Alyn Ford

No I can’t deny it Baby I’ve been hiding You’ve seen my destruction Can’t pretend it’s not Constantly on my mind I’m just losing my guide I just wanna protect you Blessed to say that I’ve met you Metamorphosis baby I’m evolving I’m not so obsessed In causing my destruction Know this shit a loop I start to split in two I feel like I’m collapsing My mind just splits in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two Told me gentle white lies Fine when we were still warm Drive died Death by winter time Story based on bitter truth Earth opens up Cracks for me to slip into Full heart Love in full bloom Dark nights Not two weeks later I return under a crescent moon You’ve seen what I’ve been through Baby I need you Feels like I’m falling I hear you calling You’ve seen right through me You’re venomous baby Your lips are like a drug Can’t get enough of it Every time we kiss Baby I get high off it My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind had been unified Now fights over what to do Despite agreeing to work together One side asks the other Who are you My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two My mind is split in two

produced by alynford guitar loop by Kirigerb Why can’t I ever seem To lay down the life burying me Stay the course You set right at my feet It would be one thing to give up a dream Donating any means Help instead Shoulder somebody else’s pain Lose your place to another to stay Trade it all in for everything Trade it all Trade it all Base it on faith Watch and we wait Making bank that won’t burn away Since day one I could feel Your Love Too proud for the gates He absorbed the blame Let me down on clouds over lakes You tell me to go for this My body be tellin' me Sit back and be comfortable The path is right there I feel like I'm in war But I'm against myself You say "Live your life for Christ" People say "Live your life a little, here have a drink" You tell me to follow You But then you show me people That are doing the opposite Even after all that I know You’re the truth Cause I’ll take clouds over any lake Slipped in imprisoned I was just visiting A man came down Lifted me up again Why can’t I ever seem To lay down the life burying me Stay the course You set right at my feet It would be one thing to give up a dream Donating any means Help instead Shoulder somebody else’s pain Lose your place to another to stay Trade it all in for everything Trade it all Trade it all Base it on faith Watch and we wait Making bank that won’t burn away Since day one I could feel Your Love Too proud for the gates He absorbed the blame Let me down on clouds over lakes

Grape Juice by alynford & @not_boat It's not the end of the world Anyway wouldn’t we Shake it off with a handshake Seek to set right What’s been upset Take back the dumb things we wish so badly we hadn’t said Maybe we misinterpreted Easily turned to hurting them Got me wondering… Have I ever been right? No no no To be wrong Or to be alone your whole life? Just wait, I’m ok I’ll be fine, hush Let it go Til you’re not bleeding anymore Have I ever been right? No no no I guess that I held on a little too tight Rush, tug fate delicate Timelines touching Heaven’s gold You’re gonna leave here on your own Stay loving Have I ever been right? No no no Fault’s location won’t Keep me up at night No way, saying stay Don’t leave, don’t go If you squeeze your grape juice box It stains your clothes Have I ever been right? No no no Now that you’re gone Wish I’d been wrong the whole time So pray but they may still have to go Everything ends Especially what matters most What will they say when they see? I’ve already ruined my brand new t-shirt What will they say on Monday? Not much juice will find your mouth Lately I’ve been finding out Death grip sends it flying out Seems like I’m still finding I’ll take my lifetime learning how When will I? Oh when will I learn? Heaven knows Heaven knows I try Raining grape juice stains my clothes Heaven knows I try Stains my clothes Have I ever been right? To be wrong Or to be alone your whole life? Just wait Have I ever been right? Hush, let it go Have I ever been right? I guess that I held on a little too tight Squeezing I’ll be fine Leaving

They moved the town that I grew up Just north of Many years before my time Better people than I am Walked along the tops of the old roads but can’t relate to those that paved them, poured and smoothed or carved out of rock already there A different life a different time Try but can’t relate to the existence How much less to that of all who came before Built from scratch, torn down to build it better Watered then repotted Risking roots In hopes of what might be Never have felt worthy Walking these old walls But never said it Don’t know that I knew it These ruins, I’ve let them down Whoever moved the old town Don’t know them But from walks between their headstones Limestone, marble white I don’t know why Steps lay under water I’ve been climbing Still feel so low Sitting one above the surface with man’s best friend Thinking maybe I’m one step away From breaking out from sinking

every moments tragic if you and I are both one thing then i think it's far too sentimental took it all the wrong way and I don't mean lightly we were more than we could handle if you and I are both one thing then i think it's far too sentimental took it all the wrong way and I don't mean lightly we were more than we could handle every moments tragic since we drifted apart no match for momentum only go slow bowing sad struck lonely on a heart strung with stolen parts if you and I are both one thing then i think it's far too sentimental took it all the wrong way and I don't mean lightly we were more than we could handle said she thinks about me when she hears Hozier's "Too Sweet" like the saccharine on the table even had the nerve to play it on repeat why would you do that? just felt like hurting me a little (I'm lonely like the fiddle) there's a place you can find me sad as this violin that i hope can convey all the pain I'm in you were fast asleep we were driving heart worn from sorrow repaired with strings that were borrowed from a violin (lonely like the fiddle) from a violin (I'm lonely like the fiddle) so close babe we had it adamant you’re the one every moments tragic woah woah woah if you and I are both one thing then I think it’s far too sentimental took it all the wrong way and I don't mean lightly we were more than we could handle

Pure love can be perfect Might be uncertain But dedicated if its for us Ever patient and delicate They put an end to your going unheard Won’t let you fall in the forest But pick you up if you should slip You’re protected by great wings You’re tucked underneath Lonely made long ago By this era of hold me Your love It was imperfect Like me So I’ll ignore the warning The warning no The warning Couldn’t tell my heart no I knew It wouldn’t listen to anything Should have held firm, Fast, faced the truth I’ll never get to see them change You did things no true love Would do No true love No true love would do The first cut is the deepest Last look's the longest Staring after the strongest Love you've known walks off And I know it hurts When your North Star turns Hollow feeling How could love to follow Lead you on Heart only bleeds Can't believe they're gone Your love It was imperfect Like me So I’ll ignore the warning The warning no The warning Couldn’t tell my heart no I knew It wouldn’t listen to anything Should have held firm, Fast, faced the truth I’ll never get to see them change You did things no true love Would do No true love No true love would do

And even though humans can't read minds yet, she again and again scares me with reading minds. When you're too sassy towards her, your fate is already damned Then she puts you on an island without help or reception, or she pushes you out of the airplane without a parachute and she watches as you hit the ground.no one failed to warn me no one that knew her but no one could ever know her the way that I did must be how I felt when I brushed them all off I had every reason to doubt her but somehow my heart made sense of it all did it all for her pushed what i had toward her dove down found her hand kicked we rose up broke out broke down shuddered much like I am now fell she was chaos toughened up met her meltdowns but wasn't enough saw it coming still somehow I got caught, shocked and dumbfounded surely she knows how much she gave up maybe she would have loved me if she'd known how could close her eyes quiet life spinning around, place her hand on the wall behind her bed, slow it down ever dream of free fall wake up, wishing you’d hit the ground shut the earth out and its problems cause she’s got her own can’t be alone and no one can solve them hear her own thoughts clear enough so when they whisper even just mouth the words they'll be heard as if listen was a placeholder for a term lost as was burned with the rest of the last text in existence ancient and old, gone forgotten like my favourite thing my time with her oh i was so sure there was nothing more pure do anything for her but no more done its torture destroyed crushed its over same book defined lower as somewhere higher up than the hell that I hide under fell she was chaos toughened up met her meltdowns but wasn't enough saw it coming still somehow I got caught, shocked and dumbfounded surely she knows how much she gave up maybe she would have loved me if she'd known how could close her eyes quiet life spinning around, place her hand on the wall behind her bed slow it down ever dream of free fall wake up, wishing you hit the ground Sie ist ein wicked girl in ihrer wicked world es gibt nichts was sie noch nicht erlebt hat Sie kennt keinen Gegner they're landing in the dirt sie guckt auf makeup nicht auf Fehler Und obwohl ein Mensch noch nicht Gedanken lesen kann macht sie mir immer auf's neue mit Gedankenlesen Angst Kommst du ihr einmal zu frech ist dein Schicksal schon verdammt Dann steckt sie dich auf ne Insel ohne Hilfe und Empfang Oder stößt dich aus dem Flugzeug ohne Fallschirm and she watches as you hit the ground Everything I said a metaphor for how she treated others but I don't want her succeeding with just living it all down Wonder what you’re thinking What’s behind those eyes And i wish I could find a way She can’t really swim But I know she’d dive In at first sign of a tidal wave Even now I know it hurts sometimes While you lie there Wide awake Deep in danger, drinking, thoughts of suicide Saying nothing in a quiet place In a quiet place German lyrics (translated): She is a wicked girl In her wicked world There's nothing she hasn't experienced yet She knows no enemy They're landing in the dirt She looks at makeup not at mistakes Everything I said, a metaphor for how she treated others, but I don't want her succeeding with just living it all down

waves break the coast soar flying make the most of our short life span sprint the shoreline sand turns damp, cool, and packed down and smooth but we’re not wading in perfect for playing in feet slap shallow puddles splashing rapid bursts of water caution thrown to the wind to keep up to the other kids that’s all there is breathe between laughs gasping as we come up warmed by the air we're sun kissed dripping dry tell me what’s not to love? what’s there to worry? a full life time it's still not enough back then didn’t think it’d be this hard staying young life would leave light would quit heart might beat me to death if I couldn’t see you again (staying young) If it can’t be reversed I need time to slow down Spend eternity searching Won’t rest til you’re found while we’re the way we are it’d be so fun staying young superb snow forts fun stuffed days filled and up to the brink so bright, smart, sure proactive, memory, happening sport, golf course chase geese proud as can be asleep in your arms but was only pretending to stay in heaven safe as ever sand on the tub floor from the beach those were the days spectacular diving catch made we lived on the driveway oh what a life we’ve had a joy we’ve know thought that was your dad when we spoke on the phone imitation is flattery I get choked up can barely breathe snow white winged dove thirty-three a few more weeks somehow shaking hands still cling to the edge of seventeen I don’t ha think I’ll ever catch up (snow white winged dove) you've never been so much you’re everything dripping dry tell me what’s not to love? what’s there to worry? a full life time it's still not enough back then didn’t think it’d be this hard spend eternity searching won't rest til you're found staying life would leave light would quit heart might beat me to death if I couldn’t see you again (staying young) if it can’t be reversed I need time to slow down spend eternity searching won’t rest til you’re found

In Bloom - alynford music by LSG & alynford lyrics written & performed by alynford Haven’t grown apart Overnight erased Not a word Said your goodbyes With just your eyes Quite a while back We’ve been torn apart Left betrayed Replaced Not a thought Avert your eyes Stick to your lies Gas light attack If I’ve gone cold I’m a stepping stone Enclosed in frost Unseen under snow And like old smells Bring memories rushing Back at once I’ll be uncovered In bloom with the summer Your warm and well worn Way path with a gate Back to the home that you lost Oh, what I’d give to spend one more day together Humming the words that we don’t remember Horseshoes, shooting stars, four-leaf clovers (so fine then go) would I be writing this song if I didn't care What else can I do now that you're not there You're not there anymore Not a word Said your goodbyes With just your eyes Quite a while back (anymore) We’ve been torn apart Left betrayed Replaced Not a thought Avert your eyes Stick to your lies Gas light attack If I’ve gone cold I’m a stepping stone Enclosed in frost Unseen under snow And like old smells Bring memories rushing Back at once I’ll be uncovered In bloom with the summer Your warm and well worn Way path with a gate Back to the home that you lost Oh, what I’d give to spend one more day together Humming the words that we don’t remember Horseshoes, shooting stars, four-leaf clovers You'll see the mistake you made Try to turn back but the path will have changed If I've gone cold I'm a stepping stone enclosed in frost (humming the words) Some sign will appear And you'll make a wish But you'll be too late for the fate you missed Would I be writing this song if I didn't care What else can I do now that you're not there You'll see the mistake you made Try to turn back but the path will have changed Would I be writing this song if I didn't care What else can I do now Some sign will appear And you'll make a wish But you'll be too late for the fate you missed Enclosed in frost Unseen under snow You'll see the mistake you made Try to turn back but the path will have changed Would I be writing this song if I didn't care