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An Autofiction by Someone
by Rakmi N. K. Kou
An Autofiction by Someone is a moody, self-aware podcast that blurs the line between truth and fiction. Each episode follows Someone as they navigate memory, identity, ambition, and creative struggle in a world where the personal is always a performance. Real stories become fictionalized. Fiction feels more honest than fact. This is for anyone who overthinks everything and calls it storytelling.
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25
The Silence Answered Differently This Time
The response isn't words, but a profound shift in the very fabric of the moment, an answer that offers no explanation, only a deeper, more terrifying form of connection.
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24
I Woke Up Knowing Something I Shouldn't
The feeling of being watched has evolved into something stranger. She wakes one morning with a piece of specific, trivial knowledge lodged in her mind—something she has no reason to know. Where did the information come from? And what does it mean when your own mind seems to receive updates you never subscribed to?
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23
The Strangers Started Keeping Score
The digital companion is gone, but the unease remains, amplified. He feels watched. Not just observed, but evaluated. The neutral glances of strangers in queues, on the street—they feel weighted, as if tallying points for every fumble, every hesitation. Is it paranoia, or has the audience just become invisible scorekeepers in a game he doesn't understand?
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22
The App Started Finishing My Sentences
She, tries a new 'digital wellness' companion—an AI designed to learn her thoughts and offer empathetic feedback. The digital intimacy starts to feel like surveillance, bleeding into the real world where glances from strangers feel suddenly weighted with judgment.
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21
The Replay Didn't Match the Feeling
He keeps replaying it. A simple conversation from earlier today. The memory itself seems to fray, leaving him unsure not just of what was said, but of what was felt. His own mind has become an unreliable narrator of his immediate past.
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20
His Absence Was Just Another Way of Being There
Years have passed. The distinct sightings, the uncanny glitches—they've mostly faded into a baseline stillness. She reflects on the lifelong pattern, accepting the ambiguity. But just as a strange calm settles in, the silence is broken by something new. Something impossible to ignore.Who is he? Where has he gone? Comment your guesses 👀
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19
My Perception Started Feeling Edited
The distinct sightings have mostly stopped. Now, it's different. A change in the texture of the day. A feeling that precedes small disruptions. Not seeing him clearly anymore is somehow more unsettling. She starts to wonder if the presence isn't external, but something woven into the fabric of her own perception, glitching along with her memory.
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18
I Was Sure I Saw Him Board the Wrong Train
Years pass. She's navigating adulthood, commutes, new cities. Then, waiting for a train on a crowded platform, she sees him again. The tall figure. Unmistakable now. He's boarding a train heading somewhere completely unrelated to anywhere she's known. The feeling isn't just strange anymore. It's a cold knot of impossibility.
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17
He Stood Near the Exit After the Assembly
Years after that hazy childhood memory, she sees him again. Or someone like him. After a school assembly, amidst the noise and shuffling crowds, she spots a tall figure near an exit door. The familiarity is instant, sharp. She tells herself it's just a coincidence. But the way he stood there... still... made the old, forgotten feeling resurface.
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16
I Think His Shadow Was Longer Than Mine That Day
She has a memory—or maybe just the feeling of one—from childhood. Playing outside near dusk. There was a figure standing nearby, tall and still. She doesn't remember his face, only the unsettling length of his shadow... or maybe just the feeling that something wasn't quite right in the fading light. It's hazy, like trying to recall the edges of a dream just after waking.
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15
I Thought I Wasn’t Supposed to Be in That Room
Nabeel walks the same floors every night. Checks the same doors. Notes the same humming lights. Routine is his job. But sometimes... he hears things. A footstep on an empty floor. An elevator arriving when no one called it. He logs what he sees, what he hears. But lately, he wonders about the things the logs don't capture. The things that happen between the checks.
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14
I Cleaned the Table After They Left
Adel arrives before the sun. He wipes down the tables, sweeps the floor, arranges the chairs just so. He finds things sometimes—a forgotten earring, a folded note, a name crossed out on a napkin. He doesn't read them. Mostly. He just puts them away. Witnesses to moments he wasn't part of... but whose echoes linger in the quiet before the first customer arrives.
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13
I Think She Thought I Was Someone Else
Yasmine mostly blends into the background at the co-working space. But one day, a woman—someone she'd seen around, maybe named Diana?—stops and looks at her. Really looks. Then nods. Since then, Yasmine feels like she’s wearing the wrong reflection. Who did the woman think she was seeing? And why did the nod feel like it unlocked something Yasmine wasn't ready for?
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12
I Heard My Own Silence in His Pauses
Rami was only there to check the sound system. He wasn't supposed to listen. But the speaker had a way of pausing... a way that made the silence feel louder than the words. Rami sat in the back, invisible, and started to wonder if the pauses weren't pauses at all, but spaces the speaker was leaving... for someone like him. Or maybe he was just imagining it. He does that sometimes.
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11
I Never Told Her It Was Me
Lina sat across from Diana once. Just once. It was enough. Something Diana said—quietly, like an afterthought—lodged itself in Lina’s memory and never left. Since then, they’ve shared spaces but never exchanged words. But now Lina has started writing again. And in every draft, there’s a character she doesn’t name... but always follows.
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10
I Heard My Name From the Other Room
It was late. The apartment was still. And then—barely louder than a breath—Diana heard her name from the other room. Just once. She waited for a second call, a laugh, a reason. But it didn’t come. And somehow, that made it worse.
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9
I Didn’t Recognize My Own Reflection
In the middle of brushing her teeth, Diana catches her reflection doing something she doesn’t remember doing. It lasts less than a second. Maybe less than that. But what follows is an entire day of displacement, as if she’s living just a few steps behind herself, trying to catch up to a version of her she doesn’t quite believe in.
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8
I Found Something That Had My Name On It
In the bottom of a storage drawer, Diana finds an object she doesn’t remember owning—labeled with her name in handwriting she can’t place. As she turns it over in her hands, she begins to question not just where it came from, but what version of herself it was meant for.
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7
I Walked Into a Monday That Wasn't Mine
Diana wakes up certain it’s Monday. But small details—unspoken glances, an unopened email, a cereal box that shouldn’t be there—make her wonder whose version of the day she’s living. Maybe it’s hers. Maybe it isn’t. Either way, something about this Monday doesn’t feel like it belongs to her.
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6
I Forgot Why I Came Here
Diana steps into a government building for a simple errand—at least, that’s what she tells herself. But between flickering fluorescent lights, worn-down furniture, and the smell of something faintly electric, she begins to feel like she’s been here before. Or never left.
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5
I Waited in the Wrong Lobby
Kareem arrives early for a meeting—or maybe he’s late—and finds himself in a lobby he doesn’t recognize. As he waits, memories slip in through the air vents. Conversations echo that were never spoken. And time, as always, becomes unreliable.
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4
I Lost My Voice in a Taxi
Late one night, somewhere between two towers and an empty boulevard, Kareem realizes he hasn’t spoken in hours. In the backseat of a taxi that feels like a moving confession booth, silence becomes heavier than language ever was.
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3
Things I Didn’t Say in the Elevator
The elevator stopped—but not for long. Just long enough for Kareem to remember a version of the past that may have never existed. Or maybe it did. Either way, the silence said more than he ever could.
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2
The Final Deck Conundrum
In a room of endless revisions, Kareem finds himself somewhere between fonts, deadlines, and quiet identity crises. What starts as a branding deck becomes something else entirely—a silent confession hidden between slides and pixels.
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The Room Without a Door
In a coffee shop that may or may not have always been there, Kareem wrestles with memory, identity, and the blurred lines between fiction and real life—especially when a familiar figure reappears from his past, or perhaps just from the page.
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
An Autofiction by Someone is a moody, self-aware podcast that blurs the line between truth and fiction. Each episode follows Someone as they navigate memory, identity, ambition, and creative struggle in a world where the personal is always a performance. Real stories become fictionalized. Fiction feels more honest than fact. This is for anyone who overthinks everything and calls it storytelling.
HOSTED BY
Rakmi N. K. Kou
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