banana split

lyrics: let me crash on the couch in ur head ya the elephants take up room in mine i lost my gills when i crawled out of the sea since then its been hard to breathe got a human brain its a funny thing distorting realities to find a picture to fit in no one looks the same in my family portraits stopped cutting in high school, it doesn’t matter unless it kill but i wanna feel pain i wanna feel like i got a nail inside my brain breaking like a fever wear my karma show it shows i could fake the moon landing w the effort it takes to know I’m alive, tried self care. what i learned from mac is i cant even trust myself going back to the water. i think I’m gonna drown take me to the lighthouse. I’m afraid of virginia do u believe in ghosts? they believe in me ya I’m afraid of virginia woolf

lyrics: I’m always running away from the hand that feeds Im a bag of bones. its hard to eat I’ve been alone so long, now everything is private no i don’t have friends like that anymore i don’t talk to jack, no i don’t to sarah when i left u everyone left me here i am playing music in the dark on bowie’s piano ground control can’t reach me now earth is not the place for alien activity I’m not the boy that you remember no I’m not a boy at all u won’t recognize me if we meet again i’ll make u feel brand new if u let me back in i'll make u feel brand new the only thing that i regret is walking out that door I’m sorry. im sorry that i wanted more here i go again try to play flawless notes on broken strings i only recall being safe in ur arms

lyrics: never found oz since i left kansas they say theres no place like home but idk what that means cause i live life alone yeah i live like a snail ruby slip-ons sipping on tin man crashing hot wheels n matchboxes vroom vroom vroom I’m a one-door mazda zoom zoom zoom driving the car and sitting shotgun I’m my own ride or die x2 I'm driving the car and sitting shotgun I’m my own ride or die x2 cherry colored vans. black council tee just like my funk they cry behind me ya I’m the deer standing in ur highbeams used to ride the concrete wave now I’m green day, demon days dog days are over on my bedroom floor where i used to sip bombay w friends that i don’t got anymore been drinking more since i left AA I’m no good. i feel like winehouse wires frayed. I’m in between days if my friends were here what would they say? i miss a place where we drive on the left side back of the favela smashing bottles w the gringos chaining darts, get the lingo ya all my friends were my best friends when i was cool all my friends were my best friends I’m not dead or alive I’m somewhere in between I’m not a boy or a girl I’m someone in between where’d u go? whats the deal? doing my best scarecrow impression when I’m standing in ur field i’ll be the big crying kid still wondering if anyone will talk to me u tell me to go somewhere else i might go drink something else i don’t wanna be by myself always crying in public. restrooms n parking lots I’m in this car by my self imma ride or die all by myself

lyrics: in this room so long that I’m counting by fives take it slow like a dive now I’m drowning in goodbyes got my back to the dirt shoegazing at the sky where u live. ya I’m down to earth but the floor is lava. so thats gotta hurt guess thats why ur parents left us all ur shirts if ur in that hearse i wanna be sitting shotgun rolling on a perc till i see god come looking at the sky today praying to the guy again x2 black band t, slip on vans ya I’m still the kid w the toys in the backpack sitting in the back i aint going like 2pac sitting in the back i aint going like 2pac don’t trust the night can’t see in the dark I’m staying right here ur gonna wait for me this UFO has no wings and ur still the kid w the earth in his eyes u passed the chain like mic to ur brother I’ll play pretend. i can be king kong I’m on top of the world. u know whats next whats obvious to me isn’t obvious to u buried underground, in 5 years thats where i’ll stay but just for now try and have a nice day looking at the sky today praying to the guy again x2

lyrics: I’ve been at ur doorstep so many times its avon calling I never had a key i just come to sell you the sweetest things but it seems I’ve rotten u to the core the cavities break inside ur bones ya had to kick that habit u had to kick me out crying out in ur neighborhood u got over me faster than cigarettes 15. our first kiss i'll fuck it up and always miss feels like lisa frank when u traced the stickers on my skin but u act like kate winslet when u don’t see me oh my darling clementine i want the river to take me away now I’ve drowned and gone astray i see im doing nothing but interrupting ur getting over me sometimes i dream i didnt leave but i know i had to so i could be me and if ur rome than I’m the romans u know i miss u the same way time tests David I’m patiently waiting to figure out how many days it takes to give up its been a year since we last spoke idk who u are anymore i didn’t know you’d be my last home life peeled back to the start i dont speak w my mouth i speak w my heart thats how i learned i love too much i was the pop rocks n u were the coke now you’ve grown i make ya stomach sick I’m loveless I’m shoe gazing. I’m tripping I’m hopping I’m the dummy I’m not the dancing queen but I’m coming clean for the first time i see im doing nothing but interrupting ur getting over me sometimes i dream i didnt leave but i know i had to so i could be me I’m that irritating game on ur phone that u couldnt stop playing next time i call you won’t answer had to cut out that addiction i got everything i asked for now I’m alone my face is a rubrics cube that u couldn’t solve i know u'll always care bc u believe in me u said id be a star but i wanna be yours all over ur body. kiss me kiss me i see im doing nothing but interrupting ur getting over me sometimes i wish i didnt leave. oh yeah i wish that i didnt leave now u see it, now u dont red doesnt remind me of blood anymore just the colour of your nail polish

lyrics: this is my room that i grew up in this is my room where i laugh w my friends this is my room where i dream of u this is my room this is my room we play uno on my shag carpet and listen to king krule off the turntable ur sitting on my bed and I’m sitting on the floor watching u talk about the earth like we’re playing zathura but you’ll go home
 and i’ll stay here w the monsters in the closet kiss me goodbye if i go outside i might hurt myself this is my room that i grew up in this is my room where i laugh w my friends this is my room where i dream of u this is my room this is my room i refuse to carry mirrors in here they remind me of the fact that i look like a boy david bowies on my wall next to kate spade next to amy winehouse i got records from the 60s toys from japan books on my shelf, theres a world in here but my teddy bear knows the truth about where these fingers have been down my throat, in other people gripping razorblades cutting out distractions till i realize its just me in my room this is my room that i grew up in this is my room where i laugh w my friends this is my room where i dream of u this is my room this is my room this is my room where i can wear dress without someone pulling my pocketbook this is my room where i take lsd and blast deftones. no one tells me whats real ya this can be my last room this will be my last room