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MY BLUEPRINT: Struggle Towards Emotional Sobriety — 357 episodes
371 What Can I Do For You Today?
#370 The Styke Moller Mentality Part 2
#369 Why I Do This
#368 Happy Life, Meaningful Life, Or Psychologically Rich Life?
#367 Ella Hannah Stoller Keynote Speech @ Oswego HS Graduation
#366 Temptation, Addiction, Choice, Power, & Responsibility
#365 Rowing 4000 Meters, Gabby Bernstein, Brene Brown...
#364 RIP John Stobb Jr.
#363 Half A Day With Oprah!
#362 Last Episode???
#361 I like Simon Sinek
#360 Compare=Despair & SOOOOO Much More
#359 Inspired By Super Model Elle Macpherson
#358 Trump Wins And I Feel...
#357 Trump or Kamala
#356 Posting Here And Patreaon Again!!!
#355-Learned Something New
#354 Can I Be A Fundraiser?
#353-Last Episode
#352 Have You Ever Heard Of Patreon?
#351 Disagree With Joe Dispenza
#350 Disneyland 2023
#349 Avoiding Reality
#348 How Sick Are You?
#347 Accepting Your Nakedness
#346 This Is My Brave-Jennifer Marshall
#345 Do You Know Jon Kabat-Zinn
#344 Michael Block Is The Man!
#343 My Therapist-Johanna Nauraine
#342 The Pinnacle Of My 23 Year Career
#341 Ladder Of Life
#340 For Parents Only!
#338 What Makes A Great Day?
#337 My Bud Sebastian Maniscalco
#336 LOVE vs NEED
#335 Say YES in 2023
#334 I Hope Oprah Does Not Listen Today
#333 Rabbi C. Greg, Panera, Grandma Sugar
#332 Michael "The Jew" Stoller UNPLUGGED
#331 Lola And Her Ball
#330 Have You Ever Heard Of Hitbodedut
#329 Want, Need, Or Desperate?
#328 Three Essays
#327 I HATE THIS EPISODE!!!
#326 Stephen "tWitch" Boss
#325 Under Anger Is Sadness
#324 Are You A Nice Person Or A Liar?
#323 China Town
#322 Longer Episode Than Normal
#321 Need Your Help!!!
#320 Zone Of Genius
#319 I'M ANGRY!
#318 Making Shame Public
#317 3 of 19-Last Day At OrangeTheory
#316 2 of 19-What Would You Do?
#315 Day 1 of 19-Selfish To The Extreme
#314 Upper Limit Issue
#313 Top 10 Favorite Things
#312 DEPRESSION
#311 Random Thoughts-6 Topics
#310 11;11-11.11.22
#309 Moment Of Grace
#308 I love Susan Jeffers!
#307 Do You Ask For Help?
#306 September 11, 2022
#305 Fear Of The Rock Bottom
#304 Atomic Habits
#304 Advice SUCKS!
#303 Slip vs. Relapse
#302 Conversation w/ Brother Kevin
#301 Jihad
#300 A Cure For Depression & Addiction
#298 Turtle Spirit
#297 Get A Therpist NOW!!!
#296 Mass Shooting In Highland Park, IL on July 4, 2022
#295 The Voice Of Knowledge
#294 Have You Ever Heard Of TMS Therapy?
#293 Bradley Cooper, CBD Gummies, & Shark Tank
#292 89 Books Left In 2022
#291 I Have Faith/Affirmations
#290 Episode #3: Feelings & Meaning
#289 Acceptance Is The Answer
#288 Episode #2: "Yes & No"
#287 Rachelle and I
#286 One Hundred Book In 2022
#285 Love, Care, & Empathy For 2022
#284 Meet My Ex-Wife Rachelle
#283 I CAN CRY AGAIN!!!
#282 Groundhog Day
#281 My Comforter-Part 1 of ?
#280 Sticky Notes Rule!
#279 ANGER, EGO, FAITH
#278 My Truth About COVID
#277 R.I.P. David Tucker
#276 Homeland & Claire Danes
#275 Hole #5 With Rabbi Bob
#274 RECO 12
#273 Immature Adult vs. Addict
#272 We Are All Addicts!
#271 Selfish & Arrogant
#270 Two Way Prayer For Men
#269 P.A.U.S.E
#268 D'vor Torah-July 23, 2021
#267 Welcome New And Old
#266 Ten MORE Rules For Success
#265-Integrity/Two Way Prayer
#264 Brain-Dump Part 2
#263 Brain-Dump Part 1
#262 A Year Of FUN!
#261 Shame Over Me
#259 Top 10 Products 2020
#258 Testimonial -19 Year Old
#257 Share Yourself DON'T Ask Questions
#256 Re-Defining Mental Health In 2021
#255 Brene Brown, Dax Shepard, & Tim Ferriss
#253 The Audacity Of Faith
#251 Survivor's Pride
#250 I Love Root Canals
#249 I Am Materialistic
#248 The Giver vs The Recipient
#247 A Day In The Life Of A Psychotherapist
#245 Green Or Black Poop Bags?
#244 Meet Two Of My Friends
#243 Brene Brown's Bread & Butter
#242 The Favorite vs. The Underdog
#241 God Of Our Understanding
#240 Race, Ted Lasso, Dating
#239 Welcome To The S**t Show
#238 Integrity Is Always Going Out
#237 I Love Myself
#236 Chapter 2: There Is A Solution-A.A. Big Book
#235 Do You Know Kamal Ravikant?
#234 Enabling vs. Empowring
#232 Do It More
#231 I Do Have Some Insecurities
#230 Do You Have Hope or Faith?
#229 GRACE
#228 The Styke Moller Mentality (TSMM)
#227 Relapse Prevention Plan For Depression
#226 Living Alone
#225 Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous
#224 After Prayer & Meditation
#223 Before Prayer & Meditation
#222 I Have A TikTok Account
#221 Start A Streak
#220 My TED Talk
#219 What Is Reality?
#218 80 Days Sober!
#217 My First Guided Meditation
#216 Meet My Friend David Tucker
#215 Do I Care What You Think Of Me?
#214 The Meadows Part 9 of 9
#213 The Meadows Part 8 of ?
#212 The Meadows Part 7 of ?
#211 The Meadows Part 6 of ?
#210 The Meadows Part 5 of ?
#209 The Meadows-Part 4 of ?
#208 The Meadows Part 3 of ?
#207 The Meadows Part 2 of ?
#206 I'M BACK! The Meadows Part 1 of ?
#205 Off To Treatment For 45 Day
#204 My Puppy And I Got Attacked By A Pitbull
#203 90 Meetings In 90 Days
#202 I Have Two Diseases
#201 My Top 10 Rules For Success
#200 God Sized Hole Within Me
#199 Patience + Spiritual Endurance
#198 I Think I Am A Narcissist!
#197 Stop Waiting For Desire
#195 The Ultimate Shit Show!
#194 Break Up's Suck!
#193 When Feelings Become Unbearable
#192 Does Anyone Know Brene Brown?
#191 Connection To A New Level
#190 Brene Brown & Michael Stoller
#189 Joy From 7am Zoom Call
#188 Emotional Sobriety Gym (ESG)-Grand Opening!
#187 The Selfishness Challenge
#186 We Don't Need Another Brene Brown
#185 Life Happens
#184 More on Emotional Sobriety
#183 Random Episode About The Truth
#182 Inspiring Blog By A Client Of Mine
#181 The Upside Of The Coronavirus
#180 Shock & Surprised!
#179 Working With A Life Coach
#178 It's Just Ordinary
#177 Pick Up The Phone
#176 Morning Prayers And Meditation
#175 A Spiritual Experience At The Casino
#174 Being A "No" To Life
#172 My Tribute To Kobe Bryant
#171 I Might Be A Fraud
#170 The Power Of A Men's Group
#169 Have You Ever Heard Of M. Scott Peck, M.D.?
#168 I Miss Kevin C.
#167 Self Hate And Mental Exhaustion
#166 Whole Again By Jackson MacKenzie
#165 Depression & Mania Strike!
#164 Sample 12-Step Meeting
#163 It's A Beautiful Day In My Neighborhood
#162 I Have Faith This Will Go Viral
#161 Emotional Sobriety=Power
#160 Oseh Shalom
#159 PLEASE DON'T LISTEN!
#158 Picking Weeds Part II
#157 Shortest Episode EVER!
#156 Ella Hannah Stoller-Bat Mitvah
#155 Wounds Leave a Mark
#154 15 Years Ago Today
#153 Men Drinking Coffee
#152 Getting Away With Murder
#151 Hold The Space
#150 Don't Touch Me!
#149 My Back Does Not Lie
#148 Testimonial To Dave Ellis And Falling Awake
#147 Another Type Of Service
#146 Fear Is An Emotion, Faith Is An Action
#145 I Am Your Disease
#144 What Is Your Vice?
#143 How Many People Do You Know?
#142 Should Have Already Mastered Everything
#141 The MBD Virus
#140 What Makes A Great Therapist?
#139 What The Heck Is Step 8
#138 GRIEF-Go Right Inside Exhale Faith
#137 A.A.-Acceptance & Action
#136 Sayings and Slogans
#135 Southern Hospitality
#134 Half The Speed
#133 How To Tie A Windsor Knot
#132 A Message From Grey's Anatomy
#131 Amateur Golf Tournament Episode 3 of 3
#130 Amateur Golf Tournament Episode 2 of 3
#129 Amateur Golf Tournament Episode 1 of 3
#128 Try This Today
#127 Sufi Poem
#125 Life Lessons
#124 Grief, Sex, Pregnancy, & Bi-Polar
#123 Going Back To St. Jude Children's Hospital
#121 My Kids Question My Manliness
#120 What is a Control Addict?
#119 Is This Me Or The Depression Talking?
#118 Words Fail
#117 Being Large And In-Charge
#116 I AM BORED!
#115 A Walk With God
#114 The Strongest And Most Courageous Man I know
#113 You Never Now Who Might Show Up
#112 Freedom, Control, Illusion
#111 P+P+P=P
#110 Cog Hill Course No. 4-Dubsdread
#109 Brene and Oprah
#108 11th Hole at Fox Bend Golf Course
#107 How Can I Attend Alcoholics Anonymous?
#106 Bring Your "A" Game
#105 What Is The Equal Odds Rule?
#104 Have You Experienced Enough Pain Yet?
#101 I'm back!
#100 Conclusion-Part II
#99 Conclusion-Part 1
#98 Footprints
#97 Up Close & Personal With Mania
#96 Being Of Service
#94 I'm Going On An Audition
#93 From Despair To Gratitude
#92 Are People Doing The Best They Can?
#91 My Eulogy
#90 Can You Handle The Truth
#89 Oh, The Places You'll Go!
#88 God Works Through ALL People
#87 Ed Smyth-Part II
#86 Judaism and Christianity
#85 A Painful Spiritual Experience
#84 B2B Steps 10, 11, 12
#83 B2B Steps 6, 7, 8, 9
#82 B2B Steps 4,5
#81 Back To Basics Steps 1,2,3
#80 The Power Of An AA Meeting
#79 Seeing Yourself In A New Light
#77 Do You Want To Know What I Am Thinking?
#76 Kind & Gentle
#75 The Book Of Awesome!
#74 The Power Of Community
#73 Victims Of The Pittsburgh Shooting
#72 The Town Of Spirituality
#71 Golf And Life
#70 Where Have I Been
#69 Can I Change Another Person?
#68 Playing Golf Lefty-Part II
#67 Playing Golf Lefty-Part I
#66 All Over The Place
#65 You Are A Loser!
#64 My Rabbi Says I Am Ready
#63 I am President Trump!
#62 My Self-Worth
#61 Ten Things Men Can't Say
#60 A Million Little Things
#59 Ordinary Self-Esteem vs. Spiritual Self-Esteem
#58 A Walk Through Steps 1-12
#57 A Few Lessons I Learned About Parenting
#56 Getting In The Gap
#55 Rabbi Kamil Yom Kippur Sermon
#54 Have You Ever Heard Of The Term Egocide
#53 Acceptance And Gratitude
#52 A Jew And A Catholic Playing Golf
#51 It Is ALWAYS All About Me
#50 The Shift From "Self" to "Other"
#49 I Love Christian Rock
#48 What Would It Be Like To Have More Power
#47 Christopher Robin
#46 Clarity
#45 Why Can I Not Pass This Test?
#44 yrT sgnihT sdrawkcaB
#43 Take A Look Around
#42 The Power Of Songs And Speeches
#41 How Much Do I Really Know?
#40 Landmark Education
#39 Meet My Friend Ed Smyth
#38 The Voices In My Head
#37 You Spot It You Got It
#36 Meet Joe
#35 How Would You Answer
#34 Letter To 5 Year Old Michael
#33 What Is A Spiritual Experience?
#32 Picking Weeds
#31 David Foster Wallace
#30 Random Thoughts
#29 The Emotional Sobriety Letter
#28 Are You An Introvert Or Extrovert
#27 20.5 Mile Run
#26 The Improv Podcast
#25 iThink Tecnology
#24 Why Advice Does Not Work
#23 What Do I Have In Common With Oprah?
#22 I Am Addicted To Control
#21 This Is How I Pray
#20 Do You Know The Four Agreements?
#19 White Caste or Caribbean Cruise
#18 Is Bi-Polar Real?
#17 The Violin Music Box
#16 The Opposite Of Addiction Is Not Sobriety
#15 What Is Flotation?
#14 Happy Father's Day Dad!
#13 The Struggle Men Are Facing in 2018
#12 Spokes Of A Wheel
#11 The Rise Of Suicide
#10 Death By Suicide
#9 The Ball Don't Lie-Part 3
#8 The Ball Don't Lie-Part 2
#7 The Ball Don't Lie-Part 1
#6 Preview Of Upcoming Podcasts
#5 My New Life
#4 The Gift Of Divorce
#3 An Alternative Treatment For Depression
#2 The Truth
#1 Who Is Michael Stoller?-Take Two