come through See straight but feel blue Worried bout my future Panic hard and never learn Choke me, don't breathe I don't, want to see Fuck this, no bliss I just, want a kiss Broken, and frozen Always, with substance Weeping, like a freak Don't let, the world see me! I wanna fall asleep fast Ball of human meat pack Still don't feel like I'm safe As a ghost, I'll be okay Get me high, I'll escape Kafkaesque fish tank Serving my, next number Watching, my blunders! Steady hands, on the screen Autobiography Modern world, makes me numb Under all, of your thumbs! Choke me, don't breathe I don't, want to see Fuck this, no bliss I just, want a kiss Broken, and frozen Always, with substance Weeping, like a freak Don't let, the world see me! Get away from it Pretend I'm not in shit I wanna be a sheep Life is better when asleep Choke me, don't breathe I don't, want to see Fuck this, no bliss I just, want a kiss Broken, and frozen Always, with substance Weeping, like a freak Don't let, the world see me!

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Lately (lately) I think that maybe (I think that maybe) you wanna break me (you wanna break me) You fuckin hate me (You fuckin hate me) No matter what you do (No matter what you do ) I'll still love you (I'll still love you) Take me into (Take me into) Your love so blue Forgive you, forgive you forgive you It's true, it's true it's true Forgive you, forgive you forgive you It's true, it's true it's true I, died for you and all I got is a fallin through I, cried for you but all you ever do is try to Kick me in the chin, Force into a grin Dying in my cell, I'll kiss you in hell See you there again, never saw your sins Sucker for sweet talk, make me never walk Oh me, a fool, I know I get, thrown in, to the pool Turn a, blind, eye, to your acts, You will, give me, a heart attack You smoke, I pray, you won't Lose control, of your, fleshy bones Creaking, and cracking late at night Waking, me up to the sunlight! Forgive you, forgive you forgive you It's true, it's true it's true Forgive you, forgive you forgive you It's true, it's true it's true I, died for you and all I got is a fallin through I, cried for you but all you ever do is try to Kick me in the chin, Force into a grin Dying in my cell, I'll kiss you in hell See you there again, never saw your sins Sucker for sweet talk, make me never walk I forgive you now, wanna make you proud I just want an out, oh without a doubt Sucking through my teeth, fear of the unique Oh I think I'll die, to keep you insane

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Hey hey, you're lookin weak tonight Hey hey, lets take this talk outside Hey hey, just come and take a seat Hey hey, I promise theres a treat Oh I, I wanna break you all the time break you, until i make you all mine I know, it might be wrong to show but I, I just cant let you go Blow me, Blow me, into outer space Show me, Show me, what's inside your face Make me, Make me, regret everything Join me, Join me, and be my king's queen! I want, to hold your hands and laugh I want, to roll you like a mat I want, to choke your loyalty I want, for you to set me free Crumbling, walking on your neck, you don't, know the half of it Cause all, your friends say I'm the worst, I suggest you kiss me or this will hurt Oh I, I wanna hunt you down for sport Break you, or something of the sort I know, i seem mysterious But I, will trap you for my bliss Hold me, we'll roll on the chess board, Watch me, witness my tour de force Pursue me, I'll guide you to the light Delude me, you think you've won this fight I want, to hold your hands and laugh I want, to roll you like a mat I want, to choke your loyalty I want, for you to set me free Crumbling, walking on your neck, you don't, know the half of it Cause all, your friends say I'm the worst, I suggest you kiss me or this will hurt

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Welcome to my home, will you contend, How I tend to live, well it depends Talk all day but it's just for pretend Grab the ghost of my hand, while I descend You don't know how I want to live so Kiss my hand and hold, then lemme go You know how this love is, it's all fake When we die we'll regret our mistakes Squeeze your chest and get fucked with the rest Never leaving the daze of a nest Cold hard streets oh you know that I jest Fifteen lovers leave me for the best Drug filled low class laugh Online death its so fast So with this spell I cast Next text will be your last Dying in cold, dry hands A lover feels so bland Mistake your phone for land Suffocate in the sand When we die, we'll die slow Abominations in the snow Screaming loud, dying outside Broke and lonely shut their eyes What do you do when they dont come through Are they dead or maybe they hate you Someone else could take you, could break you I'm sorry he left you on read tonight Mentally get fucked till you can't breathe Live for pleasure but only start to bleed See the sins of the world's community Find a lover, just to shove her Walking away from all your mistakes Disappear into another state Finding they still know what you can't take Digital footprint into the snow Drug filled low class laugh Online death its so fast So with this spell I cast Next text will be your last Dying in cold, dry hands A lover feels so bland Mistake your phone for land Suffocate in the sand When we die, we'll die slow Abominations in the snow Screaming loud, dying outside Broke and lonely shut their eyes This song is an apology to All the people I knew and loved too We knew we weren't ready for the world But it still feels like we could've twirled Acting like a fool, a tortured soul Digging our grave deep, jump in the hole Crying, screaming, saying our goodbyes Leaving text archives for when we die

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Life, it aint the same as the past Cliched ghost you had Now we chase a dream its sad when wont we be mad When will it all fall down? We go to prom alone They say our love aint dead Then they'll shoot you in the head Cliques and their amateurs Punks and saboteurs They're in a whole new age Still trying to change their ways Cause this is all we got Another four years in thought For forty years they fought Grasping straws they barely caught This is a tragedy time to give up your fantasy and know Your vision is a ghost End all my misery, live on the outskirts of a sea And do it all again, but now without your friends Oh they all moved on, into another dawn I'm sorry for your loss, please leave me on the cross Lies, that true love is near Time just can't hear The strings of the past Were never meant to last We cope for the mist And beg for sweet bliss We act like this age won't crush us to bits I wanna live inside the world Where love can unfurl It seems to me it's clear IRL dating disappeared I pity all the souls Who haven't found their roles I want you to find joy Never fall for their ploys This is a tragedy time to give up your fantasy and know Your vision is a ghost End all my misery, live on the outskirts of a sea And do it all again, but without your friends Oh they all moved on, into another dawn I'm sorry for your loss, please leave me on the cross

Yeah, I had to dismember that guy with a trowel. What have you been up to? Oh, oh aunt Suzanne, my aunt Suzanne, You, you always have your fuckin plan, i cant withstand You you're blind and wave but you still hate the way I shake Woah, woah You, you dunno know how, to say the truth, Your stock laugh track is overused hahahaha You, you lie to me, they don't believe, the truth i bleed But, under it all, i see your fall, I see your insecurity Your smile is a scam Your lover is a sham Your life is surface level and You're soulless without mental You're lying through your teeth, you're blind to other's grief, it's not a good performance but you still stand stronger for it You're dissapointmment's true, that's all i ever knew, its safe to say youre here to stay, regardless of whoever prays Oh who are you Judging me for who Aunt Suzanne's so fuckin fake you're Judging me behind your face and If I told you what you are You'd tell me that I went too far Sorry I don't lie to kids I can't live all emotionless Your head is full of thoughtless stares I'm done with you, don't dare you glare Sucking in the aspartame Smiling behind all the pain Trying not to fall apart You're breathing hard, you're off your mark When your days are numbered few You'll know noone cares about you Its sad to say, but you can't stay Forever with your lifeless gaze You talk a lot, all without thought Just using them like toys you got You're lucky they don't give a fuck Cause otherwise you're outta luck Message to all the Suzannes Hiding your cards in your hands How do you survive all so well Are we inside a corporate hell A mirror of your grand fictition Fight me hard and kick my teeth in Lacking personality and Drive and functionality Cause when we're all gone, it'll come undone And you'll see you never had enough oh You, you act all cute, like we're all you Reunion's shitty Glue, I just can't stand, the way you land, the way you stand The world, the world acts mute, it's all for you, This fake bullshit you Do, you crush their dreams, you make it seem Like it could be Achieved, you have deceived, a worthless fiend It's, just all so numb, sucking your thumb, They're, they're all on board, I'm on the shore, You, you float adrift, into the mist, into your bliss Your smile is a scam Your lover is a sham Your life is surface level and You're soulless without mental You're lying through your teeth, you're blind to other's grief, it's not a good performance but you still stand stronger for it You're dissapointmment's true, that's all i ever knew, its safe to say youre here to stay, regardless of whoever prays Oh who are you Judging me for who Aunt Suzanne's so fuckin fake you're Judging me behind your face and If I told you what you are You'd tell me that I went too far Sorry I don't lie to kids I can't live all emotionless Your head is full of thoughtless stares I'm done with you, don't dare you glare Sucking in the aspartame Smiling behind all the pain Trying not to fall apart You're breathing hard, you're off your mark When your days are numbered few You'll know noone cares about you Its sad to say, but you can't stay Forever with your lifeless gaze You talk a lot, all without thought Just using them like toys you got You're lucky they don't give a fuck Cause otherwise you're outta luck Message to all the Suzannes Hiding your cards inside your hands How do you survive all so well Are we inside a corporate hell A mirror of your grand fictition Fight me hard and kick my teeth in Lacking personality and Drive and functionality Cause when we're all gone, it'll come undone And you'll see you never had enough oh

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Hey do you think this song is nice Yeah it's cool I listened to it twice You don't think it's bad but you don't think its great It's not the kinda thing that you'd bring with you to space The song's just okay but you dunno how to say You'd rather jam to pop or old green day But I'm okay with you, even if you don't say truth I just wish some people knew and really liked the stuff i do Maybe I'm an asshole for singing this song But don't worry friend this won't take long In spite of lack of care, I'm still loud in your ear And I'm glad you listened to it even once you did get through it But why lie, to my eyes I want you to care about me it's plain as day but you can't see The meaning, behind madness My song just aint as good as you say, you don't care what I have to say

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Oh, you see now king, you've made mistakes and now you just can't catch a break How, you've made regrets you dunno what you did but still feel like a kid And, your friend is gone along with the youth you felt for so long Life, is a coursing river, never ending, regrets are mounting Watch them socialize, you never got to go out and try Watch them be alive, now you'll die without having fight You, spent all your time, waiting on a return investment You put off the start too long, now you've never met a lover all lifelong You're a sorry sight, starved of the milk of human kindness Fair is foul and foul is when we're gone and we still hate what we've done Life's a short lived tale, told by a fool who'd rather be sent to jail It's far too short but man can't accept the shake of a hand Oh, you wish you were a kid again, so innocent and so admired When you went to class you could have had friends could have had them Denied from the fun, barred from ever loving anyone Dead, end life you lived so bland and hating but now you're breaking You, take in your last breath, cold dry air just like how you were treated there Sucking in the regret basking in the last bead of sweat Now your time is neigh, you're lost in space without finding your place And it's time to give up, give it in and feel your skin turning in You're a sorry sight, starved of the milk of human kindness Fair is foul and foul is when we're gone and we still hate what we've done Life's a short lived tale, told by a fool who'd rather be sent to jail It's far too short but man can't accept the shake of a hand

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Creatures lie awake in the night Steady waiting for you to rise Gonna kill you if you dont fight but It's so useless its all fruitless You go to school for just another day Thinking that you'll end it all today Yeah this worlds not built to last and you Don't care enough aren't there enough The sky rolls round inside your head So you lie awake inside your bed Thinking of the day when you'll be dead Crying alone dying alone but Your heads so rough its not enough And every time you grab the cup It's like the world just spits you up You find its time you had enough Settle down my crumpled head to bed Lying awake cause of all the dread Tell me teach whats wrong if I ate lead Nothing matters till it splatters Tell ya what one day we'll all be gone Obama buried under someone's lawn Human beings weren't meant to live this long When we're gone theres no right or wrong Do you think that corpses wanna rest Cause I'm thinking maybe they know best Will you become one of heaven's guests? Maybe this life is just a test Sitting down on the hill over there With your thoughts and your head up in the air Missed assignments with no single care Here's my lungs and here's my heart and hair Your heads so rough its not enough And every time you grab the cup It's like the world just spits you up You find its time you had enough Settle down my crumpled head to bed Lying awake cause of all the dread Tell me teach whats wrong if I ate lead Nothing matters till it splatters Tell ya what one day we'll all be gone Obama buried under someone's lawn Human beings weren't meant to live this long When we're gone theres no right or wrong

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh I sit around and twiddle with my thumbs Chewing on a rotten piece of gum Lickin on the words you said before Feels like my jaw is getting sore Summer break ain't fun when you don't have fun I don't have friends to bask with in the sun The screen is bright but I'm on it till midnight There's noone to be seen anywhere in sight And I'm so bored, of this plain old shit I wish I had motivation for a bit Stiff still arms, heavy eyes, and soft dick Chewing slow, can't touch my toes or throw a fit The homework piles straight right onto my lap But this endless maze has no map I'm a fuckin useless piece of trash But the engine is bust, i ca'nt talk fast Haven't brushed my teeth in a couple days Nobody wants to give it but i really need praise My eyes are sore from this endless gaze Nobody's gonna lift me out from this phase And I'm so bored, of this plain old shit I wish I had motivation for a bit Stiff still arms, heavy eyes, and soft dick Chewing slow, can't touch my toes or throw a fit Smoke too much, don't eat enough, can't go to bed Close my eyes but I'm awake until I'm dead The next days the same, it's so lame, hate this game In my cell, I'm in hell, invisible chains

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Crying so long, I dunno whats wrong I wish that I could, write better songs I know that I'm not a perfect guy And if it fits your plan, you'll leave me to die Follow me, and I'll let you see That my life is fucked I know you'll agree I know that you're really not the best But I need to get this off my chest Alt Up, alt down, you spin all around Oh I'd love to say the truth but you'd pin me to the ground I can't stand death, but I can't stand life And when it's your turn you'll cry in the light Woah So fuck you, and fuck me Why leave me here, just to breathe Talk to your love before you switch to me Your loose attention spans can't relate to me Alt Up, alt down, you spin all around Oh I'd love to say the truth but you'd pin me to the ground I can't stand death, but I can't stand life And when it's your turn you'll cry in the light Alt up alt down alt up alt down You need your mental health but you're kinda outta bounds And everyone can see you Noone wants to be you We'll say that we miss you But noones gonna kiss you It's so hard to vent to most people Cause it feels like they're all just sheeple And it so feels like noone truly cares Its not their problem and venting Venting isnt fair

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Scream louder maybe they will forget Scream louder maybe they will repent Scream louder maybe they will forget Scream louder maybe they will repent Lost inside your mind Can’t stand idle by I know you’ll forever try To ruin my life

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Shake your throat and let it choke, despite your thoughts your mind cant cope You know that you could see through the wall, but its far too much to ask at all You just dont feel yourself inside But when you’re out you wanna hide Feelin good on a friday night, the flash lights up the sky so bright There’s nothing you can say or do, this evenings never about you You eat your chocolate fast round the flame, Then you stare at your fists just so ashamed You wish you weren’t running this race, You wish that they would see your face Cause so much happens just without you, they left you hangin through and through The rocks are filled with pines and needles and bones, but theres no one to care,and theres noone to know The glass was parting as they walked on the beach, but noone warned you not to step on the leech The night sings of glasses tinking in time, but they forgot you poured the wine Cause so much happens just without you, they left you hangin through and through The rocks are filled with pines and needles and bones, but theres no one to care,and theres noone to know The glass was parting as they walked on the beach, but noone warned you not to step on the leech The night sings of glasses tinking in time, but they forgot you poured the wine

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh So you show up to the party alone, you had no friends to call and phone You’re feelin pretty down already, your mind is makin your head heavy No matter how hard you cry, you cant escape the thoughts that pry You hope that you’re just wrong, but you know you don’t get along You take a bite, take a swipe, take a sip, take a dip, take the hit, have your trip, falling down, to the ground You feel so fine, Like a well aged wine You topple all on down, make Your organs wanna frown Won’t worry bout me no more, I’ve never felt so free before My life’s my choice, so let me be, just Drop my arms, and set me free Cause when I think too long I worry I’ll get hurt And when you move away it’s like you might get burnt So if you know the truth then I don’t have to hide An excuse is all i need to show my true bright hide Jack and Jill went up The hill to get some pills I think its time to cry I think its time to lie I think its time to die I think it time to die I feel so fly, With your hands right on my thighs Doing things i cant see, Being things i cant be The brightest stars a sun, With you lifes so much fun And when I cant see straight, The wheels ill give to fate Cause when I think too long I worry I’ll get hurt And when you move away it’s like you might get burnt So if you know the truth then I don’t have to hide An excuse is all i need to show my true bright hide Jack and Jill went up The hill to get some pills I think its time to cry I think its time to lie I think its time to die I think it time to die So you wake up right at 3 pm, your mind is full of thoughts of them Your cage is metal and you’ve broken in, you’re stuck in hell until the end Your mind is full of thoughts of fairies, of angels orcs and snakes in prairies So when this thoughtless, bright trip ends, your head and your skull might be bent

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh i am not insulting anyone it is jealousy -one of our finest remaining urban centers! Whats in your mind when your god lets you down It's like your coach doesn't care about your frown Stuck in the middle with a broken right thumb Stuck playing fiddle for the wrong kind of drums Oh, woah Well take me back, to the days, when my teacher saw my face I'm like a ghost, the schools my host, and I hate it there the most The gods are mute, the teachers too, and the cops just wander by Cause it's not, illegal, to choke on his dick like a seagull Cause the parents, treat us, like laizzez faire, But the kids, are just, so unfair I was thinking about your love all from dusk till dawn But when I leapt out of my seat the yellow tape was gone Truth is they love making out with monsters too Well take me back, to the days, when my teacher saw my face I'm like a ghost, the schools my host, and I hate it here the most The gods are mute, the teachers too, and the cops just wander by Cause it's not, illegal, to choke on his dick like a seagull Well take me back, to the days, when my teacher saw my face I'm like a ghost, the schools my host, and I hate it here the most The gods are mute, the teachers too, and the cops just wander by Cause it's not, illegal, to choke on his dick like a seagull

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh my first song :) I try too hard to see the right To listen properly and gather up my might Maybe i'm crazy to believe I think this world would just be better If i wasnt there to breathe You cant see past my fragile eyes Its not like you would ever try I spent my weekend in a rut stared at my phone, tried not to cut You look at me like I'm a kid The worst ive ever done is all i ever did I’m oh so silly, gotta go, Cause you look so strange under that snow What was your smile, was it only ever for show? I try so hard to see but all i ever hear is no I think too hard, maybe ive been wrong At least id die happy, I wouldnt have to think all alone I wish I was rooted in the ground I always feel, so lost and tossed around I crave your touch, I crave the sound When you say my name I feel so found` You look at me like I'm a kid The worst ive ever done is all i ever did I’m oh so silly, gotta go, Cause you look so strange under that snow I treat you with all my respect Am I supposed to feel regret? Maybe if i was a monster Youd all be lambs, all be lambs, to my slaughter

Consent to smile is not consent to laugh Haha, so there's this guy, and uh, hes really cute, but uh, i think hes really shy- Been too long, been crawling after you Been lied to, through and through Would fuck you, but no fuck you You're a liar, you should be ashamed But you don't take the blame You always get the fame Cause when push comes to shove You were standing from above You were all I ever loved Just a little bit too much When this is over Lose track of my mind Youre mute it's so unkind Despite it I stay blind You pull me under Face into the ground Lost I wont be found Wish I would've drowned Don't you think you're being quick to judge You're not the kind to budge You're just the kind to grudge When I wake up all I wanna do Is kiss you but you moo To all the others too Youre a liar and you dont even care This is just another part of the dare You're a dickhead A piece of shit If I got my way You wouldn't do this You'd love me And you'd hug me You'd hold me tight and wouldn't leave me But I'm a jester I'm a clown Cause when i ask you out you're always outta town Hey wanna hang out sometime? I'd love to but I'm like totally fucking lying right now I say goodbye to you,we'll never meet again There's no need to pretend We'll never meet as friends Soon you'll all just go away again No matter what I say I can't get you to stay When this is over Lose track of my mind You're mute its so unkind Despite it I stay blind You pull me under Face into the ground Lost I wont be found Wish I would've drowned Don't you think you're being quick to judge You're Not the kind to budge You're just the kind to grudge When I wake up all I wanna do Is kiss you but you moo To all the others too Youre a liar and you dont even care This is just another part of the dare Love looks not with eyes, but with the mind, And therefore Cupid's blind Oh how the truths unkind Remember when we walked down to the park The kids were loud and barked The shadows were so dark I grabbed your hand, we fell into the sand My life just felt so grand But you don't understand I see you everyday, sat cross the room I pray, you hear my tune Till then I'll sit and gloom