All Episodes
wandering into the void — 92 episodes
stoner reacts to "you win some, you lose some" self-discovery
stoner reacts to "inside out chicken pot pie"
stoner reacts to twitch and nasa... again (part 2)
stoner reacts to something big (part 1)
stoner reacts to laufey's dear soulmate
stoner reacts to spacecraft observations & artemis briefing
stoner reacts to saying “you” and cooking stream
stoner reacts: twitch, iran & apollo ii
stoner reacts: "she needs fucking christ"
stoner reacts to alarms, analytics, and shuffling
stoner reacts to billie eilish's hit me hard & soft
leaked! the perfect human does not exist!
i found my main villain in twitch.tv
the dark truth about healing they hide!
new big bad unlocked: twitch.tv
the shocking reason you were never meant to fit in!
figure out how to work my... "medicine"
the shocking truth about freedom they don’t want you to know
i deleted everything (again)
you’re not crazy, the simulation noticed you (and it's pissed)
mindfulness is a scam
why overthinking won’t shut up.
toxic positivity is killing you: the dark truth they don’t want you to admit
why you’re wasting time on creators like me & can’t stop watching
talking to my broken self: why strangers saved me
BONUS: who am i when nobody is watching?
the dark truth about moving back home nobody talks about (starting my NEET journey)
new year’s lies
if money doesn’t fix you, what will?
BONUS: a small christmas gift
too online to function
BONUS: this mentalcel is medmaxxing
burnt out, broke & crying over toast
mentally ill, unmedicated & vibing
do you have a controlling mother too?
bonus episode: i let a crazy homeless guy in my house
mentally ill, academically failing, spiritually buffering
toxic people broke my brain (and yours too)
pills, psych wards & propaganda: why nothing’s getting better
why hustle culture is a lie! burn out or break free?
bored to death: how late-stage capitalism screws your soul
i quit meds, hit rock bottom. here’s what they won’t tell you.
how to survive posting when no one cares?
how to have an existential crisis at 2am?
how to escape the algorithm (or at least pretend you can)?
how to gaslight yourself into thinking you have free will?
am i fixed yet, or just really good at pretending?
how do you create without losing yourself in the grind?
how to question the myth of home & embrace the chaos?
mayfair witches season 2 & dcu's harley quinn season 5 reactions
charli xcx's brat, spicy ramen, & the existential grind: why i’m only posting fridays now.
the revolution will not be productive: hustle culture is dead, long live doing nothing.
why your life feels like groundhog day: escaping the time loop and daily grind (new schedule: every other friday)
can we separate the art from the asshole? (can i still like the sandman?)
what captain america: brave new world misses (ally vs hater vs the ones not on either side)
how to survive the Scrollpocalypse w/ TikTok's ban & censorship?
listen to this if you are or feel lost!
nothing matters, and that’s the best news you’ll hear today.
how to time travel without actually doing anything & also maybe lose your mind a little?
breaking free from the chains: a raw & honest midnight rant you can’t ignore.
why is new year’s a scam? (new upload: every friday)
2025: a new year, the same struggles.
pov: your friend rants to you at midnight about money when drunk.
superman’s real power? control explained, an audio vlog
fall asleep to 25 minutes of love, hate, anxiety, & surviving 2025 (audio vlog)
drones, lies, & the government: what you missed, an audio vlog
drones, psyops, & government gaslighting: is this black mirror irl?
burnout, comics, and why life feels like a bad plot twist.
are you surviving or surrendering? wrestling with hope, trauma, & the human condition.
is isolation, ai, & the monotony of existence all we have left?
anxiety, paranoia, & existential ocd simulation
numerology secrets, divine guilt, and surviving in a broken society.
forehead hurts & life is a joke i keep telling myself.
time is an illusion, reality is fake, i don’t know what’s happening anymore.
confronting shadows in the mirror of society.
the abyss whispers back unraveling existence in a forgotten echo.
he unravels identity as the voice of guilt & cosmic truths.
i taste noodles and hear echoes of myself.
i slip between words i wish i'd said and words that disappear.
wandering alone through pop & psyche, feat. jimmy olsen.
when monday feels like friday but it’s not.
i don't know why i keep going but i'm still here.
i’m not sure what’s next but i’m here and wondering.
i have no idea where i went
a day in a mind of fractured realities.
why am i still here? the search for purpose amongst chaos.
finding myself in the middle of chaos and competition
i’m just getting started with posting daily but will i burn out?
laughing through the highs & lows as i reflect on my bipolar journey.
reflecting on facing uncertainty, finding balance, mental health, & content creation.
living alone, ai girlfriends, & podcasting chaos.
reflecting on the penguin, violence, mental health, and life’s harsh truths.