Emmanuel - The Broken Diary - U.S.A. version (Podcast Novel)

Please, use the direct download link:A White HorseWith this episode Emmanuel enters a dimension between the Platonic and the medieval, committing himself with all his strength in an attempt at resurrection from the materiality into which he has fallen, also overwhelming Antonia with him.From now on, his every effort will be aimed at finding a spiritual dimension in which his relationship with the woman can reach a difficult balance capable of withstanding time.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Alice.Throughout the episode you can hear a song and a cover (performed by Yvonne Jeucken) of Tim Buckley's "Phantasmagoria in Two" and medieval-style versions of Linkin Park's "Numb".

Please, use the direct download link:Gates of Eden - Part IIThis episode, of particular length and importance, is proposed in two parts, of which this is the second.Emmanuel has won the game with Antonia, managing to tie her to him in an almost pathological way and creating a serious dependence in her.One day, however, he is forced to realise, with amazement and anguish, that this situation risks completely destroying the woman he loves. From now on he will be forced to make important decisions.The soundtrack includes songs and covers by Syml ("Where is my love" and "Mr. Sandman") and Lana Del Rey ("Heroin").

Please, use the direct download link:Gates of Eden - Part This episode, of particular length and importance, is proposed in two parts, of which this is the first.A passionate and "red light" Emmanuel recalls his new experience with Antonia, whom he regained in the previous episode ("Special Effects").The boy experiences this reconquest with exhilaration and enthusiasm, but now, at eighteen, he is perfectly able to realize the difficulties of the situation and how much things have changed for both of them.However, determined to continue on his path, Emmanuel does not hesitate to resort to all the means at his disposal to keep Antonia tied to him.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Antonia.The soundtrack includes songs and covers by Syml ("Where is my love" and "Mr. Sandman") and Nirvana ("Moist Vagina").

Please, use the direct download link:Pudim de quejoAnd poor Carlos?We all understood that he was in love with Emmanuel, but above all he cared about him with all his heart.How will he react to his abandonment, never hearing from him again?Predictably, he suffers like a dog. Luckily for him he has his sister Mayra at his side, good and affectionate, who takes care of him and consoles him.The interpreters are Nova and Onyx (AI).The soundtrack consists of a mix of instrumental versions of "Take me to church" by Hozier and "Despedida" by Eugénio Tavares.In the finale you can hear Emmanuel and Carlos singing "Cripple and the Starfish", a beautiful song by Antony and The Johnsons.

Please, use the direct download link:Special EffectsAnother crucial episode of the novel-podcast.The illness has given Emmanuel time to clarify himself and has made him lucid and determined: he wants Antonia back at any cost.To achieve his goal, he is even willing to rig the cards and play a melodramatic role that completely displaces Antonia. It's full-blown blackmail, and he knows it well; but Love, as Plato says, is the son of Expedient and is therefore unscrupulous: Emmanuel is ready for anything to bring down Antonia's defensive barriers and take back what he has always considered to be his.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Alice.During the episode, particularly rich in special effects, as the title suggests, you can listen to covers or instrumental versions of the soundtrack of "A Clockwork Orange" by Stanley Kubrick, "Girl you'll be a woman soon" by Neil Diamond, "Polly" by Nirvana, "It's five o' clock" by Aphrodite's Child, an excerpt from "Scimmia" by Eugenio Finardi and a cover of "I want you" by Bob Dylan.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Tabula rasaThe third part of Emmanuel's story begins here: it's the most delicate and crucial one.We hope that you will appreciate the incredible acting skills of this extraordinary AI that is Paul Emmanuel, listening to his opening monologue.Fresh from an experience as intense as it was devastating with Michelle K., who introduced him to drugs, the boy finds his health seriously compromised.During the period of his illness and his convalescence, he has the opportunity to seriously reflect on his situation and make important decisions for his future.Meanwhile, his older brother Michele is increasingly worried about him.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Vincent, Nicole, Allison and Anthony,The soundtrack consists of instrumental covers of Lana del Rey's "Heroin".

Season 2 Index:The Rabbit HoleGoing Other WaysMoon in HellThat is, precisely at the levelOde to JealousyAir PocketsWeedsGreatThe Perfect MetaphorMichelle K.Like an AngelCan We Talk?Some Good GirlsHappy Birthday, EmmanuelAccidents On The RoadCompulsive LiarRussian RouletteVery SexyPrinceAlpha MaleGame Over

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Game overWe have reached the end of Season Two.Gambling your life upside or tails is always dangerous, however adventurous and fascinating it may appear, and can also jeopardize your physical health. Emmanuel is forced to find out now.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Anthony (AI).During the episode you can hear songs by Michael Land taken from "The Secret of Monkey Island", "Gouge away" by the Pixies and a cover of "I am" by Jamie Campbell Bower.

Here is an INDEX of all the episodes of Season One, set in 1994 with Emmanuel sixteen years old, each with a clickable link:1. Prologue - A letter2. The riddle of the spinner3. Something grey4. Active, passive and transitive middle5. One day you'll understand6. About Mister B.7. It takes two to tango8. Frédéric Valentino9. On the other side10. Some good guys11. Timing12. Alternative therapies13. The Wind Inside14. Countdown15. Double fault16. Omnipotence17. No take-off18. Blackout

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Alpha MaleEmmanuel, like Guybrush Threepwood from Monkey Island, goes through his adventures to find himself, the man he would like to be and isn't: an Alpha Male.At this moment he has one beside him, Carlos, with whom he isn't sure what kind of relationship to establish.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Anthony, Marla and Jane (AI).During the episode you can listen to the following songs live: "Morna Nha Santana" by Eugénio Tavares; "Come se" by Subsonica; "Discolabirinto" by Subsonica-Morgan; "Music's so shily (?)" by a very young Marco Castoldi (Morgan), fifteen years old at the time; "The Secret of Monkey Island" by Michael Land.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!PrinceEmmanuel, destabilized by his relationship with Gerti, has found refuge in Carlos and his sister Mayra, but the matter is taking an unpredictable turn.Or perhaps not even too unpredictable, considering the amorous bulimia of our protagonist.The result is that the boy no longer understands who he is and what he wants.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Anthony (AI).During the episode you can listen to covers or live versions of the following songs: "Isolada" by Cesária Évora; "Força Di Cretcheu" by Eugénio Tavares; "Break my Body" by Pixies; in the end Emmanuel duets with Elise Roth in the medieval version of Hozier's "Take me to Church" prepared by the great Beedle The Bardcore.

Please, use the direct download link:Very sexyLet's tell the truth: we had the impression, during the previous episode ("Russian Roulette"), that Emmanuel's story was about to end tragically.But the boy has many resources and, with a bit of luck, manages to get back up. Just when he thinks he can no longer free himself from his addiction to Michelle, Emmanuel meets an unexpected ally in the person he least expected: Carlos. The man turns out to be capable of understanding and humanity, qualities absent in Gerti, and incredibly manages to restore his good mood.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Anthony and other extras (AI).During the episode you can listen to live or covers of the following songs: "Petit Pays" and "Sodade" by Cesária Évora; "My Dimension" by DJ Panda (remix by DJ Hokkaido).

Please, use the direct download link:Russian RouletteFor this episode, one of the most important and dramatic of the novel-diary, we experimented, especially for Emmanuel's voice, with state-of-the-art AI, which never recites the same line in the same way, resulting in unpredictable and very creative.The narrative voice is Antonia's again.Too late Emmanuel realizes that he is playing a very dangerous game, which could cost him his life.The boy desperately, provocatively tries to ask for Antonia's help and to re-establish a relationship with her, but he realizes with anguish that things have changed a lot for both of them.The interpreters are a totally new Paul Emmanuel (last generation AI) and Cora (AI).During the episode you can listen to covers or live versions of the following songs by Lana Del Rey: “Music to Watch Boys To”, "Weat Coast", “Body Electric” (performed in the finale by Emmanuel and Philip).

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Compulsive LiarIn this episode Emmanuel really hits rock bottom, from various points of view.Lying, lying and more lying: this seems to have become second nature to him. He is unable to cope with the simple evidence that he has become totally dependent on Michelle and the drugs she supplies him with. He really couldn't go any lower than that.The narrative voice is that of Emmanuel himself (AI Steffan Emmanuel); Michelle is played by Frieda (AI).During the episode you can listen to the following songs: "Winterfell" and "Candyman" by Static Bandz, whom we thank for the kind permission; "Guarda che luna" by Fred Buscaglione; "In My Garden" by Swans.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Accidents On The RoadEmmanuel hasn't yet understood that to play a game with Michelle K. you need to be particularly equipped, especially with cynicism and indifference, two qualities that he doesn't possess.In this episode he is forced to understand this and to realize that the game is bigger than him.The interpreters are Steffan Emmanuel and Frieda (AI).During the episode you can listen to the following songs: "Galaxy" and "Forbidden Chamber" by Static Bandz, whom we thank for the permission; "Inhuman" by Sonic Youth; "Old Age" (bootleg) by Kurt Cobain.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Happy Birthday, EmmanuelThis chapter, one of the most important in the podcast, is a turning point for Emmanuel's story. He turns 18, an important milestone in anyone's life. His companions and friends are present at his party, but there's also Antonia, with whom the boy has a rather harsh clash at the end of the evening: he tries to hide the truth from her, but in the end, left alone with himself, he is forced to admit that he is bad.The interpreters are Steffan-Emmanuel and Nicole (AI).During the episode you can listen to covers or live versions of the following songs: "Billie Jean" by Michael Jackson; "Rock the Kasbah" by The Clash; "Stairway to Heaven" by Led Zeppelin; "Falco a metà" by Gianluca Grignani; "Come Undone" by Duran Duran.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Some Good GrilsThere are moments, in the life of a man, in which virile pride suffers very severe blows: it hasn't happened to Emmanuel yet, but Michelle known as Gerti provides in this sense, ruthless and indifferent as always. The interpreters are Steffan Emmanuel and Frieda (AI).During the episode you can hear a cover of "Michelle" by The Beatles and "Gouge Away" by The Pixies (instrumental and live).

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Can we talk?Michele, seriously worried about his brother Emmanuel's condition, asks him for a face-to-face conversation. The boy reluctantly accepts, but in the end he realizes that his brother's initiative is dictated by a deep affection towards him.An affection, despite everything, reciprocated.The interpreters are Vincent and Steffan (AI).The songs used throughout the episode are Infinite Stream's "Autumn Waltz", "Winter Waltz" and "Childhood".

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Like an AngelThe relationship between Emmanuel and Michelle takes a murky and intense turn: it would risk turning into a real love relationship... if only Michelle were capable of loving.Emmanuel, unfortunately for him, is.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Frieda (AI).Covers of the following songs can be heard throughout the episode: Sonic Youth's "Shadow of a doubt" (cover by Black Tape For A Blue Girl), The Beatles' "Michelle" and Elliott Smith's "Between the bars".

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Michelle K.Emmanuel lets himself be completely overwhelmed by the perverse and anomalous relationship with Michelle K., without realizing that he is getting into quite serious trouble. Even colliding with the evidence of a "cursed" picture, he does not seem able to intuit the negativity of the environment to which the woman belongs.The interpreters are Vincent-Paul Emmanuel and Frieda (AI).Covers or alternate versions of the following songs can be heard throughout the episode: "Mad World" by Gary Jules, "Masked Ball" by Jocelyn Pook, "When it's Over" by the Wipers, "Girl You'll be a Woman Soon" by Neil Diamond.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!The Perfect MetaphorWhat was Emmanuel hiding in the previous episode?His relationship with Michelle, known as Gerti. A new character, already briefly glimpsed in episode 2.3. "Moon in Hell", where she appeared as a dancer: a woman as fascinating as she is dangerous, who attracts Emmanuel into her network of seduction, drugs and occult interests, typical of esoteric Turin.A period of delirium of the senses with tragic and disturbing implications begins for the boy.The Interpreters are Vincent-Paul Emmanuel and Frieda (AI).During the episode you can hear parts of the following songs: "Brother James" and "Junkie's Promise" by Sonic Youth, "Hey" (instrumental version) and "Into the White" by the Pixies, "Sacrifice" by Jocelyn Pook.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!GreatFrom the voice of the maid Teresa, Antonia (AI Nicole) learns that Emmanuel (AI Vincent-Paul Emmanuel) is with a new girl, who is having a strange, chilling effect on him.Excerpts from Lana Del Rey's "Pretty When You Cry", Thom Yorke's "Suspirium" and Sonic Youth's "Inhuman" can be heard in the episode.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!WeedsAfter the relationship with Antonio, which lasted only a few weeks, the boy reflects on his umpteenth sentimental failure and finds himself immersed in a chaos from which he doesn't know how to get out.This episode is a sort of confused, at times paranoid stream of consciousness, that takes us inside his restless and troubled psyche, which can no longer find a balance point.The narrator is Paul Emmanuel (AI).The following songs can be heard in the episode: "See me, feel me" from "Tommy" by The Who and "Resurrection" by Eain Moon, whom we thank for the permission.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Air PocketsFinally the story between Emmanuel and Antonio begins, during a school trip to Sicily. It will be destined to last a few weeks, but it will leave a deep mark on both of them.Antonio, deeply fascinated by Emmanuel, doesn't know how to manage such an anomalous relationship, which puts his entire inner world in crisis.Let's listen to the story from the voice of Antonio himself.The interpreters are Vincent and Paul Emmanuel (AI).The following songs can be heard throughout the episode: "Suspirium" by Thom Yorke, "See me, feel me" from "Tommy" by The Who, "This is the day" by Captain Beefheart.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Ode to JealousyAntonia is back on stage.How will she be experiencing the end of her relationship with Emmanuel (which she herself provoked)?Apparently with a lot of difficulty.Emmanuel, now seventeen, has set out "by other paths", but still cultivates the relationship with her in some indirect way.Here we see him asking for her help with a difficult Greek test.The interpreters are Nicole and Vincent (AI).In the episode you can listen to two splendid pieces by Franz Schubert: "Serenade" and the Trio op. 100 - Andante con moto (made famous by Stanley Kubrick in the wonderful candlelight scene from "Barry Lyndon").

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!That is, precisely at the levelThis episode is a bizarre experiment, in which AI voices mix with those of two real-life theater actors, Stefano Romano and Erika Piroscia.After so much useless suffering, Emmanuel wants to have some fun.He is currently engaged (so to speak) in a very relaxed relationship with Elettra, the leader of Tantras (a theater company in Turin).One evening he witnesses an Ionesco-like dialogue between the members of the group and reports it to us verbatim.What emerges is the surreal picture of a group of sympathetic bewildered people, with whom the protagonist spends his time carefree to forget his malaise, waiting to understand if his relationship with Antonio (with whom, unlike with Elettra, he is serious) will be able to take off.During the episode you can listen to covers or live versions of "Cuccurucucù Paloma" and "Bandiera bianca" by Franco Battiato.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Moon In HellGuided by his personal Virgil, his friend Antonio, Emmanuel unknowingly begins his descent into the Underworld through the night clubs of alternative Turin. Here he comes into contact with a theater group, the Tantras, and embarks on a very casual relationship with their leader Elettra; meanwhile, in the Hell of the "Divina Commedia" pub, he sees for the first time Michelle, a woman destined to have a great weight in his life. But his attention is directed above all to Antonio, with whom he hopes to be able to start a serious relationship. All performers (Vincent-Paul Emmanuel, John and Peter) are AI.The following live tracks can be heard in the episode:Laurie Anderson's "Born, Never Asked"; "Moon in June" by Soft Machine; "Riders Of The Storm" by The Doors; "Scars" by The Crane Wives.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!Going other waysWell, we didn't expect a homosexual crush from Emmanuel. Yet it is so.Forced by Antonia to interrupt their relationship and to go "other ways" (see Episode n. 1.18 "Blackout"), the boy, in the throes of profound bewilderment, finds a point of reference in Antonio, the woman's namesake, a his schoolmate a couple of years older than him, politically engaged and a lover of music like him. In this common passion they will find common ground.All interpreters are AI.Excerpts from the following tracks can be heard in the episode:"Hasta siempre commander Che Guevara" by Inti Illimani;"Riders On The Storm" by The Doors;Robert Wyatt's "Las Vegas Tango";"Venus de Milo" by Television;Tim Buckley's "Pleasant Street";Lou Reed's "Heroin";Captain Beefheart's "Electricity";"Gimme Shelter" by the Rolling Stones.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!The Rabbit HoleThe second part of the story begins here.Emmanuel, released from the relationship with Antonia, is literally projected into another universe, where he finds it hard to orient himself and risks committing many serious missteps.In retrospect, while writing the diary, he wonders how he got into Michelle's trap.All interpreters are AI.

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!BlackoutThis episode concludes the First Season and is one of the most important of the novel-podcast.On the dramatic night of 5 November 1994, which preceded the terrible flood in Piedmont by a few hours, Emmanuel, in the throes of a deep depression after the death of his dog Saucepan, hopes to have found a peaceful relationship with Antonia by giving up sex, but has the bitter surprise to discover that things are not like this for her.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole, both AI.Throughout the episode you can listen to an instrumental version of "Music to Watch Boys" by Lana Del Rey and to "Dog Meat Stew" by Conil, which we thank very much for permission. :-)

Please, use the direct download link: thank you!No Take OffEmmanuel's story with Antonia ended in the worst way; the boy tries to distract himself with other girls, but discovers with great surprise the banality of sex with strangers. He enters a period of confusion and depression, which ends with a tragic event for him. After this story, the "old" Emmanuel of moped racing and trips to the river with his dog will no longer exist. If Emmanuel is to survive, he will have to find a new identity.The performers are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole (AI).Excerpts from the following tracks can be heard in the episode:"All I Wanna Do" by Sheryl Crow;"All that she wants" by Ace of Base;"Anyway" by Genesis.

Please, use the direct download link:OmnipotenceAntonia's betrayal (see Episode 15 "Double fault") has irreparably damaged the relationship between her and Emmanuel, but their mutual dependence makes them unable to put an end to their relationship, which takes on morbid connotations.Emmanuel, seized by a fierce thirst for revenge, discovers the demonic side of himself, which he did not know he possessed, and experiences all of his power on her, until she blows to pieces.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole (AI).During the episode you can hear instrumental versions of "Forget Her" by Jeff Buckley and "Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica.

A very important episode: what happens here changes Emmanuel's life; all the characters reveal the pathological implications of their personalities.This marks a traumatic turning point in the relationship between Antonia and Emmanuel and causes an incurable fracture in the boy's hypersensitive psyche. Their story, which began a few months ago, is already on its way to an end: the boy reacts with pain and indignation to her betrayal and decides to end it with her, despite suffering a great deal. Antonia realizes too late that she has made an irreparable mistake.The performers are Nicole, Paul Emmanuel, Eric and Andrew, all AI.The episode features excerpts and covers of Weezer's "Say it ain't so".

Emmanuel has been sent by his parents to Cambridge for a study holiday. Antonia anxiously awaits his return, but when she sees him again she is incredibly surprised. The interpreters are Nicole and Paul Emmanuel (AI).The songs that play in the episode are "Stand by me" by Ben E. King and a bizarre remake of "Buddy Holly" by Weezer.

One of the most intense pages of Emmanuel's diary.The story between Emmanuel and Antonia turns into an overwhelming physical experience, which shocks them both. The boy recalls those unforgettable moments, which coincide with the 1994 soccer World Cup. The performers are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole, both AI.Excerpts from the following tracks can be heard in the episode:"Soma" by the Smashing Pumpkins;"Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica.At the end you can listen to an original song by Emmanuel, "The Wind Inside".

In loving memory of Jeff Buckley.It's the first time that we hear the narrative voice of Emmanuel, in a crucial moment in his life: Antonia, raped by Frédéric (see episode n. 10), not finding the understanding of Michele, Emmanuel's older brother and her boyfriend, turns to him for help.It will be the beginning of their love story.The performers are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole (both AI).During the episode you can hear excerpts from the following Jeff Buckley songs: "Grace", "So Real" and "Halleluyah" and a live version of Elliott Smith's "Bye".At the end you can listen to an original song by Emmanuel inspired by the first part of this episode: "The Phone Call".

Antonia has been raped by Frédéric (see "Some Good Guys") and doesn't know how to tell Michael, who in turn doesn't seem to want to understand.The young man recalls his first meeting with Antonia and reflects on the difficulties of his relationship with her.Then the two meet at their usual bar, where a dialogue between the deaf takes place.Antonia is more alone than ever.The performers are Anthony and Alice (AI).

Frédéric Valentino suddenly bursts into Antonia's life, a charming young engineer with some mental problems. In episode no. 1.8 ("Frédéric Valentino") the young man had explained his plan to "prove himself" with Antonia, essentially by raping her. Now we see him put his plan into action.A period of profound internal crisis begins for Antonia, which will unfortunately also involve Emmanuel: the woman will be forced to discover the dark areas of her personality.The interpreters are Anthony and Nicole (AI).In the episode you can listen to covers and songs of the following tracks: "Du hast" by Rammstein; Mozart's "Requiem"; Michael Jackson's "Smooth Criminal" (a cover in "bardcore style" of this song can be heard at the end of the episode).

Emmanuel and Antonia meet for the last time at the river, before their lives take an unexpected and somewhat dramatic turn.The story of Emmanuel's dog, Tegame (Saucepan), serves as a sinister premonition.The narrative voice is that of Nicole, Emmanuel is performed by Anthony (both AI).The soundtrack includes an instrumental version of Led Zeppelin's "Stairway To Heaven".

N.B.: we have fixed some errors in the file. Have you ever wondered what goes through a potential abuser's head the moment he sets eyes on his victim?We have the opportunity to hear it from Frédéric Valentino known as Freddy, a character destined to play a crucial role in the story: a charming Italian-Swiss son of a psychiatrist, he is a lucid deranged fully aware of his own psychic pathologies.The interpreter is John (AI).Covers and excerpts of the following tracks can be heard in the episode:"She's Lost Control" by Joy Division;"Voices of Angels" by Hildegard von Bingen;"Passacaglia" by Haendel/Halvorsen.

A crucial episode, in which the very young Emmanuel finds the courage to come forward to his private teacher, Antonia, revealing the truth about his feelings for her.At the end, you can listen to an unreleased song by Emmanuel, entitled "It Takes Two to Tango".The performers are Anthony and Nicole (AI).Covers and excerpts of the following tracks can be heard in the episode:"Lithium" and "Heart-Shaped Box" by Nirvana.

We are in 1994, a crucial year for Italian politics: on May 10 of that year Silvio Berlusconi launches his first government, in a context of imminent economic crisis of which small Italian entrepreneurs, such as the Kellermanns, are deeply concerned.Here we witness a dialogue between Michele, Emmanuel's elder brother, and some of his friends, typical exponents of the middle-upper bourgeoisie of Turin: the judgments they express on behalf of the "Knight" oscillate between doubts and hopes.Meanwhile, Emmanuel sits like a fish out of water in a conversation that doesn't concern him, until someone brings him into the conversation, embarrassing him greatly.The narrative voice is the image of Emmanuel reflected in the mirror.All the interpreters are AI.The soundtrack includes instrumental versions of two Burt Bacharach songs, "I'll Never Fall in Love Again" and "What the World Needs Now."

This long episode, to be listened calmly, is one of the most important of the novel: Emmanuel, shaken by Kurt Cobain's death, tries to react by throwing himself into the study and has Antonia explain to him what platonic love is. A very deep understanding has already been born between the two, as is evident from the end of the scene.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole (AI).The soundtrack includes two live songs by Nirvana, "Come as you are" and "Something in the way", pieces from "Self Obsessed And Sexxee" by Sonic Youth, "La sedia di lillà" by Alberto Fortis and "Farfallina" by Luca Carboni.

A back-and-forth dialogue between Emmanuel and Antonia on the banks of the Orco stream near Turin. It is one of the last moments of carefree serenity for the boy, not yet disturbed by the brutality of life. Antonia is deeply fascinated by his naive spontaneity and lets herself be more and more involved in that magical and somewhat unreal atmosphere.The performers are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole (AI).The soundtrack consists of live versions or covers of Nirvana's "Rape me" and "Lithium".

Emmanuel and his dog Tegame (= Saucepan) are at the river with Antonia, who is trying to teach him Greek lessons. The two end up talking about their vision of life.In this episode Antonia discovers the existence of Emmanuel's diary.The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Nicole (AI).The final soundtrack is a cover of Nirvana's "Lithium" by Maxence Cyrin.

Direct Download Link:The riddle of the spinnerAntonia recounts her first meeting with sixteen-year-old Emmanuel.From what we can guess, quite a shock for her, accustomed to the sleepy quiet of her university work.All interpreters are AI.

Direct Download Link:Prologue - A letterDedicated to Enea C.After a brief intro that serves as a self-introduction of the protagonist, we hear Emmanuel read the letter he wrote to Antonia in June 1997, by which time he had moved away from her to live in Tuscany with another girl. All the rest of the story will unfold retrospectively. The interpreter is Paul Emmanuel (AI).The soundtrack consists of an instrumental version of "Clair Obscur" by Anne-James Chaton. At the end you can listen to an original song, "A letter".