Alpha

Feeling this is slowly growing on me, I used to wish for this so much I'd bleed. Now I see that when some faith intervenes, it's makes me want to freeze the time and not let it free. I'm laughing and crying when I'm thinking about times, when I was in my demise and only escape were rhymes, and all the kindness, my God, I gave to so many liars, that said they would be there, but only now they are, huh? See me on TV, now they all wanna greet me, they be like "Man, are you aight? It was long time with no seeing". Now, I'm not arrogant, selfish and damn not stupid, but, I can't let these forgotten people repeat all their bullshit. How can you blame me? All my life it was raining and I was standing in the rain, getting soaked and would daydream. Painful and angry, yet saw rays of light spraying, painted an S on my chest and went on a quest for my saving. Thought to myself, who the hell is gon save me? Better get my ass to work and make it out of this hell, B. Never gon stop, always fight for my dreams, man, If I was really that stupid would I see what I am seeing? Anybody who hates me is always getting a finger, and I'm not talking bout the little one, I am talking bout middle. Once I grab the mic I get so hyped, the feeling's surreal, its like I jump in a multiverse using words that I spill. If this music does not work then I don't know what will, every part of my heart's purpose is burning as fuel, Lyricism is the weapon that I'm wielding with passion, How could I think in a rational way when haters start bashing? How couldn't I see I was missing out on life? Missing out on meeting people and killing those lonely nights. Now all I got is my strife and a pen to put it in rhymes, to say what I despise about the world and it's lies. You, the one that's listening, don't be stupid like me. Don't dare not to cherrish every ounce of air that you breathe You don't know what truly means something until it's gone Especially the time on this Earth we call home. If anything that I've learned out of this time that I've served it's the man you'll be tomorrow determines what you are worth. For some unknown reason you mistake this gift for a curse, Do you want to live life or live life that's a burdeon? I done pushed myself in mentality of a lone wolf, now I can't find a soul to connect with or a roaddog. This life can try, it can try to make me die, but I know - today a cocoon, tomorrow a butterfly. I'm headed for the top, headed for the top now. x4

DEDICATED TO MY BEST FRIEND.

Alpha - Better life (Official Audio) by Alpha

Alpha - Unsealed (Official Audio) by Alpha

Daydreaming is a track about the problems of today and how I handle them.

#This is an introduction to an upcoming mixtape, so stay tuned and listen to this shit, son. :) Don't mind the vocals quality, I got most out of this shitty ass microphone, I still haven't upgraded from a laptop microphone hahahah.# -Mix/Mastering: Faris Mizdrak and Alpha- -Faris Mizdrak: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLIMFJ3nqDNbVd6_BkpA35g/featured- /I do not own the beat, it was made by Mister KABEATS./

Alpha - Realness