Gettin Stoned & Stayin Home

In this episode, I share my personal experience with the 9 criteria of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). This isn’t a clinical explanation — it’s a real, honest breakdown of what each one has looked like in my life, from relationships and identity struggles to impulsivity and emotional intensity.This episode is meant to create understanding and connection — not to diagnose.This episode is based on my personal experience and is not a diagnosis or medical advice. If you relate to anything discussed, consider speaking with a licensed professional.Fear of abandonment and how it shows up in everyday situationsIntense and unstable relationships over timeStruggling with identity and constantly changing sense of selfImpulsive behaviors like spending and spontaneous decisionsPast struggles with self-harm and risky behaviorsRapid mood swings and emotional intensityChronic feelings of emptiness and self-doubtAnger and how quickly it can escalateParanoia and dissociation during stressful situations

Gettin Stoned & Stayin Home is not to promote the use of any substance. I use it to help me slow down and regulate. Stayin home is about sitting with myself and being ok with that but also to bring about very real and hard topics but from a personal experience not from a clinical point or txt book. I'm not a expert just a girl who has to live with iThis first episode is my personal story on how I found out I had Borderline personality disorder and how it differs probably from most people's. Not clinical just a girl with personal experiencesHopefully help some not feel so aloneStruggling with mental health then hopefully this can help in some way Getting stoned while doing so to help slow downI do cuss here and there. At times I may talk about self harm, domestic violence, sexual assault, eating disorders, and other hard and possibly triggering topics so please if anything is to much go take care of yourself and hopefully we will see you for a different topic or episode.