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There’s something powerful about coming full circle. In this episode, MS rŌbi K reconnects with a former student—now 25 years old—who first found her voice at age 12 while learning to sing “Tomorrow” from the beloved musical Annie. What begins as a simple check-in becomes something much deeper: a reflection on growth, memory, and the quiet impact of mentorship. Through this heartfelt conversation, you’ll hear what it means to truly listen—with grace, humility, and presence. As her former student shares pieces of her journey, Robbi holds space in a way that reminds us: sometimes the most meaningful teaching happens long after the lesson ends. This episode is about reconnection—not just with others, but with the parts of ourselves shaped by music, guidance, and time. ⸻ 🌿 What You’ll Experience    •   A real-life full-circle moment between teacher and student    •   The lasting emotional impact of early artistic encouragement    •   The art of listening without needing to fix or respond    •   Reflections on how music becomes memory—and identity ⸻ 🔗 Explore More from MS rŌbi K    •   🌐 Website & Book (Married to a Rockstar):https://www.robbikumalo.com    •   🎧 Podcast: Multiple Superbness with MS rŌbi (Available on Spotify & Apple Podcasts)    •   🌳 All Links (music, bookings, socials):https://linktr.ee/RobbiHall ⸻ 🎶 Suggested Tags #Reconnecting #MSrobiK #MultipleSuperbness #VoiceLessons #FullCircleMoment #MusicAndMemory #Storytelling #HealingThroughMusic #PodcastLife #MentorshipMattersBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

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Season Five begins. A New Year reflection on living with multiple sclerosis and continuing to create.Multiple Superbness is a podcast hosted by MS rObi Hall Kumalo — a Grammy-nominated artist, storyteller, and creative living with multiple sclerosis.In each episode, Robi shares honest reflections on life with MS, creativity through pain, resilience without performative positivity, and what it really takes to keep going. Some episodes explore hard days and quiet struggles; others celebrate accomplishments, music, storytelling, and moments of grace that happen alongside discomfort.This podcast isn’t about pretending everything is fine. It’s about staying optimistic, telling the truth, and remembering that pain and purpose can exist in the same body.If this resonates, please subscribe, share the podcast with someone who wants to better understand life with multiple sclerosis, and stay connected.Follow & connect:   •   Instagram: @robbi.kumalo   •   Spotify & Apple Podcasts: Multiple Superbness   •   Website & books: robbikumalo.com   •   Apple Books: Robbi Hall KumaloThank you for listening — and for being part of this community.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

I apparently posted podcasts that never posted so I'm posting them today before the year is over… 2026 will be a new podcast talking about multiple sclerosis, my books that I am publishing, the new music that I'm making, the old music I'm reinventing, my history that I'm reclaiming, the honoring of my ancestors who survived the trail of tears and death, my granddaughters, my beautiful daughters who aren't mothers yet, and all the people that have been in my life helping me move forward and cope with multiple sclerosis. Multiple sclerosis stopped my career instantly even though it took years for me to realize. So now I'm podcasting, videotaping and posting to encourage people to look forward to tomorrow because we have been promised deliverance. Count on it don't doubt it. Thank you for following my channel and becoming a subscriber so that I can let you know when I'm posting something new! It's always a big deal for me when I do something new because every day seems to be the same… Dealing with multiple sclerosis and all of its friends… Pesky vermin :-) thank you again I love you too… I have lots of love to share and give to the right directions that are positive with energy of light :-) stay well till we catch up to each other again…nesika https://youtu.be/E13_8gMq4fY?si=LC2jt5m56mPbo2sFBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

When I was posting episodes when I was traveling to Israel for pilgrimage when I was… I don't know I can't quite remember in any case of posting the episode from that time that I just described now I hope it's beneficial to you to hear it way after the fact of me creating it. The message is still the same filled with lots of log and now I'm an author!Married to a rockstar: baselines and musical blessings for healing which is available on Amazon books, Kindle, and Apple books! Thank you for supporting my journey as a disabled artistBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

I honestly don't remember recording this episode but I do remember when I stopped being able to actually upload and post. Maybe my MS is flaring up because I'm trying to keep busy but I'm having a lot of hard times doing all those things so I hope you enjoy the episode and please give me feedback on what it was about and how it helped your life, if at all. You know about my new book that's available on Apple books as well as Kindle and Amazon books… Married to a rockstar: baselines and musical blessings for healingBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

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I've lost track bouncing between Spotify ad Chat GPT my assistant....I record the episodes then....IDKPodcast Title: Keep the Beat! with MS rŌbi Hall KumaloTagline: Music. Healing. Humor. Resilience.Description:Keep the Beat! is the rhythm of resilience. Hosted by Grammy-nominated storyteller and Bahá’í artist MS rŌbi Hall Kumalo, this powerful podcast is a soulful journey through the ups, downs, and unexpected lessons of living with Late-Onset Multiple Sclerosis. Each episode blends truth-telling, music, laughter, and storytelling to explore self-care, spiritual growth, and the art of thriving through chronic illness.Whether you’re navigating MS, supporting a loved one, or simply craving authentic, heart-centered conversation—this show reminds you that healing is nonlinear, joy is medicine, and the beat always goes on.Tune in for poetic insight, personal revelation, original music, and the kind of honesty that liberates.New episodes drop bi-weekly.Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and YouTube.⸻Keywords (for SEO optimization):Multiple Sclerosis podcast, MS awareness, chronic illness stories, healing through music, self-care for chronic illness, Black woman storyteller, Bahá’í artist podcast, resilience podcast, healing journey, Robbi Hall Kumalo podcast, Grammy-nominated artist, disability and creativity, music and wellness, spiritual healing, self-love, Keep the Beat podcast⸻Hashtags to use in posts:#KeepTheBeat #RobbiHallKumalo #MSAwareness #ChronicIllnessHealing #BlackWomenPodcasters #StorytellingHeals #MusicIsMedicine #SpiritualGrowth #HealingThroughArt #Bahaifaith #ResiliencePodcast #SelfCareJourney #DisabilityAwarenessBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

Mot sure??Spotify fails me again or I fail Spotify.Podcast Title: Keep the Beat! with MS rŌbi Hall KumaloTagline: Music. Healing. Humor. Resilience.Description:Keep the Beat! is the rhythm of resilience. Hosted by Grammy-nominated storyteller and Bahá’í artist MS rŌbi Hall Kumalo, this powerful podcast is a soulful journey through the ups, downs, and unexpected lessons of living with Late-Onset Multiple Sclerosis. Each episode blends truth-telling, music, laughter, and storytelling to explore self-care, spiritual growth, and the art of thriving through chronic illness.Whether you’re navigating MS, supporting a loved one, or simply craving authentic, heart-centered conversation—this show reminds you that healing is nonlinear, joy is medicine, and the beat always goes on.Tune in for poetic insight, personal revelation, original music, and the kind of honesty that liberates.New episodes drop bi-weekly.Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and YouTube.⸻Keywords (for SEO optimization):Multiple Sclerosis podcast, MS awareness, chronic illness stories, healing through music, self-care for chronic illness, Black woman storyteller, Bahá’í artist podcast, resilience podcast, healing journey, Robbi Hall Kumalo podcast, Grammy-nominated artist, disability and creativity, music and wellness, spiritual healing, self-love, Keep the Beat podcast⸻Hashtags to use in posts:#KeepTheBeat #RobbiHallKumalo #MSAwareness #ChronicIllnessHealing #BlackWomenPodcasters #StorytellingHeals #MusicIsMedicine #SpiritualGrowth #HealingThroughArt #Bahaifaith #ResiliencePodcast #SelfCareJourney #DisabilityAwarenessBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

On a spiritual level, a car being repossessed can symbolize a moment of forced stillness, redirection, or transformation. It might feel devastating or humiliating in the moment—but spiritually, it could be interpreted in several ways, depending on your beliefs and life situation:⸻1. Loss of Control as a Wake-Up Call   •   Message: You’re being asked to re-evaluate where you’re going and how you’re getting there.   •   Spiritually speaking: A car represents autonomy, direction, freedom of movement—so losing it might suggest you’re being called to pause and reconsider your life path.   •   Reflection Question: Have you been moving too fast in the wrong direction?⸻2. Detachment and Surrender   •   Message: You’re being invited to let go of attachments—especially material ones—that no longer serve your highest good.   •   Bahá’í and other spiritual perspectives: Everything we own is temporary. Losing something can be a way of practicing detachment, leading to a deeper reliance on spiritual strength and divine provision.⸻3. Shift in Identity   •   Message: Cars often reflect how we see ourselves (status, independence, even pride). Losing a car might feel like losing part of your identity, which opens a door to redefine yourself spiritually.   •   Reflection Question: Who are you without your car, your image, or your sense of control?⸻4. Protection or Course Correction   •   Message: What if this loss is protecting you from something? A delay or redirection that feels like punishment may actually be a blessing in disguise.   •   Spiritual Interpretation: Sometimes God, the Universe, or your higher self removes what we think we need to protect us from what we can’t see.⸻5. Call to Humility and Reconnection   •   Message: Repossession can be humbling. That humility can be a sacred opportunity to reconnect—to your purpose, to community, or to God.   •   Reflection: Are you being asked to reach out for help? To receive support? To realign your intentions?⸻If You’re a Spiritual or Creative Person (like me, MS rŌbi):This moment could be a profound story waiting to be told—a scene in my life where something was taken so something greater could emerge. I frame this experience not as punishment, but as a realignment, I might found strength, clarity, or even my next great creative offering in its wake like my podcast MULTIPLE SUPERBNESS🌿 Reflection: “When the Wheels Are Taken”There was a sound. A silence. Then nothing.My car is gone.The thing that moved me, carried me, held my coffee in the mornings,played my music loud when I didn’t want to cry at home—it’s been taken.But maybe,just maybe,what’s been takenis not a punishment,but a turning.A slowing.A whisper from Spirit:“Where were you going, beloved? And did I send you there?”I sit still now, not because I chose to—but because Life has paused me.And in this stillness,I remember:I am not the car.I am not the debt.I am not the destination I never reached.I am the song that rises when everything else falls away.⸻🕊️ Prayer: “Repossess My Heart, O God”O Maker of Paths and Silence,Repossess my heart before I lose my soul chasing things that rust.If the wheels have gone, let it be because You wish me to walk a little slower,to feel the earth again,to remember that I am not powered by fuel or finance—but by breath, by grace, by love.Take what You must,return what is good,and lead me toward a lifethat no one can tow away.Amen.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

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https://pilgrimage.bwc.org/Step into a sacred moment with MS rObi, award-winning storyteller, Grammy-nominated musician, and Bahá’í artist, as she shares “A Prayer for Pilgrimage.” This heartfelt spoken meditation, recorded as she prepares for her pilgrimage to the Bahá’í Holy Sites, reflects a deep longing for healing, connection, and divine nearness.With themes of spiritual resilience, reverent surrender, and gratitude in the face of chronic illness, this audio is more than a prayer — it’s a whispered letter to the soul. Whether you’re on your own journey of faith, or simply in need of a spiritual pause, this piece invites you into sacred stillness.Perfect for Bahá’ís, people living with multiple sclerosis, spiritual seekers, and fans of poetic prayer.Created by:MS rObi (Robbi Hall Kumalo)Grammy-nominated artist, storyteller, Reiki practitioner, Bahá’í creative.⸻MS rObi, Robbi Hall Kumalo, Baha’i prayer, pilgrimage audio, spiritual meditation, devotional audio, soulful prayer, Grammy-nominated storyteller, multiple sclerosis healing, audio prayer for reflection, Bahá’í pilgrimage, spiritual preparation, female Bahá’í artist, sacred journey prayer, resilience in illness, poetic audio prayer⸻#MSrObi #PrayerForPilgrimage #SpokenMeditation #BahaiFaith #HealingJourney #SpiritualResilience #AudioDevotion #KeepTheBeat #MultipleSclerosis #GrammyNominatedArtist #SacredPilgrimage #BahaiArtist #WOBBI #StorytellingHealing⸻Listen, reflect, and journey inward.[Download/Stream “A Prayer for Pilgrimage” by MS rObi – Click here to purchase or listen now.](Insert your preferred platform: Patreon, Gumroad, Spotify, Bandcamp, etc.)⸻Contact Info MS rObihttps://www.robbikumalo.comhttps://linktr.ee/RobbiHallEmail: [email protected]: @robbi.kumaloPatreon: patreon.com/MSrObiBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

God in My F - A Soul Chant with Ms. rŌbiIn this episode of Keep the Beat!, MS rŌbi Hall Kumalo takes you on a spiritual and sonic journey—tuning into the soul, connecting through chant, and channeling the sacred vibration of “F.” This meditative experience includes original chants inspired by the Bahá’í Writings and a vocal tuning lesson to help you realign your energy with the divine.Let your breath become prayer. Let your tone become medicine.Featured in this episode:   •   Two original soul chants: “God Is the All-Glorious” & “The Remover of Difficulties”   •   A vocal tuning exercise to help anchor your voice and spirit   •   Reflections on faith, breath, and creativity in the face of chronic illnessLearn more about the Bahá’í Faith:https://www.bahai.orgListen to rŌbi’s music:   •   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0bJb5Ej8E0RZlvTzB3zUcX   •   Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/robbi-kumalo/1527941456   •   Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08FZXHJG8/robbi-kumalo   •   YouTube Music / Google Music: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UC8KhrxVKkzOjSDyDt3FxY7gFollow MS rŌbi:   •   Website   •   Instagram   •   Facebook   •   Podcast Archive#RobbiHallKumalo #KeepTheBeat #Bahaifaith #SpiritualChant #HealingThroughSound #VocalMedicine #SoulMusic #MSWarrior #MusicHealing #VoiceOfLight #MeditativeChant #ResilienceAndFaithBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

Robbi Hall Kumalo is a producer, musician, performer, poetess and song writer. Singing and playing piano since a child, Robbi's performed with a host of legendary artists: Aretha Franklin, Diana Ross, Dave Matthews, Edie Brickell, John Hiatt, Rod Stewart, Mary J. Blige, and Harry Belafonte among others. Her solo career as a vocalist, Robbi's larger-than-life stage presence and enticingly beautiful voice to many diverse settings for several decades - especially for school aged people. A 26 year member of the Screen Actors Guild (SAG)-American Federation of Television and Radio Artists (AFTRA), Robbi's sang numerous TV and radio commercials too. Her early years in NYC included work as an extra on sitcoms, dramas, and films. She an active voiceover artist, currently "Juneper" in FunkyiPuppets - premiering on ClubHouse before the big screen. An active member of the American Federation of Musicians (AFM) and a voting member of The National Academy of Recording Arts & Sciences (NARAS), the org responsible for the Grammy's. As a songwriter and publisher with ASCAP. All One Tribe - a Grammy nominated! Her break from the suburbs to Brooklyn, NY happened from a hand written letter to a burgeoning film company. A young Spike Lee hired Robbi to work as a production secretary in his Fort Greene production office, 40 Acres & a Mule. While learning the film industry from the inside, she encountered many of the musicians that recorded on film's soundtracks. Profound artists like Maxine Roach, Branford Marsalis, Jimmy Owens and jazz bass legend and Spike's father, Bill Lee befriended Robbi until her path changed. She transitioned on to work for Paul Simon music where she met her ex-husband, bassist Bakithi Kumalo we all know from the Graceland album. Robbi is also passionate about arts education. She has spent nearly 40 years working with educators all over the globe as a Teaching Artist of Aesthetic Education and as a Teaching Artist with New Jersey State Council for the Arts, NJPAC, and The Tilles Center. Using the arts as a tool to connect to curriculum in history as well as culture and ethics, Robbi has produced joyous and exhilarating programs for school-age children, for venues including the Massachusetts Museum of Contemporary Art (Mass MoCA). Her presentations combine music, theater, and culture to break from the Euro-centric norm and bring the world community to children. Whether as a storyteller to young audiences, engaging high school students, or improvising with senior musicians. Robbi conveys strong messages about character and inspiring young people to be loving and open-minded participants in the global community. She speaks five languages—English, Spanish, French, German, Zulu, and Italian—and she often performs as a host of characters that incorporate a variety of accents, dialects, and idioms. Robbi has released three CDs for children, including Set It Free, Keep the Beat! (winner of a 2003 Parents’ Choice Award) and Music Makes Me Happy (winner of a 2007 Parents’ Choice Silver Award and an iParenting Award of Excellence). In 2014, Robbi received recognition for contributing a song to an award-winning album Absolutely Positively Getting Along. Created by a nonprofit of the same name, the work was commissioned by Big Brothers Big Sisters to nurture children by strengthening communities. In 2021, her song Set It Free was Grammy Nominated on the album, ALL ONE TRIBE, a family music collection of African Native American artists who gathered during the pandemic to heal. Robbi performs bi-lingually and internationally as a storyteller, musician and as a wellness advocate for people with challenges to their abilities. She currently lives in Oregon state and is once again in the studio making PODCAST recordings for adults and children. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Zp57gWhsNqc/maxresdefault.jpg In this special episode of Keep the Beat!, we celebrate the extraordinary life and legacy of Chuk Fowler, a gifted jazz pianist, educator, and mentor who left an indelible mark on the music world. Through his artistry, Chuk brought joy, inspiration, and education to countless lives. Join me as I reflect on his contributions to jazz, share personal memories, and honor the profound influence he had on his students and the community. This heartfelt tribute is a reminder of the power of music to uplift and connect us all. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

DISCLAIMER: Welcome to my MULTIPLE SUPERBNESS podcast! 🎙️ Just a quick heads-up, we'll be tossing around the word GOD and a few other delightful three-letter gems. Each listener is on their unique life journey, and as a Cynatical Reiki Sound Healer raised by wise native parents, My aim is to spread love and nurture our beautiful Earth. 🌍 If you're not into positive vibes and uplifting frequencies, this might not be your groove. Feel free to exit the frequency if it's not your vibe. Stay superb!" 🌟As an Usui Holy Fire Reiki Cymatic Consultant, I bring positivity and compassion through music and Reiki. With 40 years of experience, I offer online services including music composition to calm the nervous system and brighten your day. My passion for connecting with cultures is fueled by Baha'i Writings as I share God's message of love, equality, and amity on my website, blog, and podcast. As an artist with Multiple Sclerosis….I’m a survivor I was eavesdropping on an inspiring conversation between Terrence Howard and Billy Carson! If you’ve ever see them talking on YouTube and watched their conversations together or each separately, you know who these amazing brilliant minds are. Terrence Howard, we know from television and film, but maybe not music, or physics… He’s all of those things too. He has several patterns for his inventions. He’s written books challenging the status quo. Billy Carson has a TV station called 4BIddenKnowledge. As I ponder my exciting journey to visit the holy sites of the Bahai faith, I’ll also be meeting the I’d love for you to know more about the Bahai faith so please do go to www.bahaifaith.org.https://gofund.me/0ab56034 🔆 Thank you in advance for donating to my fundraiser for pilgrimage in April 2025!The season four will include my journey to Israel and what happens when I come back home. It will also capture the moments that I’m reuniting with my family. I am very grateful that you’re all here, and I look forward to sharing music and funny stories, keeping my mind agile while healing multiple sclerosis.I’ve always been a talker since I was a little kid. please support my pilgrimage journey as best as you can with prayers, unused, Israeli currency, or a check! Just let me know and I’ll send you my address call me 971-319-1543 and visit my website robbikumalo.com to send me an email . I’ll come get the check! I’ll send you my mailing address so you can mail me the check!to my friends who have donated so far, thank you. Thank you for your generous donation to my GoFundMe campaign. Your support is more than financial—it affirms a shared belief in the miraculous and the extraordinary, which so many miss in their daily lives.Miracles happen constantly, in every moment, but the world moves so fast that they often go unnoticed. My life has been filled with intellectual and spiritual wonders that I cannot deny, and it’s my calling to share these with others—those who may be too busy, too skeptical, or too preoccupied to see them. This is why I feel spiritually compelled to journey to Israel, the Holy Land, to deepen my understanding of the Bahá’í Faith and other faiths, and to bring back what I learn to those around me.You’ve also helped me embrace my ability over my disability, which sometimes tries to distract me. This journey is not about being halted by challenges but about letting them purify and amplify the easiest, truest parts of myself. I’ve always felt a deep well of love to give, because I’ve received so much—even before I was born. I live with extra, and it’s easy to give away because I know there will always be more left over.Thank you for being part of this miracle, for sharing in the love and light that keep me moving forward on this spiritual path. https://linktr.ee/RobbiHallhttps://patreon.com/MSrObiwww.RobbiKumalo.comBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

as the year was about to end, I was thinking that I had something left to say before the year was over… So this is it. My new season four is premiering on January 15, 2025! Make sure you’re a subscriber so that you can get notified when those episodes post, I posted a new episode every two weeks! My podcast is about living with multiple sclerosis and how I’m surviving. I’m overcoming disappointments and so many pains that it hurts so bad but I’m good.​I'm an artist, singing, teaching & loving on children with compassion, respect, loyalty, equality, amity, resilience, love, honesty, grace, humility, excellence, gratitude demonstrating numerous virtues needed on our planet for 40 Years as of June 2020! Welcome to Robbi Hall's World 2025! A.k.a. Multiple Superbness PodcastNow-a-days I Somatic Reiki sing, tell stories to people who know their original child-self, like me. Recently and formerly children too. I also create sound vibration with and for you. I record it then let you hear it back because you’re wonderful! I’m glad I’m a musician of me :-) Thank you for sharing my channel with your friends… I’m on YouTube also but not really…⏳Let's recognize blessings & miracles during our brief human life experiences in our wonderful 'HUEmanism' - given to us upon our physical arrival. 🧐MS is daily new to my body perhaps, but I'm a tenacious striving survivor. Thank God. Praise Be God! MasAllalhAs a musician/storyteller, I love words and sounds. Often I'm thinking & living in another language. I conversationally speak, read, and sing in English, Music, Spanish, French, Italian, Zulu, & German. Learning now-a-days “#COVID19” to better innerstand the holy writings of the Bahai Faith. Google BAHAI FAITH. Ask me about how it's changing my life every blink of my eyes:-) Split second changes happening! Mao Ko Kai💥Follow me Close! https://www.Soundcloud.com/RobbiKumaloI'm creating videos about NOUNS. Listen to my music on Soundcloud, Second Take album combining originals with classics like Roberta Flack, Stevie Wonder, and you know how a review from you of my videos will help my channel prosper & my analytics grow :-) Merci beaucoup.Share Robbi Kumalo to parents, teachers, friends & family. Mahalo💗As I better innerstand my gifts / talents - I'm Sharing what I know to be true with Y'ALL! It’s whimsical joy that I’m oozing 🎹 as we remember and hone our VIBESThanks for leaving me a review message about the video you just watched DANKE🗣​​Linktr.ee/robbihall​https://www.robbikumalo.com​Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

​Two of the most happiest thoughts in my life, remind me what depression feels like. I’ve always tried to do the right thing - all ways and always thought I did… But maybe I haven’t! ⁉️How can I create something that doesn’t have any love in it or return the love that I who created it with? How can I give love to something that doesn’t exist and then when it does, it disappears? Did I not give love? Am I making a mistake to be patient and wait? Does that require patience to be patient when you are a patient? Question: what have I lost my patience to instead of me myself and I? As a composer, I think of a song that I used to sing when I was well… ME! Do you remember this song…? 🎤 all by myself.🎶 don’t wanna be… All by myself🎹 anymore because when I was young, I never needed anyone and making love was just for fun. Those days are gone.🎹 I hope this improvised song has the right frequency of energy that attracts and not repels. Leave a comment for me if you have feedback… And if your law of attraction has you here listening to my voice… I’ve been missing you. I love you. I’m sorry. Please forgive me.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.

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Somehow, I call myself trying to ‘take a break from myself’ yet I realize that I can’t really take a break from myself. When I think about people who take breaks from themselves, I understand why people kill themselves to just take that break from themselves. But those of us that can’t ever get that far… we stay in a stupor and exist for dozens of years thinking that we probably missed the opportunity to exit. I can either beat myself up that I wasn’t brave enough to leap off the cliff, or I can imagine that I’m still on that cliff teetering and tottering - hurry up and jump.So I’m jumping again, podcasting still, masturbating like I did with YouTube for 15 years and nobody goes to visit my page leaving me… Unfulfilled? Un orgasm Ing? Luckily we have initials for everything nowadays unlike when I was born :-) I can now say #WTFAndYouCanFigureOutTheRestIn my case, I don’t have an opportunity to exit because I became a mother in 1996, then I repeated it again in 1998. This was probably the best thing I ever did because I allowed the Creator of All Things to take charge of my life . I fell in love, I wanted to be a mom and be married so I did! But was that what I was supposed to really do?Maybe we all ponder; did we do the right thing with our life along the journey? It’s amazing that when we die we’ll find out if we did the right thing or not… And how unsuspecting we are with what the freaking-deacon truth actually is… Yet we exist for dozens and dozens of years . We feel we have a purpose. How dare I talk about the WE when it’s really the ME that I’m talking about :-)I don’t know if I’ve ever felt like I’m supposed to be here belonging. I had to quit as a human being on a daily basis. I mostly have felt that I shouldn’t be here, that I’m in the wrong place, that I’m not loved, that I’m not appreciated, then I’m stupid, I’m not fitting in, I don’t belong, why am I not listening and following the rules. ?.I think about why my daughters don’t wanna know who I am as I endure an incurable illness. That’s my best friend these days. Multiple sclerosis sucks as a close friend and confident. It’s lonely. I think about how many other people on the planet are suffering right now with their body not giving them life like they expect it to be. How presumptuous of me for most of my life to think that I was in charge of me! I was the one in charge of my happiness! I failed. I failed marriage. I failed motherhood. I thought I failed music, but none of the failures are true. They only can exist with forgiveness by the other people and spirits that are involved with mine.so for some stupid ass reason, I wrote a song about one of the best things I ever did in my life. As my older brother used to say I got knocked up! I got knocked up twice and delivered two children, I got knocked up many more times and chose not to be a mom.So now I’m suffering with this song in my throat and heart. It’s bleeding through my suffering, annihilation, ostracization, and Zoroastrian behaviors.🎶💯 i’ve come this far by faith :-) trusting in the Lord :-) :-) she likes me so far so good… Right? OK… Never mind… www.robbikumalo.com. www.linktr.ee/robbiehall#MSSurvivor #Musician #Storyteller #TruthTeller #Pisces #Bahai #Christian #Humanbeing #HumanDoing #ResilientSpiritBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/happy-01-april-fool--6581184/support.