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I am Matthew Podcast: Overcoming Past Mistakes with Spiritual Growth
by Robert Howard
The I Am Matthew Podcast builds a foundation of hope through biblical truth, prayer, and the gospel of Jesus Christ. Each episode explores Scripture—from practical Christian living to eternal promises—covering topics like faith, baptism, communion, God’s love, salvation, and the return of Christ. Join us as we walk verse by verse, strengthen our prayer life, and grow in hope rooted in God’s Word and the Revelation of Jesus Christ.
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EP117 Hope in the Revelation: A Pause in the Judgement
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through Revelation 7, a powerful pause in the middle of judgment that reveals something incredible about the heart of God: even in the midst of judgment, God is still calling people to Himself.As the world moves deeper into tribulation, heaven is not closed off to humanity. Instead, we see the mercy of God still reaching, still sealing, still redeeming.We unpack the sealing of the 144,000 and then focus heavily on the great multitude standing before the throne — people from every nation, tribe, and language who came out of the tribulation and now stand before the Lamb in worship.One of the most powerful parts of this chapter is the honor given to these tribulation saints. Scripture says they serve God day and night in His temple. Many of these people may have come to Christ later than others, during the darkest days imaginable — and yet they are brought incredibly close to God.This is a powerful picture of Jesus’ words that the last shall be first, and the first last.And that brings hope.Hope for the wayward son.Hope for the prodigal.Hope for the person everyone thinks is too far gone.Hope for the one people have given up on.Because as long as there is breath in someone’s lungs, God is still able to save.This chapter reminds us:➡️ God’s mercy is still active even during judgment➡️ No one is beyond the reach of redemption➡️ Faithfulness through suffering is seen and rewarded by GodAnd through it all, we see the tenderness of the Lamb — leading His people, shepherding them, and wiping away every tear from their eyes.Even in Revelation’s darkest moments, hope continues to shine through Jesus Christ.Scripture Focus:Revelation 7:1–17Support & Connect:📧 Email: [email protected]🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP116 Hope in the Revelation: The Fifth and Sixth Seals
In this episode of our Revelation series, we continue into the fifth and sixth seals in Revelation 6 — where the focus shifts from what is happening on earth to what is happening in heaven… and then back again.With the fifth seal, we see the souls of those who were martyred for their faith, crying out to God for justice. This moment reminds us that God sees every act of persecution, every sacrifice, and every life laid down for His name. Their cry is not ignored — it is heard.Then, as the sixth seal is opened, everything begins to shake. The earth responds with upheaval, and people from every level of society recognize something sobering — the wrath of the Lamb.We unpack these moments carefully, focusing not on fear, but on truth:➡️ God does not overlook injustice➡️ There is a coming day of accountability➡️ Even in judgment, God is revealing HimselfThis passage is both sobering and hope-filled. For those who belong to Christ, it is a reminder that suffering is seen and that justice will come. For the world, it is a call to recognize who is truly on the throne.The same Lamb who was slain is also the righteous Judge — and that truth calls us to both reverence and hope.Scripture FocusRevelation 6:9–17Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP115 Hope in the Revelation: The First Four Seals!
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through the opening of the first four seals in Revelation 6 — often known as the four horsemen.As the Lamb begins to open the scroll, we see the start of what unfolds on the earth: conquest, conflict, scarcity, and death. These aren’t random events — they are released under the authority of Christ, reminding us that even in judgment, God is still in control.We take a careful, Scripture-centered look at each of the first four seals and what they represent, while keeping our focus grounded in truth — not fear.This passage can feel heavy, but it points us to something deeper:➡️ Nothing is outside of God’s authority➡️ Judgment is not chaos — it is purposeful➡️ Even in difficult passages, our hope remains in ChristThe same Lamb who was slain is the One opening the seals. That matters.This episode continues to build our understanding of Revelation while keeping our foundation steady — not in speculation, but in the sovereignty of God and the hope we have in Jesus.Scripture FocusRevelation 6:1–8Connect With Us!🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP114 Hope in the Revelation: The LAMB takes the Scroll!
In this episode of our Revelation series, we step into one of the most powerful scenes in all of Scripture — Revelation 5, where heaven is searching for someone worthy to open the scroll.At first, no one is found worthy… and John begins to weep. But then everything changes.Jesus is introduced — not first as the Lion, but as the Lamb. And not just any lamb… a Lamb that was slain.Using insights from the Enduring Word Commentary, we unpack the depth of this moment. Even in the throne room of heaven, Jesus is revealed in His sacrificial identity. The marks of His sacrifice are not erased — they remain.This points us to a powerful truth:➡️ Jesus didn’t just die once and move on➡️ His sacrifice is eternally significant➡️ Before the Father, He still stands as the Lamb who was slainThis doesn’t mean He is continually suffering — it means His finished work is forever present and sufficient. Our hope is anchored in a sacrifice that never loses its power.As heaven erupts in worship, we’re reminded that everything centers on Jesus — the only One worthy to redeem, restore, and bring God’s plan to completion.This episode calls us back to the heart of our faith:our hope is in the Lamb.Scripture Focus:Revelation 5:1–14Connect with Us:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected] Focus:Support & Connect:
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EP113 Hope in the Revelation: The Throne Room of Heaven
Description:In this episode of our Revelation series, we move from the letters to the churches into a breathtaking new scene — the throne room of heaven.In Revelation 4, John is given a glimpse beyond this world. A door is opened, and he is invited to see what is happening in heaven. What he sees shifts everything — not chaos, not uncertainty, but a throne… and One seated on it.We unpack the significance of that moment. Before anything else unfolds in Revelation, God shows us this truth: He is still on the throne.Surrounded by worship, glory, and holiness, we see heaven declaring who God is — not based on circumstances, but on His nature. Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty.This chapter re-centers our perspective:➡️ God is not reacting — He is reigning➡️ Heaven is not in panic — it is in worship➡️ No matter what unfolds on earth, God remains in controlThis isn’t just a vision of the future — it’s a reminder for right now. When life feels uncertain, when the world feels unstable, our hope is anchored in the reality that God is still on the throne.Revelation 4:1–11🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP112 Hope in the Revelation: The Letter to Laodicea: The Spiritually Lukewarm Church!
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through the letter to Laodicea — the lukewarm church.Jesus delivers a strong and sobering message: they were neither hot nor cold, but lukewarm — and because of that, He said He would spit them out. This wasn’t about weakness… it was about indifference. A faith that had become comfortable, self-sufficient, and unaware of its true condition.Laodicea believed they were rich, in need of nothing — but Jesus reveals the truth: they were spiritually poor, blind, and exposed.We unpack what it means to live in a lukewarm state and how easy it is to drift into it without realizing it.This message challenges us:➡️ Comfort can lead to complacency➡️ Self-sufficiency can blind us spiritually➡️ Lukewarm faith is not neutral — it’s dangerousBut even here, there is incredible hope.Jesus doesn’t walk away — He stands at the door and knocks. He invites us to repent, return, and restore fellowship with Him. The same One who corrects also calls us back in love.This episode is a powerful reminder that no matter how far we’ve drifted, the door is still open — and Jesus is still calling.Scripture Focus:Revelation 3:14–22Connect with Us!🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP111 Hope in the Revelation: The Letter to Philadelphia: The Spiritually Alive Church
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through the letter to Philadelphia — the spiritually alive church.Unlike many of the other churches, Philadelphia receives no rebuke — only encouragement. Jesus recognizes their faithfulness, even though they had “little strength.” They held fast to His Word and did not deny His name.We unpack what it means to be spiritually alive in a world full of pressure and opposition. This church reminds us that true strength isn’t found in numbers, influence, or power — it’s found in faithfulness to Christ.Jesus also speaks of an open door that no one can shut, showing us that when God moves, nothing can stand against it. Their obedience, even in weakness, positioned them in a place of promise.This message is full of hope:➡️ You don’t need to be strong to be faithful➡️ God honors obedience, even when it feels small➡️ What God opens, no one can closeIf you’ve ever felt like you don’t have much to offer, this episode is a reminder that God works powerfully through those who simply remain faithful.Scripture Focus:Revelation 3:7–13Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP110 Hope in the Revelation: The Letter to Sardis: The Spiritually DEAD Church
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through the letter to Sardis — the spiritually dead church.Jesus delivers one of the most sobering messages to this church: you have a reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Outwardly, everything may have looked right — activity, appearance, even influence — but inwardly, something was missing.We unpack what it means to have the appearance of life without the reality of it. How a church — or even a believer — can go through the motions while becoming spiritually lifeless.This message is a wake-up call:➡️ Reputation is not the same as reality➡️ Activity is not the same as spiritual life➡️ What looks alive on the outside can still be empty withinBut even here, Jesus gives hope. He calls them to wake up, strengthen what remains, and remember what they first received. This isn’t a message of condemnation — it’s a call to revival.If you’ve ever felt like your faith has become routine, distant, or empty, this episode is an invitation to come back to life in Christ.Scripture Focus:Revelation 3:1–6Connect🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected] Focus:Support & Connect:
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EP109 Hope in the Revelation: The Letter to Thyatira: The Wrong Doctrine Church
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through the letter to Thyatira — the church dealing with corrupt doctrine.Jesus begins by acknowledging their love, faith, service, and perseverance — even noting that their works had been growing. But in the middle of that growth, there was a serious issue: they were tolerating false teaching.We unpack how this church allowed harmful doctrine to take root, leading people away from truth and into compromise. This wasn’t just a small issue — it was something Jesus addressed directly and firmly.This message challenges us today:➡️ It’s possible to be active in ministry and still drift in truth➡️ Growth does not always mean health➡️ What we tolerate mattersBut even here, there is hope. Jesus calls His people to hold fast, return to truth, and remain faithful to Him.This episode is a reminder that real hope is not built on activity or appearance — it is built on sound doctrine and a faithful walk with Christ.Scripture FocusRevelation 2:18–29Support and Connect🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP108 Hope in the Revelation: The Letter to Pergamum: The Worldly Church
In this episode of our Revelation series, we walk through the letter to Pergamum, often called the worldly church. Jesus acknowledges their faithfulness in a place He describes as where “Satan’s throne” is, recognizing that they held firmly to His name even in a hostile culture.But even with that faithfulness, Jesus confronts a serious issue — compromise. Some within the church had begun adopting teachings that blurred the line between the truth of Christ and the values of the world.This letter challenges us to examine our own lives and churches. Are we standing firm in truth, or slowly allowing the world to shape our beliefs and practices? Jesus calls His church not just to endure hardship, but to remain pure and faithful to Him.The hope in this message is that Christ doesn’t abandon His church when compromise appears. Instead, He calls us back to truth and promises a reward for those who overcome.Scripture Focus:Revelation 2:12–17Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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BE6 Obedience that Requires Acceptance is NOT Obedience
In this bonus episode, I expand on a conversation I once had about a powerful truth: if obedience requires acceptance, then it’s not really obedience.Sometimes we step out in faith expecting open doors, recognition, or support — but God never promised that obedience would always be popular or widely accepted. In this episode, I reflect on that reality and share a personal revelation about the direction of this ministry and the I Am Matthew Podcast.This may never be a mainstream podcast. And that’s okay.The goal has never been popularity, influence, or numbers — the goal has always been faithfulness to Jesus Christ and His Word. Sometimes obedience means continuing forward even when the crowd isn’t there, trusting that God sees the work and that He is the one truly directing the path.This episode is an honest reflection on ministry, calling, and what it means to follow God even when the road feels lonely — knowing that hope is not found in acceptance from people, but in obedience to the One who called us.🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP107 Hope in Revelation: The Letter to Smyrna: The Persecuted Church!
In this episode, we walk through the letter to Smyrna — the persecuted church. Unlike other churches in Revelation, Smyrna receives no rebuke — only encouragement to remain faithful in suffering.We unpack what Jesus says to believers who were facing poverty, slander, imprisonment, and even death. And yet, in the middle of that pressure, He reminds them that they are spiritually rich.This letter reminds us that hardship is not proof of God’s absence. Sometimes it is the very place where hope is refined. Jesus doesn’t promise comfort to Smyrna — He promises Himself. And He promises a crown of life to those who endure.If you’ve ever felt opposed, rejected, or worn down for your faith, this message is for you. Hope is not canceled by persecution. It is strengthened through it.Scripture Focus:Revelation 2:8–11Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP106 Hope in the Revelation: The Loveless Church, Ephesus
Can you be doctrinally correct… and still spiritually drifting?In Revelation 2, Jesus confronts the church of Ephesus — a strong, disciplined church that had one fatal flaw: they left their first love.In this teaching, we break down:What “first love” really meansWhy spiritual routine can replace relationshipThe warning about the lampstandThe hope Jesus offers before judgmentThis isn’t just history — it’s a mirror.If you feel spiritually busy but relationally distant from Christ, this message is for you.Jesus always corrects with the goal of restoration. The call is simple: Remember. Repent. Return.Ministry Link:https://iammmatthewministries.orgYouTube Channel:https://www.youtube.com/@IAMMatthewMinistries
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Hope in the Revelation: Jesus, the Aleph and the Tav!
Before Adam ever took a step, God’s plan was already written—and in Revelation 1, we catch a glimpse of its fulfillment. In this first episode of our Hope in the Revelation series, we dive deep into Chapter 1 and explore:Jesus as the Aleph and Tav, the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet, representing the fullness of God’s plan.How these symbols echo throughout Scripture, from Genesis to Zechariah 12:10, revealing God’s unwavering purpose.A comparison of John’s vision of Jesus with the appearance of a man in David, highlighting the continuity of God’s promises across time.How these glimpses of Christ give us hope for the future, reminding us that the One who was, is, and is to come is faithful and victorious.Join us as we uncover the hope, the promise, and the awe-inspiring truth of Jesus in Revelation 1.
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EP104 Foundations of Hope : Jesus is Coming Back!
In this final installment of our Foundation of Hope series, we anchor ourselves in one of the greatest promises Jesus ever gave us — He is coming back.I talk about the moment Jesus told His disciples that in His Father’s house are many rooms, and that He was going to prepare a place for us. And if He goes to prepare a place, He will come again and take us to be where He is.That promise changes everything.Our hope isn’t just about surviving today.It isn’t just about getting through hard seasons.It’s about the certainty that this world is not the end of the story.Jesus didn’t leave us with uncertainty — He left us with assurance. The same Savior who came once in humility will come again in glory. And that future reality gives us stability, courage, and peace right now.This episode closes the Foundation of Hope series by reminding us that our hope is not wishful thinking — it is rooted in the words of Christ Himself.And it also sets the stage for what comes next.In our upcoming series, we will walk through Revelation and carefully unpack what God has given us in the Revelation of Jesus Christ — not speculation, not fear-driven headlines — but what Scripture actually says and what it means for believers today.The foundation has been laid.Now we begin to build.Scripture Focus:John 14:2–3Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP103 Foundations of Hope: God Longs to Dwell with Us!
Before Adam ever took a breath, God already saw you.He saw me.He saw the ones who would bring Him joy — and the ones who would break His heart.And knowing all of it… He still said, “I want them.”In this episode, we talk about why any of this matters to God — why we matter. John 3:16 isn’t just a verse we memorize; it’s the heartbeat of God. He didn’t send His Son because humanity earned it. He sent Him because love moved first.We unpack the truth that God never viewed the world as disposable. He saw people worth rescuing, worth redeeming, worth dying for. And if there’s one thing I want you to hear clearly in this episode, it’s this: you have a God in heaven who longs for you.I also address something many of us wrestle with — the way we tear ourselves down, speaking over our lives in ways we would never speak about someone else. God never asked for perfection. He already knows your flaws, your failures, and your struggles — and He still chose you. Still loves you. Still calls you His. We don’t honor God by hating ourselves; we honor Him by believing what He says about us.We talk honestly about hell — clearing up the misunderstanding that God is eager to send people away. Scripture tells us it wasn’t created for humanity, and God’s heart has always been rescue, not destruction. From the beginning, His desire has been clear: that none would perish, but that all would turn and live.And finally, we look forward — to the hope Revelation gives us. A new heaven. A new earth. God dwelling with His people. Every tear wiped away. Death gone. Grief gone. Pain gone. Not because we escaped reality — but because God makes all things new.This isn’t just future hope.It’s the hope we live from right now.And no matter what you’re carrying today — it will not have the final word.Scriptures Mentioned (CSV):John 3:162 Peter 3:9Revelation 21:1–4Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP102 Foundations of Hope: Trust!
In this episode, we explore what it really means to trust God beyond our understanding — not as a theory, but as a living, breathing faith that changes everything.I share the story of Jesus providing coins in a fish to pay the temple tax — a moment that seems impossible on paper, but shows exactly who God is. This isn’t just a story from the past; it’s a reminder that God still specializes in the impossible today.Faith isn’t a transaction. It isn’t, “Do this and get that.” Faith is trusting the One who loved you before your mistakes, before your future sins, and who still makes a way when it seems hopeless. When we obey even when the numbers don’t add up, God shows up.We also talk about trusting God when life doesn’t go according to plan — when jobs, resources, or relationships don’t match our expectations. True faith isn’t ignoring reality; it’s choosing to lean fully on the unchanging God, not on the temporary things of this world.This episode challenges us to step into obedience, trust God’s plan, and experience the peace and provision that comes when we give Him full control.Scripture Focus:Proverbs 3:5Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP101 Foundations of Hope: Prayer
In Episode 101, we continue building our Foundation of Hope by talking about prayer — not as a religious routine, but as a living, breathing connection with God.I share how prayer changes the atmosphere when we surrender to Jesus, especially in moments of anger, frustration, confusion, or emotional overload. Even when everything in us wants to stop praying, choosing to keep going invites the presence of God — and His presence changes everything.We talk about the truth that God sees you and loves you, even in moments when you’re frustrated with Him or feel completely alone. Prayer doesn’t require perfect words — it requires honesty. Sometimes prayer simply starts with, “Jesus, I hope You’re there… please hear my heart.”This episode also challenges us to pray not only for the people we love, but for the people we struggle with — the ones who frustrate us, reject us, or make life difficult. Scripture reminds us that prayers, intercessions, and thanksgivings are meant for everyone.Just like any relationship, our relationship with God grows when we spend time talking with Him — airing out what’s going on in our lives and drawing near with open hearts. Prayer becomes both the place where hope is restored now and where we’re reminded of the eternal hope we have with Him forever.Scripture Focus:1 Timothy 2:1Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP100 A Remembrance Stone of Hope!
Episode 100 is a milestone — and in this episode, we pause to set a remembrance stone.Just as God’s people would stop and mark what the Lord had done, this episode reflects on the journey of the I Am Matthew Podcast — where it began, how God has carried it through, where it stands today, and where we believe He is leading it next.I look back over the last 100 episodes and the faithfulness of God in every season — the growth, the struggles, the unanswered prayers, the open doors, and the moments where hope carried us forward. This episode isn’t about numbers or accomplishments — it’s about remembering what God has done and trusting Him with what’s still ahead.This remembrance stone is both a testimony and a declaration: the same God who brought us this far will lead us forward.Thank you for walking this journey with us.🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP99 Foundations of Hope: Communion is a Symbol of Future Hope!
In this episode of our Foundation of Hope series, we talk about communion and why it is essential for believers. Communion isn’t just a ritual or tradition — it’s something Jesus Himself instituted, rich with meaning, remembrance, and hope.I walk through the moment Jesus established the Lord’s Supper, what it represents, and just as importantly, what it does not represent. Communion is not about re-sacrificing Christ or earning salvation. It is a sacred act of remembrance — remembering His broken body, His shed blood, and the covenant we now stand in because of Him.We also look forward — because communion doesn’t only point us back to the cross, it points us ahead. Jesus said He would drink of it again with us in the Kingdom, making the Lord’s Supper a declaration of future hope and the promise of what is still to come.Every time we take communion, we proclaim the gospel — Christ has died, Christ has risen, and Christ will come again.Scripture Focus:Luke 22:19–201 Corinthians 11:23–26Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP98 Foundations of Hope: Baptism is a Symbol of Indwelling Hope!
In this episode of our Foundation of Hope series, we talk about baptism — what it truly is and what it is not. Baptism is an outward expression of an inward change, a public declaration of what Christ has already done in the heart.I address some common misunderstandings surrounding baptism — including the belief that someone cannot go to heaven unless they are baptized, or the idea of forcing people into baptism. We look to Scripture and remember the man on the cross who cried out to Jesus and was promised paradise — without ever stepping into the water.We also explore John the Baptizer, who baptized for repentance, and even Jesus Himself choosing to be baptized — not out of necessity, but obedience and identification.Ultimately, baptism points us back to hope — hope in Christ alone, hope in salvation by grace, and hope in the new life we have because of Him. Baptism doesn’t save us… Jesus does.Scripture Focus:Luke 23:42–43Matthew 3:13–17Mark 1:4Romans 6:3–4Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP97 Foundations of Hope: Christ came to bring us Hope!
In this episode, I talk about the Christmas season and address some of the concerns people have about pagan traditions being associated with Christmas. I share how many first-century Christians navigated cultural practices in order to avoid persecution, while still holding firmly to the truth of who Christ is.From there, we turn to the heart of the Christmas message — that when God sent His Son into the world, He didn’t announce it to royalty or the religious elite. He sent angels to proclaim the birth of Jesus to shepherds — a group of people whose testimony wasn’t even accepted in court at that time.That detail matters.It reminds us that Christ came for the overlooked, the rejected, and the ordinary. The message of Christmas is not about status or perfection — it’s about hope. Hope for those on the margins. Hope for those who feel unseen. Hope for all of us.As we move through this holiday season, this episode invites us to reflect on the truth that Jesus came to bring lasting hope to a broken world.Scriptures Mentioned (CSV):Luke 2:8–14Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP96 Foundations of Hope: How We Live What We Believe!
In this episode, I walk through Hebrews 13, focusing on the practical instructions the writer gives us about how faith is meant to be lived out daily. Belief isn’t just something we confess — it’s something we practice.Hebrews 13 lays out what a life grounded in Christ should look like:loving others, showing hospitality, honoring marriage, resisting greed, trusting God’s provision, and holding fast to Jesus no matter the season.This episode challenges us to examine whether our lives reflect what we say we believe. Because when our hope is rooted in Christ, it doesn’t stay theoretical — it becomes visible in how we love, serve, endure, and obey.Scripture Focus:Hebrews 13🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP95Foundations of Hope: God is Love! Walk in it!
In this episode of our Foundation of Hope series, we dig into one of the most life-anchoring truths in all of Scripture: God is love. Not “God shows love,” not “God sometimes loves,” but — as John writes in 1 John 4 — God IS love.This isn’t just theology. It’s the foundation we stand on when life hits hard.I talk about how John, the disciple who walked closely with Jesus, reminds us that every action God takes flows out of His perfect love. And when we’re going through trials, disappointment, loneliness, or fear, this truth becomes something we can cling to:➡️ God loves us in our pain.➡️ God loves us in our questions.➡️ God loves us when life doesn’t make sense.➡️ And His love becomes the reason we can have hope, even in the hardest moments.This episode is all about remembering that the same God who saved us, called us, and walks with us daily… does so because His very nature is love. And that truth is worth building on.Scripture Focus:1 John 4:7–10Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP94 Foundations of Hope: This Foundation is Open to You!
In this episode of our Foundation of Hope series, we look at one of the most beautiful and hope-filled truths in all of Scripture — that God desires no one to perish, but for everyone to come to repentance.This foundation of hope isn’t limited. It isn't selective. It isn't only for the people who “look the part,” grew up in church, or have a clean past. It's for everyone.I talk about how no matter what you've done — and no matter what anyone else says about you — God has opened the door of salvation wide. His heart is that every person would turn, repent, and find life in Him. This episode is a reminder that:➡️ No sin is too great.➡️ No past is too broken.➡️ No person is too far gone.➡️ And no voice on earth can overrule what God has spoken.This foundation of hope reaches to the very edges of humanity… and it reaches to you.Scriptures Mentioned (CSV)2 Peter 3:9🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP93 Foundations of Hope: Truth can be known!
In this next installment of our Foundation of Hope series, we dive into one of the most crucial pillars of our faith: Truth — real, unchanging, God-defined truth.I open the episode by talking about how truth can be known, and how the Bible is the ultimate source of truth for the believer. Over the years, I’ve had plenty of people try to tear down, twist, or belittle what Scripture says… but the Bible doesn’t need defended. It stands firmly on its own two feet. It has withstood every attack, every culture shift, and every argument — and it remains.And this truth is what reveals who Jesus really is.Not culture.Not opinion.Not personal preference.The Bible defines Christ — not man.I also share some of the pushback I’ve seen from within Christian circles, including a recent conversation with someone who told me he doesn’t believe in hell — something Jesus Himself spoke about often and clearly.We unpack all of that and more in this episode, continuing to build our foundation of hope on what is true, eternal, and unshakable.🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP92Foundations of Hope: Gods Word can be trusted!
In this first episode of our new series, Foundations of Hope , we step back and rebuild from the beginning — placing our confidence, our faith, and our future on the solid rock of God’s Word and the true Jesus Christ.I share how Jesus warned Peter, James, John, and Andrew that many would come in His name claiming to be Him — but do not be deceived (Mark 13:5–6). Hope begins when we know the real Jesus and trust the truth He has spoken.If we cannot trust God’s Word, we cannot have hope.But if we can — and we can — then we can stand through anything.This episode lays the foundation for everything that comes next.Scripture Focus:Mark 13:5–6Support & Connect:🌐 Website: https://www.iammatthewministries.org💙 Donate on Venmo: https://www.venmo.com/u/IAmMatthewMinistries📧 Email: [email protected]
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EP91 Hope for the Rejected: Vessels of Honor in a season of No's
In this episode, I share some exciting updates from I Am Matthew Ministries — including our Halloween live stream and the announcement that the I Am Matthew Podcast will now stream live on Halloween nights moving forward! (On Youtube)Even in a season filled with “no’s,” God opened doors through a local ministry outreach, where I had the chance to teach live sound to men from several different churches. Yet, through that, I also talked about the silence — the non-responses from churches and individuals — and how that silence can feel like rejection.We dive into 2 Timothy 2:14–26, focusing especially on verse 20, where Paul reminds us that in a great house there are vessels of honor and dishonor. I shared how these “no’s” might actually be the church rejecting those without hope — but the message of this ministry is for them.This ministry isn’t about Robert — it’s about Jesus. And while I said that anyone who wants to be part of this ministry despite rejection is welcome, I want to clarify — if you can be part of a church, be a part! My heart is for those who feel pushed out, forgotten, or unwanted by the church — to remind them that God still calls them vessels of honor.Scripture Focus:📖 2 Timothy 2:14–26Stay Connected:👉 Visit www.iammatthewministries.com💸 Support the ministry on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries📺 Subscribe to our Youtube channel @IamMatthewMin
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EP90Hope in the Struggle: Worship Through It All
Today I talk about how the Christian walk isn’t always easy — but even in the hardest seasons, God still walks with us through it all. We can either choose frustration or choose to worship Him right in the middle of the struggle.Tying it into Romans 12:1–2, this episode is a reminder that true worship isn’t just a song — it’s a lifestyle of surrender, transformation, and hope that God’s plan is still good even when life gets tough.Scriptures Mentioned (CSV): 📖 Romans 12:1–2If this message encouraged you, subscribe to the podcast and share it with someone who needs hope today. Want to support the ministry or stay connected? Visit www.iammatthewministries.com and consider giving on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries. Your prayers, partnership, and support help us keep sharing messages of hope and healing.
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BE5 Finding Hope in Mike V3rt's Story
In this episode, I sit down with Mike V3rt to hear his incredible testimony of how God radically transformed his life and inspires his music. From struggles to breakthrough, Mike shares how faith has fueled his creativity and given his art a purpose beyond the stage.We also talk about his latest projects, including his new music video for the song Bobblehead, set to release on Halloween! At the end of the episode, Mike gave an exclusive in-studio performance you don’t want to miss.📺 Watch Mike’s music videos here: youtube.com/@Michaelvazquez12📺 Listen to audio-only versions of his music here: youtube.com/channel/UC2lb3tvzly5x8prQIYQaZlg🌐 Visit www.iammatthewministries.com💸 Give on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries
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BE4 Finding Hope in Neil's Story!
In this episode, I sit down with Neil Getzlow, author of Unmasked, to talk about redemption, accountability, and the transforming power of God’s grace. Neil shares his personal journey of overcoming hidden sin and discovering the freedom that comes through confession and surrender.This is a raw and hope-filled conversation about what it really means to be restored — not by our strength, but by God’s mercy.Be sure and check out Neils Book Unmasked and check out more about Neil at neilgetzlow.com🎧 Due to technical issues, this week’s episode is audio-only, but the message is powerful and worth every minute.🌐 Visit www.iammatthewministries.com💸 Give on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP89 Hope in the Waiting: When God Says Not Yet!
In this episode, I open up about moments of discouragement—times when it felt like no doors were opening for I Am Matthew Ministries and I began to wonder if maybe it’s because I’m not ready yet.We dive into 1 Peter 4:7–11, where Peter reminds us to stay clear-minded, love deeply, and use our gifts to serve others while we wait for God’s timing. Even when doors seem closed, God is still preparing us for what’s next.This message is for anyone who’s felt stuck, overlooked, or waiting on God to move. There’s still hope in the waiting—because God’s silence doesn’t mean absence, and His “not yet” still carries purpose.🌐 Visit www.iammatthewministries.com💸 Give on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP88 Peace in the Panic: Overcoming Anxiety with Hope!
In this episode, I open up about my own battles with anxiety—moments when old memories crept back in, and even times when the pressure of a big ministry day made my heart race. But through every moment of panic, I’ve found that peace is possible when we keep our eyes on Jesus.We look at Philippians 4:6–7, where Paul reminds us not to be anxious about anything, but to bring everything to God in prayer. Then we go to Matthew 14:22–33, where Peter steps out of the boat toward Jesus—only to start sinking when he looks at the waves. It’s a powerful reminder that peace doesn’t come from calm circumstances, but from the One who walks with us through the storm.If anxiety has ever tried to steal your peace, this message will help you find hope in the middle of the panic. God hasn’t left you—He’s right beside you, steadying your steps.🌐 Visit www.iammatthewministries.com💸 Give on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP87 The Hope That Still Loves: Drawing the Line and Seeking the One
In this episode, I open up about some deeply personal moments—my wife’s recent surgery, losing my mom while in prison, and the possibility of preaching the funeral of an unsaved aunt. Through it all, one truth remains: death has lost its sting.We talk about how David found peace after loss, and how that same hope gives us strength to keep going when others won’t stand with us. I also share what’s next for I Am Matthew Ministries, our mission to reach the one, and how we’re drawing a line in the sand to model the love Jesus commanded in John 13:34–35.If you’ve ever felt overlooked, rejected, or alone in your calling, this message is for you. There’s still hope. There’s still love.✨ Help us reach 1,000 subscribers so we can give away special sample pieces from our new podcast set!🙏 Partner with us, pray for us, and stand with us as we share the hope of Christ.🌐 Visit www.iammatthewministries.com💸 Give on Venmo: @IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP86 The Hope of His Return : Made Alive for a Purpose!
In this episode, I start by talking about my families recent vacation and the awesome opportunity to meet Forrest Frank in person. Forrest had shared a YouTube short about feeling a shift—like Jesus is coming back soon—and that sparked today’s discussion. It reminded us of 1 Thessalonians 5:4, where Paul says that even though Jesus will come like a thief in the night, we are not children of darkness but of the light.From there, we move into Ephesians 2:1–10, where Paul reminds us that God has brought us from death to life through His grace. Verses 1–9 show us the hope we have in His mercy, and verse 10 ties it all together—showing that we’ve been made alive for a purpose, to walk in the good works He’s prepared for us.This episode reminds us that our hope is both present and future: we live ready for His return, walking daily in the purpose His grace provides.Scripture Focus:📖 1 Thessalonians 5:1–6📖 Ephesians 2:1–10If you’d like to learn more about the ministry or support our mission, visit www.iammatthewministries.com or give through Venmo @IAmMatthewMinistries. Your support helps us continue sharing the message of hope in Christ.
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EP85 The Hope of Our Inheritance: Sealed for Eternity
Continuing in Ephesians 1:1–17, we look at the down payment of our inheritance through the Holy Spirit. This promise is more than words—it is a guarantee that our future with Christ is secure. Explore how this eternal assurance fills us with lasting hope and confidence today.To learn more about the ministry, visit www.iammatthewministries.com. If you’d like to partner with us in sharing the hope of Christ, you can also give through Venmo @IAmMatthewMinistries.
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EP84 The Hope of Spiritual Blessings : Riches of His Grace
In this episode, we open Ephesians 1:1–17 and uncover the spiritual blessings God has given us in Christ. From being chosen to being redeemed, Paul shows us the riches of His grace. Discover how these blessings anchor our hope and remind us of who we are in Him.If you’d like to support the ministry, visit our website at www.iammatthewministries.com or give directly through Venmo @IAmMatthewMinistries. Your support helps us continue sharing the message of hope in Christ.
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EP83 From Shame to Hope: Grace That Breaks Hidden Sexual Sin
Shame is one of the strongest chains that keeps Christians trapped in hidden sexual sin. But the hope of the gospel is this: there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1). In this episode of the I Am Matthew Podcast, we explore the difference between shame and conviction, how shame fuels the cycle of sexual sin, and how the grace of Jesus offers true freedom.We’ll look at the woman caught in adultery in John 8, the weight of secrecy, and how to move from hiding in shame to walking in the light of God’s forgiveness. Whether you’ve struggled with pornography, sexual addiction, or hidden desires, this conversation will remind you that you are not beyond hope.✨ Key takeaways:Why shame keeps us stuck in sinThe transforming power of grace over guiltHow confession and community break shame’s gripFinding your identity in Christ, not in failureIt’s time to step out of the shadows and into the hope that only Jesus brings.🌐 Learn more: www.IAmMatthew.org💙 Support the ministry: Venmo @IAmMatthewMinistries#HopeInChrist #ShameVsGrace #SexualSin #ChristianPodcast #FreedomInChrist #OvercomingShame #HiddenSin
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EP82 Finding Hope in the Midst of Hidden Sin: Homosexuality and the Gospel
In this episode, I share an honest anonymous comment from a Christian teen who opened up about struggling with homosexual sin. He wrote about the daily battle, his conviction, and how prayer to Jesus brings strength and hope.Since I cannot respond directly to his message, I take this episode to share my response—praising his honesty, boldness, and faith in a culture that often says sin is acceptable. We look at how the Gospel of Jesus Christ offers real hope, freedom, and redemption for anyone battling hidden sin.If you or someone you love is struggling with temptation, homosexuality, or hidden sin, this episode will point you back to the only true source of healing—Jesus Christ.✨ Don’t forget to subscribe for more weekly Christian podcasts about finding hope, overcoming sin, and walking with Jesus.✨ Learn more at iammatthewministries.org🙏 Support the ministry: Venmo @IAmMatthewMinistries
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EP81 The Battle of the Mind: Finding Hope and Freedom from Hidden Sexual Sin
Hidden sexual sin often begins in the mind, long before it becomes action. In this episode of Hope in the Battle of the Mind – Breaking Free from Hidden Sexual Sin, we explore how Christians can recognize and take captive destructive thoughts, replace them with God’s truth, and experience lasting freedom. Learn practical strategies for renewing your mind, resisting temptation, and walking in hope and victory through Christ.Scriptures Mentioned (CSV):Matthew 5:28Romans 12:22 Corinthians 10:5Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry, Venmo us. @IamMatthewMinistries
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EP80 Hope in the Light- Supporting Each Other Through Hidden Sexual Sin
Hidden sexual sin is one of the most common struggles Christians face, yet it’s often the least talked about. In this episode of Hope in the Light – Supporting Each Other Through Hidden Sexual Sin, we discuss why exposing sin to the light brings freedom, healing, and hope. Learn how the body of Christ can support one another with prayer, accountability, and encouragement instead of judgment. Whether you’re battling hidden sin or walking with someone who is, this conversation will point you to lasting purity and hope in Christ.Scripture Mentioned (CSV)Galatians 6:1-10Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry: Venmo us@IamMatthewMinistries
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EP79 Let Hope Cut Away Hidden Sexual Sin
Hidden Sexual Sin is running rampant in our world. Its destroying people's lives and leading people down paths they were never meant to go down. Are you struggling with Hidden Sexual Sin? There is Hope! In this episode, we talk about finding that trigger in your life that causes the sin cycle in your life and cutting it out. Jesus tells us it's better to cut things out of our lives than to be whole and bust hell wide open. So, journey with me as we continue talking about how to break free from hidden sexual sin.Scripture Mentioned (CSV)Matthew 5:27-301 John 1:9Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry: Venmo us @IamMatthewMinistries
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EP78 Begin to Walk out of Hidden Sexual Sin. Hopes waiting!
Share this with all that you know! You don't know who struggles with hidden sexual sin!Disclaimer: If you do not struggle with hidden sexual sin, there are still some practical applications for whatever you struggle with. But the ministries heart is toward these people right now, so I am going to begin to speak towards hidden sexual sin. In this episode, we talk about the first step in hidden sexual sin and how to break free of it. You can't break free from something you don't know has you bound. So we explore the first step in any recovery, and that is admitting we have a problem. If this is something you struggle with. There is Hope! We want to walk this out with you. -RobertScriptures Mentioned (CSV):Luke 8:171 John: 1:6Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry: Venmo us @IamMatthewMinistries
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Ep77 Do You Have Hidden Sexual Sin? There's Hope!
There is no fancy description, only this. Do you struggle with hidden sexual sin? I plead with you to watch this video. I plead with you to contact me. [email protected] I want to help you before your sin causes the total self-destruction of your life. Please hear me. All who continue to struggle with hidden sexual sin will self-destruct their lives at some point in time. Don't let the devil win. Let us at I Am Matthew Ministries help you walk out of hidden sexual sin and help you find freedom and hope in Jesus Christ.Please check out IamMatthewMinistries.org. There you can also donate to the ministry, pray or however you need to connect with us!
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EP76 A Testimony of Hope
Greetings! So this week I broke down my trip to Omaha to share my testimony. You know a testimony is a powerful thing. It shows people that you are no longer who you are. I hope you can look past the rabbit trails and discover that a life changed by Jesus always testifies to the Glory and Goodness of God. Enjoy! -RobertScriptures Mentioned (CSV):Revelation 12:11Mark 5:1-20Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry: Venmo us @IamMatthewMinistries
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EP 75 I want to Hope
So this week I tackled what I think is one of the harder set of verses to untangle, and they are ones we have talked about numerous times. So Journey with me as I unpack them and I hope that I can encourage you to not want to follow the fleshly desires but to desire the hope found in Jesus Christ. Enjoy and thanks for listening! -RobertScriptures Mentioned (CSV)Romans 7:14-25Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry: Venmo us @IamMatthewMinistries
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EP 74 Hope is our Shepherd
Not wanting to just give you something that took me minutes to come up with, I sought the Lord and began to ask Him what he wanted me to speak about. And it brought me to Psalm 23 verse 1. Just verse 1. The Lord is my Shepherd. I have ALL I need. While we unpack these 10 powerful words, ask yourself this question. Is the Lord your Shepherd? If so, He is all you need!Scriptures Mentioned (CSV)Psalm 23:1Be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgConsider donating to the ministry. You can venmo us @IAMMATTHEWMINISTRIESOr GoFundMe https://gofund.me/86f89643
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EP73 Finding Hope in Wise Council
So this week, I talked about somethings that are happening in the ministry. You know this just came to my mind. This ministry wouldn't even be here if it had not been for wise council. And thats the topic of discussion. Seeking wise council. I hope you know the greatest council we can get is the word of God. And its because of His word, I bring up two tough subjects. I pray that this encourages you in your walk with Christ. Love you and God Bless! -RobertScriptures Mentioned (CSV):Prov 11:14Prov 15:22Prov 19:20-211 Cor 15:33Be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgConsider donating to the ministry. You can venmo us @IAMMATTHEWMINISTRIES
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EP 72 Guard Your Heart in Hope
So something that has been on my heart for a couple weeks has come up to the service. Guarding our heart is a great way to walk out of our self-destructive life and into a closer walk with Jesus. Tune in as I go deeper into this topic. Be blessed!- RobertScriptures Mentioned (CSV)Proverbs 4:23Be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgIf you would like to donate to the ministry you can Venmo us!@IAMMATTHEWMINSTRIESOur GoFundMe Page:https://gofund.me/243c3b30
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EP71 Let your Hope be a Blessing
This has been one of my longer episodes, but I had alot to unpack. I'm not going to go through it, your going to have to tune in. But we all have opportunities to turn our hope into blessings. From sharing our testimony, to the walking out our faith, to sharing our skills with others. By letting our hope be a blessing, we Glorify our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.- RobertP.S. Hang with us on the video aspect, still working out bugs and figuring out which software suits our needs.Scriptures Mentioned (CSV)Luke 21:4,11-14Also be sure and check out the website www.IamMatthewMinistries.orgAlso if you want to donate to the ministry: Venmo us @IamMatthewMinistriesAlso if you want hire these graphic designers for your next project, check out Henry and Fardilah on Fiverr (not a sponsor just a way to be a blessing to them for being a blessing to me)
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
The I Am Matthew Podcast builds a foundation of hope through biblical truth, prayer, and the gospel of Jesus Christ. Each episode explores Scripture—from practical Christian living to eternal promises—covering topics like faith, baptism, communion, God’s love, salvation, and the return of Christ. Join us as we walk verse by verse, strengthen our prayer life, and grow in hope rooted in God’s Word and the Revelation of Jesus Christ.
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Robert Howard
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