Built Different

In this episode of Built Different, host Colin Ledbetter sits down with veteran firefighter and flight paramedic Chip Ashford to break down a career built on discipline, risk, and purpose. Chip shares his journey from growing up in a firehouse to volunteering at 17, working EMS in St. Louis, and eventually becoming a captain in St. Charles City. Along the way, he became a flight paramedic, responding to high-risk emergencies in helicopters and managing critical care operations. If you’re interested in first responder life, leadership under pressure, or what it means to truly be “built different,” this episode delivers real, unfiltered insight. #firefighter #firstresponders #builtdifferent

In this powerful episode of Built Different, @TonyTwist18 sat down with Colin Ledbetter, former St Louis Cop, who flat lined many times and just had his leg amputated 4 years later due to complications. Tony has taken a lot of hits over the years, but this conversation hits DIFFERENT. Colin started Built Different to give first responders a voice nobody else is giving them. From the realities of policing in one of America’s most dangerous cities to advocating for first responder mental health, this conversation dives deep into what’s really happening behind the badge. This isn’t what you see on the news—this is real life. 🎙️ Raw. Honest. Built Different. #inspiration #builtdifferent #firstresponders 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/

From everyone at Trueline Media Group, we'd like to extend our gratitude to all of our first responders and to Colin for what you all do. Let's grow Built Different together! In this video, you’ll hear honest testimonials from people who actually listen to the show and what keeps them coming back. From motivation to real conversations, this is why Built Different is hitting different. If you’ve been thinking about checking it out, start here. #inspiration #gratitude #firstresponders

In this episode of Built Different, host Colin Ledbetter sits down with two 6th District officers to talk about policing North St. Louis through COVID, manpower shortages, rising and falling crime trends, and the reality behind the headlines. Brett and Jessica share raw stories from patrol — from vehicle pursuits and violent crime to saving stray dogs and working animal abuse cases — plus what’s changed inside the justice system and on the streets. Real perspective. Real experience. No filters. #stlouis #policepodcast #builtdifferent 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/

Ever wondered what 30 years in the fire service looks like? In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, we sit down with retired Fire Captain Pat Byron, who shares raw insights from nearly three decades serving North County Fire & Rescue. Pat Byron served as a Fire Captain for nearly 30 years with North County Fire & Rescue (formerly Riverview Fire Department), starting in 1985. He witnessed the transformation of firefighting from basic emergency response to advanced paramedic care, navigating explosive call volume growth and departmental consolidations throughout his career. 👍 If you enjoyed this episode, please SUBSCRIBE and hit the LIKE button – it helps us bring you more first responder stories! #firstresponders #firefighterlife #builtdifferentpodcast ​ 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

Ever wondered what 30 years in the fire service looks like? In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, we sit down with retired Fire Captain Pat Byron, who shares raw insights from nearly three decades serving North County Fire & Rescue. Pat Byron served as a Fire Captain for nearly 30 years with North County Fire & Rescue (formerly Riverview Fire Department), starting in 1985. He witnessed the transformation of firefighting from basic emergency response to advanced paramedic care, navigating explosive call volume growth and departmental consolidations throughout his career. 👍 If you enjoyed this episode, please SUBSCRIBE and hit the LIKE button – it helps us bring you more first responder stories! #firstresponders #firefighterlife #builtdifferentpodcast ​ 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

Ever wondered what 30 years in the fire service looks like? In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, we sit down with retired Fire Captain Pat Byron, who shares raw insights from nearly three decades serving North County Fire & Rescue. Pat Byron served as a Fire Captain for nearly 30 years with North County Fire & Rescue (formerly Riverview Fire Department), starting in 1985. He witnessed the transformation of firefighting from basic emergency response to advanced paramedic care, navigating explosive call volume growth and departmental consolidations throughout his career. 👍 If you enjoyed this episode, please SUBSCRIBE and hit the LIKE button – it helps us bring you more first responder stories! #firstresponders #firefighterlife #builtdifferentpodcast ​ 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

Ever wondered what 30 years in the fire service looks like? In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, we sit down with retired Fire Captain Pat Byron, who shares raw insights from nearly three decades serving North County Fire & Rescue. Pat Byron served as a Fire Captain for nearly 30 years with North County Fire & Rescue (formerly Riverview Fire Department), starting in 1985. He witnessed the transformation of firefighting from basic emergency response to advanced paramedic care, navigating explosive call volume growth and departmental consolidations throughout his career. 👍 If you enjoyed this episode, please SUBSCRIBE and hit the LIKE button – it helps us bring you more first responder stories! #firstresponders #firefighterlife #builtdifferentpodcast ​ 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

From corrections officer to firefighter to massage therapist – discover how Stephanie Spaniel transformed trauma into healing. In this episode, we explore her 26-year journey through Illinois corrections, firefighting/EMS, and her current work helping people release stored trauma through bodywork. Stephanie brings 26+ years of experience working in high-stress, high-trauma environments. After 13 years in Illinois Department of Corrections and 13 years in fire/EMS, she now specializes in massage therapy focused on releasing stored trauma—whether from childhood experiences or occupational stress. Her unique background gives her deep insight into how the body holds onto trauma and how to help people heal. Connect with Stephanie: https://www.instagram.com/spaniol79?igsh=OXVjdWx3bTl0eW5t https://www.facebook.com/stephanie.spaniol.2025?rdid=NwGMvMaGiaQBXeR3&share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F1CoNsQUVYK%2F# https://www.facebook.com/spaniol1?rdid=pB3QhY1OPQ5Dsxt2&share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F1Ag7P69xj6%2F# Holding Space STL: https://www.holdingspacehealingllc.com/?fbclid=Iwb21leAPSD05jbGNrA9IPRmV4dG4DYWVtAjExAHNydGMGYXBwX2lkDDM1MDY4NTUzMTcyOAABHm2AG7sT2V7kj93P9_uKbJbgVt27u1_RszTrjEMy2ZDd4_lR-VDLnVZPXLmM_aem_nTcZI_qrgcy63skQdb1r2w https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61558459971562&rdid=wiYFz1zUa48AUQuA&share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F1bpfCopCp2%2F# https://www.instagram.com/holdingspacehealing_llc?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw%3D%3D #firstresponders #massagetherapy #traumarecoverycoach ​ 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

First responders are trained to stay alert, ready, and resilient — but that constant state of readiness doesn’t always turn off. In this conversation, we explore how stress lives in the body, why first responders often struggle to relax even in safe environments, and what that means for their health, relationships, and recovery. Whether you serve on the front lines or love someone who does, this episode sheds light on the physical and neurological impact of the job — and why healing takes more than just rest. If you or a veteran you know is in need of help, reach out to Chad Cross with the link below: https://www.tyr-i.com/the-phalanx-project #firstresponders #mentalhealthawareness #firstresponderwellness 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

Ever wondered why bagpipes are played at police funerals? In this powerful episode, three St. Louis police officers share the sacred tradition of police bagpiping—from honoring fallen heroes to bringing communities together at events like Guns & Hoses. WHAT YOU'LL LEARN: 1. **The History of Police Bagpipes** – How Irish immigrants created this tradition and why it's now universal across all backgrounds 2. **What It Takes to Learn** – The brutal reality of bagpipe stamina, daily practice requirements, and the chanter training process 3. **Balancing the Badge & the Band** – How officers manage patrol schedules, homicide investigations, and funeral call-outs while maintaining musical skill 4. **Why This Matters** – The emotional impact of bagpipes at funerals, the brotherhood between city and county bands, and why this tradition will never die 5. **How to Get Involved** – What officers need to know if they want to join (spoiler: it's harder to recruit than to learn) MEET THE GUESTS: **Chris Rumpsa** – Retired St. Louis Metro PD Sergeant (21 years), founder of the St. Louis City Police Bagpipe Program, now serving with NGA Police **Jason Delp** – St. Louis City PD (8 years), Downtown Bike Unit, bagpiper for 1.5 years **John Blaskiewicz** – Commander of Homicide, St. Louis City PD (28.5 years), started bagpiping in 2020 If you'd like inquire about joining the band, contact Chris Rumpsa here: [email protected] 👍 **If this episode moved you, please LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and SHARE** — it helps us reach more people who need to hear these stories. **Special thanks to:** - Dave Samback and the St. Louis County Police Pipe & Drum Band - All officers who honor the fallen through music - The families who allow us to serve them in their darkest moments **DISCLAIMER:** The views expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official policies or positions of their respective departments. This content is for educational and informational purposes. #PoliceBagpipes #BuiltDifferent #LawEnforcement #StLouisPolice #FirstResponders #PoliceTradition #AmazingGrace #GunsAndHoses #PolicePodcast #thinblueline 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

In this episode of Built Different, I open up about the night I was shot, my recovery journey, and what it really means to heal as a first responder. I answer your questions about trauma, returning to duty, burnout, and how to support those in recovery. WHAT YOU'LL LEARN: The untold story of the shooting – What most people don't know about the night that changed everything, including the back-and-forth of whether I'd survive Mental vs. physical recovery – Why the mental battle was harder than the physical injuries and how I deal with it today Coming back to the job – The two-year struggle of not knowing if I'd return to law enforcement and what that uncertainty does to you Advice for those in recovery – Taking it day by day and learning to live with the trauma instead of trying to erase it What "Built Different" really means – How this phrase became a rallying cry for first responders and why I named the podcast after it Staying grounded – The role of family, friends, and support systems in surviving the hardest days Mindset shifts – How my focus changed from the job to family, friends, and helping other first responders Burnout & reset routines – What I did to decompress as a cop and what keeps me motivated with the podcast today The truth about healing – Why time doesn't heal all wounds, but learning to handle trauma does What I miss (and don't miss) – The camaraderie vs. the endless accident reports How to support a first responder in recovery – The right way to show up: acknowledgment, not assumptions ABOUT THE HOST: I'm a former law enforcement officer who was shot in the line of duty in January 2022. After a two-year battle to return to the job, I created Built Different to share the real stories of first responders—the trauma, the recovery, and the resilience that keeps us going. This podcast is for every officer, firefighter, paramedic, and veteran who's ever felt like they're fighting alone. 👍 If this episode resonated with you, please LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and SHARE. Your support helps us reach more first responders who need to hear these stories. DISCLAIMER: This podcast shares personal experiences and is not a substitute for professional mental health care. If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out to a licensed counselor or crisis hotline. You are not alone. FIRST RESPONDER RESOURCES: • National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988 • COPLINE (Law Enforcement Peer Support): 1-800-267-5463 • Fire/EMS Helpline: 1-888-731-3473 #BuiltDifferent #FirstResponders #LawEnforcement #PTSD #Recovery #PoliceOfficer #Trauma #MentalHealth #LineOfDuty #Brotherhood 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

From cartel violence in Mexico to Army Ranger to patrolling St. Louis' toughest streets — Armando shares his incredible journey of resilience, purpose, and service. In this episode, we talk about growing up between two worlds, surviving RASP selection, and why he chose to work in District 6. WHAT YOU'LL LEARN: Growing Up Between Cultures – How Armando's childhood in both St. Louis and Mexico shaped his worldview and career path Army Ranger Selection (RASP) – The brutal physical and mental challenges of becoming a Ranger, including Cole Range "hell week" Why District 6 – What drew him to one of St. Louis' most active police districts and the importance of community-focused policing Leadership That Matters – How trust, teamwork, and strong leadership transform police work Purpose Over Action – A powerful story about de-escalating a suicidal call and why moments like that define the job 👍 If you enjoyed this episode, please LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and SHARE — it helps us bring more stories like Armando's to light! ABOUT ARMANDO: Armando is a bilingual law enforcement officer currently serving in the 6th District of St. Louis City. A U.S. Army veteran and former member of 3rd Ranger Battalion, he brings a unique perspective shaped by his upbringing in both the U.S. and Mexico, his military service, and his commitment to community policing in one of the city's most challenging areas. #LawEnforcement #ArmyRanger #StLouis #PoliceStories #Military #BuiltDifferent #District6 #CommunityPolicing 🎉 Thank You to Our Sponsor! A BIG thank you to Spas & More! for sponsoring this video. If you’re in the St. Louis area and thinking about adding relaxation, wellness, or fun to your home, be sure to check them out — they’re the place for hot tubs, swim spas, saunas, accessories, and expert service. They’ve been serving the community for over 20 years and truly put the “aaaahh” in spa! 👉 Visit spasandmorestl.com to learn more! Follow Colin Ledbetter on Built Different 📱https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/colin.ledbetter.3 Follow Trueline Media Group 📱https://www.instagram.com/truelinemediagroup/ ⓕ https://www.facebook.com/truelinemediagroup 🌐https://www.truelinemediagroup.com/ @TruelineMediaGroup

In Episode 33 of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with members of the St. Louis Police Pipes & Drums — Chris Rumpsa, Jason Delp, and Commander John Blaskiewicz — to talk about the tradition, commitment, and emotion behind keeping the bagpipe band alive in law enforcement. They discuss what it takes to learn the instrument, how the band supports officers and families at funerals and major events like Guns n’ Hoses, the struggle to recruit new members, and why the music continues to mean so much to the policing community. If you'd like inquire about joining the band, contact Chris Rumpsa here: [email protected] #motivation #bagpipes #policeband

In this powerful Q&A episode of Built Different, host Colin Ledbetter opens up about the night he was shot, his long road to recovery, and how that moment reshaped his perspective on life, service, and healing. Colin shares the unseen struggles — both physical and mental — of coming back from trauma, the importance of community and family, and what “Built Different” truly means to him today. This honest conversation offers a glimpse into the resilience of first responders and the power of faith, support, and self-reflection. Whether you’re a first responder, veteran, or someone navigating your own season of recovery, Colin’s story will remind you that healing isn’t about forgetting — it’s about learning to live with what shaped you. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #FirstResponderStories #ColinLedbetter #Resilience #MentalHealthAwareness #SurvivorStory #PoliceCommunity #HealingJourney #OvercomingTrauma #VeteranSupport #PodcastMotivation #InspirationDaily #BuiltDifferent

In this episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter welcomes Armando Valenzuela, a first-year St. Louis police officer, for a raw talk about the job few understand. From chaotic calls and shifting public perception to lessons learned about respect, communication, and staying grounded — Armando’s take is authentic, powerful, and full of truth about what it means to serve today. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferent #ArmandoValenzuela #RookieCop #PoliceStories #LawEnforcement #StLouisPolice #CourageToServe #BehindTheUniform #BuiltDifferentPodcast #PoliceLife

In this episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with veteran St. Louis police officer Greg Schaffer and new recruit Armando Valenzuela for an unfiltered conversation on the realities of modern policing — from leadership breakdowns to brotherhood, burnout, and rebuilding trust within the force. Greg, a 16-year department veteran, opens up about the darkest moments of his career — from the chaos of the George Floyd riots to his own battles with mental health and the toll of service. Armando shares his path from Army Ranger to software developer to police officer, reflecting on standards, discipline, and why he still believes in the mission despite the challenges. Together, they discuss what it means to lead with integrity, the need for vulnerability in a culture built on toughness, and why the future of policing depends on raising — not lowering — the standard. This episode is a raw look at the human side of the badge, the cost of service, and the next generation stepping up to carry the torch. Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

Built Different is more than a podcast. It’s a platform for real stories of resilience, sacrifice, and strength. Hosted by former St. Louis police officer and veteran Colin Ledbetter, the show highlights first responders, military service members, and everyday people who’ve faced life-changing challenges and kept moving forward. If you’ve ever wondered what it takes to keep going when the world knocks you down, or what drives the men and women who put everything on the line for others — this is the podcast for you. Tune in. Be inspired. Discover what it means to be Built Different. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with St. Louis City firefighter Cody Carpenter for a powerful conversation about life on the front lines of one of the busiest fire departments in the country. Cody shares his journey from growing up in Champaign, Illinois to becoming a fifth-generation firefighter serving in North City St. Louis. From grueling apartment fires to near-miss moments, Cody opens up about the dangers, sacrifices, and resilience required in the fire service. This episode offers an unfiltered look at the realities of modern-day firefighting, and what it truly means to be Built Different. Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this special edition of Built Different, we join the St. Michael’s Army Golf Tournament to shine a light on the incredible work being done for law enforcement and first responder families. Ashley Travers, founder of St. Michael’s Army, sits down with Corey Schonhorst, Officer Greg Schaeffer and Ann Dorn of the Captain David Dorn Foundation to discuss the real challenges faced by officers—both on and off duty. From mental health and PTSD to financial and family support, this episode explores the unseen pressures of serving on the front lines. Learn how these organizations provide equipment, training, and crucial resources while bridging the gap for officers and their families in need. Know a first responder family in need of assistance? Don't hesitate to reach out to St. Michael's Army and the Captain David Dorn Foundation: https://www.saintmichaelsarmysoldiers.com/ https://www.instagram.com/saintmichaelsarmy/?hl=en https://www.facebook.com/CaptDavidDornFoundation/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

From Marine Recon to Marine Raider and now CEO, Keith Waldrop’s journey is nothing short of extraordinary. In this episode of Built Different, Keith shares how years of experience in the Special Operations community prepared him for life after the military and the running of his company, Asymmetric Solutions. Keith opens up about the mindset it takes to make it through SOF selection, the sacrifices of service—including time away from family—and what it really means to never quit. We also dive into how he transitioned from combat operations to entrepreneurship, leading one of the nation’s premier tactical training companies. Find Keith and Asymmetric Solutions online: https://www.linkedin.com/in/keithwaldrop/ https://asymmetricsolutionsusa.com/ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6ZU_RJ1aGKsl2vRrQUe_XA Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s powerful episode of Built Different, Colin sits down with Annie Yatch, a leadership coach who helps entrepreneurs and high performers break free from the subconscious trauma patterns that hold them back. Annie shares how childhood experiences shape the way we lead, make decisions, and even handle success, often without us realizing it. #podcast #podcastclips #builtdifferentpodcast #healingjourney #ptsd #policestories #growthjourney

In this week’s powerful episode of Built Different, Colin sits down with Annie Yatch, a leadership coach who helps entrepreneurs and high performers break free from the subconscious trauma patterns that hold them back. Annie shares how childhood experiences shape the way we lead, make decisions, and even handle success, often without us realizing it. Together, Colin and Annie explore the connections between trauma, leadership, and resilience, diving into techniques like NLP, hypnosis, and even ancient Hawaiian healing practices that can help rewire the mind and body. Colin also opens up about his own journey with trauma after being shot in the line of duty, sparking a raw and eye-opening conversation about loss of control, finding your voice, and creating purpose after life-altering events. Whether you’re an entrepreneur, a first responder, or simply someone looking to better understand yourself and the patterns that drive your life, this episode offers deep insight into healing, growth, and what it truly means to be Built Different. Find Annie and Northstar Leadership online: https://www.linkedin.com/in/annie-yatch https://www.instagram.com/northstarleadership.annie/ https://10xstageagency.com/annie-yatch/ https://northstarleadershipschool.com/ Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with veteran police officer, former state representative, and Fraternal Order of Police leader Jeff Roorda for a powerful conversation spanning over three decades of public service. Jeff reflects on his early days working dispatch in Arnold, his transition into law enforcement, and the high-stakes investigations that shaped his career—from wiretaps to meth busts. He shares unfiltered stories about the pressures of the job, the emotional toll of leadership, and what ultimately led him into the political arena. With candor and conviction, Jeff offers a behind-the-scenes look at the realities of modern policing, the challenges facing departments today, and what it means to truly serve a community through chaos, controversy, and change. Find Jeff's book online: https://www.amazon.com/War-Police-Ferguson-Effect-America/dp/1944229523?dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.2AoLpH3WVUG1TXEAqFxLUbY1B1NYVZdMog_ph-LYXn0.CKE8XBfTgqRLXCSp2jW68eH3FVHV1kqOKboW07HJAcA&dib_tag=se&qid=1753393844&refinements=p_27%3AJeff+Roorda&s=books&sr=1-1&text=Jeff+Roorda Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter reconnects with longtime friend and former St. Louis City Police Officer Aaron Webster for a candid conversation about policing on the front lines. Aaron shares his journey from growing up in North St. Louis to joining the force in the sixth district, where his deep community roots shaped his approach to policing. From harrowing calls involving tragedy and violence to tense confrontations that tested his resolve, Aaron opens up about the real and raw experiences that defined his career. Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s exciting episode of Built Different, Colin sits down with Officer Rick Petitt, a former St. Louis City cop who now serves the community of Brentwood, Missouri. Together, they reflect on the unique challenges of policing in the city, the culture shock of moving to a slower-paced department, and the unexpected things that shape a young officer’s career. From night shifts and FTO lessons to decompressing with dog walks and learning how to cook, Rick shares how he’s grown both on and off the job. Whether you’re on the job, thinking about joining the force, or just want a look inside the real life of a modern-day officer, this episode is full of honesty and insight into what it takes to truly be Built Different. Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with retired St. Louis Police Sergeant Tom Lake for a raw and powerful conversation about resilience, duty, and life after trauma. Tom reflects on his 23-year career in law enforcement, including his time in internal affairs and narcotics, and the shooting in 2016 that nearly took his life. He opens up about the physical and emotional aftermath, the PTSD diagnosis he initially resisted, and the path to healing that followed. Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with longtime friend and St. Louis City Police Officer Michael Hines for a candid conversation about career longevity, leadership, and life on and off the job. With nearly a decade of experience, Mike reflects on his early years in the Sixth District, how a strong FTO shaped his foundation, and the lessons he’s carried from both the streets and his time in the Army National Guard. From late-night calls and high-speed pursuits to balancing military service with police work, Mike’s journey is one of resilience, brotherhood, and quiet professionalism. This episode is a look into what it really takes to do the job year after year and to have what it takes to be 'Built Different.' Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with St. Louis City Police Officer Brian Hayes for a grounded conversation about policing with purpose. Brian opens up about growing up in St. Louis, serving in the military, and joining the force at age 39 after years of persistence. Now with nearly a decade on the job, Brian shares how his roots in the community shape the way he polices, trains new officers, and serves as a crisis negotiator. From navigating high-stress calls to building authentic relationships with residents, Brian’s approach to the job is personal, intentional, and refreshingly human. Follow Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

Follow Punchline Productions In this week’s episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with Lori Bosma and Tom Crease from Responder Development & Empowerment for a powerful conversation on PTSD, trauma, and healing in the first responder community. Lori and Tom break down the unseen weight carried by those on the front lines—from hypervigilance and emotional detachment to the ripple effects on family and identity. This episode is about breaking the stigma, finding support, and showing that healing is possible—even after years of silence. For anyone who serves or supports those who do, this one’s for you. Find Lori & Tom with Walter's Walk: https://www.walterswalk.com/ Responder Development and Empowerment https://frontlinerde.com/ Find Colin online: https://www.instagram.com/collin_ledbetter_/?hl=en Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this week's episode of Built Different, Colin Ledbetter sits down with Sean Kovic of the St. Louis Metropolitan Police Department for a raw, unfiltered look at life for a first responder. Sean opens up about entering the force during the height of COVID and enduring not one—but two near-death experiences: an accidental fentanyl overdose and being shot in the line of duty. From the brotherhood of the badge to the mental toll of high-stakes policing, this is a conversation about resilience, purpose, and what it truly means to be Built Different. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #builtdifferentpodcast #policeofficer #lawenforcement #podcast #podcastclips #policestories

On this powerful episode of Built Different Podcast, Collin Ledbetter sits down with Ann Dorn, retired Sergeant of the St. Louis Metropolitan Police Department and founder of the Captain David Dorn Foundation. Ann shares the deeply emotional story of losing her husband, Captain David Dorn, who was tragically murdered during the George Floyd riots in 2020 while protecting a local business. She walks us through the events of that night, the shock and heartbreak that followed, and the tremendous support she received from the law enforcement community. In the wake of that tragedy, Ann turned grief into purpose—creating the Captain David Dorn Foundation to equip underfunded police officers and first responders with essential safety gear like tourniquets, trauma kits, and duty bags. Her mission: Save lives and support those who put theirs on the line. This is an episode about sacrifice, resilience, legacy, and service—a must-watch for anyone who values our law enforcement and wants to understand the real cost and courage behind the badge. Learn More or Support the Mission: https://www.facebook.com/CaptDavidDornFoundation/ Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ 🎧 Subscribe to Built Different for more raw, honest conversations with first responders, military veterans, and real-world warriors. #BuiltDifferentPodcast #DavidDorn #AnnDorn #BackTheBlue #FirstResponders #PoliceWives #StLouisPolice #LineOfDuty #FaithOverFear #LawEnforcementSupport #NeverForget Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

On this episode of Built Different, host Colin Ledbetter comes to you from Busch Stadium at a blood drive held in his honor. Colin and his partner, Nate, reflect on the harrowing night they were both shot in January 2022 and the 50 pints of blood it took to keep them alive. Joined by the Red Cross and fellow donors, they discuss the lifesaving impact of blood donations, the critical shortages hospitals face, and why it's crucial to give before tragedy strikes. Colin shares his personal goal to give back the 39 pints that saved him, proving that even in survival, there's a duty to serve. From the importance of regular blood donation to the challenges facing law enforcement today, this episode is a powerful reminder that small acts—like donating a single pint—can mean the difference between life and death. 🚨 Support the show & stay connected: 🔗 Follow Built Different for real stories from first responders, veterans, and those who live life built different. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #builtdifferentpodcast #donatebloodsavelife #blooddonor #givebloodsavelives #blooddrive #redcross #policeofficer #firstresponders #lineofduty #STLPolice #MissouriStrong

Watch this week's episode of Built Different where Colin Ledbetter sits down to discuss his personal history with the Red Cross, the urgent need for blood donations, and why every pint matters. #builtdifferentpodcast #donatebloodsavelife #blooddonor #givebloodsavelives #blooddrive #redcross #policeofficer #firstresponders #lineofduty #STLPolice #MissouriStrong

Watch this week's episode of Built Different where Colin Ledbetter sits down to discuss his personal history with the Red Cross, the urgent need for blood donations, and why every pint matters. #builtdifferentpodcast #donatebloodsavelife #blooddonor #givebloodsavelives #blooddrive #redcross #policeofficer #firstresponders #lineofduty #STLPolice #MissouriStrong

On this episode of Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter sits down with longtime friend and St. Louis Metropolitan Police Officer Ben. Collin and Ben have known each other for nearly a decade, having served together in the National Guard before Ben joined the police department in 2019. The two reminisce about their time in the military, including missed opportunities like a deployment to Singapore, and dive deep into the challenges of law enforcement. Ben shares what it’s like working Night Watch in one of America’s most violent cities, how he’s adjusted to the demanding schedule, and how it affects his personal life. They also get personal—discussing the night Collin was shot in the line of duty, some of the hardest calls Ben has responded to, and the moments that test a police officer’s mental resilience. This episode is full of raw, real, and unfiltered insight into the life of a modern police officer. 🚨 Support the show & stay connected: 🔗 Follow Built Different Podcast for more real stories from first responders, military veterans, and those who live life built different. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #PoliceLife #NightWatch #FirstResponders #LawEnforcement #StLouis #MilitaryVeteran #PoliceStories #TrueCrime #BehindTheBadge Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/

In this episode of Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter sits down with Chad Cross, a former St. Louis City Police Officer and Marine Corps veteran, to dive deep into his experiences in law enforcement and the military. Chad shares his journey from enlisting in the Marine Corps right out of high school to transitioning into law enforcement and eventually serving on the St. Louis SWAT team. He reflects on the challenges and chaos of policing in one of the most violent cities in America, his experiences during the Ferguson riots, and the shifting landscape of modern policing. The conversation also covers the importance of professionalism in law enforcement, the realities of working in high-crime areas, and Chad’s mission to make a lasting impact beyond just making arrests. Now pursuing new ventures, including a coffee business and a training program, Chad talks about life after law enforcement and the drive to continue serving the community in different ways. This is a raw and insightful discussion packed with real-life experiences and unfiltered perspectives from someone who's been on the frontlines of both war and the streets. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #LawEnforcement #MarineCorps #SWAT #PoliceStories #StLouis #FirstResponders #PoliceLife #MilitaryVeteran #StreetSurvival

In this powerful episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter sits down with Barbara O’Connor, wife of injured Arnold Police Officer Ryan O’Connor, to discuss the life-changing impact of the 2017 shooting that left Ryan with a severe traumatic brain injury. Barbara opens up about the harrowing experience, the immediate and long-term challenges her family faced, and the vital support systems that stepped in to help, including Backstoppers and the Police Wives Association. Collin and Barbara reflect on their own shared experiences with injury in the line of duty and the overwhelming uncertainty that follows such tragic events. From the crucial role of community support to the unseen struggles of families affected by these incidents, this episode is an emotional and inspiring look at resilience, faith, and the unwavering strength of first responder families. If you want to learn more about how to support Backstoppers or get involved, visit Backstoppers.org. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ #FirstResponders #lawenforcement #police

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter is joined by John, a sergeant and K-9 handler with the Effingham County Sheriff’s Office and a Marine Corps veteran. Collin and John discuss John's journey from military service to law enforcement, sharing stories about deployments to Afghanistan and Okinawa, as well as the unique challenges of balancing police work and family life. John dives into his day-to-day experiences as a K-9 officer, highlighting the rewards and sacrifices of working with a dual-purpose dog. The conversation also explores the importance of integrity, mentorship, and avoiding burnout as a young officer in a demanding profession. From military camaraderie to the realities of policing in a small community, this episode is packed with insight, humor, and heartfelt reflections on service and sacrifice. Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ #FirstResponders #lawenforcement #police

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter is joined by Mike Simms, President of the Jefferson County Backstoppers and a board member of Guns N’ Hoses. Together, they discuss the incredible work Backstoppers.org does to support the families of fallen and injured first responders, ensuring they receive financial assistance, education, counseling, and more. Mike shares how his personal connection to law enforcement inspired him to get involved with Backstoppers, an organization that has been making a difference for 65 years. Learn about the annual fundraising efforts, including the iconic Guns N’ Hoses event, and the importance of community support and memberships to sustain their mission. Collin also opens up about how his own family was supported by Backstoppers, highlighting the life-changing impact this organization has on families in need. Whether you’re a first responder, a supporter, or just learning about this vital nonprofit, this episode sheds light on how you can get involved and make a difference. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Check out BackStoppers https://backstoppers.org/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #Backstoppers #GunsNHoses #FirstResponders #CommunitySupport #Nonprofit #LawEnforcementFamilies #SupportLocalHeroes

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter is joined by Brad, a former St. Louis City police officer and current member of a suburban police department. Brad and Collin reflect on their years working together in District 6, sharing stories from the frontlines of one of the city's toughest areas. The conversation dives deep into the unique challenges of law enforcement, the importance of family support, and the mental toughness required to face high-pressure situations. Whether you're interested in policing, military service, or tales of grit and determination, this episode is packed with real-life lessons and insights. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #LawEnforcement #SpecialForcesSelection #PoliceLife #MilitaryStories #BehindTheBadge #FirstResponders

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter welcomes St. Louis Police Officer Dylan to share stories from his five years of policing in District 6. Dylan reflects on his journey from growing up in DeSoto, Missouri, to serving in the Navy, and eventually transitioning into law enforcement. The two discuss Dylan’s time in the Navy, including his deployments to Japan and Cambodia, and the unexpected path that led him to the police academy in 2019. Dylan recounts his rookie days in the academy, the challenges of adapting to high-crime areas like Walnut Park, and the unique experiences that come with policing one of St. Louis’ most intense districts. With humor and insight, Dylan and Collin dive into the highs, lows, and unforgettable moments of their shared profession. Whether you’re interested in military stories, law enforcement, or just love a good laugh, this episode has it all. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #PoliceLife #StLouis #NavyVeteran #LawEnforcementStories #BehindTheBadge #FirstResponders

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter reconnects with his former partner and Marine Corps veteran, Officer Josh, from the Fairview Heights Police Department. Together, they dive into the stark contrasts between policing in St. Louis’ high-crime District 6 and the more suburban environment of Fairview Heights, where retail thefts and traffic accidents take center stage over violent crimes. Josh shares his journey from serving in the Marine Corps to joining law enforcement, highlighting stories from their time as partners in St. Louis. From adrenaline-fueled moments chasing suspects to navigating riot lines, they recount the highs, lows, and camaraderie that define life on the force. Whether you’re curious about the differences in policing environments or just love a good story from the frontlines, this episode offers humor, insight, and heartfelt reflections on their shared experiences. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Punchline Productions https://www.instagram.com/punchline_productions_314/ https://punchlineproductions.co/ #BuiltDifferentPodcast #PoliceStories #LawEnforcement #FairviewHeights #StLouisPolice #MarineCorpsVeteran #FirstResponders

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter sits down with Greg, a 15-year veteran of the St. Louis Police Department, to share a mix of hilarious and heartfelt stories from their time in law enforcement. From a rookie mishap involving a stolen gun belt to navigating the challenges of working nights in one of the city’s toughest districts, Greg reflects on the lessons he’s learned and the evolution of his career. Collin and Greg dive into what it’s like to adapt to changes in technology, societal norms, and department culture while staying grounded in the ever-demanding world of policing. With humor and candidness, they explore the realities of life as a police officer, including the sacrifices, camaraderie, and whether or not they’d recommend the job to future generations. This episode is packed with humor, insight, and the kind of real talk that gives listeners a glimpse into the life behind the badge. Don’t miss it! #BuiltDifferentPodcast #PoliceLife #LawEnforcementStories #RealTalk #FirstResponders #BehindTheBadge

In this special episode of the Built Different Podcast, the tables turn as Collin Ledbetter becomes the guest and Corey Schonhorst, the creative mind behind Punchline Productions, takes on the role of host. Join Corey and Collin as they tackle some lighthearted myths and real-life insights about law enforcement in a fun, Mythbusters style format. From the classic donut stereotype to uncovering hidden truths about police stops and procedures, this episode offers a mix of humor, personal stories, and surprising facts. Corey also shares the story behind Punchline Productions and their collaboration on the Built Different Podcast, giving viewers a behind-the-scenes look at what makes this podcast possible. Whether you're here for laughs, learning, or a peek into the life of a police officer, this episode has something for everyone. Don’t miss it! Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/ Follow Corey https://www.instagram.com/cschonhorst_/

In this episode of the Built Different Podcast, host Collin Ledbetter sits down with Kate, a former deputy from the St. Charles County Sheriff’s Department who now works as a cybersecurity engineer. Kate shares her journey from law enforcement to the corporate world, describing the unique challenges and rewards of each role. Together, they dive into her daily responsibilities at the courthouse, stories from the road, and the lessons she learned on the job—from serving court orders to handling high-stakes situations with confidence. Kate also opens up about her transition to cybersecurity, where she now assesses digital threats and protects sensitive information from behind a computer screen. For those considering a career change or interested in the parallels between public service and corporate security, this conversation offers valuable insights into resilience, adaptability, and the importance of camaraderie.

Collin Ledbetter's Built Different Podcast brings you an inside look into the lives and careers of law enforcement professionals, with firsthand stories that highlight both the challenges and rewarding moments of police work. In this episode, Collin is joined by his former colleague, Griffin Montgomery, who currently works in the District 6 Detective Bureau for the St. Louis Police Department. Together, they talk about Griffin's journey, from his daily responsibilities investigating cases to managing the overwhelming caseload and balancing the stresses of work with family life. Listeners will hear stories from the frontlines, where staffing shortages and intense crime rates have transformed the department, and gain insight into how officers cope with the daily grind, decompress, and find moments of camaraderie despite the difficulties. Join Collin and Griffin for a real, unfiltered look at life behind the badge. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/

Welcome to the Built Different Podcast with your host, Collin Ledbetter, a retired law enforcement officer with firsthand experience in the challenges and sacrifices that come with protecting and serving. In this episode, we take a deep dive into the lives of first responders, military personnel, and law enforcement officers, exploring the unique pressures and stresses they face daily. Collin is joined by his former sergeant, Chris Frumsa, who also served with the St. Louis Police Department and has more than 22 years of law enforcement experience. Together, they discuss their time on the force, from responding to high-crime incidents in the Sixth District to dealing with traumatic events, including the night Collin and his partner were shot. This raw and honest conversation covers the mental, emotional, and physical toll that comes with working in law enforcement, and how they managed to cope while balancing their personal lives. Whether you're a first responder, military veteran, or simply interested in what it's like to walk in the shoes of those who serve, this episode is for you. We also explore what life looks like after retirement and how to manage the transition into a new chapter while dealing with the aftereffects of such a demanding career. Don’t miss this in-depth, heartfelt discussion that pulls back the curtain on the realities of being built different. Follow Colin https://www.instagram.com/colin_a_25/