All Episodes - The Rewire4Success Podcast

I was an addict for 25 years, and neither of us knew it when we got into our relationship. Katie was a deeply wounded divorced mom of two who had previously been a pastor's wife in a very toxic and abusive marriage. She had been groomed to accept porn and expected to compete with it. But coming into this new chapter of life, both of us knew deep down this wasn't the monogamous and emotionally fulfilling relationship we had dreamt of and truly wanted.When it became clear to us that porn use was interfering with our life together, she told me that this was a deal breaker for her. I needed to decide. Would it be porn? Or her? I chose her.You'd think that would have been the end of it... But the 3 year recovery process that we went through following that was extremely painful, damaging to her, and at one point ended our relationship. Neither of us had any idea what kind of hold this had on me, how difficult and complex this addiction really was, or how much this had impacted my brain.

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