Joshua E

bizzare nights lookin for a piece to smoke endless love searching for my home dizzy dreams am i awake some of yall claim your real but damn fuck youre fake speak on the real if you know the deal yo call my name if you like how this feels dare to let it go racing through my mind on cruise control our freedoms are running wild damn it im someones child dare to grab hold racing through my mind like circuit channels our needs outweigh the smiles damn it that is someones child but its up to you to write you life so paint the scene to your style for someone else for something more one day its here and the next day youre gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone glamour shots shootin digs at the pub endless lust searching for some dome some are mean some are sweet some of yall claim your real but damn fuck youre fake dare to let it go racing through my mind on cruise control our freedoms are running wild damn it im someones child dare to grab hold racing through my mind like circuit channels our needs outweigh the smiles damn it that is someones child but its up to you to write you life so paint the scene to your style for someone else for something more one day its here and the next day youre gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone

ive been doin doing fine finding myself outside of the people that i use to know cause i gotta find a way of letting folks go so now im livin & doin fine finding myself outside of the places i once called home live it how you want and let em know youre doin fine living life dont tell me now how to live my life living that life ya im doin fine living life dont tell me now how to live my life cause im living my life living that life living my life and ive been seeing seeing life exploring myself not worried what i find at the finish line enjoyin the road by takin this slow you bet i’m doin doin fine living how i want in a way where i own my time balance my needs but i’m not too wrapped up in me live it how you want and trust it shows youre doin fine living life dont tell me now how to live my life living that life ya im doin fine living life dont tell me now how to live my life cause im living my life living that life living my life and im cleaning up my house cause it got fuckin stale baby i know who is real find out about the company you keep do they ask you about your needs? i bet they tell their friends what they see they’re just mad that you do the damn thing living free, huh live it how you want and trust it shows youre doin fine living life dont tell me now how to live my life living that life ya im doin fine living life dont tell me now how to live my life cause im living my life living that life living my life

all i think and all i see cant i just live like in my dreams dying to live so i rest in peace to see them sing along with me they say the biggest smiles hide they say im just so full of life hearing thoughts running wild well, its gets to me after awhile im taking pills to hold back truth is this how this is all comes unglued tell me baby why you angry yeah, this is why i sing to calm thee real me do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya and im not alone im not upset just in this world trying to do my best all these scenes that plague my mind swear it feels like im doing time so i bend the sound to fit my will to show yall how life really feels anti christ stange ass signs is this how we come to lose our minds im taking pills to hold back truth is this how this is all comes unglued tell me baby why you angry yeah, this is why i sing to calm thee real me do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven must’ve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven must’ve sent ya my mind wants me to think we bleed for our crimes bleed me one more time my mind wants me to think we bleed cmon just cry play the role of your life but im fine being me call me Joshua E do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven mustve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven must’ve sent ya do you know you’re loved heaven must’ve sent ya

Youth Wasted - JOSHUA E by Joshua E

red flags im woke leave me alone red flags im woke leave me alone visits on the fly wantin back in my life red flags I know but he won't leave me alone and we learned to let go (im letting you go) god damn my man shot me down fools do rush in i was high on doubt listen dumb kid swear i knew this wasnt right but hey i might as well give love a try red flags im woke leave me alone red flags im woke leave me alone visits on the fly wantin back in my life red flags I know but he won't leave me alone and we learned to let go (I gotta let you go) daring you and i you wanna love me till i die what happens to me when you're done gripping on to me and damn it this I know damn it this I know red flags im woke leave me alone red flags im woke leave me alone visits on the fly wantin back in my life red flags I know but he won't leave me alone

this is for all the bitches that got something to say eat my lunch and call it brunch they’re always tryna keep a good bitch down in hopes i would drown (poppin - poppin off) rollin fantasies blowin like a breeze for your brunch patio affair (its about damn time baby lets shine) and after the sound and another round take me home to our lair (its about damn time baby lets shine) and what we do there whether its black tie affairs what we do here its neither here nor there cause its our lair baby take care of all you dream of im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions not worried about the comotions youre causing over there damn it, i dont care buyer beware i dont care cause im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions no worried about the comotions youre causing over there damn it, i dont care buyers beware i dont care eat my lunch call it brunch does it look like i care does it look like i care and i just keep it movin never dwell long if im losin rollin with the homies they dont ask ya, they just know me roll up to the party it’s titos or bacardi he’s like toss an extra olive for my boy in there we just love to get down feel the breeze were never let down we like the vibe in here o okay im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions no worried about the comotions youre causing over there damn it, i dont care buyer beware i dont care cause im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions not worried about the comotions youre causing over there damn it, i dont care buyers beware i dont care in hopes id drown (poppin - poppin off) but im just getting started for the role im meant to star in ayeee look at me and b i dont care what you see im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions no worried about the comotions youre causing over there damn it, i dont care buyer beware i dont care cause im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions no worried about the comotions youre causing over there im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions no worried about the comotions youre causing over there im just workin coastin sippin on these magic potions

do you see me here am i in disguise is it gonna happen one day like a big surprise do ya sense my fears am i in disguise is it gonna be like they say or was it all a lie in disguise all my life wondering wheres the lie in disguise all my life channelling a path thats mine im coming clean know whatta i mean free of what ive been running from im coming clean know whatta i mean free myself from what i thought id become wash aways all my fears felt left behind through out all the years im coming clean know whatta i mean free of what ive been running from im coming clean know whatta i mean free myself from what i thought id become I learned the meaning of grace I breathe through my mistakes im coming clean know whatta i mean free of what ive been running from dont ya love my mind no longer disguised if its gonna happen one day its not for me in life and dont i sense their fears no longer disguised am i like they said i would be in and out of all yalls lives in disguise all my life wondering wheres the lie in disguise all my life channelling a path thats mine im coming clean know whatta i mean free of what ive been running from im coming clean know whatta i mean free myself from what i thought id become wash aways all my fears felt left behind through out all the years learning to pace taking life day by day im coming clean know whatta i mean free of what ive been running from im coming clean know whatta i mean free of what ive been running from free from what id become

arriving at grand pointe slowing down to make a point cause ya boy loves a love story flowers diseased blind sided by lustin how can I believe ya lover if you dont trust me no you dont trust me no you dont trust me weighing in at the crossroads feel the burden of no hope and your telling me now this is how things should be but i’m the rebel in this story keep the peace so i sing singin songs live for love livin in love singing along singin songs alive for life helpin others cmon signin along singin songs live for love livin in love singing along is it my fault did i curse such a thing our love is meant to mean something im at my apartment dancin in the garden and feels like in the movies cause love is so groovy blind sided by lustin how can i believe ya lover if you dont trust me you dont trust me no you dont trust me so i write down all my thoughts smoke a little to get lost cause somewhere things got lost to me love is blind if you choose not to see keep the peace so i sing singin songs live for love livin in love singing along singin songs alive for life helpin others cmon signin along singin songs live for love livin in love singing along is it my fault did i curse such a thing our love is meant to mean something petals are falling hold this weed like im wishin on pollen & im livin in the moment laughin when i lose it achin cmon yeah weild it an sing cmon all yeah keep the peace an sing cmon an sing singin songs live for love livin in love singing along singin songs alive for life helpin others cmon signin along singin songs live for love livin in love singing along is it my fault did i curse such a thing our love is meant to mean something

"Matching Your Energy" by Joshua E we hate to face we hate to fight i dont want you to think i always gotta be right the room grows quiet with silence at least this time its not violence should i tell him to leave i think i might does he wanna go i think he might and it feels like the disks on repeat are we ever going to change & accept these feelings i dont want to just agree lets take our time cause i wanna believe youre all mine at the end of the night but our feelings arnt just silly fights is it all in our age differences play when things dont make sense and we wanna just rage matching your energy we’ll make mistakes we’ll make it right i dont want you to think i didnt pay you no mind you’re all i think about and what comes to mind were both just men with the same mind should i challange & scream i think i might you wanna give it a go baby lets fight and it feels like the disks on repeat are we ever going to change & accept these feelings i dont want to just agree lets take our time cause i wanna believe youre all mine at the end of the night but our feelings arnt just silly fights is it all in our age differences play when things dont make sense and we wanna just rage youre all mine at the end of the night but our feelings arnt just silly fights what love means to you what love means to me were gonna make this work for our history

the Bewitching Hour - Joshua E by Joshua E

villian taste of course tall tales couldnt hold a flame to the truth aint it biazzare we’re taught that we should love but we act like we were sent from above to rule with a new cross-hair held tight villian taste i see you’re trying to break down their hearts black balled at the bathroom stall so she once was a man now that woman she’s my friend yes god they're my friend i’ll sing it again cause we’re all good friends hey sis, if you mistook this you were never forgotten growing up too fast to ever realize the lies you’re perfect in our eyes born in his image from the start they’ll be one less victim of dying lonely for acceptance one less lost soul lost cause we're out - out here in the media one less lonely heart at time making record of this for the devine enjoying every moment living free so far from the norm stay blessed no preconceived as i wash away my horrors I'm such a mess at my own feet so far from the norm far from the norm villian taste of course i loath to fake it till im okay okay, ive had to pretend all my life cause i remember as a kid being told to not to speak my mind mentally ill advice villian taste and maybe one day ill be okay if i could just take a pill, to make what’s wrong go away even my own kind is not quite like my minds demize seen as villians so far from the norm villian tastes of course tall tales couldnt hold a flame to the truth aint it biazzare we’re taught that we should love but we act like we were sent from above to rule with a new cross-hair held tight born in his image from the start they’ll be one less victim of dying lonely for acceptance one less lost soul lost cause we're out - out here in the media one less lonely heart at time making record of this for the devine enjoying every moment living free so far from the norm stay blessed no preconceived as i wash away my horrors I'm such a mess at my own feet so far from the norm far from the norm dear man we’re not all friends but please love me cause this is my mind yes i told my friends dont get in to fit in align yourself on the side of whats right morallly i'm not here i'm just another story in the way of glory’s routine in the morning honey wake yourself up to imperfect designs you're perfect in our eyes cause were all so far from the norm were all so far from the norm far from the norm far from the norm